Wtf is going on.
Lets find where Zok lives and smear shit all over his windows.His PI was leaked yesterday. He lives with his parents.
thats why hes closing &Z? :facepalm:Well his mom and dads SSNs were both leaked and three past addresses. He's probably moving to protect them. He might have moved in because of his "health issues."
thats why hes closing &Z? :facepalm:Well his mom and dads SSNs were both leaked and three past addresses. He's probably moving to protect them. He might have moved in because of his "health issues."
Quote chain. How far does it go?thats why hes closing &Z? :facepalm:Well his mom and dads SSNs were both leaked and three past addresses. He's probably moving to protect them. He might have moved in because of his "health issues."
That's kinda fucked up.
Quote chain. How far does it go?thats why hes closing &Z? :facepalm:Well his mom and dads SSNs were both leaked and three past addresses. He's probably moving to protect them. He might have moved in because of his "health issues."
That's kinda fucked up.
just dosed 100+ grams of syncan sprayed carpet clipping / 3 months
Keep it going guysQuote chain. How far does it go?thats why hes closing &Z? :facepalm:Well his mom and dads SSNs were both leaked and three past addresses. He's probably moving to protect them. He might have moved in because of his "health issues."
That's kinda fucked up.
Lets find out
Why is this in BLTC??? Can a mod please move?
Why is this in BLTC??? Can a mod please move?
Why is this in BLTC??? Can a mod please move?
does this site have natives that we can exploit for resources?
we need some thanks so we can get an inaugural thanks party going on up in hurr
:cool:
I'd be pretty damn surprised if this website manages to hold any appreciable userbase
I'd be pretty damn surprised if this website manages to hold any appreciable userbase
totse.info all over again
I'd be pretty damn surprised if this website manages to hold any appreciable userbasewhat alternative is there though? I wonder if xannex's site is still up.
Dfg is alive and wel, thankfully.lol you should see what he did with the subreddit /r/totse.
Dfg is alive and wel, thankfully.lol you should see what he did with the subreddit /r/totse.
Dfg is alive and wel, thankfully.lol you should see what he did with the subreddit /r/totse.
Dfg is alive and wel, thankfully.lol you should see what he did with the subreddit /r/totse.
is that just him posting on that?
Postin' all up in this piece of shit. Alright guys, let's round two this shit and make it home.
Hey, who posted Zok's PI? Moar info plz. Looks like this is the new retardededed thread?A dumpster slut alt. People think it was the exmod unstable matter.
Postin' all up in this piece of shit. Alright guys, let's round two this shit and make it home.Fuck you panny.
sup gais whats goin on in this thread???
:confused:
This community is going to die. Somebody please buy zoklet.What do you care, you're a TC faggot.
This community is going to die. Somebody please buy zoklet.I heard Zok refused to sell it or some shit
Postin' all up in this piece of shit. Alright guys, let's round two this shit and make it home.Fuck you panny.
Postin' all up in this piece of shit. Alright guys, let's round two this shit and make it home.Fuck you panny.
I'll suck yer fuckin' dick, m8.
Hey j4. Ordered one of you yesterday.
Who's stev
Mash, mmmmmmm.
sup fagsHey hun
Niggers.
Sup i'm the actual psychomanthis. Show me your dong, bro.
YAY ME!
Also my anus feels so itchy and aggravated
So are we done posting on zoklet and just moving here? Zoklet has a few days left I guess.
I guess we should get used to this shit.
So are we done posting on zoklet and just moving here? Zoklet has a few days left I guess.
Fuck Zoklet we wildin' out.
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fuck yea inaugural thanks par-----
fuck yea inaugural thanks par-----
time to fall back an older totse tradition
+1
fuck yea inaugural thanks par-----
time to fall back an older totse tradition
+1
+1
there's a quick reply button that pops out a box in the lower left
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there's a quick reply button that pops out a box in the lower left
2 stars bitches
i've been here for well over a month LOL2 stars bitches
you SON OF A BITCH
i've been here for well over a month LOL2 stars bitches
you SON OF A BITCH
i've been here for well over a month LOL2 stars bitches
you SON OF A BITCH
such a hiptser
This site is so fucking weird I can't figure out when people are posting in threads I've posted in and for some reason the site keeps e-mailing me with new responses. FUCK OFFI was able to fix all that in the settings. You'll get used to it soon kinda hard though after posting on Zoklet for so long
This site is so fucking weird I can't figure out when people are posting in threads I've posted in and for some reason the site keeps e-mailing me with new responses. FUCK OFF
:o idk about this place. It's super annoying on my phone. Who the duck decided red letters on a black background was a solid idea.
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:o idk about this place. It's super annoying on my phone. Who the duck decided red letters on a black background was a solid idea.
how could mirrors ever be real if our eyes were real
This quick reply thing is bullshit too.
BTW- Has anyone else done tianeptine regularly for a while and suddenly stopped? 'Cause I have and it sucks. Certainly opiate like WDs. My husband says its probably the worst opiate WD but I wouldnt say that, though I havent gone as long either. This shit seems to increase opiate tolerance too.. opiates seem to do so little while on this shit, espcially after such a long hiatus and a reasonable dose.
Whoever recommended Semax, thanks a lot for the suggestion! I'm on this stuff for approximately 1,5 weeks and I see improvement all around. I work in a job that relies on your ability for creative problem solving and compared to modafinil/adrafinil, semax is just about right for this kind of work. Other than that I can't comment on the effects this substance might have regarding depression because fortunately I've never been depressed, although a slightly elevated mood is noticeable, other stims like amphetamine seem to last longer and have a stronger effect in smaller doses too.
.1 for now and as far as I can tell I wouldn't see any benefit in using the stronger solution but I guess I'll give it a shot as soon as my order is finished. 4 science and shit :D
This quick reply thing is bullshit too.
BTW- Has anyone else done tianeptine regularly for a while and suddenly stopped? 'Cause I have and it sucks. Certainly opiate like WDs. My husband says its probably the worst opiate WD but I wouldnt say that, though I havent gone as long either. This shit seems to increase opiate tolerance too.. opiates seem to do so little while on this shit, espcially after such a long hiatus and a reasonable dose.
4 days on 3 days off no issues yet
Last night was the most entertaining night of Internet fun I've ever had lol
1. I'm gonna need a damned thanks button
2. What's up with the rights to totse.com
3. Idk if I can get attached to another forum, they say they'll always be there but they always leave you.
4. being off heroin blows
Lets find where Zok lives and smear shit all over his windows.His PI was leaked yesterday. He lives with his parents.
Ive been using tianeptine 3-4 times a day (sometimes 5) at approx 40-80mgs depending. If opiates are your problem, I would recommend it, just because the cravings go waaay the fuck down with daily dosings of it- for that matter most cravings period. Sure the shit has its own WDs over long period use but at least its legal, easy to get, fairly cheap (compared to other addictions anyway) and you can function on it just fine at work and such, even when taking a larger dose than normal.damn bitch, I've tried texting you but you don't answer.
Also, it seems to have an effect on my sex drive in a positive way.
My phone was off all weekend- just go time on it. Ive been borrowing my dads. Time added today though. Been at work since 2, just got home around 10.
Ive been using tianeptine 3-4 times a day (sometimes 5) at approx 40-80mgs depending. If opiates are your problem, I would recommend it, just because the cravings go waaay the fuck down with daily dosings of it- for that matter most cravings period. Sure the shit has its own WDs over long period use but at least its legal, easy to get, fairly cheap (compared to other addictions anyway) and you can function on it just fine at work and such, even when taking a larger dose than normal.damn bitch, I've tried texting you but you don't answer.
Also, it seems to have an effect on my sex drive in a positive way.
I've been around. I used an alt on zoklet for the past year or so. I was Bipolar High Roller on zoklet.Ive been using tianeptine 3-4 times a day (sometimes 5) at approx 40-80mgs depending. If opiates are your problem, I would recommend it, just because the cravings go waaay the fuck down with daily dosings of it- for that matter most cravings period. Sure the shit has its own WDs over long period use but at least its legal, easy to get, fairly cheap (compared to other addictions anyway) and you can function on it just fine at work and such, even when taking a larger dose than normal.damn bitch, I've tried texting you but you don't answer.
Also, it seems to have an effect on my sex drive in a positive way.
Holy shit I had no idea you were still aroud. O_o.
i'm gonna fuckin kick ur ass bitch
zok isdn't in charge, this is a free country, this is an anarchy
anybody and everybody can and will get hurt
and you're 1 of those /people
you're just a []
yodee yidee YEE YEE YEE
I LOVE SHAPES
I LOVE I LOVE SHAPES
I LOVE SHAPES
I LOVE I LOVE SHAPES
AHAHAHAAAAAAAHAHHHAHAHAAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAAHAA
Dont force your 'good' on my morning, damn it.bad morning !
Dont force your 'good' on my morning, damn it.bad morning !
It doesn't really feel like the morning if you don't sleep. Fuck I'm tired and I have to work a 12 hour shift today..Dont force your 'good' on my morning, damn it.bad morning !
not really just morning my wifes not a morning person neither am i for that mater
It doesn't really feel like the morning if you don't sleep. Fuck I'm tired and I have to work a 12 hour shift today..Dont force your 'good' on my morning, damn it.bad morning !
not really just morning my wifes not a morning person neither am i for that mater
Hey Midnight Sun How you been I havent been able chat with you since the time my wife let me use her account
In your profile settings there is an option to have the page stay in thread rather than redirect to forum after posting.
Fuck where the fuck is my mail at. waiting on the medicine to get here so i can get out of these fucking WDs.
Fuck where the fuck is my mail at. waiting on the medicine to get here so i can get out of these fucking WDs.
of dick?
Lasagna or ham for the weekend
Wher is PoC and Count and Casper?/1?1/
oh well at least sploof made it
Long term benzo use has been linked to an increased risk of Alzheimer's/dementia. http://m.bbc.com/news/health-29127726Fuck I must stop this abuse of benzos but it is hard. I wish there was a wonder drug that just made benzo withdrawals disappear.
Aww hell, I'm already genetically predisposed now this?
Long term benzo use has been linked to an increased risk of Alzheimer's/dementia. http://m.bbc.com/news/health-29127726
Aww hell, I'm already genetically predisposed now this?
Long term benzo use has been linked to an increased risk of Alzheimer's/dementia. http://m.bbc.com/news/health-29127726
Aww hell, I'm already genetically predisposed now this?
Maybe its just me, but alzheimers is fucking terrifying. It's one of the main reasons I want to quit smoking.Im scared of lou gherigs/ALS. Man its such shittyway to go my abuelo died if that and he was actuve tennis player well into his 60s winning touneys and shit it was sad as fuck I still think about it and how he was for those 2 years make me want to cry. I miss you papa your playing tennis and golf with jesus now.
Look at it this way, if you get Alzheimer's you can shop at Walmart with your pants around your ankles and your dick swinging around and they won't do anything about it.
I miss you papa your playing tennis and golf with jesus now.
No shit, my grandfather did something similar to this when he went out to buy a pack of smokes.
Look at it this way, if you get Alzheimer's you can shop at Walmart with your pants around your ankles and your dick swinging around and they won't do anything about it.
My grandpa was in the hospital for something once and walked out of the room and starter strolling around the halls ass naked trying to strike up conversations with people
I'll have to get used to posting on here coming from Zoklet, I feel like I'm in a homeless shelter
this forum had waaaaayyy less traffic before our migration dawg.
Nodding like a mofo =}
Niggers.
RIP
this forum had waaaaayyy less traffic before our migration dawg.
That's what Christopher Columbus said about North America.
And finally I meet the 5 star eBagger.
Nigga, got some content comin'?
Can you quack
Can you quack like a duck when you fuck
Managed to snag a 55 gallon drum from work to convert into a trash can, but I somehow got stuck with the one that managed to be somewhat corroded (here in the desert...wtf). So I sanded it down and gotta paint over it.
Since I'm already gonna be painting, someone give me some stencil ideas. It's a flat white barrel.
I'm depressed as fuck.
Managed to snag a 55 gallon drum from work to convert into a trash can, but I somehow got stuck with the one that managed to be somewhat corroded (here in the desert...wtf). So I sanded it down and gotta paint over it.
Since I'm already gonna be painting, someone give me some stencil ideas. It's a flat white barrel.
If it's got a lid do goatse on the top
Ok, motherfucker then we won't have a fucking conversation about your fucked up life you homeless nigger.
Fucking...
Had to suck a couple dicks for a burger, huh? I understand. I'm sorry.Ok, motherfucker then we won't have a fucking conversation about your fucked up life you homeless nigger.
Fucking...
It's not easy being homeless, fuckface, I got busy!
Being homeless isnt so bad, but you better get your shit together because winter is coming hard and fast all over your ass. Either get indoors somehow by then or a tent and a good sleeping bag are a must. #gayprostitution.
clothes and bacon cheeseburgers
Wee, in a few hours I'm going to the anniversary memorial of my friend hanging himself last year. Three months later I lost two friends, both shot (loooong story). I am going to get very drunk with my friends and cry. I'm also going to hit on everything.
I went to jail. Did 54 days. I come back to zoklet closed. Fuck you guys.Damn negro, what did you get popped for? Was it some junkie shit like stealing booze.
Wee, in a few hours I'm going to the anniversary memorial of my friend hanging himself last year. Three months later I lost two friends, both shot (loooong story). I am going to get very drunk with my friends and cry. I'm also going to hit on everything.My best man at my wedding hanged himself like 3-4months before the wedding. l went through all the stages of change/grief. I still am not over it though,I know he was obviously deprssed with a drug addiction and had been disowned from his family, but I still feel betrayed and selfishly pissed off, which is coming about subconsciously because I'm so hurt by is. I should talk to my shrink about it, I need therapy more than SSRIs again.
I went to jail. Did 54 days. I come back to zoklet closed. Fuck you guys.Damn negro, what did you get popped for? Was it some junkie shit like stealing booze.
Speaking of junkie shit, my neighbor, the fisherman just got back from a three month fishing trip and he dosed me with crack last night. My heart started pounding for like 10 minutes, fucking asshole.Wee, in a few hours I'm going to the anniversary memorial of my friend hanging himself last year. Three months later I lost two friends, both shot (loooong story). I am going to get very drunk with my friends and cry. I'm also going to hit on everything.My best man at my wedding hanged himself like 3-4months before the wedding. l went through all the stages of change/grief. I still am not over it though,I know he was obviously deprssed with a drug addiction and had been disowned from his family, but I still feel betrayed and selfishly pissed off, which is coming about subconsciously because I'm so hurt by is. I should talk to my shrink about it, I need therapy more than SSRIs again.
Got me a glass bottle of squirt, them Mexicans really know their way around a lemon-lime.
Sometimes it's piss.Got me a glass bottle of squirt, them Mexicans really know their way around a lemon-lime.
squirt is grapefruit
Got me a glass bottle of squirt, them Mexicans really know their way around a lemon-lime.
squirt is grapefruit
Have fun and stay save.
What kind of gambling?Sports gambling.
Better than slot machines fo sure.I do quite enjoy both but investing the money into something like getting the AC in my car fixed would make my lofe better but its almost winter any way.
I think the important part is, do you enjoy your lifestyle or would those $200 invested in something else make your life better?
Who remembers bop-itstwist it. Pull it. Bop it. Shit was fun. Remember yo-yo balls?
Who remembers bop-its
Who remembers bop-itsWe still have those here in Germany and the TV commercials made me hate the fucking thing.
Ebola was man made by whitey to keep the ape numbers down.Yea, that's why they drop the "patients" in Atlanta and Paris.
True story...
Ahhhh..... few things exceed the satisfaction of dropping a huge turd and feeling 10 pounds lighter afterwardDude, we just pooped at the same time. :D
fucking hangovers
God damn this steak smells amazing, in one more hour it'll have been slow cooking 6 hours.Imagine the smell after it has been slow turding inside you for another 6 hours.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqa5CPLlw-U
This always makes my day
Was anyone here old enough to have a set of lawn darts as a kid?my grandpa has like 3 sets with boxes and everything
Sober.
Well, 10mg noopept and a bit of caffeine. No sleep, though.
I haven't slept in like 10000 hours and have made close to 400 posts in the past 3 days.
P-PPPPPUMP THIS SHIT LIKE THEY DO IN THE FUTURE!
You close your eyes and lose 8 hours every night. Boom, you're gone.
Instead of doing that you can stay up and use those 8 hours to be the person you can't be in the other 16 hours of the day. You can be a slacker, a loser, a cracker, a bulldozer. You can be the fucking Champion of the world yknomsayn.
You can be yourself but that almost always ends other than planned because you don't even know yourself.
You see? This could've easily been a dream but it wasn't because I was awake and lived it. This is my shit and this is how I roll.
Turn that funk back on, 8)
You are a very serious person, my friend.
I just don't sleep because I'm an insomniac who withdraws from weed, beer and benzos.
I usually like sleep a lot. ;)
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i tried
Dude, I've read the whole thing and I'm sure I agree but my brain shut down after the weed dreams thing. It's the same for me and I'm a pretty heavy smoker so I basically never remember my dreams.You are a very serious person, my friend.
I just don't sleep because I'm an insomniac who withdraws from weed, beer and benzos.
I usually like sleep a lot. ;)
Ya know, it's weird, whenever I smoke weed regularly, I don't remember my dreams at all, but then if I stop for even a day or two, my dreams come back all vivid-like and shiz. I've read of this happening with other people, too. But yeah, it's a bitch falling asleep if you're used to either of those three things and then don't have any. For instance, I had no weed or drinks last night, and I didn't sleep a wink. I mean, I was also on opiates... can't sleep on those for some reason... but I would've still only gotten very minimal sleep if it weren't for that, I'm sure. Especially once you get used to hitting the bar most nights and taking shots of Fireball alternated with tall beers, then you just get home, collapse on the bad (in my case, with my contacts still in, which always makes my hangover like 5x worse, for real, because of all the gunk my eyes make when I do that), and are instantly out cold. Getting used to that and then dramatically cutting back the drinking and almost entirely eliminating going to the bar causes sleep to be so difficult to attain. Just never feel tired, and I don't go to bed if I still feel awake.. That and then I ran out of weed the other day and have gotten D's and dope since then but not anymore bud....
But yeah, NOW, right fucking NOW, last night's sleep deprivation wants to catch up with me all at once. Probably from taking my morning dose of Xanax XR and Gabapentin. I didn't take my Vyvanse yesterday, so I might take a second one today. Like damn, all of a sudden I just want sleep so bad. Probably added to me not being tired, having not taken either of those former two since way early the day before. If I take my last dose of those two at like 5PM, I wake up at like 6 in the morning covered in sweat and feeling ridiculous (in a bad way), hit the bathroom, drink some water if there's some upstairs (when I was still at my aunt's, which changed yesterday). Don't feel normal until I take 'em and they have a little time to kick in. Throw in a nasty hangover on top of it, plus mucus buildup in my sinuses from sleeping with contacts in, and I wake up like straight Death some days.
What were we even talking about again? Fucking sleep deprivation plus opiates plus amphetamine. Gets me rambling walls of text about I don't even remember already, apparently.
Dude, I've read the whole thing and I'm sure I agree but my brain shut down after the weed dreams thing. It's the same for me and I'm a pretty heavy smoker so I basically never remember my dreams.You are a very serious person, my friend.
I just don't sleep because I'm an insomniac who withdraws from weed, beer and benzos.
I usually like sleep a lot. ;)
Ya know, it's weird, whenever I smoke weed regularly, I don't remember my dreams at all, but then if I stop for even a day or two, my dreams come back all vivid-like and shiz. I've read of this happening with other people, too. But yeah, it's a bitch falling asleep if you're used to either of those three things and then don't have any. For instance, I had no weed or drinks last night, and I didn't sleep a wink. I mean, I was also on opiates... can't sleep on those for some reason... but I would've still only gotten very minimal sleep if it weren't for that, I'm sure. Especially once you get used to hitting the bar most nights and taking shots of Fireball alternated with tall beers, then you just get home, collapse on the bad (in my case, with my contacts still in, which always makes my hangover like 5x worse, for real, because of all the gunk my eyes make when I do that), and are instantly out cold. Getting used to that and then dramatically cutting back the drinking and almost entirely eliminating going to the bar causes sleep to be so difficult to attain. Just never feel tired, and I don't go to bed if I still feel awake.. That and then I ran out of weed the other day and have gotten D's and dope since then but not anymore bud....
But yeah, NOW, right fucking NOW, last night's sleep deprivation wants to catch up with me all at once. Probably from taking my morning dose of Xanax XR and Gabapentin. I didn't take my Vyvanse yesterday, so I might take a second one today. Like damn, all of a sudden I just want sleep so bad. Probably added to me not being tired, having not taken either of those former two since way early the day before. If I take my last dose of those two at like 5PM, I wake up at like 6 in the morning covered in sweat and feeling ridiculous (in a bad way), hit the bathroom, drink some water if there's some upstairs (when I was still at my aunt's, which changed yesterday). Don't feel normal until I take 'em and they have a little time to kick in. Throw in a nasty hangover on top of it, plus mucus buildup in my sinuses from sleeping with contacts in, and I wake up like straight Death some days.
What were we even talking about again? Fucking sleep deprivation plus opiates plus amphetamine. Gets me rambling walls of text about I don't even remember already, apparently.
Just scored a tiny bit of bud, maybe two hits so now I'll smoke a tiny little hit, do a light workout, take a hot shower with my dick in my hand, smoke the rest and adios muchacho.
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i tried
L-theanine might just be a gift from god.
\L-theanine might just be a gift from god.
whatchu takin it w/ dawg ?
I wish i hadnt gotten the kind with green tea shit
So what is this place? 3 of our old regz and one guy similar to BradlehBee? Just tryin to say things like TRT but with no continuity?
No one migrated, man.
Hi Hab, hi Brain surgeon (now spaced), hi... THE DUUUUHKE.
still weed whipping i see.
also hi LSD.
this place is forced I see. The layout is hard on the eyes for real.
can you quack
Yeah bro, what else would they be
you didn't answer my question
what are you doing up at this hour?
you didn't answer my question
what are you doing up at this hour?
getting ready for work
i hate IIIIII
I was to beat him faascde into aa fucking pul and then ill chokeehim out, slit histhroat, fuckthe wound, fuck monarchies,. fuck da joows;
He was my only news source, though. He and truer.
Exactly.He was my only news source, though. He and truer.
Who, IIIII? So you are saying that your news consisted of the latest US shooting incident from a left-leaning antigun viewpoint, Racial animosity and finger pointing, or any scandal involving any right of center politician ever?
Wasn't IIIII the guy who constantly posted left wing news articles?
Yea, I thought we got them confused.
You give way worse vibes than Zok's AIDS, just sayan.
If you have traumas while tripping you should probably not do it in a tank.
I'd rather do Ketamin so you won't give a shit about the door handle anyway.
http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_C._Lilly
Eventually piles and muffins will join us. Also your all shitting yourselves if you think that's not Bradley. I understand him wanting his anonymity back though so I'll drop the issue.Muffins has an account here and posted in this thread. He's using a different name because he didn't want to be linked to zoklet.
Holy fuck boys. datass.jpg
http://m.imgur.com/a/1rTLV
Pretty sure I see cellulite in that picture. Ew.
Women over 20 are gross as fuck.
Day 2 with l-theanine and now I love it so much I'm gonna get 50g or so this weekend methinks
Whatever happened to gollum hitchhiking?
I'm not Bradley. Seriously.
Yea, I'm also not a homosexual Odinist meth head so yea....I'm not Bradley. Seriously.
You posting style differs from his quite a bit
Do any of you (looking at 1337) have experience using globe attachments for e-cigs? I'm talking about the little domes that allow you to vape hash oil in it. Thinking of getting one to try with my EVOD 2 but wasn't sure if I need an e-cig with controllable voltage. Pretty sure this EVOD is 1.5 currently.
Day 2 with l-theanine and now I love it so much I'm gonna get 50g or so this weekend methinks
What are you using it for? I've been taking it for about two months now and quite like it. Usually I take 200 mg theanine with 300 mg caffeine and 20 mg of Noopept twice a day, once when I wake up and then again in the afternoon.
Day 2 with l-theanine and now I love it so much I'm gonna get 50g or so this weekend methinks
What are you using it for? I've been taking it for about two months now and quite like it. Usually I take 200 mg theanine with 300 mg caffeine and 20 mg of Noopept twice a day, once when I wake up and then again in the afternoon.
Well I had this weird anxiety pop up for no reason at all this past weekend, and it just so happens that this week I decided to taper off tianeptine, and my roommate happens to have a bag of l-theanine, so I sampled 200mg, found it destroyed the anxiety symptoms, then asked him for a couple g's to get thru the week and it's been working very well. I might try it with caffeine, but I hate caffeine so maybe something else like adrafinil or synephrine
Despite extensive research into the interaction of modafinil with a large number of neurotransmitter systems, its precise mechanism or mechanisms of action remain unclear.[101][102] Modafinil elevates hypothalamic histamine levels,[103] leading some researchers to consider modafinil a "wakefulness promoting agent" rather than a classic amphetamine-like stimulant.[104] Modafinil seems to inhibit the reuptake action of the dopamine transporter, thus leading to an increase in extracellular and thus synaptic concentrations of dopamine.[105]There's a LOT more after that, talking about orexins (over my head), lots of other shit, effect on dopamine transporters... you'd have to read it yourself because I don't pretend I know what I'm talking about when I don't, but it's kinda like a stimulant without being a stimulant. I even told my friend before he let me try it that one time, that after looking into it, it looks very interesting and useful, but I still can't tell if it's an actual stimulant or not, and he says he's been using it for weeks (at least; I forget what amount of time he said), and he still can't tell either, but it helps and works for sure. Makes you feel just awake and alert.
i love having autism
I hope im able to get some weed tommorow.
Believe it or not I've had xannax on hand for over a week and haven't got black out fucked up.
Day 2 with l-theanine and now I love it so much I'm gonna get 50g or so this weekend methinks
What are you using it for? I've been taking it for about two months now and quite like it. Usually I take 200 mg theanine with 300 mg caffeine and 20 mg of Noopept twice a day, once when I wake up and then again in the afternoon.
I went to jail. Did 54 days. I come back to zoklet closed. Fuck you guys.
God damn the thing I hate the most about this online class is how the professor forces us to reply to the other students' writing, as if I care about a single one of their vapid uninteresting opinions
It's a herculean task to vomit out 200 words of filler :tdown:
Also, this city's attempt at smart lights fucking SUCKS. I'm so sick of getting nothing but reds because the green trips for like 10 fucking seconds if that.
sounds like a good opportunity for some trolling. just...tell them how you really feel 8)
you know who you areI sadly don't.... mhmm.
God damn the thing I hate the most about this online class is how the professor forces us to reply to the other students' writing, as if I care about a single one of their vapid uninteresting opinions
It's a herculean task to vomit out 200 words of filler :tdown:
Also, this city's attempt at smart lights fucking SUCKS. I'm so sick of getting nothing but reds because the green trips for like 10 fucking seconds if that.
got 45 2mg xanax and 30 30mg vyvansez B)And autism. :tup:
Also got put on 300mg of this a dayNot so good. Looks like they are running out of meds to make you less retarded so they just give you whatever lays around.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oxcarbazepine
good? bad?
Not so good. Looks like they are running out of meds to make you less retarded so they just give you whatever lays around.
Does your doctor now you smoke shitcans?
I'm soooo fucking bored. Fuck life and all of you.
Nope.... :mad:I'm soooo fucking bored. Fuck life and all of you.
You ever find those neon pills?
Nope.... :mad:I'm soooo fucking bored. Fuck life and all of you.
You ever find those neon pills?
God damn the thing I hate the most about this online class is how the professor forces us to reply to the other students' writing, as if I care about a single one of their vapid uninteresting opinions
It's a herculean task to vomit out 200 words of filler :tdown:
Also, this city's attempt at smart lights fucking SUCKS. I'm so sick of getting nothing but reds because the green trips for like 10 fucking seconds if that.
Those 10 second green light drive me fucking nuts. I just trow the shifter over to manul sport, slap it down to 2nd gear and brap through sideways. Thank god we dont have redlight cams yet
If I ever would cross a genie I'd ask her for a twin cause its not enough time in the day for me to gather up all my ends..
gingers
If I ever would cross a genie I'd ask her for a twin cause its not enough time in the day for me to gather up all my ends..
burgers
shut the fuck you you stupid mother fucker
you know who you are
I'm soooo fucking bored. Fuck life and all of you.
I think the increase in serotonin is positively effecting my perception of time. I've noticed that whenever my levels plummeted, estimated based on behavioral correlations, that time seemed to pass by significantly faster.Ever lost the feeling for time on a trip?
your name spelled backwards is the same as it spelled forwardsI think the increase in serotonin is positively effecting my perception of time. I've noticed that whenever my levels plummeted, estimated based on behavioral correlations, that time seemed to pass by significantly faster.Ever lost the feeling for time on a trip?
Oh yea... everytime. Makes sense.
your name spelled backwards is the same as it spelled forwardsI think the increase in serotonin is positively effecting my perception of time. I've noticed that whenever my levels plummeted, estimated based on behavioral correlations, that time seemed to pass by significantly faster.Ever lost the feeling for time on a trip?
Oh yea... everytime. Makes sense.
Thats called a palindromeyour name spelled backwards is the same as it spelled forwardsI think the increase in serotonin is positively effecting my perception of time. I've noticed that whenever my levels plummeted, estimated based on behavioral correlations, that time seemed to pass by significantly faster.Ever lost the feeling for time on a trip?
Oh yea... everytime. Makes sense.
They should chage the word for palindrome to a palindromeI absolutely agree. Palilap. Perfect.
It would probably feel pretty interesting to put your cock in that.Great minds think alike. I, too, would fuck the blue flubber man.
...........need....to be ...able ...to.....thank posts.......*gasp*You don't have to wait much longer. Just relax. I got this.
LOLOLOLOLO.... bling. You are hilarious.are u a brit
Shouldn't you be in school right now?
awh a244 good to see youwish i could say the same for you you sick pedo fuck
awh a244 good to see youwish i could say the same for you you sick pedo fuck
http://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showpost.php?p=4553745&postcount=6510
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One time he was randomly passing out and I lied and said he was turning blue, and he believed me. "Who knew he had it in him."
oh, my bad dude i always get you two mixed up. Sorry I mistook you for that freak.awh a244 good to see youwish i could say the same for you you sick pedo fuck
What, you think I'm marsh?
Sup alexsup dude. chilling bout to head off to work
Dad kicked me out. :( Fuuuuck!
I'm staying with this weird old guy. I may just suicide.
oh, my bad dude i always get you two mixed up. Sorry I mistook you for that freak.awh a244 good to see youwish i could say the same for you you sick pedo fuck
What, you think I'm marsh?
Dad kicked me out. :( Fuuuuck!
I'm staying with this weird old guy. I may just suicide.
I want to steal or illegally harvest mescaline containing cacti.Why don't you just buy them on Ebay? I'm serious.
Goodbye guys, it was fun.
Rizzo, tell me how to be homeless, I'm fucked.
Rizzo, tell me how to be homeless, I'm fucked.
Had some of the best cocktails ever today. The wells was better than most top shelf
#drinkBetter
Had some of the best cocktails ever today. The wells was better than most top shelf
#drinkBetter
Dark & Stormies all day...you can use bottom shelf dark rum but as long as the ginger beer\ale is brand name, and you don't forget the lime, it's always delicious...
Is it bad I'm starting to think SR211 is delicious?
