shut the fuck you you stupid mother fucker
you know who you are
You have to admit, for all your talk you still use pretty shitty drugs, live with your parents, and are only in high school. I mean, who gets excited over being put on a new mood stabilizer? Hey man, I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm trying to help you, I'm trying to get you high(er).
I'm plugging my parnate now.
I'm soooo fucking bored. Fuck life and all of you.
Suicide is the first thing that comes to mind when I'm bored and the emptiness of life really hits me.
I've been thinking, my plan (drugs) could work and one day I would wake up and feel radically different, like many experience, but I realize I'm still myself and it's not what I had hoped for, and never will be. Not everyone who commits suicide is depressed. Biologically happy, psychologically suicidal.