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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #975 on: September 29, 2014, 07:25:52 pm »
I am getting an std test Thursday....
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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #976 on: September 29, 2014, 07:26:58 pm »
50 bucks say AIDS.
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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #977 on: September 29, 2014, 07:43:16 pm »
he is positive?

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #978 on: September 29, 2014, 07:43:30 pm »
50 bucks say AIDS.

r u [posotive on that bet mane

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #979 on: September 29, 2014, 07:56:58 pm »
HIV positive, dawg.
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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #980 on: September 29, 2014, 09:38:45 pm »
Starting a job tomorrow. Yay! Gonna be working for a landlord.
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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #981 on: September 29, 2014, 10:08:05 pm »
Here is a three picture album on imgur since I can't post pictures yet as I don't have 20 posts yet , but here is some tasty fresh goodness . I only cut off a lower branch for a test and I placed the stem in a shot glass of water like you would with a rose. I don't know if this does anything good for it while its drying but its a experiment of my own.

Couple of more weeks  ;D

~~~> http://imgur.com/a/gmlT2 <~~~ ;grinblunt:

Damn nice bud John.

viva the demon dungeon.

TY WS ! , The demon dungeon has a mental image fused to it that I find hard to let go .



Here is a three picture album on imgur since I can't post pictures yet as I don't have 20 posts yet , but here is some tasty fresh goodness . I only cut off a lower branch for a test and I placed the stem in a shot glass of water like you would with a rose. I don't know if this does anything good for it while its drying but its a experiment of my own.

Couple of more weeks  ;D

~~~> http://imgur.com/a/gmlT2 <~~~ ;grinblunt:

Damn nice bud John.

viva the demon dungeon.
I want to see the pics but that shit won't.

Show me the bud!

Soon
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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #982 on: September 29, 2014, 10:34:25 pm »
I bought an ecig today because I honestly wanted to start smoking again. I haven't had a cigarette in literally years, and I am still disgusted by smoking so I compromised and got the ecig.

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #983 on: September 29, 2014, 10:40:14 pm »
Also its not nearly as satisfying as lighting a cigarette. There is a nice, cavalier feeling of "fuck my health" when you light a real smoke. You can feel the tar coat your lungs and start to kill you I miss being so crass.

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #984 on: September 29, 2014, 10:48:31 pm »
(this one instigated because my sister is coming down to visit and hopefully take me back up with her -that might happen later but I'd rather do it asap)

Ah, is she still in SF, works as a game tester/developer? It's a shame, I'm too dysfunctional to visit you and have chosen the "Do not participate." in life because I'm convinced that a single limited human experience doesn't matter.

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So why does the thought not make me the slightest bit hard, nor did our make out & grope session?

Is there more to her than physical attractiveness? Because otherwise she sounds filthy. You could be disgusted by your shallow desires, the lack of depth in your life, or maybe the routine of meeting someone you feel fondness towards has occurred so many times in life that it's lost its novelty? If you're in burning bridges mode and want to leave aspects of your life in the past then that could tie into this.

And there's the physiological aspect. The effects of opioids and other drugs on sex drive, the endocrine system. The effects of mental illness/disorders (anxiety).

Above all, maybe you're just getting old? IIRC, not too long ago you barely failed a CISCO certification test, and part of me wonders if leaving your lifestyle behind and moving into a more conventional one terrifies you because you know what it means, what it really leads to, when you can't hold up the self-image and fantasies you've created anymore. Does it terrify you? Does it feel like death?

Lifelong punks generally don't live very long. A candle that burns twice as bright burns half as long, and an IT job and house in the suburbs just doesn't seem to provide enough oxygen...

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #985 on: September 29, 2014, 10:50:38 pm »
Also its not nearly as satisfying as lighting a cigarette. There is a nice, cavalier feeling of "fuck my health" when you light a real smoke. You can feel the tar coat your lungs and start to kill you I miss being so crass.

Thanatos.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_drive

I grapple with it every day.

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #986 on: September 29, 2014, 11:25:13 pm »
I love you malice. I would be sad for you if you killed yourself, like I felt when ILC died. Some people even in TRT I wouldn't give a fuck about, but it would be sad for you because you're so neurotic and lonely. I respect you a lot, because a lot of people aren't nearly as honest with themselves as you are.

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #987 on: September 29, 2014, 11:49:02 pm »
^Agreed. You also do a lot of research the rest of us wouldnt ever find the time to do.

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #988 on: September 30, 2014, 12:15:34 am »
AWWWW YEAH I'm making some bho tonight. I'm trying out a new 'tane I've never seen before. It looks like a knockoff Lucienne can, hopefully it works out.

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Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« Reply #989 on: September 30, 2014, 12:57:57 am »
I love you malice. I would be sad for you if you killed yourself, like I felt when ILC died. Some people even in TRT I wouldn't give a fuck about, but it would be sad for you because you're so neurotic and lonely. I respect you a lot, because a lot of people aren't nearly as honest with themselves as you are.

I think that if I were to write an autobiography/semi-autobiography before my death I would title it "An Empty Life".

It would be a fuller and deeper picture of despair, of the emptiness of existence and futility of life, than anything written before it. Far darker than "The Bell Jar" or "Jude the Obscure".

^Agreed. You also do a lot of research the rest of us wouldnt ever find the time to do.

And like Ecclesiastes, no matter how much I've read, no matter where I've looked, I've never been able to find any meaning and fulfillment in life, only the shattering of illusions. The more I've read, the less happy I've become.

For with much wisdom comes much sorrow;
the more knowledge, the more grief.

I have the most peculiar feeling of being near the end of my life, like an elderly person must feel, despite being only 24. I think my last words would be "There's nothing here."