Also got my PS3 jailbroken, can't wait to get going with the huge library of games we've got downloaded just waiting
Especially Diablo III. Fuck that demo was awesome and I can't wait to play the full game.
Also got my PS3 jailbroken, can't wait to get going with the huge library of games we've got downloaded just waiting
Especially Diablo III. Fuck that demo was awesome and I can't wait to play the full game.
Bro POE > D3 plus it's free to playyy
Damn for real? I'm behind...last I checked it was like $60 and then you had to spend real cash on top if you wanted good equips...
It's cool though, I still just play old ZSNES RPGs on aFB-48 allll fucking day. Dragon Quest FTW, if I had a "spirit animal" it would be a Metal King Slime xD
BTW yes, srs :grinblunt: deficiency
Time is looping: http://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?p=4464203
Time is looping: http://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?p=4464203
Insects beware, rizzo will put you in his body one way or another.
I gotta moped and a suitcase. Plus an interesting mind.
Time is looping: http://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?p=4464203
Damn for real? I'm behind...last I checked it was like $60 and then you had to spend real cash on top if you wanted good equips...
It's cool though, I still just play old ZSNES RPGs on aFB-48 allll fucking day. Dragon Quest FTW, if I had a "spirit animal" it would be a Metal King Slime xD
BTW yes, srs :grinblunt: deficiency
No, not for real... only if you have a jailbroken PS3 and you torrent it
Dude I've been hankering for an adamantane syncan ever since D closed down (yes I'm aware he reopened) I have been nursing the same 1g sack of ADBICA I've had since Feb (and sold prob 75% of in blends) and it's getting a mite old. I miss the akb body high like a motherfucker.
Old dishwasher guy got caught jacking off in his truck in the parking lot at work today by our boss, was hilarious
What the fuckkk man?! I couldn't make a g of even 5F-ADB-PINACA last me half as long!!
Show me your wayz 0_0
Time is looping: http://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?p=4464203
Insects beware, rizzo will put you in his body one way or another.
from my blogger blog, circa 2007:
I want to fuck a beetle
I want to fuck it hard
Reduce it to the fetal
And then smoke some shard
I want to cum on a mosquito
Then eat some mescalito
I want to shove flies in my ass
Ugly despicable and crass
I love them all, the squiggly things
Inside the earth they are the Kings
In my heart they reign supreme
Thinking about them makes me cream
ttp://kickass.to/the-outer-limits-t7359160.html
ttp://kickass.to/the-outer-limits-t7359160.html
I used to watch that show late at night on regular television a long time ago. I had terrible anxiety and paranoid behavior at times, this did not help. :mad:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_The_Outer_Limits_(1963_TV_series)_episodes
It sounds even better than I remember it, way ahead of its time.
My stepdad died the other day, so.I went to his viewing today.
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What the fuckkk man?! I couldn't make a g of even 5F-ADB-PINACA last me half as long!!
Show me your wayz 0_0
Lol I'm having a hard time figuring that out my own self, since I still get good and stoned. I guess the secret is that I dissolve the powder in e-cig juice, that way none goes to waste. What I do is: once a week I take just a tiny tiny scoop of ADBICA and drop it into the clearomizer, and just add 0mg/ml 100% PG fluid to it as needed
Part of it is also because I only smoke at the end of the day to unwind, keeps my tolerance down.
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Bet I can make that last till the end of the year
Gotta love those red letter bags...WE ALL LOVE THE 'D' ;)
Nope but he has loads of aFB-48, which is better than 5F-AK in every way, IMHO. You need invite?
Nope but he has loads of aFB-48, which is better than 5F-AK in every way, IMHO. You need invite?
did he make a new site? I thought he was still email only
Hmmm I've had aFB-48 in the past, it was good but I don't remember it having the crazy body high of 5f-akb. Might be wrong. It's only like 10$ anyway
Decalin JWH needs to have another day in court, bulky/floppy ring systems seem to work well for CB2. I'd be interested to see if a pairing with indazole will mark a deviation from the profound failure of the THJ series (considering the sudden lack of planarity afforded by a decalin sub)
Nope but he has loads of aFB-48, which is better than 5F-AK in every way, IMHO. You need invite?
did he make a new site? I thought he was still email only
Hmmm I've had aFB-48 in the past, it was good but I don't remember it having the crazy body high of 5f-akb. Might be wrong. It's only like 10$ anyway
Decalin JWH needs to have another day in court, bulky/floppy ring systems seem to work well for CB2. I'd be interested to see if a pairing with indazole will mark a deviation from the profound failure of the THJ series (considering the sudden lack of planarity afforded by a decalin sub)
Dude there was a batch of THJ-122 going around up until literally this month that was *intense*. Makes me kinda wonder wtf quality D's green stuff was.
I hear you, but the new batch wasn't from D. Do you know, uhh, let's call him "MM83"?
I have had probably 50g+ of original JWH-122, and this THJ-122 was different. Definite indazole "burnt rubber" smell.
And yeah all D's THJ-122 was like the *faintest* off-white pastel green.
I hear you, but the new batch wasn't from D. Do you know, uhh, let's call him "MM83"?
I have had probably 50g+ of original JWH-122, and this THJ-122 was different. Definite indazole "burnt rubber" smell.
And yeah all D's THJ-122 was like the *faintest* off-white pastel green.
Nope haven't heard of him. Been pretty out of the loop lately to be honest. New stuff sounds interesting. How was it compared to JWH-122?
He was in a nursing home. He had a bad stroke a few years ago and had alzheimers and dementia too. This is probably a relief for my mom because of the.financial hardship.
Jesus christ, what the hell's wrong with me?
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for real……
Have until November 1 to plan for a massive Halloween rager, I'm supposed to wear a costume and have no idea what to do for it
Plan to cop some MDMA before then and show
up rolling balls
Aite PoC so I got The Last of Us downloaded but it's a 30 gig rip and the ps3's drive is too full for it, gonna have to wait until I dock an external to it or get off my ass and pull my spare drive out of my laptop
You guys should give me some retarded Halloween costume ideas.
You guys should give me some retarded Halloween costume ideas.
You guys should give me some retarded Halloween costume ideas.
Mother of god I need to vacuum my curtain... damn cat
You guys should give me some retarded Halloween costume ideas.
Brings back good memories of JWH-018
Brings back good memories of JWH-018
I'm telling you man, give my afbby another chance, this is jwh-quality material.
What shall I call this one? Active metabolite: Memantine, btw
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You guys should give me some retarded Halloween costume ideas.
You guys should give me some retarded Halloween costume ideas.
Steal a clever/novel idea from online and use it as an icebreaker to talk to people and make friends so you won't have to go begging everyone on a small dying twice over refugee message board to play TLOU with you, which apparently is either the only game you have or the only one you're good at, and allows you to receive positive reactions from others and be welcome in multiplayer groups, giving you the social interaction and belonging you so desperately need.
You'll probably end up questioning whether you have the personality to back up the attention and avoid having people transition from happy and excited when they approach you to an awkward silence when you can't carry the conversation and uncontrollably revert to your standard angry "bitch face".
And I would be ten times worse! I've literally barely stepped outside the last 3 days. MDMA may actually be a good idea, or at least cannabis and a stimulant.
Ho-ly shit hab, did you see the Japanese bitch Miesa Tate fought last night, Rin Nakai? She is fucking stacked.
Also look out for the Rose girl on the ultimate fighter, she has a win with a fucking flying armbar, fucking beautiful girl for a fighter too. They're saying she will be the straw weight Ronda Rousey.
holding in a uge hit right nowi
Sploo, do your friends/acquaintances ever seem hesitant to go out with you, like they're afraid you might hurt them? I could imagine a meeting with you ending with someone yelling "No, sploo, don't!" Has something like that ever occurred?
Gods, this China White is so good. So glad I found a legit, consistent connect for it. He usually has Dilaudid too. Been difficult so far finding heroin or even opiate connects around here. Other than weed, it's all ice and occasionally coke/crack. I was expecting to find tar if anything.
Yawww
Your spiel is old and boring now, try something new.
Gods, this China White is so good. So glad I found a legit, consistent connect for it. He usually has Dilaudid too. Been difficult so far finding heroin or even opiate connects around here. Other than weed, it's all ice and occasionally coke/crack. I was expecting to find tar if anything.
Aren't you in the pain-killer capital of the world?
*sighs* oh those dilly 8s...those happy white triangles...I remember when I was blowing 7-8 of those at once, fat white lines stretching across the toilet seat...damn fiendy for an opiate...like the coke of dope...
Your spiel is old and boring now, try something new.
True, but that's good advice. Methylone would probably be better than MDMA.
I don't like MDMA that much. It never gave me more emphaty or opened me to recieve love or anything of that kind.
It made my dick semi-limp and my jaw clench. Fuck that.
FL isn't really known for doctor shopping anymore. Dickhead Rick Scott our.governor ended most egregious pain clinics with new legislation. Now herion is taking over, thank god. Dillies are bullshit even if you bang them, they don't last long enough.Gods, this China White is so good. So glad I found a legit, consistent connect for it. He usually has Dilaudid too. Been difficult so far finding heroin or even opiate connects around here. Other than weed, it's all ice and occasionally coke/crack. I was expecting to find tar if anything.
Aren't you in the pain-killer capital of the world?
*sighs* oh those dilly 8s...those happy white triangles...I remember when I was blowing 7-8 of those at once, fat white lines stretching across the toilet seat...damn fiendy for an opiate...like the coke of dope...
Trust me. It was. I know me drugs.I don't like MDMA that much. It never gave me more emphaty or opened me to recieve love or anything of that kind.
It made my dick semi-limp and my jaw clench. Fuck that.
That wasn't MDMA.
FL isn't really known for doctor shopping anymore. Dickhead Rick Scott our.governor ended most egregious pain clinics with new legislation. Now herion is taking over, thank god. Dillies are bullshit even if you bang them, they don't last long enough.Gods, this China White is so good. So glad I found a legit, consistent connect for it. He usually has Dilaudid too. Been difficult so far finding heroin or even opiate connects around here. Other than weed, it's all ice and occasionally coke/crack. I was expecting to find tar if anything.
Aren't you in the pain-killer capital of the world?
*sighs* oh those dilly 8s...those happy white triangles...I remember when I was blowing 7-8 of those at once, fat white lines stretching across the toilet seat...damn fiendy for an opiate...like the coke of dope...
Trust me. It was. I know me drugs.I don't like MDMA that much. It never gave me more emphaty or opened me to recieve love or anything of that kind.
It made my dick semi-limp and my jaw clench. Fuck that.
That wasn't MDMA.
I didn't just pop a pill here and there. I had super clear crystals from Holland that didn't do shit to me except fuck me up. No love felt.
remind me to post a pic in a half hourI hope you won't even live in half an hour so why would I do you a favor you, cocksucker?
remind me to post a pic in a half hourI hope you won't even live in half an hour so why would I do you a favor you, cocksucker?
I agree.
Other serotonergic drugs like LSD or Mushrooms made me feel love, yes, transformed me into pure love so that's weird.
Mike, next time when you do Peruvian torch and you're too much of a spoilt sugar princess just plug it.
Communist faggot.
Yea man, my hate is with you. What an idiot.
Pro Tip: Plug Peyotes on Peruvian torch or similar to make them grow way faster.
I would've gathered the cactus sludge and tripped on that.
It's 4 at night and I knew you know your stuff so I thought I could post without technicalities.
Anyway, shove a San Pedro in your asshole and die you Glaucoma having piece of shit.
Funny story about the word 'peruvianus'. I was playing some online game, MUME I think, and I used 'peruvianus' as a name for a character, and they banned me because it contained the word 'anus'.That wasn't funny that was sad. I don't even wanna know what kind of gay online roleplay game MUME is but it sounds gay as fuck.
That wasn't funny that was sad. I don't even wanna know what kind of gay online roleplay game MUME is but it sounds gay as fuck.
CrazyMike lvl 100 MUME champion.
:laugh:
everquest > any mmorpg/MUD
holy shit I post a bunch of dope and faggots are going on about fucking online fucking fantasy fucking video games like fucking faggots holy shit, I might just fly to Utah to beat up Arnox for creating such a website of victims and faggots
holy shit I post a bunch of dope and faggots are going on about fucking online fucking fantasy fucking video games like fucking faggots holy shit, I might just fly to Utah to beat up Arnox for creating such a website of victims and faggots
lol he lives in Utah?
holy shit I post a bunch of dope and faggots are going on about fucking online fucking fantasy fucking video games like fucking faggots holy shit, I might just fly to Utah to beat up Arnox for creating such a website of victims and faggots
Gods, this China White is so good. So glad I found a legit, consistent connect for it. He usually has Dilaudid too. Been difficult so far finding heroin or even opiate connects around here. Other than weed, it's all ice and occasionally coke/crack. I was expecting to find tar if anything.
Did someone say Dilaudid?
https://i.imgur.com/7ViAOyT.jpg
apologies for lookin like a brokeass but that money is since friday
Hydros have more legs. You get much better washes off them too
I'm out, guys. I hope you don't have too much fun without me.
Night niggers.
someone should have commented on this heatbag idiot
holy shit I post a bunch of dope and faggots are going on about fucking online fucking fantasy fucking video games like fucking faggots holy shit, I might just fly to Utah to beat up Arnox for creating such a website of victims and faggots
I grew up playing hex-based wargames and shit before anyone even had computers in their house. Any games with numbers and involving war and strategy, I love that shit. And you know what? If you don't like it, you can go fuck yourself with a melon baller and scoop out a chunk of your innards for all I give a fuck.
Battletech? If you wanna get back into it look up megamek. It is so fun.
Hmmm what about axis and allies
Nobody gives a fuck about your monopoly money fag.
Did someone say Dilaudid?
https://i.imgur.com/7ViAOyT.jpg
apologies for lookin like a brokeass but that money is since friday
Hydros have more legs. You get much better washes off them too
It's muh birthday ???Happy Birthday, man. Have a good one.
I'm fucking 24 now.....way to old.
Instead of using that as motivation to do something with my life il think I'll just drink untill I can't feel feelings anymore.
Also, happy birthday bilbo and frodo.
I just had a great thread idea for an "Old Men Fight Club" where we let CrazyMike, TDR, DaGuru and Spectral fight each other but instead of suuuuuuuuper boring walls of text, they must use punchlines. Only one liners or just in general short punching posts.
That way the old fucks have a reason not to be put down and the forum gets entertained. Awesome.
I just had a great thread idea for an "Old Men Fight Club" where we let CrazyMike, TDR, DaGuru and Spectral fight each other but instead of suuuuuuuuper boring walls of text, they must use punchlines. Only one liners or just in general short punching posts.
That way the old fucks have a reason not to be put down and the forum gets entertained. Awesome.
I'm not Snoopy. Try again.
:laugh:
I'm not Snoopy. Try again.
:laugh:
Now you're just mad.
I'm not mad, buddy. I'm sad, just sad. :'(Now you're just mad.
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I'm not mad, buddy. I'm sad, just sad. :'(Now you're just mad.
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Hey hab, you got Jon Jones or Daniel Cormier this weekend. I hope Cormier wins so bad, but Jones has such a reach and height advantage that I'm pretty certain he will win it, the fucking shitbag.That fight is this weekend?! Nice!
It's muh birthday ???
I'm fucking 24 now.....way to old.
Instead of using that as motivation to do something with my life il think I'll just drink untill I can't feel feelings anymore.
im zok
^Tell us more...
Hey hab, you got Jon Jones or Daniel Cormier this weekend. I hope Cormier wins so bad, but Jones has such a reach and height advantage that I'm pretty certain he will win it, the fucking shitbag.
I'm thinking of trying syncans after this. I've never tried them before. Would even buy outlawed ones if they were good enough.
I'm thinking of trying syncans after this. I've never tried them before. Would even buy outlawed ones if they were good enough.
JWH-122
JWH-250
5F-AKB48
^my favorites
stay away from the crazy crap like 5F-AMB. you really can't go wrong with any of the JWH series. -122 is the most forgiving and generally regarded as the most like THC
5F-AKB48 in many respects I like even more than the JWH noids, simply because of it's godlike body high. Short acting though. -122 is the longest of the 3, 210 even longer but comes with anxiety IIRC. 250 is short, but psychedelic and light hearted. I liked 250 in its own right.
I'm thinking of trying syncans after this. I've never tried them before. Would even buy outlawed ones if they were good enough.
JWH-122
JWH-250
5F-AKB48
^my favorites
stay away from the crazy crap like 5F-AMB. you really can't go wrong with any of the JWH series. -122 is the most forgiving and generally regarded as the most like THC
5F-AKB48 in many respects I like even more than the JWH noids, simply because of it's godlike body high. Short acting though. -122 is the longest of the 3, 210 even longer but comes with anxiety IIRC. 250 is short, but psychedelic and light hearted. I liked 250 in its own right.
5FAMB was easily the most fucked up syncan I tried, the tiniest dose would send me into a dissociated catatonic state for 5-10 minutes
I think you will be overwhelmed and disappointed.^Tell us more...
My weed stash from my small grow is about to finally run out.
I'm thinking of trying syncans after this. I've never tried them before. Would even buy outlawed ones if they were good enough.
God damnit my leg muscles are on fire
is naproxen any noticeably better than aspirin or am I just fucked
God damnit my leg muscles are on fire
is naproxen any noticeably better than aspirin or am I just fucked
I would use acetaminophen, personally. I rarely use it, but I do use it for 'hot' kinds of pain like sore muscles and surgical wounds.
Ibuprofin with caffiene for headaches (I get migraines, this helps)
I use both ibuprofin and acetaminophen, alternating every 4 hours, for back pain; my back is so bad that I can get whatever narcotics I ask for, but they drug test and I prefer to smoke weed. This helps.
Naproxen for, well, I don't fuck with it. I have taken it a bunch, and I notice it takes a fucking long time to kick in, and it works good on headaches but only so-so for everything else.
God damnit my leg muscles are on fire
is naproxen any noticeably better than aspirin or am I just fucked
I would use acetaminophen, personally. I rarely use it, but I do use it for 'hot' kinds of pain like sore muscles and surgical wounds.
Ibuprofin with caffiene for headaches (I get migraines, this helps)
I use both ibuprofin and acetaminophen, alternating every 4 hours, for back pain; my back is so bad that I can get whatever narcotics I ask for, but they drug test and I prefer to smoke weed. This helps.
Naproxen for, well, I don't fuck with it. I have taken it a bunch, and I notice it takes a fucking long time to kick in, and it works good on headaches but only so-so for everything else.
*takes notes, bad back*
*takes notes, bad back*
I really don't care if you take notes. I don't lie and hide behind alts and pretend I am in 'sons of anarchy' land and that I kill people and feed them to 'pigs and gators'. You are a sad, old ewok-lookin son of a bitch, you know that?
I'm thinking of trying syncans after this. I've never tried them before. Would even buy outlawed ones if they were good enough.
JWH-122
JWH-250
5F-AKB48
^my favorites
stay away from the crazy crap like 5F-AMB. you really can't go wrong with any of the JWH series. -122 is the most forgiving and generally regarded as the most like THC
5F-AKB48 in many respects I like even more than the JWH noids, simply because of it's godlike body high. Short acting though. -122 is the longest of the 3, 210 even longer but comes with anxiety IIRC. 250 is short, but psychedelic and light hearted. I liked 250 in its own right.
fuck that shit, anybody have heroin?
fuck that shit, anybody have heroin?
Why don't you buy pure syncans?
Ah, that's right, have you even tried drugs around that level, things like meth, cocaine etc.? It's going to be interesting when you do, you'd probably end up even worse than LSD, and that would be entertaining as hell.
fuck that shit, anybody have heroin?
Why don't you buy pure syncans?
Ah, that's right, have you even tried drugs around that level, things like meth, cocaine etc.? It's going to be interesting when you do, you'd probably end up even worse than LSD, and that would be entertaining as hell.
^Pussy too scared to join the IVy league himself, so he reads about other people getting into the most extreme altered states of mind possible with envy while telling himself and others it's just "entertaining". You wish you could get on even my MILD level, nigga. You deeply desire to have the balls to get to the levels of consciousness alteration I enjoy for a SNACK, bitchmade nigga.
You wish you could get on even my MILD level, nigga
bitchmade
^Pussy too scared to join the IVy league himself, so he reads about other people getting into the most extreme altered states of mind possible with envy while telling himself and others it's just "entertaining". You wish you could get on even my MILD level, nigga. You deeply desire to have the balls to get to the levels of consciousness alteration I enjoy for a SNACK, bitchmade nigga.
tips daily
You wish you could get on even my MILD level, nigga
I don't even know you, but you using this phrase made me hate you forever.bitchmade
Jesus fucking christ. Anyone who says 'bitchmade' should be publicly identified on all public forms of media, and shunned by civilized people everywhere.
Yeah, you're pretty hardcore LSD. I'd be terrified of trying even a fraction of the things you've done, but I value my life and well being.
I meant worse than LSD was. You have to admit, you've had some pretty bad moments. Not that I'm necessarily much better.
Sploo probably doesn't buy pure syncans along with other drugs because anything mailed to his house would be checked and confiscated by his parents. I doubt he has any close friends he would trust with this. He could rent a PO Box, if the location is accessible to him, but you might have to be 18 or older.
Wow, like 5-7 people with Asperger's replied that damn quickly. This shit's just pathetic.
Yeah, you're pretty hardcore LSD. I'd be terrified of trying even a fraction of the things you've done, but I value my life and well being.
I meant worse than LSD was. You have to admit, you've had some pretty bad moments. Not that I'm necessarily much better.
Sploo probably doesn't buy pure syncans along with other drugs because anything mailed to his house would be checked and confiscated by his parents. I doubt he has any close friends he would trust with this. He could rent a PO Box, if te location is accessible to him, but you might have to be 18 or older.
hahaha my mom doesnt even check my mail and i have even got 4 g of purple dank weeds in a regular paper onvelpoe and ounces of hash and dmt too
Wow, like 5-7 people with Asperger's replied that damn quickly. This shit's just pathetic.
im diagnosed as a baddest mofo that will get u gotten
Lol
Yeah, you're pretty hardcore LSD. I'd be terrified of trying even a fraction of the things you've done, but I value my life and well being.
I meant worse than LSD was. You have to admit, you've had some pretty bad moments. Not that I'm necessarily much better.
Sploo probably doesn't buy pure syncans along with other drugs because anything mailed to his house would be checked and confiscated by his parents. I doubt he has any close friends he would trust with this. He could rent a PO Box, if te location is accessible to him, but you might have to be 18 or older.
hahaha my mom doesnt even check my mail and i have even got 4 g of purple dank weeds in a regular paper onvelpoe and ounces of hash and dmt too
I used to get shit sent to my mom's house all the time when I lived there back in Florida, and I'd just keep on top of the tracking and an eye on the mailbox or ear open for the mail truck (very distinct sound) on the days she happened to be home at that time, and I'd make sure I grab it first. Most of the time, she was working when the mail would come, though.Wow, like 5-7 people with Asperger's replied that damn quickly. This shit's just pathetic.
im diagnosed as a baddest mofo that will get u gotten
I wasn't really including you in there. Your comment wasn't like the other handful of morons who can't understand when someone's goofing around. Your comment was a coffee joke, which is old and played out, so I normally wouldn't even respond to it (and didn't), not anything to do with actually taking my post as if I meant it in total seriousness.
Like, srsly tho? I understand it's the Internet, and there's no tone or body language to read on here, but still, man, seriously?
You're a liar bling.
I used to get shit sent to my mom's house all the time when I lived there back in Florida, and I'd just keep on top of the tracking and an eye on the mailbox or ear open for the mail truck (very distinct sound) on the days she happened to be home at that time, and I'd make sure I grab it first. Most of the time, she was working when the mail would come, though.
jesus christ i feel like shit
i've developed a horrible hacking cough over the last day or two and i dont know itf that's cause im smoking out aof an aluminum can
jesus christ i feel like shit
i've developed a horrible hacking cough over the last day or two and i dont know itf that's cause im smoking out aof an aluminum can
Aluminum is bad for you. Stop smoking out of an aluminum can and stop rubbing aluminum on your armpits. You might be able to get your dick up still if you apply immediately.
This would have been fucking perfect for those of us in our mailbox stalking days: http://www.amazon.com/Mailbox-Reminder-Notification-Alert-Wireless/dp/B005XQYKHU
I should buy one, along with a hidden camera. Sometimes unfortunate situations arise where you need tools of this nature.
jesus christ i feel like shit
i've developed a horrible hacking cough over the last day or two and i dont know itf that's cause im smoking out aof an aluminum can
Aluminum is bad for you. Stop smoking out of an aluminum can and stop rubbing aluminum on your armpits. You might be able to get your dick up still if you apply immediately.
Yeah, dude, just smell like horrible asslike BO all the time.
This would have been fucking perfect for those of us in our mailbox stalking days: http://www.amazon.com/Mailbox-Reminder-Notification-Alert-Wireless/dp/B005XQYKHU
I should buy one, along with a hidden camera. Sometimes unfortunate situations arise where you need tools of this nature.
stalking the mail box so u can get to it b4 ur parents and so they dont smoke all ur drugs?
jesus christ i feel like shit
i've developed a horrible hacking cough over the last day or two and i dont know itf that's cause im smoking out aof an aluminum can
Aluminum is bad for you. Stop smoking out of an aluminum can and stop rubbing aluminum on your armpits. You might be able to get your dick up still if you apply immediately.
Yeah, dude, just smell like horrible asslike BO all the time.
Lol, they sell all natural deodorants.
Secondly, I don't use deodorants.
If you wash your armpits twice a day, then you never need to buy deodorant.
jesus christ i feel like shit
i've developed a horrible hacking cough over the last day or two and i dont know itf that's cause im smoking out aof an aluminum can
Aluminum is bad for you. Stop smoking out of an aluminum can and stop rubbing aluminum on your armpits. You might be able to get your dick up still if you apply immediately.
Yeah, dude, just smell like horrible asslike BO all the time.
Lol, they sell all natural deodorants.
Secondly, I don't use deodorants.
If you wash your armpits twice a day, then you never need to buy deodorant.
You clearly don't live in Texas.
jesus christ i feel like shit
i've developed a horrible hacking cough over the last day or two and i dont know itf that's cause im smoking out aof an aluminum can
Aluminum is bad for you. Stop smoking out of an aluminum can and stop rubbing aluminum on your armpits. You might be able to get your dick up still if you apply immediately.
Yeah, dude, just smell like horrible asslike BO all the time.
Lol, they sell all natural deodorants.
Secondly, I don't use deodorants.
If you wash your armpits twice a day, then you never need to buy deodorant.
You clearly don't live in Texas.
Granted. But, just be a fucking man. If a bitch want to get next to you when you're clean, she better be damn close when you're getting a shower.
the first time I smoked crack was out of a pill bottle that I poked holes in with a knife and used the aluminum that I packaged my crack in on the top then parked in a parking lot, got out and squatted behind my car shielding the wind and did a huge blast and got a ringer
this degenerate story just made LSD scratch and have to take a shit
the first time I smoked crack was out of a pill bottle that I poked holes in with a knife and used the aluminum that I packaged my crack in on the top then parked in a parking lot, got out and squatted behind my car shielding the wind and did a huge blast and got a ringer
this degenerate story just made LSD scratch and have to take a shit
Psh, if you ain't bangin' it, you soft.
But on a real note, that's some nice ingenuity, especially to get it to work well enough to actually give you a ringer.
jesus christ i feel like shit
i've developed a horrible hacking cough over the last day or two and i dont know itf that's cause im smoking out aof an aluminum can
Aluminum is bad for you. Stop smoking out of an aluminum can and stop rubbing aluminum on your armpits. You might be able to get your dick up still if you apply immediately.
Yeah, dude, just smell like horrible asslike BO all the time.
Lol, they sell all natural deodorants.
Secondly, I don't use deodorants.
If you wash your armpits twice a day, then you never need to buy deodorant.
You clearly don't live in Texas.
Granted. But, just be a fucking man. If a bitch want to get next to you when you're clean, she better be damn close when you're getting a shower.
Are you literally a virgin? I mean, seriously.... You're not going to get laid not wearing deodorant. You've never been less than an inch away from a female for an extended period of time, have you? Try cuddling with a bitch after sweating all day without deodorant and tell me how that goes, kiddo. After you find a prostitute willing to lower her standards enough to deal with you, because you've made it abundantly clear that you don't know how to interact with females (I'm talking about actual past posts you've made, many of them, on Zoklet, about this sort of thing; not just making assumptions).
jesus christ i feel like shit
i've developed a horrible hacking cough over the last day or two and i dont know itf that's cause im smoking out aof an aluminum can
Aluminum is bad for you. Stop smoking out of an aluminum can and stop rubbing aluminum on your armpits. You might be able to get your dick up still if you apply immediately.
Yeah, dude, just smell like horrible asslike BO all the time.
Lol, they sell all natural deodorants.
Secondly, I don't use deodorants.
If you wash your armpits twice a day, then you never need to buy deodorant.
You clearly don't live in Texas.
Granted. But, just be a fucking man. If a bitch want to get next to you when you're clean, she better be damn close when you're getting a shower.
Are you literally a virgin? I mean, seriously.... You're not going to get laid not wearing deodorant. You've never been less than an inch away from a female for an extended period of time, have you? Try cuddling with a bitch after sweating all day without deodorant and tell me how that goes, kiddo. After you find a prostitute willing to lower her standards enough to deal with you, because you've made it abundantly clear that you don't know how to interact with females (I'm talking about actual past posts you've made, many of them, on Zoklet, about this sort of thing; not just making assumptions).
I eat a clean fucking diet so I don't smell like a rotting corpse like you. Also, I was never on Zoklet you faggot.
Grateful..? What else? Probably some disbelief and shock if it was just random and unexpected, of course mixed with glee (I'd probably drop my jaw to the floor and literally jump up and down for a second or two, depending on what it was, while admittedly laughing and/or squealing in delight). I mean, it's a crazily happy enough feeling when you order durgz and they finally show up... you talking just randomly, unexpected? Fuck, grateful of course; gotta reiterate that. Maybe a bit suspicious if it was totally unexpected, though; nigga could be sending some ricin or some shit.
Aluminum is bad for you. Stop smoking out of an aluminum can and stop rubbing aluminum on your armpits. You might be able to get your dick up still if you apply immediately.
You probably spell like ass, spoop gook, and nobody has the tact or concern enough to tell you. Oh wait, I forgot, you don't interact with human beings other than your parents who are constantly in fear for their lives after you pulled a knife on them, so it doesn't really make a difference how badly you smell. You realize people typically can't smell their own BO, right? You stink, bitch.
whats a ringer
whats a ringer
It's when you get the horseshoe to actually hook directly around the stake.
LOL. Virginity confirmed. Real men eat anything that tastes good whenever the fuck they feel like it. Only queers eat a particular "diet". Or even use the word "diet". Not to mention, you blatantly danced around and avoided the virginity part of that post, which was the main point.
I don't care what "diet" (gods, I can't even read that word in my mind without a feminine voice) you eat, if you sweat all day, you're going to smell to other people. Then again, I guess it shouldn't be surprising that you probably haven't seen a day of actual hard work in your entire limp-wristed life.
Christ this forum is shit. I should stop posting here eventually, drift away. I can't blame anyone who did, or didn't migrate and used Zoklet shutting down as an opportunity to finally leave.
Wow, like 5-7 people with Asperger's replied that damn quickly. This shit's just pathetic.
