there are those moments, where you're so lost in your head it crushes your lungs and you can't breathe. Right? We've all been there.
But it's fucking exhausting.
You lie.
You lie.
Why would I lie? To look cool or something?
I just have never felt the feeling you describe. I have a different way of being a fuck up, like I get so frustrated when things go wrong, I almost gnaw my own hand off from sheer rage. But unless I am drunk as fuck or smoking crack, I have never been 'lost inside my own head or whatever'
Heh every house I have ever lived in has fist holes in the walls in at least two places. I am also well known for throwing my phones through windows during heated business discussions or disputes with women.
Please don't kill yourself. You grew on me and now I quite like you.
I'd miss you, if you were gone. :)
Please don't kill yourself. You grew on me and now I quite like you.
I'd miss you, if you were gone. :)
You're wasting you life spamming this place with nonsense. Why?
just off urself already...Spoilerhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
That was a honest post and you portray me as a monster.Please don't kill yourself. You grew on me and now I quite like you.
I'd miss you, if you were gone. :)
You're wasting you life spamming this place with nonsense. Why?
That sounds awful. A slave to your own anger.
Have you ever been suicidal?
Don't just ignore me. :'(That was a honest post and you portray me as a monster.Please don't kill yourself. You grew on me and now I quite like you.
I'd miss you, if you were gone. :)
You're wasting you life spamming this place with nonsense. Why?
Thank you very much.
That was a honest post and you portray me as a monster.Please don't kill yourself. You grew on me and now I quite like you.
I'd miss you, if you were gone. :)
You're wasting you life spamming this place with nonsense. Why?
Thank you very much.
That sounds awful. A slave to your own anger.
Have you ever been suicidal?
No. I direct my particular brand of inner blackness outwards onto others rather than myself. I am surprised I am not sitting in prison for aggravated assault. It sort of takes a lot to get me mad but when I do lose it I totally flip the fuck out.
I think about suicide on a weekly basis.
Internet forums will only further your depression.
Currently, I'm trying to push myself over the edge.
Earth is about to be refurbished, your only chance to survive is to COME WITH ME.
Don't just ignore me. :'(
That's awful. Guess we each have our own cross to bear. I'd much rather be suicidal than someone mean and spiteful.
That's awful. Guess we each have our own cross to bear. I'd much rather be suicidal than someone mean and spiteful.
I am not mean and spiteful, just volatile. And I would much much rather be volatile than suicidal. Cannot imagine that sort of mindset. Sounds like hell on earth, and it is also morally wrong, because life is actually a divine miracle rather than some sort of cursed meatworld like some of you seem to dwell in. When you kill yourself, you kill one of gods creations, and that is pretty much an evil act.
I have abandoned society and live of my indescribably huge wealth which I have attained through.... things.
I've volunteered in a hospital to make up for my former lifestyle but that made me hate humanity so nowadays, as a broken man, I just hang out online, do drugs sometimes and workout a lot.
I'll maybe get a job as horticulturist, soon. Work with plants is relaxing.
Thank you for asking.
Thanks for the offer but I'm fine. ;)I have abandoned society and live of my indescribably huge wealth which I have attained through.... things.
I've volunteered in a hospital to make up for my former lifestyle but that made me hate humanity so nowadays, as a broken man, I just hang out online, do drugs sometimes and workout a lot.
I'll maybe get a job as horticulturist, soon. Work with plants is relaxing.
Thank you for asking.
I hope that all goes well for you. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to become like a live-in sex slave to some depraved rich guy.
Your entire fictitious post is ridiculous and no one that isnt cracked-out believes it. If you had abandoned society you wouldn't be shitspamposting all the fuck over the place for one thingIt's the truth and nothing but the truth.
I'm trying to get back on lithium. It stripped me of my humanity but really did stop me from having suicidal thoughts before.I think you just need some love.
This lame psychiatrist I've never seen before though was pushing risperidone and some other stuff.
I'm trying to get back on lithium. It stripped me of my humanity but really did stop me from having suicidal thoughts before.
This lame psychiatrist I've never seen before though was pushing risperidone and some other stuff.
I'm trying to get back on lithium. It stripped me of my humanity but really did stop me from having suicidal thoughts before.I think you just need some love.
This lame psychiatrist I've never seen before though was pushing risperidone and some other stuff.
I'm trying to get back on lithium. It stripped me of my humanity but really did stop me from having suicidal thoughts before.
This lame psychiatrist I've never seen before though was pushing risperidone and some other stuff.
You know, lithium occurs naturally in the environment, and in groundwater. Maybe you can find a natural source of lithium that would help ease your symptoms yet still doesn't dehumanize you. Or whatever. Fucking hippies.
2000mg
I've been spending my days on like mental health themed forums trying to convince other depressed and possibly suicidal people that they've got a lot to live for.
2000mg
Two. Fucking. Grams. Of lithium. A day. Your brain really is broken or something?
Get some Phenibut from Amazon but be super careful. It's addictive as fuck. Helped me a lot with social anxiety and depression, though.
+1I've been spending my days on like mental health themed forums trying to convince other depressed and possibly suicidal people that they've got a lot to live for.
These words of support you're supplying to other people, do you not believe you can apply the same advice to yourself?
I bet you're setting this groundwork for other people but not making your own foundation from it. It makes you feel good helping other people, and whilst that's swell and shit, a more fulfilling venture would be sitting yourself down and conforming to your own guidance.
I've been spending my days on like mental health themed forums trying to convince other depressed and possibly suicidal people that they've got a lot to live for.
These words of support you're supplying to other people, do you not believe you can apply the same advice to yourself?
