My stepdad died the other day, so.I went to his viewing today.
Were you staying with him or your bio dad? Former IIRC. Sad to have ended on such a bad note, being kicked out. His last memory of you was you as a homeless person, having had a 54 day stay in jail for ____ reason, a severe alcoholic, along with whatever other drug use and behavior they may have been aware of, and never having succeeded, and seeming to be on a path that would never lead there, but to an early grave, earlier than theirs, they must have expected.
It wouldn't surprise me if he died of a broken heart, having raised you from a child for so long, nurtured you and expected the best, and despite his best efforts,
this is what you turn out to be.