You probably spell like ass, spoop gook, and nobody has the tact or concern enough to tell you. Oh wait, I forgot, you don't interact with human beings other than your parents who are constantly in fear for their lives after you pulled a knife on them, so it doesn't really make a difference how badly you smell. You realize people typically can't smell their own BO, right? You stink, bitch.
You probably smell like ass, spoop gook, and nobody has the tact or concern enough to tell you. Oh wait, I forgot, you don't interact with human beings other than your parents who are constantly in fear for their lives after you pulled a knife on them, so it doesn't really make a difference how badly you smell. You realize people typically can't smell their own BO, right? You stink, bitch.
I eat a clean fucking diet so I don't smell like a rotting corpse like you. Also, I was never on Zoklet you faggot.
LOL. Virginity confirmed. Real men eat anything that tastes good whenever the fuck they feel like it. Only queers eat a particular "diet". Or even use the word "diet". Not to mention, you blatantly danced around and avoided the virginity part of that post, which was the main point.
I don't care what "diet" (gods, I can't even read that word in my mind without a feminine voice) you eat, if you sweat all day, you're going to smell to other people. Then again, I guess it shouldn't be surprising that you probably haven't seen a day of actual hard work in your entire limp-wristed life.
Hab, what do you think of this clone for a beginner ecig? http://www.fasttech.com/product/1722000-hana-modz-pack-dna-30-style-mod
My data finding abilities quickly led me to it. It seems to have been well received on ecig forums. DIY liquid is so easy and cheap it seems like the obvious choice for me.
You gotta put a whole gram into the cartomizer at once
Yo Hab, I used to use an "e-blunt" containing PB22 or AKB48 with great success in the past with a wick style clearomizer. Now I'm using these bottom coil aspire deals and I got some JWH-122 and it's just not doing it for me at all, not even really off foil either. I wonder if it's because I'm fucking it up/and or the bottom coil vape shits aint conducive to doing shit like this. i dumped about 600 mg in 25 ml of liquid and I've been holding my hits in but I only get a mild buzz. Maybe all this good weed I've been smoking has given me a tolerance and the super potent/dangerous syncans have made me expect too much.
You ever play suck my dick ?Played it with your mom a lot but she got mad because I always won.
You ever play suck my dick ?Played it with your mom a lot but she got mad because I always won.
Oh ok, I didn't really understand the rules anyway. So, when will you start sucking my dick again?You ever play suck my dick ?Played it with your mom a lot but she got mad because I always won.
She let you win so you could suck my dick because you lost
Thats a shit post
Gollum is a waste of perfectly good oxygen.
Gollum is a waste of perfectly good oxygen.
What makes you say that? Does he post here?
Hydro seemed to like him a lot when they met.
Tinychat is horrible, the only person off the top of my head I'd be willing to talk to is 7mq, anytime I've ever gone in it's just been boring "I took X drug and felt like Y" fucking 15 year old drug nerd shit thats less interesting than 4chan stuff all things considered. I've only ever posted on /pol/ and /biz/ and /soc/ a cpl times so I don't really care but it's a very important website, gollum just doesn't understand anything or have any perspective yet
fuck, I felt bad for the guy at first but felt extra bad 3 minutes in seeing him get exploited by a jew
/pol/ what have you done
fuck, I felt bad for the guy at first but felt extra bad 3 minutes in seeing him get exploited by a jew
/pol/ what have you done
I wonder if the users over there post stuff to him like 'you fucking bone-diseased crippled bitch' and the like.
There's the occasional comment like that but I'd say 90% of the community thinks he's fucking awesome, we affectionately call him hotwheelz. Honestly, who cares what he looks like or anything else about him - he's running a website and he's doing a damn good job of it. Much like how even though Arnox is a mormon dragon fag, most of us still think he's a pretty cool guy because he's actually doing stuff for our community and listening to us.
BTW if you DO want to financialy support him, there is a patreon: http://www.patreon.com/user?u=162165&rf=162165&ty=2
I was thinking it would be cool if we had something like those web 1.0 um, what the fuck were they called...like portals or something? oh, wait maybe it was ring. yeah a web ring. like a collection of sites in a particular theme or subject. you guys remember that? It would be cool if we had something like that for sites that are truly about free speech. Given the fracturing of communities that's been happening, I think we need a way to reach out to other communities and create a stronger bond.
There's the occasional comment like that but I'd say 90% of the community thinks he's fucking awesome, we affectionately call him hotwheelz. Honestly, who cares what he looks like or anything else about him - he's running a website and he's doing a damn good job of it. Much like how even though Arnox is a mormon dragon fag, most of us still think he's a pretty cool guy because he's actually doing stuff for our community and listening to us.
BTW if you DO want to financialy support him, there is a patreon: http://www.patreon.com/user?u=162165&rf=162165&ty=2
Yeh I get that one can make fun of someone and still respect them. It is the first thing I thought of though, 'I bet they talk some shit to that guy'. I have worked in too many factories and been on zoklet too long. You learn how to talk some shit working in a factory, I'll tell ya. Does the guy talk shit back to people, or what?
that sounds like it'd be complicated with hosting and shit but I'd be down. I can't code for shit but I can do other stuff
we affectionately call him hotwheelz
apparently he's going to be a dad, too
apparently he's going to be a dad, too
Oh god, of Hydro's baby?!
Mmm, snorted caffeine is pretty good.
Mmm, snorted caffeine is pretty good.
it's happening
Oh god, of Hydro's baby?!
Oh god, of Hydro's baby?!
Whatever happened between you and hydro anyway?
Last I heard you were second in line if her marriage fell apart.
Think of how perfect it would be, you're both trapped in terrible soul crushing destructive environments that you hate, working low paying menial jobs you loathe, and don't really have much that should be tying you down, once you resolve any feelings of obligation. Why not make a plan to move together to a place with much better opportunities? Some areas are booming and have very low unemployment, along with high wages, and you don't need to be particularly skilled, some are entry level and still pay well, with quick opportunities for advancement and a nice raise once you get out of the training period. Or a large metropolitan area, maybe a place with great weather and a good transportation system, if you prefer one; a lot of people and opportunities, many things to do. It's such a different experience compared to small towns or dying regions. You already know each other and would get along, Hydro being an angel and having withstood the horrors of her family her entire life. By contrast, you would probably be a savior to her. You could live together to save money on rent and due to not having to have duplicates of many things, support each other, have someone there when you come home at night. I imagine it can be very nice to not having to sleep alone every day of your life, to come home to an empty house every single day. You both like drugs and are very open to experiences, it would be great to have someone to share them with, not having to feel any shame, to hide things and hold back like you would with nearly everyone.
Being Single Is a Luxury
http://econlog.econlib.org/archives/2012/02/being_single_is.html
I didn't mean they should get married.
Weed Smoker groks.
Oh god, of Hydro's baby?!
Whatever happened between you and hydro anyway?
Last I heard you were second in line if her marriage fell apart.
Think of how perfect it would be, you're both trapped in terrible soul crushing destructive environments that you hate, working low paying menial jobs you loathe, and don't really have much that should be tying you down, once you resolve any feelings of obligation. Why not make a plan to move together to a place with much better opportunities? Some areas are booming and have very low unemployment, along with high wages, and you don't need to be particularly skilled, some are entry level and still pay well, with quick opportunities for advancement and a nice raise once you get out of the training period. Or a large metropolitan area, maybe a place with great weather and a good transportation system, if you prefer one; a lot of people and opportunities, many things to do. It's such a different experience compared to small towns or dying regions. You already know each other and would get along, Hydro being an angel and having withstood the horrors of her family her entire life. By contrast, you would probably be a savior to her. You could live together to save money on rent and due to not having to have duplicates of many things, support each other, have someone there when you come home at night. I imagine it can be very nice to not having to sleep alone every day of your life, to come home to an empty house every single day. You both like drugs and are very open to experiences, it would be great to have someone to share them with, not having to feel any shame, to hide things and hold back like you would with nearly everyone.
Being Single Is a Luxury
http://econlog.econlib.org/archives/2012/02/being_single_is.html
I didn't mean they should get married.
Weed Smoker groks.
God damn you, PoC, why must you ruin my fantasies of a happy life?
God damn you, PoC, why must you ruin my fantasies of a happy life?
There is nothing happy about living in a garage with livestock that wants to penetrate you.
Go home Malice you're drunk
sup nigs, taking a break from work
sup nigs, taking a break from work
What sort of work do you do, 'countblah'?
I sell MAry KAy cosmetics, Jamberry nails as well now
I sell MAry KAy cosmetics, Jamberry nails as well now
Heh transvestite foreigner detected.
[IMG]http://i61.tinypic.com/2vi058k.jpg[/img]
it pays the bills
it pays the bills
the real count blah is gay and is a nigger, so you must be him
you have me confused with train
you have me confused with train
Hah! you mean this guy?
[IMG]http://i61.tinypic.com/ig9n4y.jpg[/img]
OUr old derailing pal.
OUr old derailing pal.
Usernames have been impostered, so forgive me for the questioning.
Know what I hate?
That stupid little spike at the bottom of every banana. Usually you can just pull the banana meat off the spike but sometimes it just has to come along >:(
Know what I hate?
That stupid little spike at the bottom of every banana. Usually you can just pull the banana meat off the spike but sometimes it just has to come along >:(
I think that is the banana seed.
edit - nope. don't know what the fuck that thing is.
Know what I hate?
That stupid little spike at the bottom of every banana. Usually you can just pull the banana meat off the spike but sometimes it just has to come along >:(
I think that is the banana seed.
[img]http://i.imgur.com/nppbNtf.gif[/img]
edit - nope. don't know what the fuck that thing is.
mostly likely a final "fuck you for eating me" from the banana
Hab, figured you may enjoy some of this
http://www.autoserviceprofessional.com/tech-stuff
Know what I hate?Open the banana the other way around like the monkeys do. Trust me. It solves everything.
That stupid little spike at the bottom of every banana. Usually you can just pull the banana meat off the spike but sometimes it just has to come along >:(
Go home Malice you're drunk
sup nigs, taking a break from work
the fuck can't i embed pics
I may try vaping with eucalyptus oil in around an hour: http://www.intosanctuary.com/index.php?topic=2328.msg28312#msg28312Go home Malice you're drunk
I actually woke up right here in front of the computer around 8AM. I did take a second dose of etizolam, but should have gone to bed earlier.sup nigs, taking a break from work
I had wondered whether I had driven you to your doom by recommending that GABA-T inhibitor.
bout to pound some fresh poon
(http://i.imgur.com/vvpeXwX.jpg)
What's the ice cubes for?
What's the ice cubes for?
Disney's Frozen duh. :facepalm:What's the ice cubes for?
you shove em up the snatch
that went quickly.
any of yall listen to stoned jesus or liquid sound company? this genre of music really appeals to me
that went quickly.
any of yall listen to stoned jesus or liquid sound company? this genre of music really appeals to me
Post it here http://www.intosanctuary.com/index.php?topic=51.25
I'm out as well.
Night niggers.
bout to pound some fresh poon
(http://i.imgur.com/vvpeXwX.jpg)
http://www.reddit.com/r/trees/comments/2hj3vk/4_years_of_synthetic_now_i_think_its_permanent/?sort=confidence
This guy can't hang.
Oh no, Sploo is banned again. :'(
:mad:>:(:mad::mad::mad:NICE! :tup:
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:mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:
>:(>:(:mad:>:(:mad:
:mad::mad::mad:>:(:mad:
Here is a three picture album on imgur since I can't post pictures yet as I don't have 20 posts yet , but here is some tasty fresh goodness . I only cut off a lower branch for a test and I placed the stem in a shot glass of water like you would with a rose. I don't know if this does anything good for it while its drying but its a experiment of my own.
Couple of more weeks ;D
~~~> http://imgur.com/a/gmlT2 <~~~ ;grinblunt:
The drug is prepared simply by combining anhydrous caffeine with citric acid monohydrate and sodium citrate dihydrate. In method of action, the preparation is exactly identical to that of caffeine base as the citrate counter ion dissociates in water.
Doses of caffeine citrate, due to the added weight of the citrate moiety, are understandably higher than with caffeine base, i.e., it takes a larger dose to get the same amount of caffeine. The ratio of therapeutic doses of caffeine base to its citrate salt is typically 1:2. It is therefore generally recommended that caffeine is prescribed in terms of caffeine base, and not caffeine citrate.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caffeine_citrateQuoteThe drug is prepared simply by combining anhydrous caffeine with citric acid monohydrate and sodium citrate dihydrate. In method of action, the preparation is exactly identical to that of caffeine base as the citrate counter ion dissociates in water.
Doses of caffeine citrate, due to the added weight of the citrate moiety, are understandably higher than with caffeine base, i.e., it takes a larger dose to get the same amount of caffeine. The ratio of therapeutic doses of caffeine base to its citrate salt is typically 1:2. It is therefore generally recommended that caffeine is prescribed in terms of caffeine base, and not caffeine citrate.
Anyone interested in trying it? Hab, PoC? Imagine waking up with a nice line of caffeine right beside your bed, not having to wait for the onset, followed by a puff of nicotine. The effect from the anhydrous caffeine I snorted felt a lot better than oral, and this should work much better. Anhydrous isn't water soluble enough to work well insufflated.
Just curious- did malice make the migration? Anybody know what happened to him?
Got mugged last sunday. :(
Here is a three picture album on imgur since I can't post pictures yet as I don't have 20 posts yet , but here is some tasty fresh goodness . I only cut off a lower branch for a test and I placed the stem in a shot glass of water like you would with a rose. I don't know if this does anything good for it while its drying but its a experiment of my own.
Couple of more weeks ;D
~~~> http://imgur.com/a/gmlT2 <~~~ ;grinblunt:
Got mugged last sunday. :(
I want to see the pics but that shit won't.Here is a three picture album on imgur since I can't post pictures yet as I don't have 20 posts yet , but here is some tasty fresh goodness . I only cut off a lower branch for a test and I placed the stem in a shot glass of water like you would with a rose. I don't know if this does anything good for it while its drying but its a experiment of my own.
Couple of more weeks ;D
~~~> http://imgur.com/a/gmlT2 <~~~ ;grinblunt:
Damn nice bud John.
viva the demon dungeon.
Are you fuckers ever coming out of this thread or what?
It's the only opponent who can take my blows. The rest are tomato cans. 8)Are you fuckers ever coming out of this thread or what?
y must u fighting against yourself
How is your trip going? What happened since you left Hydro?I went back home and did/am doing nothing interesting. Have an interview tomorrow. I've got some shit I'm sure you'd all love to hear but I'm going to keep you all in suspense for maximum lolz.
o gollum plz tellI don't want to start any shit storms just yet, other shit storm stirrer feel free to go ahead. I just didn't want to say anything without an okay from you and we are in the middle of a texting time rift.
Did she have a fat vagina?proots already knows this answer to this question, he's asked it dozens of times. The answer is yes and it is wonderful <3
Proots wants to know.
Here's where I come in. I just talked to HM and she's pregnant, "probably with gollums baby." She said he wants to be part of his kids life but her husband is going to be on the birth certificate, so it will have two dads, lol. Also she said gollum is already stepping up by getting her an ecig so she can quit smoking. All in all, its a fucking bizarre turn of events, but that's what happens when TRTers meet. I'm glad Dose Me or Gun Lover didn't get pregnant after I met them.o gollum plz tellI don't want to start any shit storms just yet, other shit storm stirrer feel free to go ahead. I just didn't want to say anything without an okay from you and we are in the middle of a texting time rift.
this is all absolutely 100% correct- I was gonna wait for hydro to text back but we are in a time rift and she isn't getting any of my texts (happens). I suppose it was only a matter of time before you posted but yes, it's all true. Let the shit storm commence!Here's where I come in. I just talked to HM and she's pregnant, "probably with gollums baby." She said he wants to be part of his kids life but her husband is going to be on the birth certificate, so it will have two dads, lol. Also she said gollum is already stepping up by getting her an ecig so she can quit smoking. All in all, its a fucking bizarre turn of events, but that's what happens when TRTers meet. I'm glad Dose Me or Gun Lover didn't get pregnant after I met them.o gollum plz tellI don't want to start any shit storms just yet, other shit storm stirrer feel free to go ahead. I just didn't want to say anything without an okay from you and we are in the middle of a texting time rift.
Yeah this is all a really stupid troll, remember when jerome "got pregnant?"No dude, an internet stranger gave me her word. It can't be a lie, she stopped talking to me because I said one good thing about having a mexican baby is that it will work on her farm.
:rolleyes2: :jerkoff:
Yeah this is all a really stupid troll, remember when jerome "got pregnant?"No dude, an internet stranger gave me her word. It can't be a lie, she stopped talking to me because I said one good thing about having a mexican baby is that it will work on her farm.
:rolleyes2: :jerkoff:
Something went fucky with my PS3 the other day and I couldn't connect it to the internet for 2 days, just managed to fix it. Felt like I was going through crack withdrawal.
Also Malice I'm playing Destiny now so you can't say I only play TLOU anymore.
Damn I think my fuckin cat got worms or something, whole bunch of these little yellow inchworm things started crawling on my living room carpet
Also she said gollum is already stepping up by getting her an ecig so she can quit smoking.
I already sent her a vape and a bunch of liquid which she's already puffing on, you're too late.
I am infact pregnant.
Once I had a horde of maggots crawling out from under the stove towards the computer desk, they must have hatched en masse. I had to keep going back and fully squishing them, replete with wonderful tactile feedback, a nice wet pop of skin tearing and innards being expelled.
PoC, for the love of God please dont start your shit. Nothing is normal ever in my.life...
As for vapes.. I agree.. they suck.. their nice as a novelty and the flavors can be good... but I really really really want a real cigarette like every second of everyday. I am just trying to do the best I can especially since he went out of his way and insisted. Ive smoked a total of 4 cigs since getting it from my 2 pack a day habit
I dont understand how anyone can actually use vapors. They seem like the nerdy equivalent of the smoking world.
Jesus fuck, your life is already bad enough, just imagine how utterly White trash and inescapably hopeless you would become with a child. What kind of life is it going to have? For the love of life, get an abortion ASAP.
Jesus fuck, your life is already bad enough, just imagine how utterly White trash and inescapably hopeless you would become with a child. What kind of life is it going to have? For the love of life, get an abortion ASAP.
Pretty much my thoughts exactly - but if you are seriously so stupid to not use a fucking rubber when banging a virgin you met off the internet... well you kind of deserve it
Instead of a vape, send her a map to the local Planned Parenthood
Jesus fuck, your life is already bad enough, just imagine how utterly White trash and inescapably hopeless you would become with a child. What kind of life is it going to have? For the love of life, get an abortion ASAP.
Pretty much my thoughts exactly - but if you are seriously so stupid to not use a fucking rubber when banging a virgin you met off the internet... well you kind of deserve it
Instead of a vape, send her a map to the local Planned Parenthood
wrapping your weenie feels so unnatural tho. I never use them unless the girl requests.
Real men get double vasectomies and wrap their dick in a Hefty bag
What in the actual fuck?no it's a joke man, I'm gay. I'd never fuck a woman lol, the thought of pussy disgusts me.
So this shit isn't a joke? Gollum actually knocked up hydro??? Did he fuck her husband too?
Hydro is your husband sterile? Because that would explain a few things.
Talk about TRT drama.
If you think ecigs are the same as cigarettes you're delusional and factually incorrect. I don't care to look it up now but there IS other shit giving and contributing to your buzz other than nicotine.
you sound irrate. I'm sorry I didn't know it was so personal for you. I'll back off now. I hope you feel better!If you think ecigs are the same as cigarettes you're delusional and factually incorrect. I don't care to look it up now but there IS other shit giving and contributing to your buzz other than nicotine.
They're close enough to cigarettes unless you're a complete bitch, which to be honest most tobacco users are anyway
The only major difference is the lack of MAOIs in ecigs, and if it bothers you having to puff every hour instead of every few, get WTA juice and shut up
you sound irrate. I'm sorry I didn't know it was so personal for you. I'll back off now. I hope you feel better!If you think ecigs are the same as cigarettes you're delusional and factually incorrect. I don't care to look it up now but there IS other shit giving and contributing to your buzz other than nicotine.
They're close enough to cigarettes unless you're a complete bitch, which to be honest most tobacco users are anyway
The only major difference is the lack of MAOIs in ecigs, and if it bothers you having to puff every hour instead of every few, get WTA juice and shut up
shhh shhh, there there. It's alright baby. Everything is gonna be okay. :)you sound irrate. I'm sorry I didn't know it was so personal for you. I'll back off now. I hope you feel better!If you think ecigs are the same as cigarettes you're delusional and factually incorrect. I don't care to look it up now but there IS other shit giving and contributing to your buzz other than nicotine.
They're close enough to cigarettes unless you're a complete bitch, which to be honest most tobacco users are anyway
The only major difference is the lack of MAOIs in ecigs, and if it bothers you having to puff every hour instead of every few, get WTA juice and shut up
No you're just being a complete moron as usual
shhh shhh, there there. It's alright baby. Everything is gonna be okay. :)you sound irrate. I'm sorry I didn't know it was so personal for you. I'll back off now. I hope you feel better!If you think ecigs are the same as cigarettes you're delusional and factually incorrect. I don't care to look it up now but there IS other shit giving and contributing to your buzz other than nicotine.
They're close enough to cigarettes unless you're a complete bitch, which to be honest most tobacco users are anyway
The only major difference is the lack of MAOIs in ecigs, and if it bothers you having to puff every hour instead of every few, get WTA juice and shut up
No you're just being a complete moron as usual
Its part of the reason gollum is.so fat in the first place.I feed off energy. Before zoklet I was weak and scrawny. Now I am big and fat and can lift horses. I helped hydro move her entire herd down to their other farm carrying one horse in each arm just in complete happiness due to how far I've come. I thrive off your energies. Each time you say my name, I get just a little bit fatter.
I love how MS feeds the troll like a noob.
why didn't you just ride them moronIts part of the reason gollum is.so fat in the first place.I feed off energy. Before zoklet I was weak and scrawny. Now I am big and fat and can lift horses. I helped hydro move her entire herd down to their other farm carrying one horse in each arm just in complete happiness due to how far I've come. I thrive off your energies. Each time you say my name, I get just a little bit fatter.
the horses were tired we rode them all daywhy didn't you just ride them moronIts part of the reason gollum is.so fat in the first place.I feed off energy. Before zoklet I was weak and scrawny. Now I am big and fat and can lift horses. I helped hydro move her entire herd down to their other farm carrying one horse in each arm just in complete happiness due to how far I've come. I thrive off your energies. Each time you say my name, I get just a little bit fatter.
But there child might be the next eminem soo it might be worth it. White trash /=/ hopeless
wrapping your weenie feels so unnatural tho. I never use them unless the girl requests.
PoC, for the love of God please dont start your shit. Nothing is normal ever in my.life...
Oh god, of Hydro's baby?!
Whatever happened between you and hydro anyway?
Last I heard you were second in line if her marriage fell apart.
Think of how perfect it would be, you're both trapped in terrible soul crushing destructive environments that you hate, working low paying menial jobs you loathe, and don't really have much that should be tying you down, once you resolve any feelings of obligation. Why not make a plan to move together to a place with much better opportunities? Some areas are booming and have very low unemployment, along with high wages, and you don't need to be particularly skilled, some are entry level and still pay well, with quick opportunities for advancement and a nice raise once you get out of the training period. Or a large metropolitan area, maybe a place with great weather and a good transportation system, if you prefer one; a lot of people and opportunities, many things to do. It's such a different experience compared to small towns or dying regions. You already know each other and would get along, Hydro being an angel and having withstood the horrors of her family her entire life. By contrast, you would probably be a savior to her. You could live together to save money on rent and due to not having to have duplicates of many things, support each other, have someone there when you come home at night. I imagine it can be very nice to not having to sleep alone every day of your life, to come home to an empty house every single day. You both like drugs and are very open to experiences, it would be great to have someone to share them with, not having to feel any shame, to hide things and hold back like you would with nearly everyone.
Being Single Is a Luxury
http://econlog.econlib.org/archives/2012/02/being_single_is.html
We were never anything more than casual friends and we don't even talk anymore.
I also have zero interest in being in a relationship with anyone at this point in my life. And I don't/didn't like her like that anyways, no offense but she isn't intimate relationship material.
no it's a joke man, I'm gay. I'd never fuck a woman lol, the thought of pussy disgusts me.
Summer 2015 the Oculus Rift consumer version will be released. I hope that one day soon I'll never have to go outside again, not even to preserve my sanity.Thus sounds like something malice would say
Imagine if instead of Tinychat people met in a virtual room, able to choose highly realistic avatars created by the game/program using digital pictures of themselves.
Definitely want to try it on drugs.
When DARPA researchers induced flow artificially (using transcranial stimulation) they found the target acquisition skills of military snipers improved 230%. In a similar, but non-military study, researchers at Advanced Brain Monitoring in Carlsbad, CA found that an artificially induced flow state cut the time it took to train novice snipers up to the expert level by 50%.
Thus sounds like something malice would say
Sup y'all. I missed Malice's nihilistic postings. Good to see The Duke's still kicking.Do a Marquis reagent test and find out if you got the real deal. :tup:
Have a hook up for some peng lsd (hopefully it is anyway, matey ordered it from one the of DW markets) and have some nice diddlys so this weekend I'mma be "candyflipping" my nuts off.
Nah I'm confident about the pills, reading pillreports they're a minimum of 160mg, they could just be bunk copies but I doubt it, judging by what people were saying about them.That's what I meant. Test the acid. LSD is the only one turning Olive and then black. Easy to find out.
I'm more dubious about the acid being one of the 25 nbomes or DOx. Either way it'll be good.
Its part of the reason gollum is.so fat in the first place.I feed off energy. Before zoklet I was weak and scrawny. Now I am big and fat and can lift horses. I helped hydro move her entire herd down to their other farm carrying one horse in each arm just in complete happiness due to how far I've come. I thrive off your energies. Each time you say my name, I get just a little bit fatter.
I'm the champion of ruined opportunities
I still think it's some sort of fear.
I'm not an expert on not fucking junkie sluts but I'm the champion of ruined opportunities (not just with girls).
Fuck her. Fuck her. Fuck her.
I still think it's some sort of fear.
I'm not an expert on not fucking junkie sluts but I'm the champion of ruined opportunities (not just with girls).
Fuck her. Fuck her. Fuck her.
I'm not going to deny that's its possible that its just fear, but honestly it doesn't feel that way. At least if I was afraid I'd have butterflies in my stomach and feel anxious and stuff. I don't though, I'm incredibly comfortable with this girl and even if we did have subpar sex I know she wouldn't make me feel awkward about it.
Part of it, I think, is a desire not to get attached to her, as I'm trying to get rid of all my attachments to my old life. I'm an incredibly sentimental person and I really don't want to end up with super strong feelings for a girl that's A)nothin but trouble B)I'm not going to see C)has a boyfriend.
But even so, shouldn't I just not be a pussy and fuck her? Except that doesn't seem to be coming from inside me, that seems more like the words of society and culture. Because you know, a man's self-worth is entirely dependent on how much pussy he can get it - right?
Meh. I'll just let my dick do the thinking. If I'm into it, it will happen. If not I'll just explain that I'm some sort of mutant fagget and she'll probably end up depressed and think that I think she's ugly or too slutty or something. Like it matters anymore? I'm outta this shithole.
Don't think I give a rat's shit about society or your self worth. If you don't want to fuck her it's fine and I agree you should always follow your dick or heart or something.I still think it's some sort of fear.
I'm not an expert on not fucking junkie sluts but I'm the champion of ruined opportunities (not just with girls).
Fuck her. Fuck her. Fuck her.
I'm not going to deny that's its possible that its just fear, but honestly it doesn't feel that way. At least if I was afraid I'd have butterflies in my stomach and feel anxious and stuff. I don't though, I'm incredibly comfortable with this girl and even if we did have subpar sex I know she wouldn't make me feel awkward about it.
Part of it, I think, is a desire not to get attached to her, as I'm trying to get rid of all my attachments to my old life. I'm an incredibly sentimental person and I really don't want to end up with super strong feelings for a girl that's A)nothin but trouble B)I'm not going to see C)has a boyfriend.
But even so, shouldn't I just not be a pussy and fuck her? Except that doesn't seem to be coming from inside me, that seems more like the words of society and culture. Because you know, a man's self-worth is entirely dependent on how much pussy he can get - right?
Meh. I'll just let my dick do the thinking. If I'm into it, it will happen. If not I'll just explain that I'm some sort of mutant fagget and she'll probably end up depressed and think that I think she's ugly or too slutty or something. Like it matters anymore? I'm outta this shithole.
haha thanks guys. honestly I just needed to type out my thoughts.
lol Rizzo is such a bitch. Should have bent her over and fucked her right there raw.
Also, since I recently became a convertible-owner, I prefer to throw bitches in the trash along with my car's roof.
Girl took me out to a few bars last night and saw a dude play a couple sets. Went back to her place and had sexytimeWho wants to bet that Duke got AIDS now?
50 bucks say AIDS.
Here is a three picture album on imgur since I can't post pictures yet as I don't have 20 posts yet , but here is some tasty fresh goodness . I only cut off a lower branch for a test and I placed the stem in a shot glass of water like you would with a rose. I don't know if this does anything good for it while its drying but its a experiment of my own.
Couple of more weeks ;D
~~~> http://imgur.com/a/gmlT2 <~~~ ;grinblunt:
Damn nice bud John.
viva the demon dungeon.
I want to see the pics but that shit won't.Here is a three picture album on imgur since I can't post pictures yet as I don't have 20 posts yet , but here is some tasty fresh goodness . I only cut off a lower branch for a test and I placed the stem in a shot glass of water like you would with a rose. I don't know if this does anything good for it while its drying but its a experiment of my own.
Couple of more weeks ;D
~~~> http://imgur.com/a/gmlT2 <~~~ ;grinblunt:
Damn nice bud John.
viva the demon dungeon.
Show me the bud!
(this one instigated because my sister is coming down to visit and hopefully take me back up with her -that might happen later but I'd rather do it asap)
So why does the thought not make me the slightest bit hard, nor did our make out & grope session?
Also its not nearly as satisfying as lighting a cigarette. There is a nice, cavalier feeling of "fuck my health" when you light a real smoke. You can feel the tar coat your lungs and start to kill you I miss being so crass.
I love you malice. I would be sad for you if you killed yourself, like I felt when ILC died. Some people even in TRT I wouldn't give a fuck about, but it would be sad for you because you're so neurotic and lonely. I respect you a lot, because a lot of people aren't nearly as honest with themselves as you are.
^Agreed. You also do a lot of research the rest of us wouldnt ever find the time to do.
I already sent her a vape and a bunch of liquid which she's already puffing on, you're too late.
And like Ecclesiastes, no matter how much I've read, no matter where I've looked, I've never been able to find any meaning and fulfillment in life, only the shattering of illusions. The more I've read, the less happy I've become.
For with much wisdom comes much sorrow;
the more knowledge, the more grief.
I have the most peculiar feeling of being near the end of my life, like an elderly person must feel, despite being only 24. I think my last words would be "There's nothing here."
(this one instigated because my sister is coming down to visit and hopefully take me back up with her -that might happen later but I'd rather do it asap)
Ah, is she still in SF, works as a game tester/developer? It's a shame, I'm too dysfunctional to visit you and have chosen the "Do not participate." in life because I'm convinced that a single limited human experience doesn't matter.QuoteSo why does the thought not make me the slightest bit hard, nor did our make out & grope session?