I bet you're setting this groundwork for other people but not making your own foundation from it. It makes you feel good helping other people, and whilst that's swell and shit, a more fulfilling venture would be sitting yourself down and conforming to your own guidance.
just want to cry in bed and hate myself
Let a God dance within you
You sig is a Tacho quote......Let a God dance within you
Your sig line indicates that you let a gay dance within you.
yeah. i guess.Sweet dreams, babe. :-*
im going back to bed.
You sig is a Tacho quote..........
It is what it is....You sig is a Tacho quote..........
Yeah I harassed the fuck out of that nigger, and caught him plagiarizing and other underhanded shit. The quote is directed to me, after he was irritated that I made him look like the jabbering monkey he is in front of the whole zoklet clique.
It is what it is....
It is what it is....
Yeah, it got to where he just wouldn't post when I was online, and carefully avoided any threads I was in. He pretty much stopped posting before zoklet closed, because he couldn't handle everyone making fun of him with thomas the tank engine and stevie from malcolm in the middle jokes. I wear my sig line like it was that niggers scalp, yo.
So what's the story with your sig line, and the positive affirmation of life that it appears to be, and how it makes me question your sexuality?
What is your ceaseless obsession with other men's sexuality all about there Kokomo/
So are you trying to tell us if you accidentally found yourself in a gay bar you would likely suck a dick?What is your ceaseless obsession with other men's sexuality all about there Kokomo/
Well, since I am surrounded by faggots like you, no wonder I am mentioning the subject alot more lately.
So are you trying to tell us if you accidentally found yourself in a gay bar you would likely suck a dick?
I have abandoned society and live of my indescribably huge wealth which I have attained through.... things.
I've volunteered in a hospital to make up for my former lifestyle but that made me hate humanity so nowadays, as a broken man, I just hang out online, do drugs sometimes and workout a lot.
I'll maybe get a job as horticulturist, soon. Work with plants is relaxing.
Thank you for asking.
God fucking dammit you guys. You're all awful.
God fucking dammit you guys. You're all awful.What's your problem now?
God fucking dammit you guys. You're all awful.What's your problem now?
God fucking dammit you guys. You're all awful.
Welcome to &Sanctuary.God fucking dammit you guys. You're all awful.What's your problem now?
lol
you turned my pity party into a fag fest.
Welcome to &Sanctuary.God fucking dammit you guys. You're all awful.What's your problem now?
lol
you turned my pity party into a fag fest.
You could end the fag fest and show us your pussy. Like this post if you agree.
God fucking dammit you guys. You're all awful.
Heh best post in this thread ^^^^
pointlessly aggressive morons?
Your threads are shit.
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Instead of feeling sorry for the fact that life sucks and sitting around boo hooing and it's not fair... You should instead get angry that life sucks and use that anger constructively to do something about it. Or, at least try. I think life sucks too. I can't wait for it to be over. But, in the meantime. I'm mad as hell and I'm not gonna take it!
Instead of feeling sorry for the fact that life sucks and sitting around boo hooing and it's not fair... You should instead get angry that life sucks and use that anger constructively to do something about it. Or, at least try. I think life sucks too. I can't wait for it to be over. But, in the meantime. I'm mad as hell and I'm not gonna take it!
"Constructive anger" is an oxymoron.
Instead of feeling sorry for the fact that life sucks and sitting around boo hooing and it's not fair... You should instead get angry that life sucks and use that anger constructively to do something about it. Or, at least try. I think life sucks too. I can't wait for it to be over. But, in the meantime. I'm mad as hell and I'm not gonna take it!
"Constructive anger" is an oxymoron.
No, it's called finding a constructive outlet for your expression.
Instead of feeling sorry for the fact that life sucks and sitting around boo hooing and it's not fair... You should instead get angry that life sucks and use that anger constructively to do something about it. Or, at least try. I think life sucks too. I can't wait for it to be over. But, in the meantime. I'm mad as hell and I'm not gonna take it!
"Constructive anger" is an oxymoron.
No, it's called finding a constructive outlet for your expression.
ITT: OP implies she is unfamiliar with and dislikes anger, then 3 pages later becomes an expert on anger, then proceeds to tell us how wrong we are about anger, even though some of us live with it every day.
You're arguing with a person who does this
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Throw all logic out of the window, take on your pirate hat and dance, dance for your life.
Instead of feeling sorry for the fact that life sucks and sitting around boo hooing and it's not fair... You should instead get angry that life sucks and use that anger constructively to do something about it. Or, at least try. I think life sucks too. I can't wait for it to be over. But, in the meantime. I'm mad as hell and I'm not gonna take it!
"Constructive anger" is an oxymoron.
No, it's called finding a constructive outlet for your expression.
ITT: OP implies she is unfamiliar with and dislikes anger, then 3 pages later becomes an expert on anger, then proceeds to tell us how wrong we are about anger, even though some of us live with it every day.
Unfamiliar with anger? It's a human emotion we all experience. That doesn't mean it's something worth indulging in mindlessly. Or even if you do, you could be creative and interesting about it instead of calling each other fags.
Unfamiliar with anger? It's a human emotion we all experience. That doesn't mean it's something worth indulging in mindlessly. Or even if you do, you could be creative and interesting about it instead of calling each other fags.
Calling each other fags has nothing to do with anger. That's just a social bonding experience.
:/
I don't think I was helping anyone at all, except maybe to masturbate. I'm cynically depressed.
lol
.... :(
Okay. I'm sorry for saying mean things to you guys. My head just isn't quite where it should be right now.Be submissive how you're supposed to be and it's all cool.
