Though I did have an ultrasound done of the baby the other day... not that any of you fuckers care.
I fucking care! Did you not read my post about this! Get an abortion
NOW!!!http://www.intosanctuary.com/index.php?topic=439.msg30063#msg30063You're probably so fucked up from years of drug use, medical disorders, and other physical ailments that your baby will come out severely disabled and/or the pregnancy will kill you. Is that what you want? Are you still on opioids and planning to remain off them? What effect do you think that will have on the fetus? Look at your family history, learn about heredity,
it is not how you raise a child, by the time they're adults, on average, a parent has almost no impact on their outcome. You
need to read about this and then decide if you really want to go through with this, at least one book, it's not very long and is easy to get through, a fun read. You can, and people regularly do, do everything perfectly, everything they can, and their children still turn out the way they do. I remember when you told me about how nearly everyone on your father's side of the family turned out to be literal child molesters. Think about it like schizophrenia or other disorders that run in the family, he was lucky (if you know every bad thing he's done), any children you have may not be, particularly with how prevalent it seemed to be. Have you ever seen a documentary, an excerpt, of a family raising a severely disabled adult? Think about how they've been going through that since its birth, and will continue to do so, to be trapped and tied down, tormented, until the day they die.
Hydro, I swear, if I knew where you lived and was nearby I would force an abortifacient into you whether you wanted it or not. You can fuck up your life all you want, but I will not allow you to ruin someone else's and put them through lifelong misery. You're a goddamn fat cow, a chunky grocery bagging junkie fuckup hick in denial still living in a shithole in Florida with her parents
with her husband, living in a goddamn garage with an extension cord and no running water in there surrounded by farm animals and pets shitting all over the place, who still can't seem to get his life together and support himself and his at his age, the people you live with constantly bringing and wearing you down with the magnitude of personality flaws and habits they have, and you expect to get out of this and improve
with a child? How exactly, with the power of love? By being nice to strangers and people online, which sure as hell doesn't seem to have amounted to much? You've never been able to make it before and
you're never going to. I may as well buy a plane ticket to Florida, skip the abortifacient, and simply strangle you with my bare hands to put you out of your misery.