Is there more to her than physical attractiveness? Because otherwise she sounds filthy. You could be disgusted by your shallow desires, the lack of depth in your life, or maybe the routine of meeting someone you feel fondness towards has occurred so many times in life that it's lost its novelty? If you're in burning bridges mode and want to leave aspects of your life in the past then that could tie into this.
And there's the physiological aspect. The effects of opioids and other drugs on sex drive, the endocrine system. The effects of mental illness/disorders (anxiety).
Above all, maybe you're just getting old? IIRC, not too long ago you barely failed a CISCO certification test, and part of me wonders if leaving your lifestyle behind and moving into a more conventional one terrifies you because you know what it means, what it really leads to, when you can't hold up the self-image and fantasies you've created anymore. Does it terrify you? Does it feel like death?
Lifelong punks generally don't live very long. A candle that burns twice as bright burns half as long, and an IT job and house in the suburbs just doesn't seem to provide enough oxygen...
Also its not nearly as satisfying as lighting a cigarette. There is a nice, cavalier feeling of "fuck my health" when you light a real smoke. You can feel the tar coat your lungs and start to kill you I miss being so crass.
Cigarettes > vapes
Duke, maybe you should get on SSI. Everyone else is doing it: http://www.thisamericanlife.org/radio-archives/episode/490/trends-with-benefitsI am infact pregnant.
You'd better be joking. Do you know about heritability? Nearly everyone on Zoklet should sterilize themselves.
Jesus fuck, your life is already bad enough, just imagine how utterly White trash and inescapably hopeless you would become with a child. What kind of life is it going to have? For the love of life, get an abortion ASAP.
I already sent her a vape and a bunch of liquid which she's already puffing on, you're too late.
Which one did you send her? I best it was a cheap model that sucks, along with the juice.
hey guys, what's going on in this thread?Get the fuck outta here. You never finished running your script on my account at zoklet.
opiates only increased my sex drive
You can't meet anyone if you never go outside, no one will ever meet you.
hey guys, what's going on in this thread?
so much shit from my past haunts me. Things I should of did, people too
so much shit from my past haunts me. Things I should of did, people too
Ever lie awake at night thinking about the animals you've killed and the people you've hurt? I don't.
You'd probably lay in a different bed and ask yourself the same questions.so much shit from my past haunts me. Things I should of did, people too
Ever lie awake at night thinking about the animals you've killed and the people you've hurt? I don't.
Not so much that more like what might have been if I had made different choices
You'd probably lay in a different bed and ask yourself the same questions.so much shit from my past haunts me. Things I should of did, people too
Ever lie awake at night thinking about the animals you've killed and the people you've hurt? I don't.
Not so much that more like what might have been if I had made different choices
FUCK THE 9TH SYSTEM
FUCK THE NICE SYNDROME
FUCK THE NIHILISM
FUCK THE KIND WISDOM
fuck the 9th system
(I've been thinking about this matrix like thing called the 9th system since my last dxm trip. It gets more complex every day. please help me escape this tesseract of microscopic circuits and feedback loops
Max Headroom is a fixture of this community, and you will talk to him with respect, goddamnit.
Hey max, what retarded OTC drug caused you to post this?
ooooooo plz don't tell my mama I been taking ecstacy and smoking marijuana ooooooouhhhhh
You'd probably lay in a different bed and ask yourself the same questions.so much shit from my past haunts me. Things I should of did, people too
Ever lie awake at night thinking about the animals you've killed and the people you've hurt? I don't.
Not so much that more like what might have been if I had made different choices
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This a real nigga caviar with the last of the weed in a jwh bag. Too bad JWH-122 is HELLA weaker than I remember. I vaped HUgE piles to get a buzz! still have 600 mg suspended in e liquid, can't get it to work in either a wick style or bottom coil atomizer, there's one attachment the hippie lady at the vape store told me i could try, she asked outright if i was using it for wax then she was actually privy to syncans and anyway she told me there was this one dealio people used for wax (different than the classic dome.. more discreet) and i told her I'd come try it if the $5 cheapo wick style didn't work. which it doesn't really work either. kinda don't wanna go buy that $35 wax thing if it's not gonna work either, I'm kinda over it now.
...damn I'm kinda loaded off a bowl of that shit. gonna buy more dank tomorrow i guessies.
Caviar is the shit. Only ever found it in cali but soooo tasty. I get high off burning the bag it comes in when I run out.
Caviar is the shit. Only ever found it in cali but soooo tasty. I get high off burning the bag it comes in when I run out.
Idk what caviar is aside from fish eggs, but I do know that you sound like a fucking crack addict!
Caviar is the shit. Only ever found it in cali but soooo tasty. I get high off burning the bag it comes in when I run out.
Idk what caviar is aside from fish eggs, but I do know that you sound like a fucking crack addict!
Caviar is bud dipped in wax, rolled in hash and sometimes kief, dried, dipped again and dried again.
This a real nigga caviar with the last of the weed in a jwh bag. Too bad JWH-122 is HELLA weaker than I remember. I vaped HUgE piles to get a buzz! still have 600 mg suspended in e liquid, can't get it to work in either a wick style or bottom coil atomizer, there's one attachment the hippie lady at the vape store told me i could try, she asked outright if i was using it for wax then she was actually privy to syncans and anyway she told me there was this one dealio people used for wax (different than the classic dome.. more discreet) and i told her I'd come try it if the $5 cheapo wick style didn't work. which it doesn't really work either. kinda don't wanna go buy that $35 wax thing if it's not gonna work either, I'm kinda over it now.
...damn I'm kinda loaded off a bowl of that shit. gonna buy more dank tomorrow i guessies.
so much shit from my past haunts me. Things I should of did, people too
A fool. Standard deviations more processing power than this body, but the actions and conclusions of a fool.
I shouldn't have stayed up until 6:25AM, but I suppose it doesn't make much difference. Maybe I should practice using psychedelics and reanalyze my life. More people should treat the ability to make use of the psychedelic state like a skill and try to develop it to its furthest potential.
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This a real nigga caviar with the last of the weed in a jwh bag. Too bad JWH-122 is HELLA weaker than I remember. I vaped HUgE piles to get a buzz! still have 600 mg suspended in e liquid, can't get it to work in either a wick style or bottom coil atomizer, there's one attachment the hippie lady at the vape store told me i could try, she asked outright if i was using it for wax then she was actually privy to syncans and anyway she told me there was this one dealio people used for wax (different than the classic dome.. more discreet) and i told her I'd come try it if the $5 cheapo wick style didn't work. which it doesn't really work either. kinda don't wanna go buy that $35 wax thing if it's not gonna work either, I'm kinda over it now.
...damn I'm kinda loaded off a bowl of that shit. gonna buy more dank tomorrow i guessies.
A fool. Standard deviations more processing power than this body, but the actions and conclusions of a fool.
I shouldn't have stayed up until 6:25AM, but I suppose it doesn't make much difference. Maybe I should practice using psychedelics and reanalyze my life. More people should treat the ability to make use of the psychedelic state like a skill and try to develop it to its furthest potential.
would you care to elaborate on this? why do you not believe for that to achieve the singularity, we will make humanity, and the earth as a whole, an extremely weak force by comparison?
do you realize the capability for destruction our technology already has, and how the importance of that capability eclipses the potential benefits? we could literally have WWIII happen within 30 minutes and that would be the end of everything. the only way we currently keep this potential for destruction under control is basically by treaty, new and improved stringent regulations, and a constant fear of an apocalypse. none of this would have been possible a century ago, and the stakes are going to keep on getting higher.
can you imagine a world full of people locked inside their rooms staring at 3-D fantasy realms all day long being able to function on any sort of social or autonomous level?
is this all rooted out of your inherent selfishness and loneliness?
Can someone who has taken Piracetam please tell me about their experiences.
Cigarette smoking was associated with a 100% increase in clearance of alprazolam as compared to non-smokers.
Just tried nicotine for the first time in my life at 24. I am now one of the cool people. 8)
You should have seen me. V_V Reading the manual an unnecessary number of times to make sure I didn't miss or misunderstand anything, hands sweating as I mixed the nicotine and PG, trying to find the optimal dosage for a non-smoker using it for nootropic/therapeutic purposes (not found), checking one last time to make sure there aren't any possible interactions or adverse effects.
I have no idea how long to hold the power button and draw, how many puffs to take. I'm using 10mg/ml. I've taken 2 short puffs and am afraid to take anymore in case I overdose. I think I may have felt a small rush with the first hit, a feeling of neurotransmitters being released. My ability to focus seems greater, my attention/range of visual focus narrower, and somewhat calmer.
I hate this, this isn't like my other drugs/supplements. How much fucking nicotine is being delivered into my system? How do I know when I've had the optimal amount and when to redose? What is an optimal dose generally supposed to feel like? >:( I wish there was vape that allowed you to input the strength of your liquid and estimated and displayed how much nicotine had been delivered based on the resistance and voltage/wattage used along with how long the power button had been held down. The ml markings only go up in .5 increments, I can't estimate it using that.
I feel like I caught AIDS just looking at that matress.
The only reason there was to get up was to take a piss, and we were debating about cutting some gallon jars to make into urinals to leave on either side of the couch, with tubing running off the roof into the neighbor's yard. That way you could just lean over to one side and take a piss.
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iTaste 2.0
my friend did a shot of heroin while drunk and on benzos. they passed out and were non responsive, lips turned blue.
breathing was shallow and inconsistent - she may have stopped breathing completely . i stuck ice in her ass and pussy , and gave cpr. she finally opened her eyes and spoke after maybe 15-30 minutes of being completely out.
she vomitted a few times since she woke up about 2 hours ago. shes drank lots of water and has eaten a little.
do i need to have her checked out at the hospital? is it ok to let her sleep or may she have breathing problems again?
That bud looks super green on those pictures. Of course I can't tell only by looking at that one picture but I say you harvested too early, 888.
:facepalm:That bud looks super green on those pictures. Of course I can't tell only by looking at that one picture but I say you harvested too early, 888.
Like you know anything about growing weed. It can still be dried. It may just be clippings
(http://i.imgur.com/vSeI7.jpg)
Shitty neighborhood or not, I do miss that rooftop lounge I had.
That bud looks super green on those pictures. Of course I can't tell only by looking at that one picture but I say you harvested too early, 888.
relax and take notes as i as i take tokes of this marijuana smoke GUN smoke GUN smoke
ahh hahahHAHuuuh
iBadger 30 clearomizer
live from the dungeon
That bud looks super green on those pictures. Of course I can't tell only by looking at that one picture but I say you harvested too early, 888.
Maan I fuckin hid 3 tabs of AL LAD like a month ago in a bout of paranoia because I was over thinking and thought everything on the internet was some way secretly non directly about me and now I wish I didn't . I get creative when hiding things ... I looked in/above the air duct in the laundry room , above the blind covers for the windows and went through all the magazine pages that I have and even dumped out my filing cabinet to see if i stashed it with other mail/bills .. I give up im sure I'll find it when I move out but if not then this house is worth $30 more.
Yes but a water cure gets rid of all the taste I've heard.That bud looks super green on those pictures. Of course I can't tell only by looking at that one picture but I say you harvested too early, 888.
There's debate about whether flushing is always necessary or even has a significant effect. Not necessarily an indicator of having been harvested too early. I didn't flush my grow and had no problem with harshness, although I was vaping, not smoking. I only used maxibloom, cal-mag plus (which may not have been necessary) and PH up/down.
He could water cure it if it's too harsh, it's very simple.
If the weed is not decarboxylated, instead of having only delta9-tetrahydrocannabinol you have tetrahydrocannabinolic acid. This is a water soluble molecule, so you should definitely lose some of the good stuff in a water cure unless it's already cured weed... i.e. don't do it with fresh weed or I'd expect the potency to suffer greatly.
As far as the terpenes are concerned, I don't think they need to actually be soluble with the water to disperse into/through the water. These are very volatile compounds, which is why you can smell them so well -- they want to evaporate, even before you hit the temperature of vaporizing cannabinoids, even at room temperature.
Maan I fuckin hid 3 tabs of AL LAD like a month ago in a bout of paranoia because I was over thinking and thought everything on the internet was some way secretly non directly about me and now I wish I didn't . I get creative when hiding things ... I looked in/above the air duct in the laundry room , above the blind covers for the windows and went through all the magazine pages that I have and even dumped out my filing cabinet to see if i stashed it with other mail/bills .. I give up im sure I'll find it when I move out but if not then this house is worth $30 more.
In the closet, in the pocket of a shirt or jacket?
What is making you feel like a million bucks?
i feel like 3$ of cough syrup fuck yeah
would you care to elaborate on this? why do you not believe for that to achieve the singularity, we will make humanity, and the earth as a whole, an extremely weak force by comparison?
So what? The ideal solution would be for humanity to merge with the singularity, with machines and artificial intelligence.
Think about this: A simple definition for intelligence can be the ability to deal with complexity. We make decisions based on the information we have available and our ability to understand it. Our intelligence also limits our ability to gather and understand data.
Stemming from these premises: Isn't it logical to maximize intelligence, artificial intelligence being the most effective method to do so, in order to maximize our ability to do the above, understand reality and make correct decisions?
A single human life is nothing. What does it matter if it doesn't work out if you're going to die one day regardless and will only ever experience a limited human life?
As to the likely question of a doomsday scenario with the AI exterminating humanity, I'll paint a picture for you: The cost of assimilating humanity versus eliminating it, deadman's switch, and how an AI would deal with unknown risk. To clarify the last point, if it can gain x resources by eliminating humanity, but is aware that there is a deadman's switch* that will trigger if it begins to harm humans, the mechanism and potential damage being unknown, how will it tolerate unknown existential risk? Would it be willing to tolerate any significant risk to its existence as opposed to simply eliminating humans in order to gain simple resources, which something of its immense intelligence and power could easily acquire elsewhere?
*Note: Keep in mind that humans are very good at destruction, and in this case it would be an all out attempt with technology available in the future, some previously classified/secret. In fact, if set to be able to trigger even if, or when, all humans had been eliminated, it would not matter if the entire planet was literally destroyed or rendered uninhabitable by man or machine.
do you realize the capability for destruction our technology already has, and how the importance of that capability eclipses the potential benefits? we could literally have WWIII happen within 30 minutes and that would be the end of everything. the only way we currently keep this potential for destruction under control is basically by treaty, new and improved stringent regulations, and a constant fear of an apocalypse. none of this would have been possible a century ago, and the stakes are going to keep on getting higher.
How are you going to stop advancement? A one world government that you believe will agree with you on anything and be immune to corruption or error? That would be incredibly naive and dangerous.
WMD's likely wouldn't even exist in a stateless society (Almost no one has any understanding of this. They've read nothing about it, know nothing about the various theories, and believe it can be refuted with 3 seconds of thought from this base (largely due to the negative impression created by left-anarchists, who tend to be fucking idiots and teenagers)), along with the risk of wide scale deaths and catastrophe being far smaller. There was very good analysis in "Chaos Theory" by Robert Murphy. This would require a discussion on certain types of anarchism, which would be very lengthy.
Back to Friedman, he discusses decentralized solutions and incentives. There are generally far more people who would like to safeguard their safety and prevent disaster than otherwise. Bombs aren't unstoppable. Even without statelessness there could already be classified methods to deal with this, or they could be developed in the future.
can you imagine a world full of people locked inside their rooms staring at 3-D fantasy realms all day long being able to function on any sort of social or autonomous level?
What makes you think you can't adequately replicate social interaction in virtual reality?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telexistence
This is also discussed in Future Imperfect.
Think of what a standard conversation entails. It really isn't that complex. Generally there isn't even physical contact. Replicate facial expressions and body language (not that hard even with current tech).
There's already feasible technology being developed that will improve the experience further:
http://www.reddit.com/r/Futurology/comments/2i09p8/stateoftheart_cgi_say_hello_to_hyperrealistic_ed/
http://www.roadtovr.com/sightline-dev-creates-incredible-holographic-user-interface-powered-oculus-rift-leap-motion/
is this all rooted out of your inherent selfishness and loneliness?
I may never have developed these ideas and goals without it, but regardless of the state of life of a person, I think a sound argument can be made for the eventual superiority of these systems.
There are already many people with terrible disorders or terrible environments who have a very low quality of life. This could easily be superior, or at least augment their QoL.
Just look outside your house, does the vast majority of world really seem that interesting and enjoyable? Oh look, ugly buildings I don't care about, the endless repetition of wildlife and plant, people I don't care about, the vast majority of whom are like pollution and incapable of having an intelligent conversation, devoid of intelligent thoughts and knowledge.
Maan I fuckin hid 3 tabs of AL LAD like a month ago in a bout of paranoia because I was over thinking and thought everything on the internet was some way secretly non directly about me and now I wish I didn't . I get creative when hiding things ... I looked in/above the air duct in the laundry room , above the blind covers for the windows and went through all the magazine pages that I have and even dumped out my filing cabinet to see if i stashed it with other mail/bills .. I give up im sure I'll find it when I move out but if not then this house is worth $30 more.
Maan I fuckin hid 3 tabs of AL LAD like a month ago in a bout of paranoia because I was over thinking and thought everything on the internet was some way secretly non directly about me and now I wish I didn't . I get creative when hiding things ... I looked in/above the air duct in the laundry room , above the blind covers for the windows and went through all the magazine pages that I have and even dumped out my filing cabinet to see if i stashed it with other mail/bills .. I give up im sure I'll find it when I move out but if not then this house is worth $30 more.
Was the paranoia drug induced? That really doesn't sounds healthy, episodes like this could be a sign of schizophrenia developing, or succeptibility.
Maan I fuckin hid 3 tabs of AL LAD like a month ago in a bout of paranoia because I was over thinking and thought everything on the internet was some way secretly non directly about me and now I wish I didn't . I get creative when hiding things ... I looked in/above the air duct in the laundry room , above the blind covers for the windows and went through all the magazine pages that I have and even dumped out my filing cabinet to see if i stashed it with other mail/bills .. I give up im sure I'll find it when I move out but if not then this house is worth $30 more.
Was the paranoia drug induced? That really doesn't sounds healthy, episodes like this could be a sign of schizophrenia developing, or succeptibility.
what's your IQ2 - IQ1?
the difference between two IQs
i have practically 100,000 thoughts a second so stfu
I'm so unbelievably lonely. I can't even make a joke about it.
*With sighs too deep for words*
I'm so unbelievably lonely. I can't even make a joke about it.
*With sighs too deep for words*
I'm glad for you. I could need some of them teenage vibes around me.
Around my dick in particular.
Do I ever feel like the bastard son you've never wanted?
Well I'm back in Chicago again and I'm going to spend the next two days with y friend Ashley who's smoking hot I've known her for years since like 8th grade and I'm finally going to give her the D!!!!! Also PWP called privacy cunt and it looks like she's coming out to party with us lol
Well I'm back in Chicago again and I'm going to spend the next two days with y friend Ashley who's smoking hot I've known her for years since like 8th grade and I'm finally going to give her the D!!!!! Also PWP called privacy cunt and it looks like she's coming out to party with us lolWow, that hoe is still alive. Also you owe me on your bet that semi was dead.
Well I'm back in Chicago again and I'm going to spend the next two days with y friend Ashley who's smoking hot I've known her for years since like 8th grade and I'm finally going to give her the D!!!!! Also PWP called privacy cunt and it looks like she's coming out to party with us lolWow, that hoe is still alive. Also you owe me on your bet that semi was dead.
Now, to watch Santa's Slay or Man with the Screaming Brain
Now, to watch Santa's Slay or Man with the Screaming Brain
santa's slay sounds good
Fucking gotta rake leaves and mow grass tomorrow :mad:
Now, to watch Santa's Slay or Man with the Screaming Brain
santa's slay sounds good
Fucking gotta rake leaves and mow grass tomorrow :mad:
smoke two joints
yeah I'm leaning towards santa's slay
any of y'all watch that show The Blacklist? Got into it pretty recently myself.
Now, to watch Santa's Slay or Man with the Screaming Brain
santa's slay sounds good
Fucking gotta rake leaves and mow grass tomorrow :mad:
smoke two joints
yeah I'm leaning towards santa's slay
any of y'all watch that show The Blacklist? Got into it pretty recently myself.
might wait till monday, pop a grip of xanax and down a tall boy and do it
whats this blacklist about
just be like "sup"
This thread is fucking insane
I'm scared. Hold me.*holds*
Bye guys. :)
a reminder to leave cheap margaritas and mexican food alone
(http://i.imgur.com/VQEIElb.jpg)
and before this realization you were oblivious to these things, weren't you? you're slowly learning to socialize through the internet and you're having your existential crisis and personal fable at 25 or something instead of 15
I'm scared. Hold me.*holds*
Since Indiana is gay as fuck and will not sell alcohol on sundays, I am forced to go to the bar. Later.
you'll catch something doing that.
also, gollumkip == real gollum?
I made a mean post and I internet apologize for it although it did come from a good place
Malice, I suggest doing anything you can to feel "alive" likely you equate these feelings with physical activity but probably thinking of yourself in the macro human sense coupled with the physical exertion from being "alive" will do good things for you and help you have sex.
I will literally send you $200 worth of bitcoin right now if you promise you'll spent it on a prostitute
*hugs malice*
I'm fucking hungover. :(
a reminder to leave cheap margaritas and mexican food alone
(http://i.imgur.com/VQEIElb.jpg)
I'm in Indiana too!
Are you still upset about that time I showed you up? I want to know, what where you planning on saying when I got there and saw that you weren't a girl?
My goal is to trigger sustained long-term hypomania.
Oh shit, I think it's kicking in. My goal is to trigger sustained long-term hypomania.
I'm going to lie in bed and think about the possibilities the Oculus rift holds. What current games and genres would be most enjoyable, and unique possibilities. I will never go outside again as long as I can help it, this world can go to hell.
Since Indiana is gay as fuck and will not sell alcohol on sundays, I am forced to go to the bar. Later.
Since Indiana is gay as fuck and will not sell alcohol on sundays, I am forced to go to the bar. Later.
You should drive 500 miles out of state for a 6 pack like The Duke
Richard Sherman just got fuckin burned and embarrassed by DeSean Jackson for a 60yrd TD.
since you're likely autistic do you have any non-verbal abilities that you're bizarrely good at? why don't you use one of those skills to make something really cool and sell it?
You know they're already selling dev kits to the public right? Why don't you buy one. If you don't feel like being a lazy shit you could build something for it and if you do you can at least occupy yourself with the tech demos and stuff that are available now.
no
phenibut is HORRIBLE
I strongly un-suggest using that, and if you do, be very wary of rebound/withdrawal. I have like 200 grams of the stuff I haven't touched in the 2-3 years since I bought it.
beware of kidney pain.
aldra who are you?\
Can't wait to try 4-OH-MET >:(I once eyeball mega dosed 4-HO-MET, on a benzo binge with 50 n2o cartridges. It was actually quite underwhelming considering the amount of drugs that were consumed.
Couple of weeks before first trial now :mad:
Thanksgiving I intend to Gun Lover that shit
I like how the socially awkward think that in some post apocalyptic world they're going to become appreciated for their real talent.
Up all night with my screaming new born, i feel dead but looking at that cute face of his makes it all worth it.
Was your reasoning for a visual-heavy drug to improve your visual abilities?
No, it's just that shrooms kicked his ass once
If your eyes are already blue, you can make them lighter. Also if you are changing your eye color from brown to blue, you can leave a ring of brown pigment (around the pupil or the outer perimeter). This will make your pupil looks larger, and your eyes will look similar to the eyes of the girl on the picture.
(http://readpure.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/sharbat-gula-eyes.jpg)
http://games.lumosity.com/memory_matrix.html
how far can you get into this? i start fucking up around 8-9 tiles
http://games.lumosity.com/memory_matrix.html
how far can you get into this? i start fucking up around 8-9 tiles
Forgot about this. I remembered once before, but then forgot about it again.
(http://i.imgur.com/66XG3IJ.jpg)
First attempt. Accidentally clicked a wrong tile once. I seem to start fucking up around 9, nothing special. Edit: 11/2875 on second. Second edit: I took another hit before my third attempt, then didn't do as well and got discouraged, acknowledged that I may have gone past optimal, and gave up. I don't know if I did (nicotine), it's more about not liking the feeling of bumping up against natural limits. I feel I should resist aspieing out over it, I have some urge to.
I don't know how well I could do, I sure as hell don't feel optimal right now (specifically at this moment). Took a bit of nicotine before it, but I'd be a hell of a lot better on a stimulant/ADD med and some caffeine. I wish the MAOI I'm taking would fully kick in already.
There's definitely a strategic element. Just look at the strategies used in memory championships. In this case it's mainly chunking and pattern recognition/creation AFAIK. Clicking as fast as accurately possible and doing the hardest chunks to remember first should be obvious. Luck is obviously a factor since some patterns are easier to memorize than others, so you could get a high score just by being lucky, which I don't like. I can also see a sort of after image, at least up to a certain point, but I don't know if it's due to the color change or if it just feels like an after image.
Oh, this may be perfect for you. I found this years ago and it was addicting and tons of fun, trying to get my scores as high as possible, creating strategies, trying to optimize my actions/behavior as much as possible, seeing how I compare to others and what I particularly stand out at, what my natural strengths might be. The games and interface are great, best I've found, and it's free: www.cambridgebrainsciences.com
(http://i.imgur.com/mf9KS6K.png)
That's it, I've had it with fucking tweekers vandalizing my vehicles looking for fucking dope money. Can't believe what one of these shitstains did to my truck.
I'm tempted to lie in wait with a gun, but they're too unpredictable. Idk when they come around. But - if they want dope money so bad, I'll do them one better.
Someone here with an amphetamine prescription please be so kind as to give me an old script bottle, and a couple emptied capsules.... these scum aren't good enough to be shermsticked with 5F-AMB. I'm gonna feed them a lethal dose of 2C-P so they can die in psychedelic agony. God, I hope they sniff it...
Seriously. FUCK TWEAKERS
That's it, I've had it with fucking tweekers vandalizing my vehicles looking for fucking dope money. Can't believe what one of these shitstains did to my truck.
I'm tempted to lie in wait with a gun, but they're too unpredictable. Idk when they come around. But - if they want dope money so bad, I'll do them one better.
Someone here with an amphetamine prescription please be so kind as to give me an old script bottle, and a couple emptied capsules.... these scum aren't good enough to be shermsticked with 5F-AMB. I'm gonna feed them a lethal dose of 2C-P so they can die in psychedelic agony. God, I hope they sniff it...
Seriously. FUCK TWEAKERS
Sucks man what they do?
That's it, I've had it with fucking tweekers vandalizing my vehicles looking for fucking dope money. Can't believe what one of these shitstains did to my truck.
I'm tempted to lie in wait with a gun, but they're too unpredictable. Idk when they come around. But - if they want dope money so bad, I'll do them one better.
Someone here with an amphetamine prescription please be so kind as to give me an old script bottle, and a couple emptied capsules.... these scum aren't good enough to be shermsticked with 5F-AMB. I'm gonna feed them a lethal dose of 2C-P so they can die in psychedelic agony. God, I hope they sniff it...
Seriously. FUCK TWEAKERS
That's it, I've had it with fucking tweekers vandalizing my vehicles looking for fucking dope money. Can't believe what one of these shitstains did to my truck.
I'm tempted to lie in wait with a gun, but they're too unpredictable. Idk when they come around. But - if they want dope money so bad, I'll do them one better.
Someone here with an amphetamine prescription please be so kind as to give me an old script bottle, and a couple emptied capsules.... these scum aren't good enough to be shermsticked with 5F-AMB. I'm gonna feed them a lethal dose of 2C-P so they can die in psychedelic agony. God, I hope they sniff it...
Seriously. FUCK TWEAKERS
Sucks man what they do?
Ripped apart my interior. Was a fucking unbelievable mess... and they left some old ass rotten tomatoes in there.
They're getting bolder, I've been having issue with them more and more frequently now. I'm also pretty sure it's the same couple tweekers. So I'm gonna give them a lesson in not stealing from other people ;)
Got my xanax today, fucking popped like 5 in the drugstore drive through. Fucking melted in the seat and coasted off to lunch
Hey muffins are there any torque specs for the plugs? I've just been tightening em until the ratchet stops and then giving it a 1/16 turn to tighten
It's a little harder to approximate than I'd like since the well threads are all gunked up, acetone only goes so far
Hey muffins are there any torque specs for the plugs? I've just been tightening em until the ratchet stops and then giving it a 1/16 turn to tighten
It's a little harder to approximate than I'd like since the well threads are all gunked up, acetone only goes so far
13ftlb
finally, phenmetrazine analogues are hitting market
Unfortunately I don't know if conversion to a salt is actually going to help, if you're consuming it orally. Stomach acid is pH ~2, which will ddrive phenibut to have the amine protonated but the carboxylate group neutral (entirely defeating the purpose of making it a salt)
It wouldn't hurt anything to try though. Perhaps a better option is plugging the sodium salt.
Perhaps O-ethyl N-acetyl phenibut (mask the 2 polar groups) would be a "winner".
luminosity is fucking shit
finally, phenmetrazine analogues are hitting market
I've read about it before and it piqued my interest. I fucking love a good stimulant, hopefully my brain hasn't become so fucked up that they don't function properly anymore. Some people legitimately do not react (as they should). Wonder how this would combine with an MAOI. Dexamph is used in low doses, up to 30mg even, although of course you have to be very careful and start off low. Wiki says there'n no significant effect on serotonin, which is the main thing you need to worry about. The less effect on norepinephrine the better, unless you need a safe boost. MAOIs actually tend to decrease norepinephrine eventually and cause hypotension, which stimulants can help alleviate.
I'd love to experiment with a low dose 2-FMA + Parnate combo. Serotonin is a concern. Reading about desoxyn (meth) used with MAOIs right now. Of course I'd have the necessary medications to treat an adverse reaction on hand. This is making me consider whether Nardil + a stimulant would have been an even better choice. I'll wait 3 months max while increasing the dose at intervals, then order Nardil powder from my vendor if it doesn't work out.
Also Nurse practioners who introduce themself as Dr.**** should be taken out shot in the knee caps coated in honey and left in a fire ant nest.
They are fucking retards who could never manage to actually be a real licensed medical doctor- not that I think doctors are so special, but.. they are the lowest of the low. I think when I mentioned my self medicating with propranolol she blew a fuse. I could have made her head explode had I mentioned tianeptine lol
I think that the anti-anxiety effect I experienced is comparable to 750-1000mg of phenibut. This herbal anxiolytic has comparable strength to pharma-grade drugs, which is impressive, and a little scary at the same time. The googling I did seems to suggest that this drug is not a direct GABA agonist, but that it activates the enzyme which produces GABA from glutamate. There has to be some tolerance potential, but I haven't found any negative reports or horror stories online, mostly just praise.
I just throw away the crap they presribe anyway
Just noticed on my bottle of xanax the pharmacy wrote " 2 NDC's" on it in ink pen, wonder what that means
when I mentioned my self medicating with propranolol she blew a fuse.
I just throw away the crap they presribe anyway
What are some pills black people like? Tear off the label, print a fake one, leave them somewhere good. Or just leave them in a baggy and write (insert drug slang/initial/abbreviation here) on it, maybe crush them up first.
I'm tempted to test whether I'm immune to etizolam withdrawal. I bet I could take 10mg, take a trip to San Francisco, and be just fine.Just noticed on my bottle of xanax the pharmacy wrote " 2 NDC's" on it in ink pen, wonder what that means
Uh oh, you may have been placed on a suspected drug abuse list. Could have some trouble next time you meet with your psych. Check below.SpoilerJust kidding: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/National_Drug_Codewhen I mentioned my self medicating with propranolol she blew a fuse.