:/
I don't think I was helping anyone at all, except maybe to masturbate. I'm cynically depressed.
lol
.... :(
Eh, I've only just realised who I was responding to.
Makes sense now, it's quite common for people with yourdisabilitylifestyle choice to be severely depressed.
Your highly confused temperament is probably pre-programmed for perpetual dissatisfaction or something.
Yeah.
*leaves thread*
:/
I don't think I was helping anyone at all, except maybe to masturbate. I'm cynically depressed.
lol
.... :(
Eh, I've only just realised who I was responding to.
Makes sense now, it's quite common for people with yourdisabilitylifestyle choice to be severely depressed.
Your highly confused temperament is probably pre-programmed for perpetual dissatisfaction or something.
Yeah.
*leaves thread*
What are you even talking about?
I'm going to get some ice cream, because I'm sad and fuck all of you :(What kind of ice cream? :)
I'm going to get some ice cream, because I'm sad and fuck all of you :(
I'm going to get some ice cream, because I'm sad and fuck all of you :(
The fat/sugar mixture gives them a dopamine rush while they can self loath and victimize themselves over being fatties.I'm going to get some ice cream, because I'm sad and fuck all of you :(
What do these two things have to do with each other? Sad = ice cream? Fucking women are fucked in the head.
The fat/sugar mixture gives them a dopamine rush while they can self loath and victimize themselves over being fatties.
:/
I don't think I was helping anyone at all, except maybe to masturbate. I'm cynically depressed.
lol
.... :(
Eh, I've only just realised who I was responding to.
Makes sense now, it's quite common for people with yourdisabilitylifestyle choice to be severely depressed.
Your highly confused temperament is probably pre-programmed for perpetual dissatisfaction or something.
Yeah.
*leaves thread*
What are you even talking about?
I think he is calling you a fag.
I'm going to get some ice cream, because I'm sad and fuck all of you :(What kind of ice cream? :)
I'm going to get some ice cream, because I'm sad and fuck all of you :(
Ice cream always makes me happy. Do you realize all of the crazy shit that is going on in the world? We are at a precipice in time. An historic moment, where anything is possible. Why the fuck are you sad? I'm the guy at the bottom and I'm grinning from ear to ear.
OP if your still breathing and still think of suicide don't be a pussy and use pills, knives, guns, or hanging yourself. Get some gasoline mix it with some styrofoam. You'll want it about to consistency of motor oil. Take some clothes soak them in diesel, and put on the diesel soaked clothes, apply the gas/foam mixture. Then apply some type of ignition source. Don't forget to videotape it, and I wouldn't worry about a note
I'm going to get some ice cream, because I'm sad and fuck all of you :(
What do these two things have to do with each other? Sad = ice cream? Fucking women are fucked in the head.
If you don't eat deliciously bad foods when you're sad then I feel bad for you. Doesn't have to be ice cream or even sweet, can be like pizza. Depression brings on unhealthy eating habits in lots of people. Don't judge.
If you don't eat deliciously bad foods when you're sad then I feel bad for you. Doesn't have to be ice cream or even sweet, can be like pizza. Depression brings on unhealthy eating habits in lots of people. Don't judge.
No, I try to eat healthy. Sometimes ice cream, but I cannot understand how emotions coorelate with dietary habits. When I am sad or upset, I don't want to eat anything, let alone junk food.
I am not judging, just asking, really.
You know, I think I'm going to break totse tradition and write a serious reply for you.Cool story, bro.
My brother has depression as well. Way back when, he used to have a girlfriend that was... Crazy. Also very needy.
Switching tracks here for a second, my parents also had an old house they had moved out of but still had most all of their stuff in it. Very old three story house with a basement and a garage. It had SO MUCH crap stuffed into both it and the garage and basement and they had to sort through it all and get rid of it or store it. My dad had to work so he couldn't go over there, leaving just me and my mom.
The first thing that went wrong was that we went during the winter time, and where the house was, winter's sucked. Incredibly cold... Icy... So there was the first problem. The second was that the house was in some small nothing town in the middle of nowhere. 30 miles to the nearest city where my brother lived. The third problem is that when we last left the house, we poured antifreeze down all the pipes because they had a tendency to crack in the winter time and flood the basement. So we didn't have any running water in the entire house. The only thing that was there was electricity.
For a little bit there, it was just us. Sitting in that godforsaken house in the middle of oblivion, sorting through and packing around an almost limitless supply of junk and old boxes in a crammed house with no water and little heat in the middle of winter. We had to rely on my mom's friend and truck stops in the city for showers. My dad was pressuring my mom to get done as soon as possible because it was draining him to support the electricity bill in that house alone what with the constant use of very energy consuming heaters that we had.
Then, one day, my brother had had it with his girlfriend completely and he had to go. He had to pack up what he could and leave. Leave his nice apartment, his two dogs, even a nice mostly brand new car they were just paying off. He had to leave all that and go. And of course, our decrepit house was the only place he could go now. He didn't even have his license as that was revoked because of an accident he had
As time wore on, the house seemed hardly closer to being finished than it had when we first got there. My mom was beginning to become strained to say the least and my brother was insanely depressed, having lost a huge massive chunk both physically and emotionally to his girlfriend. And now he was sitting with us in the middle of nowhere in the same situation we were in. But wait, there's more.
After my bro was with us for a little bit, my mother almost snapped in half one night. Almost went completely insane with stress to get the house done and also because of some existing mental problems she had which I won't go into right now. We had managed keep her on the level but it took a bit and we couldn't push her any further at all.
But we did get out. It took us about 5 months in total but we finally got it all done and we blew out of there. It seems like an age ago now. But my brother endured it all along with us. And I'm telling you, if he can, you can.
Think about your family or your friends. Anyone who cares about you. You commit suicide, you will tear them apart. They will never be the same again. So remember, if you can't hold on for yourself, you should hold on for the people who care about you.
Oh, well.
I'm on myself most of the time to eat really well. Want to be strong and fit and that makes hardcore sugary treats and other junk foods off-limits. When I'm sad and seriously considering suicide it's like uh yeah who the fuck cares? So I'm all in today.
You know, I think I'm going to break totse tradition and write a serious reply for you.Cool story, bro.
My brother has depression as well. Way back when, he used to have a girlfriend that was... Crazy. Also very needy.
Switching tracks here for a second, my parents also had an old house they had moved out of but still had most all of their stuff in it. Very old three story house with a basement and a garage. It had SO MUCH crap stuffed into both it and the garage and basement and they had to sort through it all and get rid of it or store it. My dad had to work so he couldn't go over there, leaving just me and my mom.
The first thing that went wrong was that we went during the winter time, and where the house was, winter's sucked. Incredibly cold... Icy... So there was the first problem. The second was that the house was in some small nothing town in the middle of nowhere. 30 miles to the nearest city where my brother lived. The third problem is that when we last left the house, we poured antifreeze down all the pipes because they had a tendency to crack in the winter time and flood the basement. So we didn't have any running water in the entire house. The only thing that was there was electricity.
For a little bit there, it was just us. Sitting in that godforsaken house in the middle of oblivion, sorting through and packing around an almost limitless supply of junk and old boxes in a crammed house with no water and little heat in the middle of winter. We had to rely on my mom's friend and truck stops in the city for showers. My dad was pressuring my mom to get done as soon as possible because it was draining him to support the electricity bill in that house alone what with the constant use of very energy consuming heaters that we had.
Then, one day, my brother had had it with his girlfriend completely and he had to go. He had to pack up what he could and leave. Leave his nice apartment, his two dogs, even a nice mostly brand new car they were just paying off. He had to leave all that and go. And of course, our decrepit house was the only place he could go now. He didn't even have his license as that was revoked because of an accident he had
As time wore on, the house seemed hardly closer to being finished than it had when we first got there. My mom was beginning to become strained to say the least and my brother was insanely depressed, having lost a huge massive chunk both physically and emotionally to his girlfriend. And now he was sitting with us in the middle of nowhere in the same situation we were in. But wait, there's more.
After my bro was with us for a little bit, my mother almost snapped in half one night. Almost went completely insane with stress to get the house done and also because of some existing mental problems she had which I won't go into right now. We had managed keep her on the level but it took a bit and we couldn't push her any further at all.
But we did get out. It took us about 5 months in total but we finally got it all done and we blew out of there. It seems like an age ago now. But my brother endured it all along with us. And I'm telling you, if he can, you can.
Think about your family or your friends. Anyone who cares about you. You commit suicide, you will tear them apart. They will never be the same again. So remember, if you can't hold on for yourself, you should hold on for the people who care about you.
You know, I think I'm going to break totse tradition and write a serious reply for you.
My brother has depression as well. Way back when, he used to have a girlfriend that was... Crazy. Also very needy.
Switching tracks here for a second, my parents also had an old house they had moved out of but still had most all of their stuff in it. Very old three story house with a basement and a garage. It had SO MUCH crap stuffed into both it and the garage and basement and they had to sort through it all and get rid of it or store it. My dad had to work so he couldn't go over there, leaving just me and my mom.
The first thing that went wrong was that we went during the winter time, and where the house was, winter's sucked. Incredibly cold... Icy... So there was the first problem. The second was that the house was in some small nothing town in the middle of nowhere. 30 miles to the nearest city where my brother lived. The third problem is that when we last left the house, we poured antifreeze down all the pipes because they had a tendency to crack in the winter time and flood the basement. So we didn't have any running water in the entire house. The only thing that was there was electricity.
For a little bit there, it was just us. Sitting in that godforsaken house in the middle of oblivion, sorting through and packing around an almost limitless supply of junk and old boxes in a crammed house with no water and little heat in the middle of winter. We had to rely on my mom's friend and truck stops in the city for showers. My dad was pressuring my mom to get done as soon as possible because it was draining him to support the electricity bill in that house alone what with the constant use of very energy consuming heaters that we had.
Then, one day, my brother had had it with his girlfriend completely and he had to go. He had to pack up what he could and leave. Leave his nice apartment, his two dogs, even a nice mostly brand new car they were just paying off. He had to leave all that and go. And of course, our decrepit house was the only place he could go now. He didn't even have his license as that was revoked because of an accident he had
As time wore on, the house seemed hardly closer to being finished than it had when we first got there. My mom was beginning to become strained to say the least and my brother was insanely depressed, having lost a huge massive chunk both physically and emotionally to his girlfriend. And now he was sitting with us in the middle of nowhere in the same situation we were in. But wait, there's more.
After my bro was with us for a little bit, my mother almost snapped in half one night. Almost went completely insane with stress to get the house done and also because of some existing mental problems she had which I won't go into right now. We had managed keep her on the level but it took a bit and we couldn't push her any further at all.
But we did get out. It took us about 5 months in total but we finally got it all done and we blew out of there. It seems like an age ago now. But my brother endured it all along with us. And I'm telling you, if he can, you can.
Think about your family or your friends. Anyone who cares about you. You commit suicide, you will tear them apart. They will never be the same again. So remember, if you can't hold on for yourself, you should hold on for the people who care about you.
Oh, well.