You buy it black market?
currently, I take it from my dad. I onlt have enough to take once a day which leaves me the other half of the day with extremely high heart rate. Im planning on getting some from somewhere online unless my doctor will start prescribing it for me. (*wink wink nudge nudge* if you happen to know a relaible place the sells it...). I dont want to switch to another beta blocker because Ive read reviews of them and while it might be nice to onoy have to take 1 daily.. I worry it wont work out for me as well as propranolol has. I have no side effects and can think clearly on it which is important to me- some reviewa for a related bata blocker (cant remember the name of it ended in -olol) had a bunch of people saying it made them foggy and depressed.. Im of the thought that if it aint broke why fix it.I just throw away the crap they presribe anyway
What are some pills black people like? Tear off the label, print a fake one, leave them somewhere good. Or just leave them in a baggy and write (insert drug slang/initial/abbreviation here) on it, maybe crush them up first.
I'm tempted to test whether I'm immune to etizolam withdrawal. I bet I could take 10mg, take a trip to San Francisco, and be just fine.Just noticed on my bottle of xanax the pharmacy wrote " 2 NDC's" on it in ink pen, wonder what that means
Uh oh, you may have been placed on a suspected drug abuse list. Could have some trouble next time you meet with your psych. Check below.SpoilerJust kidding: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/National_Drug_Codewhen I mentioned my self half the daymedicating with propranolol she blew a fuse.
You buy it black market?
I sure as fuck wouldnt troll about this just because this is the kinda shit you dont troll about as a woman... bad juju and all. I honestly could careless if you believe it or not. Only reason I even mentioned it was because Bipolar spilled the beans. Hadnt really planned to post back but doctors and nurses who pretend to be doctors piss me off.
now I'm gonna get high as fuck, go pig out on this mustard potato salad I bought and watch the Pink Panther cartoon shorts
Check that, I forgot I downloaded Slither
now I'm gonna get high as fuck, go pig out on this mustard potato salad I bought and watch the Pink Panther cartoon shorts
Check that, I forgot I downloaded Slither
you need to check out mutant nazis
I'm tempted to test whether I'm immune to etizolam withdrawal. I bet I could take 10mg, take a trip to San Francisco, and be just fine.
Don't ever do this, just got charged with my first felony. :facepalm:
I am fucked up :thimbsup:
Why the fuck do I keep craving Old Fashioneds... light on the sugar, extra splash of bitters, then make it 70% bourbon and 30% club soda
I feel like the time I graduated to Marlboro Reds
Though I did have an ultrasound done of the baby the other day... not that any of you fuckers care.
hab
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0wShZqevLU
hab
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0wShZqevLU
what the hell
Making a beer run
Also, 'your first'? Got big plans for the future?
Dont think ima be able to hang much longer shits getting blurry
I'm tempted to test whether I'm immune to etizolam withdrawal. I bet I could take 10mg, take a trip to San Francisco, and be just fine.
Don't ever do this, just got charged with my first felony. :facepalm:
On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake.can confirm <3
Dude, what happened? Please tell the story.I'm tempted to test whether I'm immune to etizolam withdrawal. I bet I could take 10mg, take a trip to San Francisco, and be just fine.
Don't ever do this, just got charged with my first felony. :facepalm:
lol is your sister hot malice
pics requested
malice is your sister hot bro????
It's true, I still do. I have a theory that these urges may arise naturally in people that are isolated and remain virgins for an unnatural amount because it signals that you may be in a situation where incest is necessary to continue the survival of your species/genes. I imagine it arising naturally in a situation where a family group has become isolated, perhaps due to migration followed by the death of all others, or simply death of others due to some event. I call it the evolutionary failure theory, distinct from the above scenario because it arises not from lack of opportunity to mate with non-family members, but simply due to being an evolutionary failure.
Haha, do tell! Felony, etizolam isn't scheduled is it? So that means you did something under the influence. I wanna hear, SF is pretty fucking lenient with being a loon in public.
Dude, what happened? Please tell the story.
Also, 'your first'? Got big plans for the future?
No, not really. I'm not in the mood for creating a good story.
I am not going to make the same mistake again. I watched my world crumble since I was forced into that clinic by my husband.
Maybe it will.. maybe it will be a godsend.
No, not really. I'm not in the mood for creating a good story
Go fuck your dog you shiteating mexican. He cant confirm shit since I dont talk to him anymore.On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake.can confirm <3
Go fuck your dog you shiteating mexican. He cant confirm shit since I dont talk to him anymore.On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake.can confirm <3
Trust me if I had a friend IRL or on the phone Id avoid this pit of negativity like the plague. This is just mildy better than no one at all.
Can we all just pretend Im not pregnant from here on out? I wont mention it again.
What happened?Go fuck your dog you shiteating mexican. He cant confirm shit since I dont talk to him anymore.On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake.can confirm <3
What happened?Go fuck your dog you shiteating mexican. He cant confirm shit since I dont talk to him anymore.On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake.can confirm <3
It's the weakness that's leaving your body. Get rid of it.
Good point.It's the weakness that's leaving your body. Get rid of it.
dude, you can light farts, that means they are energy
Good point.It's the weakness that's leaving your body. Get rid of it.
dude, you can light farts, that means they are energy
Huff the farts and become a perpetuum mobile. Conservation of energy and all that. You'll be unstoppable.
What happened?Go fuck your dog you shiteating mexican. He cant confirm shit since I dont talk to him anymore.On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake.can confirm <3
You cant say anything remotely negative without him becoming "worried" or unable to move on from a bad time.. he dwells on it.
My husband has gotten mad at me a few times, most notably when I was at the hospital and I called to talk to him and he went on "well have him take care of you then..." Im just tired of hearing it and if I refrain from contacting him it wont happen. My husband has been talking to him though...
Ive been particularly mean to him just so he will stop wanting to try and talk to me tbh. Hes a good friend and I did enjoy talking to him, but if he doesnt want my husband's friendship... then thats all. My relationship is more important that having him as a friend.
He.texted a bunch of shit last night (inall fairness I recently found out a relative close to him was dying too so..) about he tension with the way the new situation with our friendship... I dont know what to say other than take it or leave it. Ive changed ny number once because of this shit before I realized my husband wanted to continue a friendship with him... Im at the point now Im gonna have to change it again... what.pissed me off the most is he bitched through text at 4am he needed to talk- called around noon and got a text back "he needs space"... I dont even want to talk..
Fucking Gollum... :facepalm:
These niggers acting like they're all involved in the situation, like they give a fuck. It's like walking into a room and just yelling random shit into the discussion. You guys don't need to worry about this situation. It's not your problem. <3
These niggers acting like they're all involved in the situation, like they give a fuck. It's like walking into a room and just yelling random shit into the discussion. You guys don't need to worry about this situation. It's not your problem. <3No, it's yours. HAHAHAHAHA.... and that of your child. :'(
Then Hydro could get on MTV's My Strange Addiction for tianeptine, and from there parlay that into a spinoff like Teen Mom meets Honey Boo Boo
Then Hydro could get on MTV's My Strange Addiction for tianeptine, and from there parlay that into a spinoff like Teen Mom meets Honey Boo Boo
she's gonna need a management time and I think we should be it
I am not refering to depression with my world crumbling... it literally did. Nothing ever went right.. everything failed after that.
Maybe I just dont want to be alone when I am old (if I unfortunetly make it that far). Where would my grandmother be right now if she hadnt had and kept her son? She had him in the 60's out of wedlock in the deepsouth and was pretty much considered a whore by the tiny town she lived in. For all theor dumbshit he worships the ground she walks on and waits on her beck and call.. he lives to make her life happy.
Fear of having no one sounds more appropriate than anything else....
These niggers acting like they're all involved in the situation, like they give a fuck. It's like walking into a room and just yelling random shit into the discussion. You guys don't need to worry about this situation. It's not your problem. <3
You hydro you know you can demand child support from Gollum and have his ass locked up fornot paying. Also you won man. TANIF, food stamps, medicaid, earned income tax credit the elist goes on yo
If I had a vag I'd gladly have a bastard child, it's like wining the lottery
Fuck, one of my regrets is not ever trying to study finance... I'd make such a good predatory lender
Man, I really gotta try 2C-D sometime soon
You know if you dont cut this shit out this isnt going end well for you. Youve burnt any bridge with us you had. You wanna say shit on a public forum- fine. Deal with the consequenses. You sit there and text 11 fucking messages how your not happy with shit.. the people YOU want to talk to are there and ready...but you dont have the time.
Dont worry I wont be posting anymore... I also will contain my anger at you and not post your PI like I initially thought about... Im not that low. I still intend to repay you for the ecig. Im not like my husband- I dont need or want your charity.
Laughable you want space yet reply to my post on here. Go fuck yourself. Im not being mean just not to talk to you anymore- Im being hateful because I fuckig hate you and have no fucking symapthy or care for you as a friend at all. I have enough stress in my life youll never beable to grasp and obviously dont care to. You make everything impossible. Thanks for ruining the one place I could communicate with other people, now Ill be more isolated than malice.
Made me feel like ordering 5g of 4-HO-MET.
If I had a vag I'd gladly have a bastard child, it's like wining the lottery
Been wanting to order 4 aco dmt and methylone (even though last time m1 disappointed me sohard) and have a John day. I can't decide if I'll regret it or not so I've been stallin.
My husband and father both killed my kitten accidently.. its not just that but everything turns to shit... no one but me cares. I am going to end this waste of life because no matter what I do I will amoumt to nothing... the simple pleasure of a kitten isnt even possible.I'm sorry for your loss. That sounds horrible.
What's up with your username?Power abuse by equanimity.
lol, that's around 5-600$ and you don't even know if you'll like it
'postinFuck off Lanny.
Been wanting to order 4 aco dmt and methylone (even though last time m1 disappointed me sohard) and have a John day. I can't decide if I'll regret it or not so I've been stallin.
lol, that's around 5-600$ and you don't even know if you'll like it
$250 from a reputable source. 8)
I'd split it with someone, but most people here are either untrustworthy, irresponsible, or have psychopathic traits and would screw me over due to dislike, for the lulz, or because they care more about keeping their money than any concept of honor.
I've never been close to having an issue with money. I have substantial reserves to sell in an emergency, and would do so to uphold my end of a deal. If I tell someone I'm going to pay them, it's guaranteed they're going to be paid every penny on time. I wouldn't expect anyone to trust me and hate dealing with people, so I'll see what I'll due with the excess, or all of it if I can't find a way to make it enjoyable.
pretty sure no quality tryptamine synth sells for less than 100/g but I'd love to be surprised on that count
also, I hate that fucking reddit
pretty sure no quality tryptamine synth sells for less than 100/g but I'd love to be surprised on that count
also, I hate that fucking reddit
Do you mean after taking into account bulk pricing and buying close to the source?
Why? The safety argument seems like a load of bullshit, not posting sources for the protection of vendors. If they aren't selling anything illegal, what exactly are they being protected from?
That has NEVER stopped law enforcement. Or were you asleep for Web Tryp and Web Tryp 2? Or the recent raids domestically? These ARE illegal drugs it's just a funny cat and mouse game pretending they aren't.
You don't go around slobbering on reddit about your AWESOME new dealer you just found in XXX city who hangs out at YYY and looks like ZZZ. There's a reason many vendors try to HIDE from the prying eyes of google.
Along with applying to the above, if it's an argument that less exposure will lead to less likelihood of governments banning them, that sounds completely unrealistic. These websites aren't hard to find, if the average person who manages can find them does so, how likely is it that a government employee, significantly more intelligent than the average person and tasked, trained, and payed to do so, able to devote significant time an effort, is going to be unable to?
It's more like the more people who know about it, the bigger the giant red target painted on the vendor is.
A more reasonable argument would be erecting barriers to location to reduce the chance that an idiot is going to get their hands on it, do something stupid or kill themselves, then their dumbass parents who don't want to accept that their son is simply a fucking retard will bitch up a storm, some low quality news source will take on the sensationalist story, a politician makes it their temporary cause etc.
What the fuck are you talking about, erecting barriers? That 2nd bit is proving my point, thank you.
I don't really buy that, though. There's nothing stopping a vendor from advertising in the open, making it easy for those kinds of people to find it. You can usually find any RC just by googling "buy x" and one of those sources will probably be legitimate, although the price may be a ripoff. But further, I'd say that there's strong self-selection for intelligence for even being aware of most of these RC's, knowing what they do, why you want them, wanting them enough to put in the effort to find a reputable website, most people knowing they may get ripped off, and pay for it. The average idiot doesn't read the kind of websites where you learn and become aware of RC's like these, and even if they did come across a discussion they'd probably TL;DR and go back to Facebook or their eyes would quickly gloss over because they'd barely be able to grasp any of it.
Most of them don't, though. I'm not sure how aware you are of this but probably about 70% of those buy-xxx search results are scams, 10% are UK vendors no one cares about anyway, and another 10% are shady looking bulk sources. Maybe 10% gets you a result if you google the right thing. To that end, the average idiot loves himself some reddit. What that is, is another, much more public, legalhighguides. And we all saw what that resulted in.
Overall I doubt this is going to have any significant negative effect at all. There's also the positive effect of making reputation and knowledge of prices more available, leading to a benefit for the consumer. The word of mouth and invite only system is retarded, it's as if we're still living in the feudal ages. The feds probably laugh at the people who think they're doing anything to stop them.
The word of mouth system is what has always worked in the past. The feds don't care until things get high-profile which publicizing them does. Web Tryp 1 was because of a bunch of deaths and some RCs going too mainstream. Then there was nothing - for YEARS - until public forums like legalhighguides popped up. How long did SR 1 live until that stupid Wired article? You can argue that these were coincidences if you like. They really aren't
I'm pretty sure you only support publicizing these things because you're unable to make any friends to actually be able to ask for a connection, like it has always been for everyone else
Ultimately, if these vendors can't find a better way to deal with the legality and avoid prosecution than by inconspicuousness reliant on people not publicly sharing sources they deserve to get caught. They know the risk they're taking. I really doubt r/RCSources is going to have any significant effect, it only has 575 subscribers, even counting the non-subscription views, stupid message boards are probably responsible for so much more of the share of the negative effects. I'm perfectly willing to increase their risk for my benefit.
Ultimately, if these vendors can't find a better way to deal with the legality and avoid prosecution than by inconspicuousness reliant on people not publicly sharing sources they deserve to get caught. They know the risk they're taking. I really doubt r/RCSources is going to have any significant effect, it only has 575 subscribers, even counting the non-subscription views, stupid message boards are probably responsible for so much more of the share of the negative effects. I'm perfectly willing to increase their risk for my benefit.
This is the single worst thing I've read in a while. You are aware that your own selfishness works to ruin things for everyone else, right? Or did that get lost in the fog of aspergers
how likely is it that a government employee, significantly more intelligent than the average person...
the gollum hydro thing is pretty funny if its true but itsso lame im convinced its notIt's actually not true lol. I can't believe anybody fell for it, it was all one big elaborate troll we thought of while we were drunk.
you both Suck.
how likely is it that a government employee, significantly more intelligent than the average person...
This made me laugh so fucking hard. I'm sorry to inform you, but most government employees are fucking retarded.
the gollum hydro thing is pretty funny if its true but itsso lame im convinced its notIt's actually not true lol. I can't believe anybody fell for it, it was all one big elaborate troll we thought of while we were drunk.
you both Suck.
I was trolling dude. I did go diving in her swimmy hole and she is pregnant. The timing and circumstances make it likely to have been me. I mean you guys wouldn't believe it anyway even if we had a porno made with our usernames written in sharpie on us so, believe what you want. You know, I trolled on here about being gay so much she had to ask? Lolol. Fuck you should see her dildo collection she has an entire cabinet for them and they're all organized by size. I hope she doesn't see this post, she told me not to tell anyone.how likely is it that a government employee, significantly more intelligent than the average person...
This made me laugh so fucking hard. I'm sorry to inform you, but most government employees are fucking retarded.
I know, and I knew someone would probably misunderstand this. I meant in that field. To give you a comparison, the average IQ for a university graduate (4 year degree) is 115. The average IQ for the average White is 100, 1 standard deviation below that. That's bad, really really bad. So even though someone in that position is going to be significantly more intelligent than average, it's a pretty low bar to beat.the gollum hydro thing is pretty funny if its true but itsso lame im convinced its notIt's actually not true lol. I can't believe anybody fell for it, it was all one big elaborate troll we thought of while we were drunk.
you both Suck.
I never believed it. She is pregnant though, right?
Bill Cosby happened. Yes, yes he did.
the gollum hydro thing is pretty funny if its true but itsso lame im convinced its notIt's actually not true lol. I can't believe anybody fell for it, it was all one big elaborate troll we thought of while we were drunk.
you both Suck.
the gollum hydro thing is pretty funny if its true but itsso lame im convinced its notIt's actually not true lol. I can't believe anybody fell for it, it was all one big elaborate troll we thought of while we were drunk.
you both Suck.
Called it, I didn't believe that shit for a second
I didnt even want to bother mentioning it.. and only confirmed it for his troll ass. Guess thats how you get called a liar when all youve ever been in life is an honest person- maybe stupid, but always honest.
Dont bother texting, nigger- number is changed again. Dont contact me especially after being called a liar by a good friend. Dont even bother with snailmail... he dont want to ever talk to you again after you brought this shit up and make me look like the fuckhead you always are.
due to circumstances I don't care to explain to any of you, there is a high possibility that it's my child
hydromorphone you suck
I knew all trolls that have been...
... I know all trolls that will ever be
Alright since she actually got mad over me trolling I'm gonna address it all with you fucks and then never expect a word of it again. I thought she was trolling back till I called to find out her number was in fact disconnected... This was never a troll. Everything she has said was truth. I made up a bunch of shit because well, I'm gollum and that's what I do. She had to ask to make sure I actually wasn't gay when I was down there lol. But the one thing I didn't troll about was this situation. It's true as much as you people don't want to believe it. I know it sounds ridiculous but it's the truth.
I hitchhiked there, I actually hitchhiked there. We actually hung out and I stayed with her for 3 weeks. She took my virginity. Now she's pregnant, she's really really pregnant and due to circumstances I don't care to explain to any of you, there is a high possibility that it's my child. This is all 100% true. I'm not sure she owns a single dildo and there's definitely no "Tyrone", I never saw one while I was down there.
Whether or not any of you choose to believe this or not is up to you but if you want, head on into tinychat and I will confirm it all with a straight face. If you happen to see fubi in there you can ask him how distraught I was on camera when I had first found out about this and was getting ready to call her that morning after. Go ask anybody in there about it because they've all seen my face during this entire ordeal. I'm not joking, I'm not kidding, you've all said your piece on the baby and this situation and blah blah blah.
i want to have babies with hydro now
There isn't a chinese takeout place worth a shit anywhere around here >:(
Fuck this authentic chink nonsense I want a plate of orange chicken dammit and I sure as shit don't want to drive to a Panda Express
being in bed with a girl didn't really feels any feels since my only other point of comparison was high dose DXM and sucking an emo girls tits. i miss these people though.
Cocaine & bitches tonight. I've invited my boss around to slam my gf's mate. This is going to be an orgy.
I wonder if you can get a baby high by blowing weed smoke in a girl's snatchNo...
Cocaine & bitches tonight. I've invited my boss around to slam my gf's mate. This is going to be an orgy.
Take a whole two liter, pour a whole pint in it
Man, I'm in the club 'sleep cause that lean got me trippin
Plus I smoked a ounce, nigga?
Plus I'm on the mollies, nigga?
Clear crystals keep me up
That lean bring me down, nigga
(http://imjoe.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/07/chav-scum.jpg)
LSZ sounds fake and Haddad jewish
My fat girlfriend came over for the first time in a 3 months and I busted the biggest load on her tits while on dxm and buspar because buspar is like fuckin viagracialis for me eveythings goin great, piracetam made visuals like in a sigma plateaulatticevectorfractal
So my bud dealer gave me two free 'mollies' that he explained didn't have a strong dopaminergenic (dgaf) effect but only a strong serotonin rush. Hab, any ideas on what kinda bath salts I got? I'm gonna snort a little and check then probably do it all anyway but I'm also too lazy to look shit up.
I'm gonna be post 1.5k and nobody can stop me.
Hey fuck you, pal.I'm gonna be post 1.5k and nobody can stop me.
I thought only 1337 cared about that dumb shit
let's just merge every thread in every forum. I bet there'll be like 20 post contiguous blocks of just sploo posts
Yesterday I was one minute behind, today, I'm three steps ahead. 8)
http://www.intosanctuary.com/index.php?topic=3479.0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01ja-hEqvIs
lsz would be all right if it didn't last so fucking long. I doubt it will synthed again in the near future since so much product is lost in isolating the S,S isomer it isn't really worth doing
You're not the best poster. Think about that for a minute.
Me and Sploo are like the most active shit-posters. I think the community hates us.
QuoteMe and Sploo are like the most active shit-posters. I think the community hates us.
FTFY
actually im the most active shit poster, not that im proud of it or anything, just ask risir, bill the cat, and crazy mike
actually im the most active shit poster, not that im proud of it or anything, just ask risir, bill the cat, and crazy mike
actually im the most active shit poster, not that im proud of it or anything, just ask risir, bill the cat, and crazy mike
ask me what?
can't jew weeed mista? can't jeeeww weeeed?!
can't jew weeed mista? can't jeeeww weeeed?!
never said there was artard
never said there was artard
"spaz", what is this, the 90s?
"spaz", what is this, the 90s?
I carefully chose that word, as it perfectly describes kroz
Lanny is that guy you had to be really mean to in highschool because his aspergers had him convinced that he was friends with you.you sound absolutely pleasant bro
Lanny is Gail the snail.
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Fuck. The. Mods.
I'm disappointed that no one speculated on my possible suicide.
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a matrice?
holy shit
Also, sploo, one day you will no longer be the smartest human alive. Also, think about the implications of this for human advancement: http://nautil.us/issue/18/genius/super_intelligent-humans-are-coming
Ha-ha-fucking-HA! Fuck the common culture of the left! Just like with Tray Tray even reddit, filled with liberal college brats, eventually turned against him once the evidence became overwhelming
Ha-ha-fucking-HA! Fuck the common culture of the left! Just like with Tray Tray even reddit, filled with liberal college brats, eventually turned against him once the evidence became overwhelming.
I like you now, even though I still think transhumanism is bullshit
The Strōma procedure is a simple, outpatient procedure that uses a gentle, low-energy laser to change the color of the patient’s eyes from brown to blue.
After the procedure, however, many patients will have a so-called “limbal ring,” which is a ring of dark pigment around the outer perimeter of a light iris. This can be very attractive. Consider the green eyes of Sharbat Gula, the Afghan woman featured on the cover of the June 1985 issue of National Geographic Magazine. If the patient has this feature, there is nothing we can or would do to remove it. If a patient does not have this feature, our procedure might be able to leave some pigment around the iris perimeter to create the appearance of a natural limbal ring.
(http://www.stromamedical.com/000_vig_user_files/site_uploaded/25158/afghan_girl.jpg)
Sploo, think of something crazy for me to do in San Francisco or UC Berkeley. Something creative, original, and extreme, something that most people would be unwilling to do. Halloween and the Christmas period would be the main targets. Chaos, mayhem.
Why has this been moved to HB?
Why has this been moved to HB?
because the staff here are faggots and do what they want instead of what the community wants.
Sort of like a restaurant that makes all the owners favorite dishes while customers slowly stop going there because the food sucks.
Why has this been moved to HB?
because the staff here are faggots and do what they want instead of what the community wants.
Sort of like a restaurant that makes all the owners favorite dishes while customers slowly stop going there because the food sucks.
BRB, posting in staff hate thread.
God damn your schizophrenia!
malice, would you want to develop my psychometrics project with me. nobody else has these interests,
http://www.bit-tech.net/news/hardware/2014/10/02/dexmo-f2/1
Imagine an entire exoskeleton with that feature, strapped in an omni treadmill or something even better that's developed, and particularly this within the exoskeleton: A rapidly expandable and inflatable structure that could quickly change shape to any object and arranged itself based on your highly accurately tracked motions. The top layer would be specialized for the ability to replicate textures, possibly to the point where it could even spike outward enough, or use a deployment mechanism to reproduce fur, hair, or other objects, while the underlying would have the ability to harden to the point where it could even feel like a wall, along with the help of the exoskeleton. Then with ultra high resolution 3D scanning (you could do this with models/porn stars), ultra-high-fidelity quality 3D audio, and high quality voice production like Hatsune Miku or recordings from real people, maybe a much more advanced chatbot like program that realistically replicate human conversation, or just for certain scenarios (sex), and additional attachments like a high quality fleshlight sex machine that could be integrated for movement (riding). You could even add a temperature feature for greater realism, and wind system, eventually even scent if the ability to recreate most accurately becomes available. Sex would become obsolete.
Real life will soon be obsolete, and I am thankful for that. This world can go to hell, I hope to one day live inside virtual reality all my life. Imagine a portable device with an ultra high definition 3D camera which then processed the image within an acceptable timeframe (very low .x at a minimum). You could change the way the entire world look, while still being able to safely travel in it. Even if you had to go outside, everything could be beautiful. Same for the audio, you could block out things you didn't want to hear, like traffic, or people insulting you, and replace it with something better, even change people's voices while still receiving the same information.
Fuck you outside world!
The same thing that's keeping someone from doing that now. You could had made the exact same arguments against ipods 10 years ago
I realize all the VR posts are supposed to be a joke an all but I gotta admit reading them has got me pretty hyped up for interactive entertainment in the next 20 years. I just hope it doesn't get stalled in prototypes that never go anywhere because no one wants to gamble on any of it. I mean people have been talking about this kind of thing for a while now.
I mean people have been talking about this kind of thing for a while now.
10 years ago today I signed up for Totse.Happy T day, reject. :psych:
This place is so shit, but this fact had to be documented.
Kinda sad I remember my &T registration date like a birthday. Nobody buys me presents, so I bought myself some weed, dihydrocodeine and the finest LSD :cool:
10 years ago today I signed up for Totse.Happy T day, reject. :psych:
This place is so shit, but this fact had to be documented.
Kinda sad I remember my &T registration date like a birthday. Nobody buys me presents, so I bought myself some weed, dihydrocodeine and the finest LSD :cool:
I don't
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PoC, Blah, how's it going? I went in tc the other day but it was only like mash in there so I left.
yeah you don't take mdma with dxm
Sources have confirmed to CNN the information provided to The Times and Post-Dispatch is part of the testimony being considered: that Brown's blood was found on Wilson's uniform and inside his police car and that one of the wounds Brown suffered was a close-range gunshot to his hand after attacking Wilson.
On Monday, St. Louis County's former police chief, Tim Fitch, told local radio station KMOX that it is "probably very unlikely" that the grand jury will indict Wilson and the leaks are a calculated effort "to start getting some of the facts out there to kind of let people down slowly."
A former federal law enforcement official said something similar.
"It could be really for, in part, a beneficial purpose, to start leading those community leaders and those leading the protests to believe that there won't be an indictment," said Ron Hosko, former assistant director of the FBI Criminal Division.
Also really cool to use binoculars on the birds for a super close up
ask me anything!
look at the thread. becuz i know EVERYTHING
ask me anything!
almost 2000 pages, jesus. How did you find this guy?
"Smoke some peganum harmala (MAOI effect) seeds whilst on mushrooms and this will lift the veil on a series of very cool hallucinations which lasts around 15 minutes... This combination is called 'vegetable television' because it's approximately this engaging... it's great for beginners."
However, it was a lot of fun to understand exactly what Terence McKenna meant when he described this state: it is as if one is channel-surfing through hallucinations. This is a very novel concept for those of us who do not watch television regularly at all, let me tell you! I felt as though I was floating by different samples of the visual qualities that the combination of 4-HO-MET and smoked Syrian rue seeds: if I found one interesting, I could easily focus on it and watch it build in complexity into a geometric and colorful wonder. If I found another vision somewhat less interesting (I shy away from using the term “boring” with any psychedelic, because that is just not the case), it was just as simple to float on to the next one.
All throughout this state, which lasted for about two hours, I was very relaxed. One very intriguing effect I noticed was that this combination (again: metocin and Syrian rue, smoked) has the ability to manifest the properties of drugs temporarily. For instance, when I would focus on how sedate and relaxed I felt, I felt as though I had taken benzodiazepines or opiates for about 5-10 minutes. If I noticed the metocin coming back in a stronger wave under the influence of Syrian rue seeds, I would feel stimulated and rarin'-to-go with pure psychedelic energy. It occurred to me that pharmaceuticals and especially street drugs are just worthless. Pretty simple, right? Well, it wasn't always like that for me. I really believe that this trip showed me that the sacred mushroom, and its chemical brother, metocin, can feel like any drug around, while being safer, non-addictive, and much more temporary, producing no feeling of craving.
he book excerpt:
"Terence's pivotal existential crisis came abruptly. Sometime in '88 or '89. Everything that happened after that event was fallout. I don't know exactly when it happened and I don't know exactly what happened. I am piecing it together from what Kat has told me and she has volunteered few details and I am reluctant to probe. It happened when they were living for a time on the Big Island and it was a mushroom trip they shared that was absolutely terrifying for Terence. It was terrifying because, for some reason, the mushroom turned on him. The gentle, wise, humorous mushroom spirit that he had come to know and trust as an ally and teacher ripped back the facade to reveal an abyss of utter existential despair. Terence kept saying, so Kat told me, that it was, "a lack of all meaning, a lack of all meaning." And this induced panic in Terence and probably, I speculate, a feeling that he was going mad. He couldn't deal with it. Kat's efforts to reassure him were fruitless. After that experience, he never again took mushrooms and he took other psychedelics such as DMT and Ayahuasca only on rare occasions and with great reluctance."
I know what he means..
Mckenna found the same place I did I have this wierd sense that I did a "Mckenna Catch up" and got to where he was at in terms of understanding...
I found the same place, the lack of all meaning. Its this despairing area that leaves you hopeless, because when you push past it all, this is all just here because its here, and we never leave the confinements of whatever we encounter in the life and death game.
Maybe thats why so many people seek power and control when they are a human being, they have the sense in the back of their minds that reality ultimately takes control...
Watching this right now. Seems pretty cool:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ia2b54srRZM
(like a thumbprint of LSD)
Jesus the nature around here is boring as fuck, and it gets even worse the farther south you go. Fucking arid adapted plants and wildlife.
I wish there was a good place close by to trip at. I know about Yosemite, I wonder if there's a good private bus company with a route to there. Check it out one day to familiarize yourself and become comfortable with the are
Malice, what do you know about women? I need advice.
malice, analyze/study psychometrics with me. or at least be a data point. do it so you wont be useless fgt, this kind of data is precious
(like a thumbprint of LSD)
you would never see life as you know it ever again, that's a mindbuster.
Malice, what do you know about women? I need advice.
Dude, I've never so much as held hands, nor have I had the desire to. Why would you ask me?