I'm on myself most of the time to eat really well. Want to be strong and fit and that makes hardcore sugary treats and other junk foods off-limits. When I'm sad and seriously considering suicide it's like uh yeah who the fuck cares? So I'm all in today.
Do you have pets?
You need professional help. Seriously.
kitties! xD
You need professional help. Seriously.
Have had plenty. Never did me much good, obviously.
When I cut up my legs I spent a bit in the hospital. Was gone before the psychologist even had time for me, though I'd seen the psychiatrist twice.
Send me your computer before you off yourself, because this thing is a piece of shit. I promise I will use it in your honor to spread awareness of whatever the fuck is wrong with you. But seriously. You can't kill yourself. Who will loves your kitties?
kitties! xD
You are aware that if you suicide, once you are dead, they will eat you? They will get hungry with no one around to feed them, they will drink out of the toilet, and they will tear strips of flesh from you, probably from your face, and they will eat you.
You need professional help. Seriously.
Have had plenty. Never did me much good, obviously.
When I cut up my legs I spent a bit in the hospital. Was gone before the psychologist even had time for me, though I'd seen the psychiatrist twice.
I think you just need to take the advice of my sig.
no.
no.
Oh yes.
Your cats will die before you anyway. You won't kill yourself you dumb bitch.
My cats would never eat my face even if they were starving, and I wouldn't ever let them starve anyway. I'd probably email someone right before committing the act and they'd take good care of my cats.
Do it. Do it right fucking now.Your cats will die before you anyway. You won't kill yourself you dumb bitch.
What makes you so sure?
My cats would never eat my face even if they were starving, and I wouldn't ever let them starve anyway. I'd probably email someone right before committing the act and they'd take good care of my cats.
No matter how good you take care of your cats, and how nice they may be, if they were hungry and your corpse was there, they would be eating that shit like fucking fancy feast.
Uh? My cats don't eat fancy feast. They get real food and taurine supplements. Lightly blended fish and stuff.
Do it. Do it right fucking now.Your cats will die before you anyway. You won't kill yourself you dumb bitch.
What makes you so sure?
See? No guts no glory.
Uh? My cats don't eat fancy feast. They get real food and taurine supplements. Lightly blended fish and stuff.
Yeah, the fucking brand of cat food that your cats eat was the whole point I was trying to make.
:facepalm:
Not a wonder, a fucking shame.Do it. Do it right fucking now.Your cats will die before you anyway. You won't kill yourself you dumb bitch.
What makes you so sure?
See? No guts no glory.
I'll kill myself when I'm good and fucking ready, if I even want to later on. But don't think I'm all talk. I made a very serious attempt previously, and it's kind of a wonder I'm alive now.
Well you're just being stupid. I raised my cats right; they're not like cannibals. They're graceful and dignified, even in how they eat.
Cool story, bro.
Thanks for the story, Arnox. Touching :(Hehehe... A little unwell...
Everyone is sad, I know. I'm nothing special, and you went through this rough 5 months period when both your brother and mother were a little unwell. So everyone can, right? Maybe. I dunno.Think about your family or your friends. Anyone who cares about you. You commit suicide, you will tear them apart. They will never be the same again. So remember, if you can't hold on for yourself, you should hold on for the people who care about you.
I wish you hadn't said this piece. It's too true and I hate it. I've been affected by suicide in the past and I sort of know what it's like. Really don't want to do that to anyone else, especially not to my wonderful family that has always been there when I needed them. But I hurt. A lot. And I don't like it here. And I'm crazy, and unloved, and selfish. ugh
If I do commit suicide, I'll feel guilty about it. Maybe the only way to manage it is to forget about the people who love me.
How is your family now?
Uh? My cats don't eat fancy feast. They get real food and taurine supplements. Lightly blended fish and stuff.
Your cats eat better than I do and you're the depressed one? LOL!
Do it. Do it right fucking now.Your cats will die before you anyway. You won't kill yourself you dumb bitch.
What makes you so sure?
See? No guts no glory.
I'll kill myself when I'm good and fucking ready, if I even want to later on. But don't think I'm all talk. I made a very serious attempt previously, and it's kind of a wondegr I'm alive now.
Not a wonder, a fucking shame.Do it. Do it right fucking now.Your cats will die before you anyway. You won't kill yourself you dumb bitch.
What makes you so sure?
See? No guts no glory.
I'll kill myself when I'm good and fucking ready, if I even want to later on. But don't think I'm all talk. I made a very serious attempt previously, and it's kind of a wonder I'm alive now.
I'll pray for your family. RIP.
Well you're just being stupid. I raised my cats right; they're not like cannibals. They're graceful and dignified, even in how they eat.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH holy fucking shit HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Now this is the most hilarious post I have ever read in my life. Two in one day. I love it, I fucking love it.
Ok let me get this straight....HAHAHAHAH sorry I cannot help but laugh my fucking ass off.....CANNIBALS? hahahahahah oh my fucking god.
Hehehe... A little unwell...
They're alright. We're still getting through kind of a tough time right now but it's nowhere near as bad as it once was at least.
Uh? My cats don't eat fancy feast. They get real food and taurine supplements. Lightly blended fish and stuff.
Your cats eat better than I do and you're the depressed one? LOL!
Your cats eat better than I do and you're the depressed one? LOL!
(http://i39.servimg.com/u/f39/14/26/98/51/notsur11.jpg)
Do I have to start white-knighting again?
Do it. Do it right fucking now.Your cats will die before you anyway. You won't kill yourself you dumb bitch.
What makes you so sure?
See? No guts no glory.