BPAP (along with another similar compound PPAP) is classified as a catecholaminergic and serotonergic activity enhancer. This means that it stimulates the impulse propagation mediated transmitter release of the neurotransmitters dopamine, norepinephrine and serotonin in the brain. However, unlike stimulant drugs like amphetamine, which release a flood of these neurotransmitters in an uncontrolled manner, BPAP instead only increases the amount of neurotransmitter that gets released when a neuron is stimulated by receiving an impulse from a neighbouring neuron. So while both amphetamine and BPAP increase the amount of neurotransmitters that get released, amphetamine causes neurons to dump neurotransmitter stores into the synapse regardless of external input, while with BPAP the pattern of neurotransmitter release is not changed, but when the neuron would normally release neurotransmitter, a larger amount than normal is released.
Got a half ounce of weed, bottle of Woodford Reserve, 6 pack of Flying Dog Gonzo Imperial Porter 9.2% and a 12 pack of Great Lakes Brewery variety to hold me over at this Halloween party I'm going to
My retard friend was like "alcohol technically wakes you up because it breaks down into sugar"
Sploo, have you ever tried weight lifting? The increase in cognition afterward is very noticeable. You get massive increases in blood pressure and blood flow to the brain, particularly with a belt during heavy deadlifts and squats.
The last time you asked I said it depended on what you had in mind. You never responded.
If you haven't already figured it out, focus on the HBD (human biodiversity) community, that's where the good info comes up. It's the non-superficial differences that really matter, and that's what most of the focus is on. You can find very interesting information if you do digging, because you're harvesting the fruits of people who have done much digging themselves in places where few look, on very taboo subjects. People who are genuinely very intelligent and knowledgeable. Read "The 10,000 Year Explosion".
I'm currently dealing with the recurrent desire to completely give up on life and worrying about possibly developing some form of schizophrenia. Damned if you don't, less damned if you do. Humans weren't meant to be alone and driving yourself to the level of alienation and isolation that I have is one of the worst things you could realistic do to yourself. I genuinely don't want to have relationships, I want to be able to be happy alone, but I also acknowledge biological reality and limitations. Having a natural makeup that makes you horribly suited for social interaction and relationships, a genuine natural hatred and repulsion towards humanity, easy to maintain isolation for periods of time that then make it very difficult to reintegrate, yet still suffering the effects of it. It's akin to being allergic to water, I've thought. Could you really connect with others if you viewed them essentially as a nutritional supplement? Interchangeable and illusory?
What I had in mind was mostly aptitude/IQ type questions, perhaps some other instruments come up as i think of them.
Send me some Parnate Malice
Piles of Crack
07-15-2014, 11:24 AM
Open a vein Malice
The reduction was statistically significant, and shows an important role for glutamate in anhedonia, however clinically going from a score on SHAPS from 36 to 30 is still... well... clinically significantly anhedonic.
For comparison, in this group, after 14 days the Ketamine group had a reduction in MADRS score from averaging about 38 to about 34. Compare this to (Guelfi, J. D., N. Strub, and H. Loft. "Efficacy of intravenous citalopram compared with oral citalopram for severe depression: safety and efficacy data from a double-blind, double-dummy trial." Journal of affective disorders 58.3 (2000): 201-209.) IV or tablet citalopram reduces MADRS scores from about 38 to about 17. This is a bit of apples-to-oranges, as the ketamine study was looking at bipolar patients with treatment resistant depression, and the citalopram study was not. But I am using this to show what a RESPONSE in depression looks like
Really? That's such old news.
My opinion: It's weak sauce. The only real benefit is the lack of drug interactions, negative health effects, withdrawal and addiction. The people who think it has amazing effects are likely people that have never used stimulants/are pussies afraid of hard drugs, are experiencing a strong placebo effect, or are rare super-responders. If you want something noticeable, buy 2-fma. But if you're worried about modafinil you're probably too much of a wuss for a methamphetamine analog: http://www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/
just popped anothoerh 3mg lorazepam
I have no idea I don't talk to him or PWP anymore.
I have no idea I don't talk to him or PWP anymore.
Its cause you have burgers. You try to make friends with errbody and you end up with no friends.
You shpread yourself too thin.
You need to be told this and I'm gonna tell you, ok?
It's okay to just be yourself.
Attempting to roll a 7 gram blunt
Really? That's such old news.
Yeah, I'm behind the times, sue me.QuoteMy opinion: It's weak sauce. The only real benefit is the lack of drug interactions, negative health effects, withdrawal and addiction. The people who think it has amazing effects are likely people that have never used stimulants/are pussies afraid of hard drugs, are experiencing a strong placebo effect, or are rare super-responders. If you want something noticeable, buy 2-fma. But if you're worried about modafinil you're probably too much of a wuss for a methamphetamine analog: http://www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/
Nah, I've done stimulants recreationally, it was actually the non addictiveness and lack of negative effects that psyched me out. But yeah, I'd buy that people who rave over it are blowing it out of proportion. I'm kinda shopping around for a, uhh, I don't want to say cognitive enhancer but like a get shit done drug. Probably was the dosage but my experiences with meth were definitely not that. Adderall's not bad but I'm a noob with no good online sources and trying to drum some up on a campus is a total crapshoot.
Loneliness does seem etched in your face in the pictures I've seen. IIRC your job has you regularly moving, makes it difficult to establish fulfilling, deep lasting relationships.
Oh, sploo, I really need to know this: What psychedelics have you tried, other than DXM?
What happened?Oh, sploo, I really need to know this: What psychedelics have you tried, other than DXM?
Sploo was in a psyche ward last night.
Oh, sploo, I really need to know this: What psychedelics have you tried, other than DXM?
Sploo was in a psyche ward last night.
We know nearly nothing about the dynamics of naturally occurring DMT. There is no tolerance to exogenous DMT administration: we gave a big dose every half-hour, 4 times in a morning, and people's 4th trip was as intense as their first. The lungs appear to be making DMT 24/7. We could make the most of our own natural DMT by making the most of our lives as we live them. For example, following the Golden Rule.
Imma get me some hard tomorrow. Maybe some soft too. Never did a speedball before so tomorrow will be the day.
May be planning to order around 1500 mics LSD, and a gram of DMT and mescaline; enough to get a good feel for each of them
Heroin and meth, jesus that would be insane.Imma get me some hard tomorrow. Maybe some soft too. Never did a speedball before so tomorrow will be the day.
Far as actually being in the same shot, only speedball I did was Roxi's with coke back when I was in south FL and pill were still the main thing. I'm surprised I still haven't done a shot of heroin and meth, but somehow I always end up either having only one or the other and not both. Or like recently, I had opioids and amphetamines. Generic Adderall IR, so IV'able (if you don't give a fuck like me, obviously), but all I had was opes with acetaminophen: hydrocodone and codeine.
But yeah, back to that speedball I actually did do. :Feelsgoodman:
Lol I wouldn't know where to get anything but weed in Denver.
Lol I wouldn't know where to get anything but weed in Denver.
I managed to do meth, heroin, and crack whle I was there, which was literally 4 weeks maximum... I should look up how long ago exactly. Anyhow, I didn't know where to get shit either. But Google can be a far better friend than you could ever expect. Gotta love the Internet!
If you're in the right part of town, you don't even have to look when it comes to shards, at least if you look approachable for that sorta thing. Mainly downtown area. But a drugs-forum Google result was actually how I know about the "Hondo's* the river, and searching about finding it in that area is also how I learned about 16th Street Mall. It's like a strip, and like the whole thing is like an outside mall. It's basically just all 16th Street is the mall, and it's pretty long, there's even a Free MallRide ran by RTD that unlike regular buses don't cost shit, which can help because if I'm tryna get to 21st and Stout to the youth daytime shelter so I can get some coffee and breakfast, and they're only open 8AM-12PM, I can just make my way to anywhere on 16th Street at one of the stops and ride that shit to 16th and Stout, and then I just got five more lights to work in the perpendicular direction. Not used to having public transportation like that, or really the need for it even, but I've mostly always been in suburbs.
Lol I wouldn't know where to get anything but weed in Denver.
I managed to do meth, heroin, and crack whle I was there, which was literally 4 weeks maximum... I should look up how long ago exactly. Anyhow, I didn't know where to get shit either. But Google can be a far better friend than you could ever expect. Gotta love the Internet!
If you're in the right part of town, you don't even have to look when it comes to shards, at least if you look approachable for that sorta thing. Mainly downtown area. But a drugs-forum Google result was actually how I know about the "Hondo's* the river, and searching about finding it in that area is also how I learned about 16th Street Mall. It's like a strip, and like the whole thing is like an outside mall. It's basically just all 16th Street is the mall, and it's pretty long, there's even a Free MallRide ran by RTD that unlike regular buses don't cost shit, which can help because if I'm tryna get to 21st and Stout to the youth daytime shelter so I can get some coffee and breakfast, and they're only open 8AM-12PM, I can just make my way to anywhere on 16th Street at one of the stops and ride that shit to 16th and Stout, and then I just got five more lights to work in the perpendicular direction. Not used to having public transportation like that, or really the need for it even, but I've mostly always been in suburbs.
Sorry to triplepost, but if you already read one or two of the former two posts, you probably won't end up catching me just editing this first one, but I just wanted to add Suboxone. I forgot, I got half a strip given to me for free by some white dude who approached me (like the only nonblack chilling by that corner) while I was sitting at Colfax and Broadway, asking if I knew where to get shards, or especially anybody who would trade Subs for shards. I wasn't able to help him out, obviously. I was fresh downtown, first time being there. Basically just went there after I checked out the hotel for the last time and ran outta money. But I managed to pity him, despite not actually being physically addicted to opiates at all at the time unbeknownst to him into breaking me off anything if he could, and he ended up handing me an opened Suboxone packaging and saying I could have whatever was left in there, and the shit had likd 4-6mg of a strip left in it. I was so happy and grateful, that shit was awesome. Gotta love white people. Junkies looking out for junkies, man. Anyhow, that and I also got a pill or two (I forget, but I think it was actually 2, and I mean fucking 8's; the only thing that sucked is I was planning on, and still did of course, shooting them and after the aforementioned experience was totally 100% expecting a strip when they said they'd give me a Sub if I got them shards, and then of course I don't find out until they're damn handed to me that they're pills with a riiiiiiiidiculous amount, compared to pretty much any other pill, of binder/filler/other inactives to psychoactive ratio. I just need 2mg of that hugeass thing, so I gotta filter out a shitload of junk. Total - well... not total - buzzkill to get that in your hand when the whole time making phonecalls and playing the waiting game you're picturing in your head simply plopping a strip in a spoon or whatevs, adding watter, and stirring.... and then I gotta deal with multiple CC's just to liquify the shit and multiple cottons to filter, yargh, worse than methadone, but not even a full agonist like it to boot) given to me for hooking somebody up with a meth connect I had found just so they could get a $20. I had literally found the dude just by walking down the right sidewalk at the right time, and he told me he'd kick me down whenever I make him a sale, so of course that was the first person I called. Like, same as in Houston and surrounding areas (can't really speak for other parts of Texas), meth will come to YOU, totally unwarranted, haha. I ended up, to make a longass story short, trading an Obamaphone for a $20 of shards to some dude who I had met because I was walking with some other homeless guy who was gon show me his spot since the cops kicked us out where we were sleeping at like 2 in the fucking morning, and as we go to walk past this dude, he just goes, "Shards, shards," really lightly. And the whole time doesn't skip a beat, just keep walking, until I muthafuckin' jump to saying something. The whole thing was fucking funny, but basically I got meth for a phone that I got for free that the bumblefucks at the kiosk handing them out fucked up activating twice, so it wasn't even working. And man, their twentysacks be pretty ridiculous over there if you come across the right person. Happened a couple times where I straight felt like what he was giving me would've easily been at least a $40 back in TX.
(http://8tracks.imgix.net/i/001/039/730/5148.original-3961.jpg?fm=jpg&q=65&w=250&h=250&fit=crop)You don't live, dude. What you got is not a life.
(http://8tracks.imgix.net/i/001/039/730/5148.original-3961.jpg?fm=jpg&q=65&w=250&h=250&fit=crop)True dat.
You don't live, dude. What you got is not a life.
You don't live, dude. What you got is not a life.
What is there to do in this world? What brings fulfillment? Why do certain things feel "good"? Due to the evolutionary forces that shaped your current existence. There is a mismatch between the higher ideals of the mind and biological impulses. If there are not greater things than putting your penis in a woman, love, having children, and building social status, then this life is not worth living and I would like to opt out.
I recall you posting that you've been suicidal for years, so it doesn't seem you're enjoying it.
Unhappiness seems to be common in your country:
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Maybe weltschmerz is more common than one would expect in your area.
What is there to do in this world? What brings fulfillment? Why do certain things feel "good"? Due to the evolutionary forces that shaped your current existence. There is a mismatch between the higher ideals of the mind and biological impulses. If there are not greater things than putting your penis in a woman, love, having children, and building social value, then this life is not worth living and I would like to opt out.I agree. I haven't found those greater things myself. We have a lot in common.
I recall you posting that you've been suicidal for years, so it doesn't seem you're enjoying it.I'm struggling to answer that. Probably because it wasn't a question. Anyway, yea, I probably don't.
Maybe weltschmerz is more common than one would expect in your area.Why would you expect a condition that's described by a German term to be uncommon in Germany?
Moved to NIMF due to redundancy. Thread is no longer needed when we have a whole sub-forum dedicated to this threads purpose now.
The real joke is that he's not. :lapastada:Moved to NIMF due to redundancy. Thread is no longer needed when we have a whole sub-forum dedicated to this threads purpose now.
Are you... are you kidding?
By normal I mean, aware of all of these things but going thru the motions anyway.. like everyone else does. Why do you feel the need to have such a special life? Practically no one gets one. Nothin to be ashamed of. It's basically either go thru these motions and take the enjoyable moments, as few and far between as they may seem, as they come... or just complain about it for years on end getting sicker and sicker. Go ask 100 average 40 year olds who have been administered truth serum what they think of life. The smarter ones will have somewhat similar philosophies as you do, but they will keep that shit stuffed down deep like you're supposed to.
Moved to NIMF due to redundancy. Thread is no longer needed when we have a whole sub-forum dedicated to this threads purpose now.This thread is not a trash can; we are having legitimate discussion here, you fucking imbecile. I can live with HB because the conversation here can encompass topics from many forums, but what, you mad this is the best thread on the forum? How about you make the forum better rather than making this thread worse.
The problem with evolutionary algorithms is trying to parameterize a decision making model in the first place. It will never be computationally feasible to start enumerating syntactically valid programs we fundamentally need to start with a framework for intelligence that's described by a finite, preferably small, number of parameters that we can apply mutation and evaluation to. Finding a framework and parameters turns out to comparable in difficulty to trying to model intelligence analytically.Put down the thesaurus, faggot.
By normal I mean, aware of all of these things but going thru the motions anyway.. like everyone else does. Why do you feel the need to have such a special life? Practically no one gets one. Nothin to be ashamed of. It's basically either go thru these motions and take the enjoyable moments, as few and far between as they may seem, as they come... or just complain about it for years on end getting sicker and sicker. Go ask 100 average 40 year olds who have been administered truth serum what they think of life. The smarter ones will have somewhat similar philosophies as you do, but they will keep that shit stuffed down deep like you're supposed to.
1 gram DMT, 1 gram Mescaline, and 10 hits of "Berkeley Silver" 125ug LSD. I think it is a very bad idea to do this without making at least one friend and feeling the change that occurs, but I think I may do it anyway and see what comes out. I could always keep breaking my mind and hope it's rearranged in a way I like. And I think being put in a psych ward could actually be good for me depending on the environment, how much interaction I receive. Unless they force me on anti-psychotics as long as I'm there. That would be very bad, but then I would just leave and pay for private therapy, or other alternatives. That said, if you've seen my psychedelic reading list, I think I have a good idea of what I'm doing and what needs to be done, how to deal with even the worst potential trips.
This will also be potentially augmented with the MAOI I am on. It may have no effect because this is different from the short term ones used and research and anecdotes have shown that they may have no effect or possibly reduce effects slightly, depending on the medication and how long you've been on, the dose, various factors. Now, phenibut, that is an anxiolytic that will work, and possibly along with a beta-blocker like propanolol, could reduce much of the negative potential without reducing the positive effects of a trip, like benzos will.
lol, I'm watched now, holla. Arnox can't get enough of me, now he has to scrutinize my posts, too.The problem with evolutionary algorithms is trying to parameterize a decision making model in the first place. It will never be computationally feasible to start enumerating syntactically valid programs we fundamentally need to start with a framework for intelligence that's described by a finite, preferably small, number of parameters that we can apply mutation and evaluation to. Finding a framework and parameters turns out to comparable in difficulty to trying to model intelligence analytically.Put down the thesaurus, faggot.
U FUKN WOT M8? FITE ME IRL. U LITTL KUNT ILL FUKN REK U I SWER ON ME MUMlol, I'm watched now, holla. Arnox can't get enough of me, now he has to scrutinize my posts, too.The problem with evolutionary algorithms is trying to parameterize a decision making model in the first place. It will never be computationally feasible to start enumerating syntactically valid programs we fundamentally need to start with a framework for intelligence that's described by a finite, preferably small, number of parameters that we can apply mutation and evaluation to. Finding a framework and parameters turns out to comparable in difficulty to trying to model intelligence analytically.Put down the thesaurus, faggot.
fite me nigga
wtf am i writing?
arnox.. ur retarded.
I forgot to mention I started TRT finally. I'm on one 4mg androderm patch every night. Makes me horny like a teenager again, makes sense since I'm basically going through another puberty.
lol, time will tell. Asshole.I forgot to mention I started TRT finally. I'm on one 4mg androderm patch every night. Makes me horny like a teenager again, makes sense since I'm basically going through another puberty.
Can you grow a beard now?
lol, time will tell. Asshole.
lol, I did it last year. One of the nurses at the hospital told me I need to shave and I said "but it's no-shave November." She said "well it's not no-nair November. I was self conscious enough without her help. I shaved on Thanksgiving morning last year, I couldn't bring myself to show up at my in-laws' house with horrible, patchy facial hair. It annoyed me to no end, I don't like something being between my face and the pillow, and my moustache started collecting food and was going into my mouth.lol, time will tell. Asshole.
Not even hating, I'm trying to grow a beard since it's november and it's not working out at all. Shit's itchy and I look like I live in my parents' basement and live on mountain dew. It's at the point now though where I feel like I've committed to it and need to see it out.
I'm thinking of naming my next band "ill-conceived facial hair"
The problem with evolutionary algorithms is trying to parameterize a decision making model in the first place. It will never be computationally feasible to start enumerating syntactically valid programs we fundamentally need to start with a framework for intelligence that's described by a finite, preferably small, number of parameters that we can apply mutation and evaluation to. Finding a framework and parameters turns out to comparable in difficulty to trying to model intelligence analytically.
Put down the thesaurus, faggot.
You sound so fucking stupid, Malice. God damnit
I forgot to mention I started TRT finally. I'm on one 4mg androderm patch every night. Makes me horny like a teenager again, makes sense since I'm basically going through another puberty.
Not even hating, I'm trying to grow a beard since it's november and it's not working out at all.
Minoxidil. It's the active ingredient in Rogaine.
I'm 100% serious: http://jefffsbeardboard.yuku.com/topic/862/Rogaine-Experiment
I'm about 3 weeks into it. It definitely seems to be working.
http://www.ebay.com/sch/i.html?_trksid=p3902.m570.l1313&_nkw=Kirkland%20Minoxidil&_sacat=0&_from=R40&_udlo=25&_udhi
It could be a decade until it naturally fills in, or it may never happen on its own. Not everyone has the genes for it. Just look at the prevalence of facial hair among different populations and be glad you weren't born a Native American.
You're in the prime of your life and the sooner you begin, the more time you'll have to enjoy it.
I look like I live in my parents' basement and live on mountain dew.
wtf am i writing?
arnox.. ur retarded.
choppin up cheese for your tacos
and don't forget the avocado
those onions make me cry though
And that's the real story isn't it
A thug nigga marcos making tacos
a heaven sent
Oh god make ur own freestyle thread. That shit is painful to read. You're both terrible at rap, don't know shit about literary devices, and the worst part you're not even funny. I bet you can't sing for shit either.
Please, post a pic.
http://imgur.com/gallery/xVTi4
Please, post a pic.
http://imgur.com/gallery/xVTi4
Yeah, pretty muchSpoiler(http://i.imgur.com/q5y1G8v.jpg?1)
Yeah the CI admin is really fucked up. Think you know a guy.. with the nature of that site you would think the admin recruiting process would be hella stringent.The CI was an admin from SR1 that got flipped, so he was already vetted in the SR2 owner's mind. All of the other old admins were in jail, this guy ratted the new admin out and (temporarily at least) maintained his freedom. I can't remember the dude's username, although it has been posted in /r/darknetmarkets.
Don't get yourself banned bruh
Yeah, pretty muchSpoiler(http://i.imgur.com/q5y1G8v.jpg?1)
Heh the FBI took down a bunch of darknet markets today. The admin of SR2 had horrible security breaches including using his real identity and email address with his hosting company, not to mention the gubment had a CI modding the site from day 1. He's no DPR to say the least.
"European police have hinted that further shutdowns and arrests will occur. Operation Onymous, they say, will conclude within hours, and will "disrupt global activity" on the deep web."
"Almost all of the deep web's major drug marketplaces are offline, raising the possibility that the FBI has caused severe disruption to the online drug trade. Agora, Alpaca, BlueSky, C9, Hyrda, Pandora, and the Silk Road are all currently offline."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/OpenBazaar
Fortunately this should be coming out soon. http://github.com/OpenBazaar/OpenBazaar/wiki/Contracts-and-Listings
It's really brilliant if you learn about the structure, features, and possibilities. The logic behind it, similar to the type of beauty Bitcoin had.
Along with Darkcoin and Darkwallet. As much as I'd like it to, it probably won't smash the state, but anything that subverts it.
Thread does not compute... DOES NOT COMPUTE WITH RUUUULES!!!*REPORTED*
*REPORTED*
Yea, it feels bad to talk to him like he's that really fat chick who sucked your whiskey dick one day and then you meet her at another party and she's still real fat and you just fucking want her to leave but somehow you end up getting your dick sucked once again by the same fat slut.*REPORTED*
I can''t even quantify how much I hate that guy. I don't even respect him enough to berate him directly, I feel it will taint me to associate myself with such rampant ass-kissery
I am THE ass-kicker*REPORTED*
I can''t even quantify how much I hate that guy. I don't even respect him enough to berate him directly, I feel it will taint me to associate myself with such rampant ass-kissery
Yea, it feels bad to talk to him like he's that really fat chick who sucked your whiskey dick one day and then you meet her at another party and she's still real fat and you just fucking want her to leave but somehow you end up getting your dick sucked once again by the same fat slut.*REPORTED*
I can''t even quantify how much I hate that guy. I don't even respect him enough to berate him directly, I feel it will taint me to associate myself with such rampant ass-kissery
God damn, I really need to get out more and get my dick sucked.
I guess you can still burn your keys though.
Sometimes you're a real downer, Malice.
A third patient had a 14% reduction in negative symptoms at week 4 and a fourth had a 55% reduction at week 4. Negative symptom improvement was not related to depressive or extrapyramidal symptoms, which were unchanged with treatment
Write about your felony charge. It's probably funny.
Edit: Oh, did I ever mention nicotine as a nootropic to you? It's actually one of the most effective available, with insignificant negative health effects AFAIK.
Modded wrist watch, bracelet, ring. It's really sad that for the vast majority of people that have ideas like these they end up as nothing more than pipe dreams, never getting done, even if they have the ability. What the fuck is wrong with us? Well, I guess we tend to be depressed, anxious, and overall dysfunctional.
Which is another problem: The feds play dirty. Anyone who thinks they won't break the rules has a bizarre worldview. They have the money, power/authority/influence, equipment, and can afford to hire an immense amount of very intelligent people that are big enough cunts to work for them. You'd better be damn well prepared and clever, and I mean at least the base level of knowledge and understanding required to receive a PhD. I really hope, and there's a good chance, that there's a critical flaw in the type of people they tend to draw; selection bias. I could definitely see the authoritarian types and naive ones that think they're doing good tending to be very poor "outside the box" thinkers, along with not being particularly remarkable in terms of general intelligence. I mean, who the hell signs up for this sort of shit? This is the tech version of working as a cop, it's an absolute embarrassment unless you live in bible belt fundamentalist Christian type of environment.
I don't know dude, security researcher for an alphabet agency is pretty appealing. Very technically minded people probably care more about the interesting problems and getting the resources to solve them than about the politics of what they're doing. Not that I'm a particularly "out of the box" kind of person but I'm a part of this community and I worked on a DoD grant for a year because the work was interesting.
Write about your felony charge. It's probably funny.
Also, binding affinity data is not the be all end all of a drug's potential. You should know that, c'mon... there are many drugs that look great on paper but turned out to be shit. Ethylphenidate off the top of my head. To that end... phenmetrazine may look good, but if that morpholine ring splits in vivo, suddenly you have a big floppy b-ethoxy which if its anything like b-MeO will love itself some norepinephrine. Similar to the cathinones which so readily metabolized to nasty ass ephedrine metabolites.
You said you don't want to make a habit out of it again like two weeks ago.
I still haven't tried it.
It's kind of a dirty high. Don't really recommend.
Methadone sucks though. Lasts forever, but it's like a nice body high without much euphoria. Best opioid pharm I've had was fent.
It's kind of a dirty high. Don't really recommend.Opiates beat opioids.
Methadone sucks though. Lasts forever, but it's like a nice body high without much euphoria. Best opioid pharm I've had was fent.
fucking fentanyl....fifteen minutes of nodding, then its gone
I am generally all about the duration rather than the intensity, and to a certain extent, an opiate is an opiate
It's kind of a dirty high. Don't really recommend.Opiates beat opioids.
I was talking about washing the poppy seeds to get the goods out.
All about the intense euphoria tbh
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEEzbFxEbB8
The best is a fat hit of weed and some of this shit.Quotehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEEzbFxEbB8
They got some great fucking songs. What's wrong with you?
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Help me, Arnox! Put your flaming white shield of beta faggotry infront of me to save my gentle soul and curse this crazy Mike with your mighty Mormon magic spells of underwearly power. Oh Arnox great keeper of the Sanctuary, be my guardian angel and save me from getting Cosby'd.
:jerkoff:
No, I'm just an idiot.
Nah, you're pretty smart.
I live in Germany. I'm sure Cheers still runs here on some shit channel.
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Nice to meet you Roboshambo it is very mild on this side.
420 blaze it.
Glad to see the retarded thread back where it belongs.
Got some H tonight for the first time in ten days.
Feels good having no tolerance and no warrants.
No I lied. I'm not in the hospital, I don't have a job, I've never seen heroin in my life and other than this tic in my toe I'm fine. I only started on this toe shit because it's getting to the point it's a sharp pain to move it and I'm afraid the tic is causing it to become seriously injured and not just sore anymore.
yeah, I love making up shit out of the blue lol. My most ridiculous scenario is absolutely true though but I'm not going into further detail as it's against my religion.No I lied. I'm not in the hospital, I don't have a job, I've never seen heroin in my life and other than this tic in my toe I'm fine. I only started on this toe shit because it's getting to the point it's a sharp pain to move it and I'm afraid the tic is causing it to become seriously injured and not just sore anymore.
I half suspected this, as I have seen you totally just make up plausible-sounding yet unusual scenarios before, but not knowing you as a user I had no idea of the specifics of your life to be like 'you lying motherfucker'
:tup:
I live in Germany. I'm sure Cheers still runs here on some shit channel.Oh. That explains the resemblance to Hitler.
Malice does it pain you to feel like you know that nobody will ever give a shit about you? Or do you not care? Does the feeling fluctuate?
I stopped caring after 'pain'. I really did.Malice does it pain you to feel like you know that nobody will ever give a shit about you? Or do you not care? Does the feeling fluctuate?
No, I genuinely don't care about that. Other things can pain me deeply. Well, I mean, I have no concern for "being known", but a lack of all intimacy and extreme alienation and isolation? I did have a mental breakdown in part due to it after a shroom trip, after all.
What kind of intimacy do you crave? What's stopping you from getting it? Any reasons you WOULDN'T want this intimacy like, any downsides?Malice does it pain you to feel like you know that nobody will ever give a shit about you? Or do you not care? Does the feeling fluctuate?
No, I genuinely don't care about that. Other things can pain me deeply. Well, I mean, I have no concern for "being known", but a lack of all intimacy and extreme alienation and isolation? I did have a mental breakdown in part due to it after a shroom trip, after all.
http://imgur.com/a/xB0vE
https://vid.me/5aw5
https://vid.me/yLGh
https://vid.me/nfgs
Dat smile tho.
There is no tolerance to exogenous DMT administration: we gave a big dose every half-hour, 4 times in a morning, and people's 4th trip was as intense as their first.
(http://i.imgur.com/51pMTeV.gif)http://imgur.com/a/xB0vEI am going to need moar pics and videos for a school project. Please also provide females with something my professor refers to as pubic hair.
https://vid.me/5aw5
https://vid.me/yLGh
https://vid.me/nfgs
Dat smile tho.
(http://i.imgur.com/51pMTeV.gif)http://imgur.com/a/xB0vEI am going to need moar pics and videos for a school project. Please also provide females with something my professor refers to as pubic hair.
https://vid.me/5aw5
https://vid.me/yLGh
https://vid.me/nfgs
Dat smile tho.
Please UFC, don't invent a female heavyweight class. Ughh..
Hmmm....She's not in the UFC... yet. She was in the UFC's female feeder organization Invicta Fighting Championships.
Next question, who is she going to fight?
Please UFC, don't invent a female heavyweight class. Ughh..
I'm going to try IM'ing esketamine for the first time soon (Within an hour, probably). Haven't used it in a long time, at least since I started my current regimen. .5mg/kg seems to be the standard, and I'll take into account the greater potency of esketamine.
I've only snorted it before and never enjoyed it, it just made me feel dissociated. Can't remember what the max dose I've used is. IIRC ketamine is actually one of the most accurate drugs used to model the effects of schizophrenia. Someone posted before that they found that dissociatives were very polarizing, with people generally either hating or loving them. Neurodiversity is bound to play a big part. I don't have a good idea of what a great ketamine experience is supposed to feel like.
Randomly felt depressed today for the first time in a while since I started Parnate and NSI. Although I only got about 6 hours of sleep and had to KO myself with a sedative, which effects sleep quality. Last night I was on etizolam and may have had an idea/remembered something that may me feel relatively excited, gave me something to look forward to. I either forgot or I remembered and it lost its allure. Then I was struck by the feeling of emptiness and meaninglessness.
I'm going to try IM'ing esketamine for the first time soon (Within an hour, probably). Haven't used it in a long time, at least since I started my current regimen. .5mg/kg seems to be the standard, and I'll take into account the greater potency of esketamine.
I've only snorted it before and never enjoyed it, it just made me feel dissociated. Can't remember what the max dose I've used is. IIRC ketamine is actually one of the most accurate drugs used to model the effects of schizophrenia. Someone posted before that they found that dissociatives were very polarizing, with people generally either hating or loving them. Neurodiversity is bound to play a big part. I don't have a good idea of what a great ketamine experience is supposed to feel like.
Randomly felt depressed today for the first time in a while since I started Parnate and NSI. Although I only got about 6 hours of sleep and had to KO myself with a sedative, which effects sleep quality. Last night I was on etizolam and may have had an idea/remembered something that may me feel relatively excited, gave me something to look forward to. I either forgot or I remembered and it lost its allure. Then I was struck by the feeling of emptiness and meaninglessness.
Tomorrow I'm gonna put on a light blue and white plaid shirt.
Thought about stuff and now I feel kind of bad. Some of my tabs open are subjects like: solitary confinement, social isolation, social alienation, SHU syndrome.
Thought about stuff and now I feel kind of bad. Some of my tabs open are subjects like: solitary confinement, social isolation, social alienation, SHU syndrome.
Well you've been torturing yourself mentally for years it's no surprise you'd be feeling kind of bad.
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shitttt
'Gladiator fights'
The Zetas hit upon a new recruitment scheme in March 2011. The gang would hold up buses passing through San Fernando, in Tamaulipas state, and force the passengers off. Then, on the suggestion of Treviño Morales, they would stage gladiator fights to the death, with the survivor being forced to join their ranks. One member of the cartel told a reporter from the Houston Chronicle it was a "game" named "Who's going to be the next hitman?" After a series of excavations, 193 bodies were found in mass graves.
The immune system almost certainly plays a part, Mazmanian says, as does the vagus nerve, which connects the brain to the digestive tract. Bacterial waste products can also influence the brain — for example, at least two types of intestinal bacterium produce the neurotransmitter γ-aminobutyric acid (GABA)2.
Time to get drunk and stoned and pass out midgame on PSN againPS4 worth it? I've gone sober nd considering buying one cos i'm bored and have extra money from not buying drugs
why benzedrex
How close are we to seeing a DBS implant that not only stimulates neural tissue, but also records electrical or chemical signals and then uses this information to adjust the stimulation parameters? Closer than I originally suspected. A recent Nature News article reported on the Mayo Clinic's efforts to develop a DARPAesque, state-of-the-art implant that aims to track brain signals in real time:
Malice, it's time to move on from psychiatry related hypochondria and to the somewhat more related and much more interesting field on how genetic interactions cause these ambiguously defined disorders to be expressed. Genetic expression can be changed throughout ones lifetime, we just don't know how yet, so it's not a totally fruitless pursuit either.
Open as many pages as you can. Also, try to read about gait abnormalities as well as "soft" physical signs. One day we may be able to attribute exact characteristics to certain anomalities in the genome. Much more fascinating than psychology, much more scientific. It's the 21st century.
I want some strong opiates :mad:welbeck > Giroo?
I want some strong opiates :mad:welbeck > Giroo?
Isn't that how all of us feel?I'm still not 100% sure that's true. I've really tried to give no fucks and take it easy. It didn't really work out so far.
I'm strongly considering picking up the ol' etizolam habit again.
Things are easier when you give no fucks.
Woah! My whole life might have just turned around.
Will report back.
What miracle would have changed your outlook so drastically if I may ask?
The miracle on ice. Haha.What miracle would have changed your outlook so drastically if I may ask?
drugs
1337 for president of the milky way
Nobody thanked my meth joke. Y'all suck fat horse cocks.
Your vague response, "drugs" opened up the context. I admit, it's not perfect but still... whoa.
SWIM always pissed me off. Like it ever worked for anyone.
What other race are your kids, Mike? Nignog, chink or muslim?
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I feel weird getting turned on by this
h tt p://webmshare.com/play/QmeBrSo wrong.. sometimes I think I'm weird, it's shit like this that makes me content with my life.
weird fat guy n fetishes
I'm at the end of my rope. Nowhere left to go, nobody that cares. I either need a gun or enough heroin. I'm just tired of this life.
Been clean for a little while and my mom offered to set me up in an apartment near the local college so I could finish my associates degree and support myself. Then about 20 min later she got fired from her job she's had for 15 years.
Missouri Governor Jay Nixon said that he will call the Missouri National Guard, should violence erupt after the grand jury decision in the case of Darren Wilson. During a press conference on Tuesday, Nixon also said that more than 1000 law enforcement officials have completed 5,000 hours of specialized training over the past two months, in preparation for the verdict, which will be announced any day now.
90% of the stores within 5 miles of ferguson boarded up all there windows already.Haha, right before my great grandma died, I asked her if she knows where Ferguson, MO is (she didn't know about the shooting/riots yet) because my whole family is from STL. She said, "yeah, it's in St Louis county, right? Niggers took it over." I just said, "yep, that's the place."
Does anyone in oakland even give a fuck? I haven't followed the whole thing but why does anyone in california care if someone got shot in missouri?
Americans have been sorting themselves into alarmingly homogeneous communities -- not by region or by state, but by city and even neighborhood. Over the past three decades, we have been choosing the neighborhood (and church and news show) compatible with our lifestyle and beliefs. The result is a country that has become so polarized, so ideologically inbred that people don't know and can't understand those who live a few miles away.
Alcohol, the end all cure for depression.
Can I get a free trip back to Africa too?
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WAR HUNTO.Here's a still. http://i.imgur.com/Nn8DJMN.jpg
Yea shit, post a gif or something.
WAR HUNTO.Here's a still. http://i.imgur.com/Nn8DJMN.jpg
Yea shit, post a gif or something.
Here's the gif http://gfycat.com/ImportantWelllitGrosbeak
Nasty but I can't see the gif.It's a webm video, the gif is still processing, I'll post the link when it finishes. I suggest a better browser in the meantime.
IDGAF about noone cus teardrops and feels when think about myselfI see you also DGAF about grammar. :o
Gastelum is a beast, though. I think he'll win.Not to mention the fact that Ellenberger is coming off of 2 straight losses. Papa Dana will probably shred his contract if he loses again tonight.
ellenberger is dogshitAt least he didn't shit himself.
Hunt please winHe's been cracking him with some killer punches.
ellenberger is dogshitAt least he didn't shit himself.
I was being 100% serious. He actually did shit himself. Montezuma's revenge I assume; they were in Mexico City.ellenberger is dogshitAt least he didn't shit himself.
It legit looks like he shat or pissed himself or something. What else is that dark sploching?
RisiR here's the end of the fight: http://gfycat.com/ImmaculateVengefulElephant
They can only kick or knee the head if their opponent is standing. Kneeling, or one hand on the mat makes head kicks/knees illegal. In the early UFC events, soccer kicks to the head of a downed opponent were legal, it was fucking nasty. Some of them made my stomach turn because of how brutal they were, like the curbstomp from American History X but real.RisiR here's the end of the fight: http://gfycat.com/ImmaculateVengefulElephant
I am 100% legit surprised this is actually a legal thing. It's like fucking.. that movie... something about decay, urban decay, inner city decay, fucking something. But srs, that's gnarly. Like the fact that the general public is watching that makes me feel like my fascination with gore shit isn't so socially unacceptable, ya know?
Y'know, it's so much more than brutal and bloody and all that. There's so much shit to know about the sport. It's not a gore wankfest.RisiR here's the end of the fight: http://gfycat.com/ImmaculateVengefulElephant
I am 100% legit surprised this is actually a legal thing. It's like fucking.. that movie... something about decay, urban decay, inner city decay, fucking something. But srs, that's gnarly. Like the fact that the general public is watching that makes me feel like my fascination with gore shit isn't so socially unacceptable, ya know?
I can't see that one, either. FML.The ear ripped off gif finished processing. http://giant.gfycat.com/ImportantWelllitGrosbeak.gif
Thank you anyway. I also liked your post which didn't work for the same reason.
Javascript you piece of shit... we two are not done yet.
They can only kick or knee the head if their opponent is standing. Kneeling, or one hand on the mat makes head kicks/knees illegal. In the early UFC events, soccer kicks to the head of a downed opponent were legal, it was fucking nasty. Some of them made my stomach turn because of how brutal they were, like the curbstomp from American History X but real.RisiR here's the end of the fight: http://gfycat.com/ImmaculateVengefulElephant
I am 100% legit surprised this is actually a legal thing. It's like fucking.. that movie... something about decay, urban decay, inner city decay, fucking something. But srs, that's gnarly. Like the fact that the general public is watching that makes me feel like my fascination with gore shit isn't so socially unacceptable, ya know?
Y'know, it's so much more than brutal and bloody and all that. There's so much shit to know about the sport. It's not a gore wankfest.RisiR here's the end of the fight: http://gfycat.com/ImmaculateVengefulElephant
I am 100% legit surprised this is actually a legal thing. It's like fucking.. that movie... something about decay, urban decay, inner city decay, fucking something. But srs, that's gnarly. Like the fact that the general public is watching that makes me feel like my fascination with gore shit isn't so socially unacceptable, ya know?
inb4 justbleedguy.jpg.
I can't see that one, either. FML.The ear ripped off gif finished processing. http://giant.gfycat.com/ImportantWelllitGrosbeak.gif
Thank you anyway. I also liked your post which didn't work for the same reason.
Javascript you piece of shit... we two are not done yet.
Better pic: (http://i.imgur.com/lAoFK93.jpg)
She had cauliflower ear (subdermal blood/fluid build up) that got busted like a balloon and opened up a cut with the first punch (where you see the blood squirt out). She got hit a couple more times and the cut tore open more.I can't see that one, either. FML.The ear ripped off gif finished processing. http://giant.gfycat.com/ImportantWelllitGrosbeak.gif
Thank you anyway. I also liked your post which didn't work for the same reason.
Javascript you piece of shit... we two are not done yet.
wtf, how do you even get punched hard enough to rip your ear like that? I've been punched pretty hard in my life but nothing like that ever happened. This is srs bsns.
SEN12333 / WAY-317538 is a novel dual α7 nicotinic acetylcholine receptor (nAChR) agonist (EC50 = 1.6 μM, Ki = 260 nM at rat α7 nAChRs) and histamine H3 receptor antagonist (IC50 = 103 nM)http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/H3_receptor_antagonist
EVP-6124 HCl is a novel synthetic molecule that was found to bind with high affinity to α7 nAChRs1. Recent animal data indicate that EVP-6124 acts as a potent partial and selective allo-agonist at α7 nAChRs.
EVP-6124 has an excellent brain to plasma exposure ratio and has shown excellent efficacy and potency in a number of animal models of cognition. Several α7 nAChR agonists are currently undergoing human clinical trials for the treatment of cognitive disorders, including Alzheimer's disease and schizophrenia.
Anyone else have any experience with this? I am a former heroin addict that has recently begun using tianeptine via injection. I would liken the buzz to a combination of morphine (initial rush, minus the hystamine response) + oxycodone ("afterglow" high).
According to UFC President Dana White, 21,000 attended the event, which took place at the Mexico City Arena in the Mexican capital. White added that the event was the highest grossing gate in the arena’s history. The record-setting dollar amount, however, was not revealed.
Like the fact that the general public is watching that makes me feel like my fascination with gore shit isn't so socially unacceptable, ya know?
Here is the gif of the Werdum/Hunt fight. http://giant.gfycat.com/ImmaculateVengefulElephant.gif
(PEH) is an inhibitor of the enzyme GABA transaminase (GABA-T).[1][2] It is a metabolite of the antidepressant phenelzine and is responsible for its elevation of GABA concentrations.[1] PEH likely plays a significant role in phenelzine's high efficacy in treating anxiety disorders.[/quote'
Anxiety seems rife here for many of us, at least occasionally. This is they key, I looked at all other options and none turned out to be viable or of sufficient efficacy. It's a shame it's been mentioned so little. I'm going to make a post on r/nootropics about it and ask if a vendor had mentioned possibly stocking it before. Add in a short anecdote of my state of soul crushing despair, how it's been an issue since childhood and likely related to being on the autism spectrum, and has crippled my life.
On another note: I may have become addicted to/dependent on etizolam. Psychological state seems unstable, although with the periods lasting at least multiple days, usually. I was beginning to feel better, even normal when outside, but then I'm knocked back down and feel dissociated and soaked in sweat.
Going to prioritize this, which has been noted to be as, or even more, effective than xanax, without the side-effects and addiction/tolerance, and it should be very cheap to produce: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/PhenylethylidenehydrazineQuote(PEH) is an inhibitor of the enzyme GABA transaminase (GABA-T).[1][2] It is a metabolite of the antidepressant phenelzine and is responsible for its elevation of GABA concentrations.[1] PEH likely plays a significant role in phenelzine's high efficacy in treating anxiety disorders.[/quote'
Anxiety seems rife here for many of us, at least occasionally. This is they key, I looked at all other options and none turned out to be viable or of sufficient efficacy. It's a shame it's been mentioned so little. I'm going to make a post on r/nootropics about it and ask if a vendor had mentioned possibly stocking it before. Add in a short anecdote of my state of soul crushing despair, how it's been an issue since childhood and likely related to being on the autism spectrum, and has crippled my life.
Can this be used to replace etizolam completely you think? I'm dependent on etizolam hard and desperatly want off.
, “the first time I did it, my brain and body said, this is what you've been missing your whole life.”
Can this be used to replace etizolam completely you think? I'm dependent on etizolam hard and desperatly want off.
Is it just the taste, not the high that's negatively effected? I don't care about that as long as it's still a good experience of what opium is like, you seem like a very shallow person judging from your tastes.
Is it just the taste, not the high that's negatively effected? I don't care about that as long as it's still a good experience of what opium is like, you seem like a very shallow person judging from your tastes.This is absolutely hilarious coming from you.
Is it just the taste, not the high that's negatively effected? I don't care about that as long as it's still a good experience of what opium is like, you seem like a very shallow person judging from your tastes.I actually don't like morphine very much. I'm actually not sure the high would be the same either, it depends on what they use to extract the alkaloids. To me, the taste/smell is a big part of the whole experience; you can compare it to syncans vs. real weed I guess. I haven't used the extracts, but I've had opium one time. I actually asked hydroponichronic about cleaning up some extract I was about to buy from the original SR, but he suggested I not bother with it, and said I should get dope instead.
Is it just the taste, not the high that's negatively effected? I don't care about that as long as it's still a good experience of what opium is like, you seem like a very shallow person judging from your tastes.This is absolutely hilarious coming from you.
-Transcranial Direct Current Stimulation (TDCS):
https://psychology.as.uky.edu/sites/default/files/Rivaetal_inpress_SCAN.pdf
Reducing Aggressive Responses to Social Exclusion
Using Transcranial Direct Current Stimulation (tDCS)
Seems to help negative symptoms of schizophrenia
And depression
Possibly anxiety: http://www.reddit.com/r/tDCS/comments/2a8ljw/proper_placement_for_generalized_anxiety_relief/
http://www.kurzweilai.net/electric-stimulation-of-brain-releases-powerful-opiate-like-painkiller
Electric stimulation of brain releases powerful, opiate-like painkiller
http://www.scientificamerican.com/article/amping-up-brain-function/
May decrease learning time
Accelerate information processing (decrease processing time/increase brain "speed"), increase problem solving ability, creativity, numerical skills, working memory
For assessment of anxiety symptoms,we used the Generalized Anxiety Disorder 7-items scale, Beck Anxiety Inventory, and the Hamilton Anxiety Rating Scale. We also assessed depressive symptoms using the 17-item Hamilton Depression Rating Scale and cognitive functions with the Montreal Cognitive Assessment. Depressive symptoms were within the normal range (8 points) as rated by Hamilton Depression Rating Scale; however, a discrete improvement in scores (from 7 to 3 in final assessment) was observed, probably due to an overlap between anxiety and depressive symptoms. Cognitive function also presented with a minor improvement (from 25 at baseline to 28 at final outcome) as assessed by Montreal Cognitive Assessment. Anxiety symptoms substantially improved during the 15-day treatment course. After 1 month of treatment, the patient was asymptomatic and reported significant clinical gains (Figure 1)
Once, sometimes twice a year, I do a "heroic" dose (5 grams). It is always a fast train to hell for me, but I always come out with a new perspective, and a new sense of calm that last for months.
This time, I did 15 minutes on the brain stimulator, immediately after taking the dose...
Not that this is anything definitive, by any means, but after an initial hour or so of my usual "Why the hell did I come back here?", I surfaced into the most amazing journey ever.
I broke my forearm bone thing in a fight once and that was an absolute bitch. Man, I'm fully willing to admit I'm a pussy but FUCK ME if I'm ever going to go though that experience again. Life is too short for that kind of shit lil nigga. Not worth it.
It seems to smooth out the experience in general. If DMT alone is lumpy butter on toast, the rue is like a butter knife that smooths out the butter to a perfect consistency, filling in all the nooks and crannies. The come up is slowed down. The headspace/level of intensity I was at when I exhaled the first hit is about where I usually am half way into hitting the pipe on the first go with out rue involved. The buzzing/vibrations and intensity in general slowly build up, rather than being jolted, it was a gradually increasing stronger pull instead of a solid push...like a rubber-band effect (if that makes sense).
It felt like I was able to actually observe and take in the experience more than ever before. The experience had such sublime divine flow to it. Somewhere around what felt like 10 minutes after the initial inhalation, I noted a slight decrease in intensity but no where near "coming down". I decided to get up and pack the remaining DMT onto the ashes in the pipe, which was a rather difficult process.
This second time around immersed me more so than the first. Getting up to go lay on my bed I opened my eyes for a brief moment, the visual aspect was definitely different than what I've experienced with DMT alone. Not sure how I would describe how they were different, words can only go so far. The air/space was filled with much more visual activity than I've ever expereinced before, it was hard to see anything really. Once I was on my bed I closed my eyes once again.
The entire experience, from the moment I took the first hit until I could no longer feel vibrations/buzzing in the body, was about 30 to 45 minutes. I relished in another 20 to 30 minutes of that blissful serene sleepy afterglow that DMT provides until I fell asleep. With out going into the personal/internal aspect of the experience, I'll say that it was one of the more profound experiences I've had with DMT. A lot of work and learning was done in that short amount of time. I felt the presence of entities/angels/spirits (what ever you wish to label them as) surrounding me as I have before in past experiences. One of them was the commonly encountered female/ loving-motherly entity. I couldn't see her, but I could feel and hear her. I like to approach these sorts of things openly with out throwing labels or attachments onto what it is I'm experiencing, I'm not religious and don't follow any sort of dogma...but those are the only words I know to convey what it was that I experienced. Or I could just say I tripped balls and saw pretty colors and felt neat things
QuoteSo a normal dose of dmt while taking reversible maoi will last up to 2 hours? Thats amazing. WHen and how long was the peak?
The peak was approximately 15-20 min instead of 5-10 minutes without MAOI. And the come up is slower, it takes ~1-2 minutes to go to the peak instead of 30s.
Too long for you to attempt it.
10 minutes may feel like an eternity (most likely will feel like an eternity) when you freebase it without rue.
When taking pharmahuasca, the effects have lasted me up 4 or 5 hours.
That's like 150 eternities bro.
Ive had to take a 5 month break from dmt because i took 5 big hits of dmt while 3hrs into a (first time) mimosa brew that i thought was ineffective. For the brew i took 4g of crushed up encapsulated rue. I knew that it would lengthen a dmt trip, but had not exactly how long (i 'thought' maybe a 30 minute extension max). But alas, it ended up being 2+ hours of the worst feelings i have ever felt ever.
learn to sing objects into existence.
I broke my forearm bone thing in a fight once and that was an absolute bitch. Man, I'm fully willing to admit I'm a pussy but FUCK ME if I'm ever going to go though that experience again. Life is too short for that kind of shit lil nigga. Not worth it.
Hahaha, Lanny, you are hilarious. Why on earth were you in a fight?
What is it then?
Come to the chatbox, nigga.
ugh, because I was an idiot and apparently I associate with idiots. It was at this house party and my friend was chatting up some girl and some dude who apparently knew her said something and my friend, in his infinite wisdom, decided he was going to white knight and pick a fight with the dude. For reference my friend is like 5'7, skinny as a twig, and smokes so much he that if he climbs three flights of stairs he can't do a fourth but he decides to fight some fucking ripped looking bro ugh. Anyway, he's getting his ass kicked so I feel obligated to jump in (was also drunk so somehow I thought it was going to end well) and then another brodude jumps in and it just devolves into this stupid fucking brawl that was more like a moshpit at times. It was incredibly stupid.
holy shit malice, thats......fucking gay
I bought a Quadcopter this thing is pretty fucking awesomsauce. Hubsan x4 micro drone, only 40 bucks.
Cleaned out the kief catcher on my grinder this morning and smoked that shit, completely baked now
It makes me sad that this really is the reality of the human race and there are few good people out there, but also better about being in seclusion because I'm avoiding the stupidity and crudeness of human life.
It makes me sad that this really is the reality of the human race and there are few good people out there, but also better about being in seclusion because I'm avoiding the stupidity and crudeness of human life.
Well it's not like stepping out of your front door is going to land you in a fistfight over something dumb. The rate that I experience physical violence, and it seems most middle class adults are the same, is on the order of once or twice per decade.
Cleaned out the kief catcher on my grinder this morning and smoked that shit, completely baked now
Where are Panny and Fubi these days??
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I'm not even going to ask what that is.
. In fact, as Hydro pointed out, it is much more efficient than any other route of administration. So are you saying that Sasha Shulgin was wrong for administering some of his drugs through the IV route? Or that Dr. Rick Strassman was wrong for using this ROA when doing his experiments with DMT? Those men are both scientists and were using the most reliable route of administration when doing a scientific experiment. It controls many variables which would otherwise be unaccounted for, and it is the most reliable and effective way to administer a chemical, as well as the only way of knowing EXACTLY how much of the chemical actually ends up in the person's bloodstream.
It's not just about how efficient the actual dose itself is; IV'ing anything makes the experience MUCH more intense and come on nearly instantly, and with something like DMT, that is often desired. I can only imagine how insane blasting off into hyperspace in just one or two seconds would be. Certainly much more rewarding than having to wait for two or three, maybe more, hits to absorb into your bloodstream through your lungs. With something like DMT, many would love to be able to get the entire dose into their system simultaneously and instantly. It would certainly intensify every aspect of the experience, including the spiritual and rebirth aspects of it, as well as giving your ego no time to fight it. If you are entirely accustomed to the process of intravenous injection and don't have any ethical objections to it, or see it as negative in any way and don't believe it to be an assault on your dignity, then there is no reason not to.
I bought a Quadcopter this thing is pretty fucking awesomsauce. Hubsan x4 micro drone, only 40 bucks.
Cleaned out the kief catcher on my grinder this morning and smoked that shit, completely baked now
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I've noticed that people can repeatedly, sometimes exclusively, post the most banal comments yet I'm the only one that gets complaints when I do it.
Dude I work with opted to spend his last $5 on a 6 pack of beer rather than bus fare and walked 2 hours to work in a foot of snow and 20 degree F temperatures. Fuckin' alcys.
I'm thinking about IV'ing the DMT instead when I decide to do it. Amusingly, LSD steered me in this direction after reading some posts of his on Zoklet.yeah i got the hubsan microdrone x4.Quote. In fact, as Hydro pointed out, it is much more efficient than any other route of administration. So are you saying that Sasha Shulgin was wrong for administering some of his drugs through the IV route? Or that Dr. Rick Strassman was wrong for using this ROA when doing his experiments with DMT? Those men are both scientists and were using the most reliable route of administration when doing a scientific experiment. It controls many variables which would otherwise be unaccounted for, and it is the most reliable and effective way to administer a chemical, as well as the only way of knowing EXACTLY how much of the chemical actually ends up in the person's bloodstream.QuoteIt's not just about how efficient the actual dose itself is; IV'ing anything makes the experience MUCH more intense and come on nearly instantly, and with something like DMT, that is often desired. I can only imagine how insane blasting off into hyperspace in just one or two seconds would be. Certainly much more rewarding than having to wait for two or three, maybe more, hits to absorb into your bloodstream through your lungs. With something like DMT, many would love to be able to get the entire dose into their system simultaneously and instantly. It would certainly intensify every aspect of the experience, including the spiritual and rebirth aspects of it, as well as giving your ego no time to fight it. If you are entirely accustomed to the process of intravenous injection and don't have any ethical objections to it, or see it as negative in any way and don't believe it to be an assault on your dignity, then there is no reason not to.I bought a Quadcopter this thing is pretty fucking awesomsauce. Hubsan x4 micro drone, only 40 bucks.
With video and sound you could do some very interesting things (not naked ladies). Imagine stealing a password/key code, business information, blackmail, using it to greatly assist various types of high level crimes etc. Immense possibilities.Cleaned out the kief catcher on my grinder this morning and smoked that shit, completely baked now
I've noticed that people can repeatedly, sometimes exclusively, post the most banal comments yet I'm the only one that gets complaints when I do it.-snip-
Lol at Gollum's mustache.
What drugs are fubi on these days?
Reported
removed gollum photos from a bunch of posts as per requestHah, what a fag.
Malice, do a heroic shot, like 50mg. The heroic dose talked about in The Spirit Molecule is only 0.4mg/kg, half that is still listed as "intense." What salt do you have? Fumarate or HCl?
I'm sad I didn't IV DMT when it was available to me basically for free.
What salt do you have? Fumarate or HCl?
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Also LSD totally induces euphoria for me unlike mushrooms which act much more as a magnifier. I think a 'bad trip' on LSD is more of a switch, you get into that mindset and stay there. But it's rather hard to do. Mushrooms are more like a teeter totter.
But I just think your preparation is a bit much as you won't really have the luxury to utilize it if you break through.
I'm gradually killing myself with this constant rage and venom inside me
You tripping alone? I thought you were always supposed to do a first experience with a guide or some shit. Guess that's hard to do when you're in full hiki modeWe go hard in TRT. You get a trip sitter when you get Baker Acted.
You don't really need a sitter for dmt past not dropping your pieces. Too far removed from reality for that shit.
You tripping alone? I thought you were always supposed to do a first experience with a guide or some shit. Guess that's hard to do when you're in full hiki mode
The sole worry of Haruhi, who looked like she didn't have a worry in the world, could be summed up with the words “the world was too normal.”For me I thought about how the mundane and repugnant world, how my dissatisfaction with life, could be changed by experiencing something that would reinvoke a sense of wonder and awe, a yearning for life, a feeling of excitement. How certain things should give that feeling, yet don't due to biological depression and possibly worldview.
You tripping alone? I thought you were always supposed to do a first experience with a guide or some shit. Guess that's hard to do when you're in full hiki mode
Personally, I think it'd be more awesome to do an IV drip of DMT instead of a bolus. Dilute a low dose to space it out over an hour to be safe (so you can pull out/stop the IV if shit hits the fan) with maybe 2 doses/hours worth of NS. Of course it would be much safer to use something like a PCA pump, where you can trip balls at the press of a button.
I have read about the bust, but I haven't read about that. I'd also like to try an ether drip like studious_redux did.Personally, I think it'd be more awesome to do an IV drip of DMT instead of a bolus. Dilute a low dose to space it out over an hour to be safe (so you can pull out/stop the IV if shit hits the fan) with maybe 2 doses/hours worth of NS. Of course it would be much safer to use something like a PCA pump, where you can trip balls at the press of a button.
Have you ever read about the LSD cook pickard? He was a psychotic ass hole but him and his boys would all hang out hooked up to IV drips of DMT. Also I recall them having some kind of set up to speed/slow the drip.
It does sound like one hell of an experience.
I lost a finger today. :(
Don't encourage him. He's so full of shit his eyes are brown.I lost a finger today. :(
it broke off up in your asshole?
Don't encourage him. He's so full of shit his eyes are brown.
I lost a finger today. :(
I lost a finger today. :(Sue them
I recalled McKenna talking about how, for him, it doesn't change how he feels, unlike other drugs. He was still functioning as the same person with the same qualities. I think I may have been able to stop the effects due to needing to work out this problem.
I'm afraid I may genuinely qualify for disorganized schizophrenia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disorganized_schizophrenia
Sluggish cognitive tempo, avolition, anhedonia, lack of interest and focus, mindfulness, disorganization and poverty of thought, and why, to the extent that they may account for them (as opposed to biological changes), I had developed some habits, habits of behavior.
“That’s how I don’t like to hear you talk. Think of that evening when you came broken from your despair and loneliness, to cross my path and be my comrade. Why was it, do you think, I was able to recognize you and understand you?”
“Why, Hermine? Tell me!”
“Because it’s the same for me as for you, because I am alone exactly as you are, because I’m as little fond of life and men and myself as you are and can put up with them as little. There are always a few such people who demand the utmost of life and yet cannot come to terms with its stupidity and crudeness.”
“Wait a bit,” she cried. “So you can’t dance? Not at all? Not even a one step? And yet you talk of the trouble you’ve taken to live? You told a fib there, my boy, and you shouldn’t do that at your age. How can you say that you’ve taken any trouble to live when you won’t even dance?”
“Well,” I confessed, “I scarcely know myself—studied, played music, read books, written books, traveled—”
“Fine views of life, you have. You have always done the difficult and complicated things and the simple ones you haven’t even learned. No time, of course. More amusing things to do. Well, thank God, I’m not your mother. But to do as you do and then say you’ve tested life to the bottom and found nothing in it is going a bit too far.”
All suicides have the responsibility of fighting against the temptation of suicide. Every one of them knows very well in some corner of his soul that suicide, though a way out, is rather a mean and shabby one, and that it is nobler and finer to be conquered by life than to fall by one's own hand.
For some reason I keep thinking that Malice is like 250 pounds
For some reason I keep thinking that Malice is like 250 pounds
Fat or muscular?
I want to die so bad right now
That's the plan. :tup:I want to die so bad right now
You will get your chance sooner or later....until then, why don't you stick around and suffer through like the rest of us?
I want to die so bad right now.
The intensity of the urge is making me laugh. Oh god.
BPAP blocks tyramine-induced norepinephrine release
I wish we could hang out, Malice. I dunno, you seem like tons of fun.
That video is horrible.
Are there any videos of malice talking? I've always wondered what he sounds like.
Malice, post a video of yourself talking.
I need to hear that sweet masculine Latino sound.
Let's try to make it through this terrible winter,
I would probably disappoint and end up causing anyone to feel hurt, or at least very awkward. I am insufferable, horribly cold, standoffish, disinterested, and dysfunctional, a tendency to bristle when anyone attempts to get close to me. I've developed an uncontrollable negative reaction to human beings that makes me constantly look unapproachable, although cannabis and anxiolytics can help with that, but with side effects at the doses I need. I would probably need rehabilitation to reintegrate into society; a program they'd give to prisoners of war or those suffering from the effects of solitary confinement.
One day I'd like to build a bulletproof shield around myself for protection. Government assassination, drive by, stray bullet. You could feel completely secure, like in a womb. No longer that nagging concern of the car parked in front, or passing by, suspicious people.
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You're a drug addled, anti social feline fucking sand nigger hermit.
That will never happen.
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Theese niggers are burning down the whole fucking county. I have to go into that shit in the morning to get my fix, gonna be hectic.
A few times before my great grandma died, I smoked weed with her. She had debilitating chronic back pain and she was only on 3x 5/325 hydrocodone per day; smoking helped her a lot. A week before she died, she was put on a minimum 5mg (up to 20mg) morphine every 2 hours, so she was out-of-her-noggin high on that. I was afraid they would do an autopsy on her and run a tox screen so the whole family would find out I smoked with her. Luckily, she was under hospice care, so the medical examiner just reviewed her medical records and signed off on it. Dodged a shitstorm there.
Are you asking a question or making a statement? I was not like legally afraid (I should have said worried), just worried about stirring up a whole lot of bullshit that I didn't need during an already stressful time. At the time the family was already pissed at me, they tried to do an intervention thing, but I pissed clean for everything, lol.A few times before my great grandma died, I smoked weed with her. She had debilitating chronic back pain and she was only on 3x 5/325 hydrocodone per day; smoking helped her a lot. A week before she died, she was put on a minimum 5mg (up to 20mg) morphine every 2 hours, so she was out-of-her-noggin high on that. I was afraid they would do an autopsy on her and run a tox screen so the whole family would find out I smoked with her. Luckily, she was under hospice care, so the medical examiner just reviewed her medical records and signed off on it. Dodged a shitstorm there.
lol you really trippin over that
Malice- I want to hear about your facial hair growing experiments. I remember you using SOMETHING to stimulate hair growth.He used generic Rogain (minoxidil). Testosterone therapy also increases body hair growth
Theese niggers are burning down the whole fucking county. I have to go into that shit in the morning to get my fix, gonna be hectic.