I'll kill myself when I'm good and fucking ready, if I even want to later on. But don't think I'm all talk. I made a very serious attempt previously, and it's kind of a wondegr I'm alive now.
You should prove all the naysayers wrong and get on with killing yourself in the most gruesome manner possible. Make sure to post pics
Uh... what?
Uh... what?
Umm....cannibals eat....their own kind? Like, they are cats, not people, so if they eat you....they are not cannibals. Not to mention that no matter what you want and how 'civilized' you think your cats are, if they are starving they will eat whatever meat they can get. They may not like it, but they will strip your face clean and leave your skull exposed for the emergency workers to take selfies with and laugh at.
Uh... what?
Umm....cannibals eat....their own kind? Like, they are cats, not people, so if they eat you....they are not cannibals. Not to mention that no matter what you want and how 'civilized' you think your cats are, if they are starving they will eat whatever meat they can get. They may not like it, but they will strip your face clean and leave your skull exposed for the emergency workers to take selfies with and laugh at.
Like we share this spiritual connection of empathetic understanding.
My best friends are cats...
:(
Don't facepalm that. I have the same. I'm the cat whisperer. No shit.Like we share this spiritual connection of empathetic understanding.
:facepalm:
I love my dog but if it comes to a survival situation, I will be chewing on a mouthful of 'ralf' with tears streaming down my face. Meat is meat.
Hmm. I'm glad to hear they're at least doing better than they were. Guess those problems never stop coming, right? :(
He's being serious. My cats eat better than a lot of people, though they require different nutrients so it's kinda hard to compare...
but yeah you should totally white knight. i want everyone who's mean to me banned! thx.Mmmmmmmm... Why not? *hand hovers over ban button before slapping it away* No! Must resist temptation.
That's terrible! I don't even believe you. You love your dog, you couldn't kill and eat him/her even if your life depended on it.
Never underestimate the power of love.
At least ban millionsofdeadcats. Usernames like that should be against the rules, and he keeps calling people names.
Not for me, not for you, not for anyone.
Actually, I was gonna say to him that people with clinical depression are depressed no matter what their current circumstance and they can't do very much about it at all besides meds.
That's terrible! I don't even believe you. You love your dog, you couldn't kill and eat him/her even if your life depended on it.
Never underestimate the power of love.
If I was starving, sure I would. If I was in a survival situation ever had to go a long distance, I think they call it 'bugging out' or some shit, and I had no vehicle and my dog was with me, I would probably have to shoot him. There is no way he could keep up with me on foot, dogs just aren't endurance animals. He would either slow me down considerably, or he would suffer trying to keep up. Some things just need handled, even if they are unpleasant.
At least ban millionsofdeadcats. Usernames like that should be against the rules, and he keeps calling people names.
I think arnox kinda likes me. Don't ya, arnox?
At least ban millionsofdeadcats. Usernames like that should be against the rules, and he keeps calling people names.
I think arnox kinda likes me. Don't ya, arnox
Never underestimate the power of love.
*hand begins to hover over ban button again*
At least ban millionsofdeadcats. Usernames like that should be against the rules, and he keeps calling people names.
Yeah, he's such a meanie... I'm sorry. :(I think arnox kinda likes me. Don't ya, arnox
I would but... How did Hobbes put it? I'm beguiled by her feminine charms. *hand begins to hover over ban button again*
Hmm you don't gotta ban him I guess. Just change his name to uh...
millionsofcuddlycats
You're Zek, correct?
Unfortunately, those who have had a suicide attempt are allegedly 100 times more likely than the general population to have a successful suicide attempt in their lifetime.
Honestly, you're probably to much of wreck and are pretty much a lost cause.
You're Zek, correct?Never underestimate the power of love.
I've read that the life expectancy for transgender people is around 23-32, but they didn't provide references.
Wouldn't surprise me. Then again many may work in the sex trade or have STDs, so if you aren't in those categories, you could boost your estimate up a bit, but it wouldn't surprise me if most of the discrepancy was due to suicide.
Unfortunately, those who have had a suicide attempt are allegedly 100 times more likely than the general population to have a successful suicide attempt in their lifetime.
Honestly, you're probably to much of wreck and are pretty much a lost cause.
Hmm you don't gotta ban him I guess. Just change his name to uh...
millionsofcuddlycats
Hmm you don't gotta ban him I guess. Just change his name to uh...
millionsofcuddlycats
Oh gods... The temptation is too much. I give in.
argh
But you didn't accept the deal between Finny and me? I'm disappoint, son. Like whoa.Hmm you don't gotta ban him I guess. Just change his name to uh...
millionsofcuddlycats
Oh gods... The temptation is too much. I give in.
You're Zek, correct?
NO!Unfortunately, those who have had a suicide attempt are allegedly 100 times more likely than the general population to have a successful suicide attempt in their lifetime.
Honestly, you're probably to much of wreck and are pretty much a lost cause.
I'd read that, too. Kind of scary. Factor in the suicides in my family too, and it's all ugh. Kinda think maybe I'm destined for suicide.
omg we need a thanks button so hard. i love you arnox.
this is a win for the good guys! xD
As entertaining as it would be to accept this deal or others like it, the staff will not be making these kinds of deals with its members at all.FAKE AND GAY! >:(
As staff members, when it comes to our jobs, we cannot afford to mess and screw around. We cannot get mixed up in these sorts of things. Instead, we have to be that guy nobody likes. Like the police officers that have to come over and break up a house party because of several noise complaints. Like a dad who tells his kids that they need to eat their vegetables or else they don't get to smoke their daily allowance of crack.