This is beautiful. I wish semiazas would post more about his life.
Fucking business is slow and all my employees are taking days off with bullshit excuses. My gf is an annoying bitch and i just don't have the enthusiasm to do anything. I feel like life is becoming dull and repetitive, with nothing to gain but depressing misery. I might just sack everyone and hang myself.
Did you breaktrough?
Malice can't breakthrough, because he'll pussy foot around and use some minuscule amount and then after the one try he will talk shit on dmt forever.
Hey malice, did you ever try tianeptine?. HM sent me like 5 gelcaps of it, and I didn't notice much of a difference taking it vs not, but I'm not sure how many mg there is in them, or what they're cut with. They were 00 capsules filled up, so it's way more than the 12.5mg dose of just tianeptine. She said it helps WDs, but I'm interested in banging it like the BL like you posted suggests.
Pfft, I wasn't interested in it for therapeutic reasons. I just wanted to see if it was actually like IV oxycodone like that dude said. IV oxycodone was my second favorite opiate after dope. It's only soluble to like 100mg/mL at room temp, and I read that it is syrupy (hard to filter), but I still wanna bang it. I haven't used any opiates for a long time, maybe I'm delusional. I really don't want to buy it until I try it in case the dude is full of shit. I can't remember but I think I still have 2 capsules left, but good fucking luck finding them.Hey malice, did you ever try tianeptine?. HM sent me like 5 gelcaps of it, and I didn't notice much of a difference taking it vs not, but I'm not sure how many mg there is in them, or what they're cut with. They were 00 capsules filled up, so it's way more than the 12.5mg dose of just tianeptine. She said it helps WDs, but I'm interested in banging it like the BL like you posted suggests.
Yeah, I've found that if taken regularly it can really prevent, or at least greatly reduce, the deterioration of your mental state that would otherwise occur if you're in a prolonged stressful situation, like work for some, or my social isolation and various other problems. Also good for social anxiety, for me at least. Experiences will differ.
People expected too much from it, though. If you aren't only mildly depressed, don't expect a complete turnaround, to be made happy, or you're going to be very disappointed. There is the environmental aspect, cognitive behavioral therapy, changing your thoughts and habits, your behavior and life, for the better. There's also the issue of consistent dosing. 3 times a day, every day, and it should take weeks for a noticeable long-term antidepressant effect to occur. A large percentage likely won't dose consistently, particularly with uncapped powder, or will become discouraged when they don't notice anything significant right away.
I wasn't even serious about banging it or would recommend it. I was just hoping it might incline someone to try tianeptine, or get some knucklehead into a situation that would amuse the rest of us.
iamaredditer
So did I read correct that you have met Hunter S Thompson? If so What was your impression of him?
allenahansen
That the human body can survive more pharmaceutical assault than you ever thought possible.
Happy thanksgiving malice.
What are your plans for today?
Happy Turkey Day everyone, except Fuckbiscuit, L33T and retardWho is this L33T faggot? Some poser trying to ride my coat tails of infamy, no doubt.
Today is the day turkey gained its independence from the native americans after a long and bloody civil war between man and bird. Rejoice in the fact the pilgrims came with their genetic modifications and altered the.history of the turkey (aka terror bird) forever. We feast on their.corpses in honor of this monumental turn in history.
Happy Turkey Day everyone, except Fuckbiscuit, L33T and retardWho is this L33T faggot? Some poser trying to ride my coat tails of infamy, no doubt.
Fuck off YA WANKASuck my fat length, you long haired woman.
u wot m8?Fuck off YA WANKASuck my fat length, you long haired woman.
I hear turkeys give good head
Tattered & Torn assured me he wouldn't do it.I hear turkeys give good head
I heard you were going to kill yourself.
I found my left over tianeptine capsules and slammed 50mg. Holy shit, I can't believe how good it is. I an nodding my balls off and no worries about drug tests.Spoiler1. First of all, the mixture with water being described as syrupy is an understatement. I used a whole mL of water, and cooked the shit out of it to get it to dissolve. I had to add even more water after cooking it to get it though a cotton. It should be slightly easier to filter if it was dry, pure powder but mine hot wet from humidity and gelled up to the consistency of a starburst candy, it reminded me of trying to shoot 30mg anti-abuse morphine tablets. They will dissolve and go through a cotton, but they will fight you every step. I read that people have to store their tianeptine with a silica gel packet tightly sealed because it is so hygroscopic, and I definitely agree.
2. There is a rush, but it's not particularly opoid-like. First I felt it in my wrist, distal from the injection site, then I felt it all the way up to my lungs. I was afraid I was going to collapse them because I had never felt something reacting so strongly (I have had a collapsed long a long time ago). I cough a few times when I IV fat opiate shots, and this made me cough a few times, too. I read online that tianeptine is hard on your veins, and it certainly felt like it was. I would advise against shooting it often, but I'm a junkie fuck, so my veins are fucked. Rotate, rotate rotate and hope you don't miss.
3. After the odd rush, there was a wave of opiod-like euphoria. I am nodding right now, no joke (t+45 minutes and it hasn't shown signs of wearing off). I haven't done any opiates for about two months, though, so YMMV. In one link I read about recreational tianeptine, a heroin addict said as long as he can get tianeptine powder legally online, he will stop using dope, and I can totally feel where he's coming from. I would say that the high is very similar to IV oxycodone, but it's itchy like morphine. It's certainly a good high. Now I'm gonna buy about 5 grams of powder, I'm glad I was lucky enough to find the capsules and try it.
Edit: Forgot to add, the nausea is pretty bad. I'm certain that 100mg would have made me throw up. I also had a big thanksgiving dinner and I was stuffed, so that probably contributes to it.
I hear turkeys give good head
I heard you were going to kill yourself.
I hear turkeys give good head
I heard you were going to kill yourself.
I heard you still can't get off dope after "getting clean" for the billionth time
C'mon bro, this is TRT. You can cut deeper than that.
OMG would y'all post something once in a while.
Talk about how he's a failure as a father and how his daughter will probably start selling pussy for dope in about 10-15 years.C'mon bro, this is TRT. You can cut deeper than that.
All my Asshole Energy has been expended on other sources of higher asshole-needing priority.
Talk about how he's a failure as a father and how his daughter will probably start selling pussy for dope in about 10-15 years.C'mon bro, this is TRT. You can cut deeper than that.
All my Asshole Energy has been expended on other sources of higher asshole-needing priority.
Yeah I did bro, sorry.
Thanks for the thought :)
I got RIDICULE so I changed the avatar
Damn man, you can't hang. Good thing you didn't IV it.
What do you think your neighbors think of you?
LOLI find it too pathetic to laugh. I'm sorry I asked.
LOLI find it too pathetic to laugh. I'm sorry I asked.
He's like a freak show exhibit, the kids wanting to sneak a peek.
My note was pretty great, though. I am a good tactician. Well written, perfectly sane, understanding and concern for others, a reasonable explanation of what had occurred, apologizing for what had occurred.
Also inb4 Malice knocks over something explosive onto the hot plate during a drug frenzy and burns a whole Mexican family to death
What if you didn't actually shout out and just tripped it, and thus the note is pretty insane explaining a situation which didn't occur.
Malice, sorry to tell you this, but what you described wasn't a breakthrough. You got close but the fact that you were still aware of your surroundings means you were jut tripping really hard. When you actually break through you will have 0 concept of reality. Try doubling your dose and hold the hit untill you fall off the face of the earth.
Also there are plenty of MAOI's in tobacco.
Maybe it's inhalation technique? Ihad a friend who couldn't break through either but he hit it like a pussy and held it like weed.
Malice have you ever thought of suicide? This isn't a troll post it maybe what you need, to just let go. One more huge drug binge then realease your soul. All your pain, misery and depression will vanish, and you will feel the happiest you have ever felt.
It could be cathartic somewhat.
Getting baked with two waitresses in the parking lot at work cause the dishwasher guy is slow as fuck and I'm his ride home
Well, you're life sounds comfortable enough as a chef.
I wish I was an oscar meyer weiner.
I wish I was an oscar meyer weiner.
Heard through the grapevine that this hot 20 year old waitress at work has a crush on me, not sure if trap or if girl in question has suffered recent head trauma.She wants that Italian sausage. Cosby her.
Cosby her.
Gollum is an Oscar Meyer BeanerHaha. :tup:
Heard through the grapevine that this hot 20 year old waitress at work has a crush on me, not sure if trap or if girl in question has suffered recent head trauma.
When you realize that most people don't give a fuck about strangers they meet in passing, then you can start not giving a fuck about what they will think about you.
The new liberal dilemma is based on evidence that socially heterogeneous societies – that is, ethnically, linguistically, religiously, or culturally mixed ones - tend to be characterised by a wide range of social, economic, and political disadvantages. Evidence has accumulated over the past ten years or so that that, in contrast to homogeneous states or societies, heterogeneous ones tend to have a poorer economic performance (Easterly and Levine 1998; Knack and Keefer 1997; Alesina, et al., 2003; ), spend less on public goods (Goldin and Katz 1999; Alesina, Baqir and Easterly 1999; Alesina and Glaeser 2004; Banerjee, Iyer and Somanathan 2005), deliver these less efficiently, less fairly, and to a lower standard (Mauro 1995; La Porta, et al., 1998), are more corrupt and have a larger black market (Easterly 2000; Svennson 1998; Alesina, Baqir and Easterly 1999; Annett 1999), are less redistributive (Hero and Tolbert 1996; Plotnick and Winters 1985; Lind 2003; Luttmer 2001), and are less likely to benefit from economies of scale (Alesina, Baqir and Hoxby 2004).
There is also evidence that diverse societies are less stable politically (Mauro 1995; Annett 1999) and find state and national building more difficult (Adelman and Morris 1967), and are less well developed democracies (Paxton 2002: 266). Socially, mixed societies have been found to have lower levels of social trust, civic cooperation, and social capital (Leigh 2006a, 2006b; Eisenberg 2006; Coffe and Geys 2006; Glaeser et al. 2000; Helliwell 1996; Knack and Keefer 1997; Putnam 2003; Alesina and La Ferarra 1999; Zak and Knack 2001; La Porta, et al. 1997; Hero 1998, 2003; Costa and Kahn 2003), lower rates of volunteering and participation in voluntary associations (Alesina and La Ferrara 1999; Costa and Kahn 2003a, 2003b; Lassen 2003), and lower levels of civic culture (Rice and Sumberg).
Life follows rules and there are patterns you can identify. The laws of physics, behavior arising from evolutionary pressures, evolutionary psychology, race and gender differences, biological factors effecting variables of societal importance. I like analysis and try to make helpful posts that reres like you don't have the reading speed for.Humans are not logical, rational beings, thus, you can't put x in and expect to get z out. The laws of physics don't specifically govern social interactions. Like I said I was being totally presumptuous, I don't expect you to change anything you're doing if it's working for you (lol). Just giving an outside perspective.
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I am the elite.
I've never done anything like that phone call. I don't care what other people think of me, it's a matter of naturally having movements that could be from another species and the uncontrollable aggressive response I've developed to human beings, each naturally feeling like an enemy, so I simply wear a hat low over my eyes to block out the worst of it. I wouldn't say I want to become "White", I just want to develop the optimal aesthetics because there are benefits to looking better, whether you like it or not, and it's now at the point where the technology for my plan is actually available and affordable. It's and investment and I simply prefer the aesthetics of the White race and believe there is good evidence and theory that Whites will naturally be rated as most attractive, cultural bias aside.QuoteWhen you realize that most people don't give a fuck about strangers they meet in passing, then you can start not giving a fuck about what they will think about you.
I realized that a long time ago. You must have the wrong impression of me.
Humans are not logical, rational beings, thus, you can't put x in and expect to get z out. The laws of physics don't specifically govern social interactions. Like I said I was being totally presumptuous, I don't expect you to change anything you're doing if it's working for you (lol). Just giving an outside perspective.
Fuck Anderson Silva. A lot of these were because idiots had too much pride to tap. When making your money depends on your body being in good shape, you'd think people would be more keen to protect it instead of their ego.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4h2ysQEblQ
To understand how menthol may be altering the brain, Henderson's team exposed mice to either menthol with nicotine, or menthol alone. They found that, even without nicotine, menthol increased the numbers of brain nicotinic receptors. They saw a 78 per cent increase in one particular brain region – the ventral tegmental area – which is involved in the dopamine signalling pathway that mediates in addiction.
Should I fuck a crazy 17 year old? I probably should, it's only guna end in lulz.Pictures?
Should I fuck a crazy 17 year old? I probably should, it's only guna end in lulz.Pictures?
Got 5 grams of Tianeptine from Newmind for $14 with a coupon code I found on Reddit, think it was REDDITBFF but don't remember.It was REDDITBF, and it's still working for me even though it was supposed to have expired. I have 5g sitting in my shopping cart on newmind, but I haven't ordered it yet. What state do they ship from?
Got 5 grams of Tianeptine from Newmind for $14 with a coupon code I found on Reddit, think it was REDDITBFF but don't remember.
Holy shit, I've been waiting for an appropriate thread to post this video in this sub. Some of you may have seen it linked before in /r/WTF or /r/AskReddit threads. Warning: it is very gruesome and NSFW.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REP6NCDfAtg#t=154
The video shows the result of IV injection of tianeptine. It is very widely misattributed to "krokodil" (desomorphine), even in the YouTube description. However, in the video at 3:15 you can hear the doctor asking the patient "вы вводили коаксил?" ("you injected coaxil?"). Coaxil is one of the the brand names of tianeptine sold in Russia.
Be careful with this shit! Do not IV it!
This person is injecting the ground up tablets. The pure tianeptine sodium power is just as bad. It is too caustic to inject peripherally.
I will add, that even using pure powder, the solution is highly caustic and can and will result in fibroused and collapsed veins. I had only come across one case report of hepatoxicity in humans. If there are reports that I am missing, please send me the links and I'll go over them.
Thank You,
Dr. Michael P. Ludwig
Tianeptine is a more efficacious and potent opioid than the recent article that looked at it's binding affinities makes it seem. Many anecdotal reports describe IV tianeptine as being subjectively as potent as heroin. Users have described the "rush" and the subsequent "nod" as being similar to heroin. It is possible that the Ki and EC50 numbers in the article are wrong. It is also possible that there exists an active metabolite with a higher Mu binding affinity. The seven carbon chain on tianeptine allows the molecule to push easily through the BBB, just like the acetyl groups do for heroin. I would like to see Ki and EC50 numbers for the metabolite that arises after cleaving the carbon chain. The metabolite would be structurally similar to W-15, 1-Phenylethylpiperidylidene-2-(4-chlorophenyl)sulfonamide, which is more potent, by a factor or at least five, than morphine.
Got 5 grams of Tianeptine from Newmind for $14 with a coupon code I found on Reddit, think it was REDDITBFF but don't remember.It was REDDITBF, and it's still working for me even though it was supposed to have expired. I have 5g sitting in my shopping cart on newmind, but I haven't ordered it yet. What state do they ship from?
What state do they ship from?
Unrelated, there was chlorine gas attack at a furry convention: http://www.reddit.com/r/news/comments/2ojta9/chlorine_gas_attack_at_chicago_area_furry/It wasnt a gas attack, they just used chlorine granules (sodium hypochlorite) for pools. They could have added some HCl for chlorine gas though.
Really stepping it up.
Turns out it's incredibly easy to turn freebase DMT into a salt if you aren't IV'ing. All you need is white vinegar IIRC. Plug it and you could have a mini-ayahuasca like experience, lasts about an hour IIRC. I want to see Gollum try this, he said he's too much of a pussy to try vaping it again.
How bad would minor impurities from extracted DMT turned into a salt be anyway? I mean, considering the the typical quality of what people IV, would there be anything in there (residual plant matter) that would be that bad if you rarely did it? Or was everyone in every thread I read about it just being overly anal?What state do they ship from?
Chicago, scroll down to the map: https://newmind.com/shipping
Think about how many junkies shoot up pills with binders. The binders aren't anything special, there's no way they'd do that on their own. I sure as hell wouldn't risk it, or at the very least I would do it very rarely; and as you said, missing could be an absolute nightmare. I'm not familiar with IV, so I don't know if there's anything you could add to the water or use instead to increase the solubility. The solubility in water is very poor.
Looks like propylene glycol would be okay, and polyethylene glycol would be best: http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/588230-IV-Propylene-Glycol-Is-It-Safe
Freaking square. Is fear of triggering your latent schizophrenia part of it? Parents, job, guilt. Many possibilities. Sometimes people just never really had good reasons for doing drugs in the first place, they never developed a cohesive logical framework, and they stop for the same poorly pondered reasons. Or due to to most basing their views on their own experience, because they used drugs like idiots, did no research, had no understanding of human physiology, of the brain, unprepared, bad set or setting, excessive doses for moronic reasons, untested drugs, not knowing how to identify drugs and counterfeits, became addicted, bad experiences, leading to problems with other people etc., their perception is that nearly everyone else is the same, and unfortunately they're right, but they'll be biased against believing that you are capable of being responsible and knowledgeable, superior to them; people have been shown to consistently overrate their intelligence and knowledge/level of understanding.
What? Didn't you just freak out screaming with no recollection of what occurred? Did you have another experience where you broke through and had a profound experience? How did you get all you needed out of it?
Oh yes, you have achieved development to the pinnacle of perfection, where no further can be gained. A sage of wisdom. :rolleyes2:
You should totally try a mescaline LSD combo. Have you ever tried mescaline? It seems to be considered one of the psychedelics least likely to give you a bad trip, along with often providing a large mood boost, euphoria, and something almost like a light MDMA feeling. I've seen it mentioned that mescaline and LSD combos can be the most visual of all, and beautiful.
I like how the news channels referred to the furry convention as "fans of comic book characters" as if they're a bunch of harmless innocent victims and not sick fetishists who get off to the thought of fucking an animal.
I had a furry roommate in college. It's not necessarily about fetishism, it's them thinking the animal they portray (fursona) is like their spirit animal, for lack of a better word. Their fursona is a vehicle for social interaction, when normally there is very little. Note, some furries actually think they are an animal trapped in a human's body, I would say to take it that far is a mental illness. These guys are overwhelmingly losers with very few friends, so they join a fandom where their pathetic human qualities are hidden, and they can have fun with their friends and like minded strangers and put their guard down. Furry parties are fucking ridiculously awesome, because it's one of the very few times that they are invited to a party at all. A college friend of mine used to follow my roommate to furcons to sell drugs, and he needed a backhoe for all the money he was bringing in.I like how the news channels referred to the furry convention as "fans of comic book characters" as if they're a bunch of harmless innocent victims and not sick fetishists who get off to the thought of fucking an animal.
Most of them are not like this.
My fetish is laying on the floor while a woman with callused feet uses a Ped-Egg above me and I try to catch the dead skin fragments in my open mouthhttp://i.imgur.com/RspJyHy.gifv
Are you hoping I'll become addicted or commit suicide? I feel terrible, but I don't think I want to die.
Although, it brings up an old thought experiment: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Experience_machine
If you could be on your drug of choice with no ill effects, would you? There's the possibility of new drugs being created, or alternate techniques like transcranial stimulation, that could provide experiences far greater than anything you've felt before. Just lay back in a life maintenance pod until the next step in human development (mind uploading, singularity).
There are other things I want than pleasure/happiness, but I would love to always be enhanced.
Gollum, really, it's almost like telling younger children to do something potentially dangerous, risky, something that could lead to an amusing event unfolding. Your DMT experience sounds very limited and boring (to read, I know actually experiencing it is different and profound) compared to other stories I've read. There are just such different experiences that can be had that it would be a shame to never try again, at least for me.
Nothing, just like every other day. Oh, I didn't know it was today, I thought it was tomorrow. Hadn't checked since holidays don't really mean anything if you have absolutely no one, not even a pet, to spend them with.
“I am gone quite mad with the knowledge of accepting the overwhelming number of things I can never know, places I can never go, and people I can never be.”
― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Chronic severe depression, death by suicide. You just start seeing all these signs everywhere, stories of or writing from people who were in the process of losing their minds and barreling towards suicide, and you realize how it parallels your own life, when you've had similar experiences, thoughts. "The same thing is happening to me."
Yeah malice I get what you're saying, no glass fractal temples or goddesses or any of that. Just nothingness. I feel ayahuasca would be better for this though, it's a more navigable space. DMT is too chaotic for what I want out of it.
Have you read Under the Bell Jar? It's Plath's best work IMO but also def her most depressing sans a few short stories that may be harder hitting but don't have the volume/length to hit home as much as Bell Jar does. A peripheral member in this community (toraron) introduced me to Plath and to this day I think she's my favorite English language authors. I'm convinced that if you have a depressive personality Under the Bell Jar will make your life, at minimum, more comfortable. It exposed, to me at least, the sublime beauty of the hopeless soul. It exposes how when every thing is bad somehow there's an aesthetic beauty in that that transcends the traditional sense of self, and for some at least, show how suffering is actually the greatest aesthetic pleasure there is idk i dont really know what im saying but read her shiut Plath is a genius and you'd like her
A nice hot tub/jacuzzi would be the perfect place to trip. I also didn't use eye shades. Will next time.I went in my old hot tub as I dropped acid one night. It was below freezing outside, but in the tub the water was hot as fuck (104 -- the max that it can go up to). It was not a pleasant experience, as soon as I started really tripping, I got sensory overload, it felt like I was poaching my brain. When I got out I started shivering of course, and that was awesome, each muscle twitch felt electric.
I like putting a plastic grocery bag over my head while tripping
Did you tape your mouth shut?
Lol please don't take dmt in the tub. That's fucking stupid.
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Just went to pick up some weed, and some polish dude stopped me on the way asking if I could get any. He was a pretty cool guy, strangely worried I thought he might be Muslim tho("I show you my papers, I no muslim"). Also told me the problem with this country was we let in too many blacks and muslims. Even tho he had some colour in him himself, not sure what cos it was dark.galm
I liked him.
Lol please don't take dmt in the tub. That's fucking stupid.galm
galmI like putting a plastic grocery bag over my head while tripping
ever put a condom over your head?
galmA nice hot tub/jacuzzi would be the perfect place to trip. I also didn't use eye shades. Will next time.I went in my old hot tub as I dropped acid one night. It was below freezing outside, but in the tub the water was hot as fuck (104 -- the max that it can go up to). It was not a pleasant experience, as soon as I started really tripping, I got sensory overload, it felt like I was poaching my brain. When I got out I started shivering of course, and that was awesome, each muscle twitch felt electric.
I definitely wouldn't advise doing it alone, besides drowning like an idiot, the hot water can cause hyperthermia, and it affects the metabolism of drugs.
D.M Turner died shooting ketamine in a bathtub.galm
Did you tape your mouth shut?galm
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I just broke though on DMT. It was the most incredible experience of my life, and I have no memory of what happened. Though that after I came out of it and opened my eyes. I think it was noted how often people said that in The Spirit Molecule, or it may have been a Terrance McKenna talk I listened to. I was on pot and etizolam, which definitely would have promoted amnesiac effects, although I did take nicotine for the cognitive benefit.galm
Definitely going back there in a better state, not on cannabis and etizolam, and hoping I can bring back memories. Right now, there's the mood lift I've noticed a DMT session gives me afterward for a prolonged period, but it just feels so empty to not remember any of it. I also forgot to have my phone record, but I don't give a shit if I was screaming and making weird noises. Although it doesn't seem I was. Was just sitting cross legged on the bathroom floor in front of the sink w/ cabinet near the closed door and was in the same position afterward with no injuries or aches.
Setting: After a hot shower with the heater on and finishing the aftercare. Who feels bad after a hot shower on a cold day? Then there's the positive effect water has on your state of mind, your brain, which there's research for. After post-shower duties I made sure everything was perfectly safe and used my heat gun vape, with the DMT on some already vaped bud and the heat turned higher than before so it would vaporize quickly. Unplugged the vape, set the other part apart, then just sat down, opened the hose valve, and pressed on the bag to get vapor in quickly, which I didn't find uncomfortable. I'm not sure if I felt anything particularly odd after the second hit, at most it felt mild, but then the third and final hit and I was just there.
I only have a vague memory of being hit by a rapid, an immensely powerful and unrelenting, barrage of something. Images, experiences, knowledge? It was almost like being on a incredible universal or technological roller coaster and being propelled constantly against an unbelievable amount of panes, running into and taking each one in, and each being awe inspiring, profound. There may have been a large face in front of me in at one point while going backwards on the "roller coaster", possibly sinister looking, but I felt no fear and it may have just had a naturally fierce powerful face, without the negative emotions. Damn I wish I could remember what it was.
Hahaha, fuck you Gollum! I'm definitely going back there! I will train to remember and master the trip if necessary, along with looking into powerful memory forming/preserving drugs. From now on I'll have all my at home psychedelic sessions start while beginning to shower with the heater on. And the HGV is the best damn method for inhaling DMT. I'm going to take more melatonin than usual as part of my sleep stack, hope it comes back to me in dreams, or I have the fabled experience of taking DMT in a dream and having the actual experience. Hopefully bits will return, maybe in subsequent breakthroughs. Definitely gonna need to start an extract project for my use.Yeah malice I get what you're saying, no glass fractal temples or goddesses or any of that. Just nothingness. I feel ayahuasca would be better for this though, it's a more navigable space. DMT is too chaotic for what I want out of it.
You know, you can just plug it or snort it and the duration will be about an hour, although it would be best if you turned freebase (extractions are freebase) into a salt, which can be very easily done with only white vinegar. Like a mini ayahuasca trip. You could even add a common monoamine oxidase inhibitor, like b caapi or syrian rue, easily obtainable, and it would become more ayahuasca like, although it would last longer than rectal alone.Have you read Under the Bell Jar? It's Plath's best work IMO but also def her most depressing sans a few short stories that may be harder hitting but don't have the volume/length to hit home as much as Bell Jar does. A peripheral member in this community (toraron) introduced me to Plath and to this day I think she's my favorite English language authors. I'm convinced that if you have a depressive personality Under the Bell Jar will make your life, at minimum, more comfortable. It exposed, to me at least, the sublime beauty of the hopeless soul. It exposes how when every thing is bad somehow there's an aesthetic beauty in that that transcends the traditional sense of self, and for some at least, show how suffering is actually the greatest aesthetic pleasure there is idk i dont really know what im saying but read her shiut Plath is a genius and you'd like her
You should try DMT. I would (not) give you some in exchange for allowing me to trip sit you in a cloak and mask at a convenient location for you. Only lasts 5 minutes and you're rapidly near baseline. I would rather experiment with drugs and technology instead, I've never been impressed with the thoughts of any human I've read, nowadays I generally have low expectations for almost everything, but she's on my reading list.
Damn that would have been fucking sweet if I had remembered. It's bizarre, like reaching the peak of mount everest and instantly forgetting the entire event. Well, something more exciting than that, more intense with the total duration far shorter, and occurring entirely in your mind in the safety of your apartment with barred windows. I'm glad to know I have the potential in me.
Are you hoping I'll become addicted or commit suicide? I feel terrible, but I don't think I want to die.
Although, it brings up an old thought experiment: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Experience_machine
If you could be on your drug of choice with no ill effects, would you? There's the possibility of new drugs being created, or alternate techniques like transcranial stimulation, that could provide experiences far greater than anything you've felt before. Just lay back in a life maintenance pod until the next step in human development (mind uploading, singularity).
There are other things I want than pleasure/happiness, but I would love to always be enhanced.
Gollum, really, it's almost like telling younger children to do something potentially dangerous, risky, something that could lead to an amusing event unfolding. Your DMT experience sounds very limited and boring (to read, I know actually experiencing it is different and profound) compared to other stories I've read. There are just such different experiences that can be had that it would be a shame to never try again, at least for me.
No I don't want you to commit suicide or get addicted
I wish everyone could feel as good as opiates make me feel, all the time
Its just too bad the addiction part tends to destroy lives
As to your question? hell yes
A nice hot tub/jacuzzi would be the perfect place to trip. I also didn't use eye shades. Will next time.
Nothing, just like every other day. Oh, I didn't know it was today, I thought it was tomorrow. Hadn't checked since holidays don't really mean anything if you have absolutely no one, not even a pet, to spend them with.
“I am gone quite mad with the knowledge of accepting the overwhelming number of things I can never know, places I can never go, and people I can never be.”
― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Chronic severe depression, death by suicide. You just start seeing all these signs everywhere, stories of or writing from people who were in the process of losing their minds and barreling towards suicide, and you realize how it parallels your own life, when you've had similar experiences, thoughts. "The same thing is happening to me."
Have you read Under the Bell Jar? It's Plath's best work IMO but also def her most depressing sans a few short stories that may be harder hitting but don't have the volume/length to hit home as much as Bell Jar does. A peripheral member in this community (toraron) introduced me to Plath and to this day I think she's my favorite English language authors. I'm convinced that if you have a depressive personality Under the Bell Jar will make your life, at minimum, more comfortable. It exposed, to me at least, the sublime beauty of the hopeless soul. It exposes how when every thing is bad somehow there's an aesthetic beauty in that that transcends the traditional sense of self, and for some at least, show how suffering is actually the greatest aesthetic pleasure there is idk i dont really know what im saying but read her shiut Plath is a genius and you'd like her
Are you hoping I'll become addicted or commit suicide? I feel terrible, but I don't think I want to die.
Although, it brings up an old thought experiment: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Experience_machine
If you could be on your drug of choice with no ill effects, would you? There's the possibility of new drugs being created, or alternate techniques like transcranial stimulation, that could provide experiences far greater than anything you've felt before. Just lay back in a life maintenance pod until the next step in human development (mind uploading, singularity).
There are other things I want than pleasure/happiness, but I would love to always be enhanced.
Gollum, really, it's almost like telling younger children to do something potentially dangerous, risky, something that could lead to an amusing event unfolding. Your DMT experience sounds very limited and boring (to read, I know actually experiencing it is different and profound) compared to other stories I've read. There are just such different experiences that can be had that it would be a shame to never try again, at least for me.
No I don't want you to commit suicide or get addicted
I wish everyone could feel as good as opiates make me feel, all the time
Its just too bad the addiction part tends to destroy lives
As to your question? hell yes
There are subsets of furries that are looked down upon by even furries. These include "baby furs" who wear diapers and walk around shitting themselves and acting like infants at furcons, and the zoophile guys PoC was talking about. Furries by in large cause no trouble and are extremely nice, because they are such outcasts that have probably experienced their own abuse.I like how the news channels referred to the furry convention as "fans of comic book characters" as if they're a bunch of harmless innocent victims and not sick fetishists who get off to the thought of fucking an animal.
Most of them are not like this.
Oh hey bb, glad to see you post again.
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Oh boy, Thursday's supposed to be the biggest storm since 1998. The Bay Area is generally rated as having the best weather in the country, so it's not saying much, it's nothing compared to what most of you have probably been through. Heavy rain period, rain for two days straight, and 40mph winds + some waves 30ft+ high, much worse in some nearby areas. Scattered thunderstorms start at 1AM, 3AM winds reach 40. Many school districts closed. I hope it's much worse than expected.