We have to be model posters, above any and all drama and politics that may arise on the forum, and part of doing that means we can't make such deals as this with other members.
omg we need a thanks button so hard. i love you arnox.
this is a win for the good guys! xD
Yes... His name is so cute and wonderful now. :D
FAKE AND GAY! >:(
You've done a good thing today. Cats the world over would be appreciative, if they knew how to read and could post on internet forums.
Had an aunt who after suffering crippling headaches and back problems for many years (more than 10) successfully committed suicide. She had spent at least the last 10 years of her life undergoing rigorous testing and constant medical care and nothing could ease the pain. The headaches were so bad they would nearly blind her and caused her terrible vomiting. Even the specialists were giving up hope they would find a solution for her. After her 3rd attempt she managed to end her life, the family was devastated but we all understood that there is only so much pain a person could endure. She was in her mid 50's with 3 young grandchildren. Although I am not promoting suicide in any manner I think that many people misunderstand it. People do not kill themselves to end their lives. They do it to end their pain.
Arnox....FAKE AND GAY! >:(
It wasn't a deal. It was a request. :)
FAKE AND GAY! >:(
It wasn't a deal. It was a request. :)You've done a good thing today. Cats the world over would be appreciative, if they knew how to read and could post on internet forums.
Mmmmmmmm... It was. And- Wait, what's going on here? What? What have I done?
Arnox....FAKE AND GAY! >:(
It wasn't a deal. It was a request. :)
You have no idea what you've done.
I am so glad mmmmquestions was not here to see this.
:P
:P
You tricked me and hypnotized me with your charms. D: How could you?
(http://www.zoklet.net/images/smilies/cat/helloclap.gif)Dawwww... Such a cute kitty ^^
Oh man, I've been spamming this lame thread all day. Don't have a life after getting out of the hospital and deciding to quit school in favor of suicide. It's threads like this that make me hate my post count.
Dude, fucking kill yourselves together in a huge circle jerk suicide fest. What is this shit?Oh man, I've been spamming this lame thread all day. Don't have a life after getting out of the hospital and deciding to quit school in favor of suicide. It's threads like this that make me hate my post count.
Mine too. There is freaking nothing to do in this town, and once I get everything done, I can either walk the dogs, go drive around aimlessly, go to the bar, or shitpost. I usually choose the latter. I stay out of trouble that way.
(http://www.zoklet.net/images/smilies/cat/helloclap.gif)Dawwww... Such a cute kitty ^^
I mean, don't you try and distract me!
Oh man, I've been spamming this lame thread all day. Don't have a life after getting out of the hospital and deciding to quit school in favor of suicide. It's threads like this that make me hate my post count.
Mine too. There is freaking nothing to do in this town, and once I get everything done, I can either walk the dogs, go drive around aimlessly, go to the bar, or shitpost. I usually choose the latter. I stay out of trouble that way.
Dude, fucking kill yourselves together in a huge circle jerk suicide fest. What is this shit?
Aww but you being distracted was such a good distraction for me <3
Thanks for hanging out with us for a bit, Arnox. We should do this more often!
Dude, fucking kill yourselves together in a huge circle jerk suicide fest. What is this shit?
Ok.
o.o I... do want to this more often....
It's people connecting and sharing words in innocent conversation. Not every sentence has to be "ur a fgt" around here you know.
:cosby:
At least ban millionsofdeadcats. Usernames like that should be against the rules, and he keeps calling people names.
I'm starting to feel sad again.You deserve it.
I'm starting to feel sad again.
Great! We'll have tons of fun.
lol that risir guy is kinda crazy... hot and cold, like a frustrated stalker with a spiteful crush. it's not a good infatuation...
I'm starting to feel sad again.You deserve it.
You.... I'm..... alright.Great! We'll have tons of fun.
Yes... Tons of fun. *hugs gently*lol that risir guy is kinda crazy... hot and cold, like a frustrated stalker with a spiteful crush. it's not a good infatuation...
Yes, he's completely crazy... He's so mean to you and he needs to grow up!
Not sure what to do with myself now. It's been fun talking to you guys, but my actual life kinda seems beyond repair. Messed everything up again.
What would risperidone overdose do to a person?Try it you fucking pussy.
What would risperidone overdose do to a person?Try it you fucking pussy.
Ich mag schwanz in meinen arsch
No but you force me too. I tried to be nice but than you acted all superior, which you're not so I had to shut you down and FUCK...What would risperidone overdose do to a person?Try it you fucking pussy.
Is this really the sort of person you want to be?
Ich verlor meine Jungfräulichkeit anal zu einer Bande von schwarzen Biker , während in der Grundschule
No but you force me too. I tried to be nice but than you acted all superior, which you're not so I had to shut you down and FUCK...What would risperidone overdose do to a person?Try it you fucking pussy.
Is this really the sort of person you want to be?
Do you want to be the person who contantly cries about suicide but is a huge bitch to the people who try to help her?
I told you not to kill yourself and that I'd miss you and you act like I'm some kind of horrible person.
You get what you ask for and now please shut the fuck up or get the job done.
No but you force me too. I tried to be nice but than you acted all superior, which you're not so I had to shut you down and FUCK...What would risperidone overdose do to a person?Try it you fucking pussy.
Is this really the sort of person you want to be?
Do you want to be the person who contantly cries about suicide but is a huge bitch to the people who try to help her?
I told you not to kill yourself and that I'd miss you and you act like I'm some kind of horrible person.
You get what you ask for and now please shut the fuck up or get the job done.
What was I doing to "act superior"? And what did i do to make you out to be a horrible person? There's a fount of goodness in every person, and of course that includes you. I thought we were having some fun and then you got kind of serious. Sorry if I hurt your feelings. I started some medications recently and am a little emotional and... stuff.
Fuck your excuses you dumb bitch.Antipsychotic and mood stabilizer...
Is there a chance that this new medication are hormones you lying tranny?
I fucking knew it.....
Ich spiele mit Barbie-Puppen und verkleiden sich in der kleinen Mädchen kleidung
Why do you hate me so much?
Fuck your excuses you dumb bitch.
Is there a chance that this new medication are hormones you lying tranny?
I fucking knew it.....
Why do you hate me so much? I tried to be nice from the get go.
Oh please make a thread about this "long list of ineptitudes and shortcomings". I'd love to read it.Dodging faggot, make a thread.
Oh please make a thread about this "long list of ineptitudes and shortcomings". I'd love to read it.Dodging faggot, make a thread.
Deliver you nigger.
I can't do that. I kinda lost my mind yesterday and said the worst things.
I'm truly sorry for that. It was just a bit of a mental breakdown and I pulled you down with it like a bitch. That wasn't cool and I'm sorry for hurting your feelings.
Ugh.... disgusting to feel like I feel right now.
Will someone please help push me into suicide? Cats? You're mean; let's make this happen. I've got a rope and everything.
Will someone please help push me into suicide? Cats? You're mean; let's make this happen. I've got a rope and everything.
You expecting words on a screen to be the impetus to leave this mortal coil, is as strange and pathetic as the heaven's gate cult and their mass suicide because a comet was passing by the earth and they wanted their souls to fly to it because it was really a spaceship.
People can say truly cruel things over the internet. It would help me. Has before.
The internet is like masturbating with your eyeballs.
People can say truly cruel things over the internet. It would help me. Has before.
It is your eyes that move over the words, no one 'says' anything. It is different in real life, you have no choice but to 'hear' if someone 'says' something. But over the internet, it is your eyes, that you control, that 'choose' to move over the text. So no one is 'saying' anything to you. You are actively seeking to read this material, and therefore there is no 'people' involved. The internet is like masturbating with your eyeballs.
Mike, you're a good person and I really like you.
Just wanted to point that out.
Figuratively you semantic Jew.I can't do that. I kinda lost my mind yesterday and said the worst things.
I'm truly sorry for that. It was just a bit of a mental breakdown and I pulled you down with it like a bitch. That wasn't cool and I'm sorry for hurting your feelings.
Ugh.... disgusting to feel like I feel right now.
Your fingers typed it, you didn't say it. Your hands are freaking the fuck ouuuut, man!
So?
You see, I'm a new person and nobodies alt. Trust me, it's the truth. :)Mike, you're a good person and I really like you.
Just wanted to point that out.
this is a first, like ever. I usually get death threats and corny motherfuckers following me around with outdated insults. Thanks!
Figuratively you semantic Jew.
So?
So? You should be aghast with wonderment at my introducing you to such an epiphany. You never thought about it before, admit it.
You see, I'm a new person and nobodies alt. Trust me, it's the truth. :)
Figuratively you semantic Jew.
Didn't you just like, break german law with that post or some shit?
It's nothing novel, and the exact sort of thing I've spent a long time considering.
Guys, come on. This thread is supposed to be about me and my problems. I cut my legs up, remember? What was that even for if no one cares.
No, I'm just not allowed to deny the Holocaust, wear Swastikas and raise my right arm in public (Hitlergruß).Figuratively you semantic Jew.
Didn't you just like, break german law with that post or some shit?
Everyone's ignoring me :(
Exactly, it was pointless. Stop doing that shit.So?
So? You should be aghast with wonderment at my introducing you to such an epiphany. You never thought about it before, admit it.
It's nothing novel, and the exact sort of thing I've spent a long time considering.
Guys, come on. This thread is supposed to be about me and my problems. I cut my legs up, remember? What was that even for if no one cares.
Exactly, it was pointless. Stop doing that shit.So?
So? You should be aghast with wonderment at my introducing you to such an epiphany. You never thought about it before, admit it.
It's nothing novel, and the exact sort of thing I've spent a long time considering.
Guys, come on. This thread is supposed to be about me and my problems. I cut my legs up, remember? What was that even for if no one cares.
You are beautiful.
The internet is like masturbating with your eyeballs.
This is true. My monitor is covered in eye splooge.
You see, I'm a new person and nobodies alt. Trust me, it's the truth. :)
(http://i61.tinypic.com/5o5lle.jpg)
It's nothing novel, and the exact sort of thing I've spent a long time considering.
Guys, come on. This thread is supposed to be about me and my problems. I cut my legs up, remember? What was that even for if no one cares.
Would you let us do what we do? By the time you are done reading 250 shitposts you won't have the energy or mental capacity to kill yourself.
I'm not Snoopy, goddammit.
It's an honor, though. He was a true legend.
I cut my legs up, remember? What was that even for if no one cares.
I cut my legs up, remember? What was that even for if no one cares.
You should take up knitting as a therapeutic hobby instead of cutting up your legs. You have a lot of passion, you just need to use it for something besides self-mutilation.
:laugh:I'm not Snoopy, goddammit.
See, I start to kind of believe you, and then:It's an honor, though. He was a true legend.
Snoopy detected.
Just shut up about it and we will figure it out. Ok?I cut my legs up, remember? What was that even for if no one cares.
You should take up knitting as a therapeutic hobby instead of cutting up your legs. You have a lot of passion, you just need to use it for something besides self-mutilation.
I want other people to cut me up instead.
I'm not Snoopy, goddammit.
See, I start to kind of believe you, and then:It's an honor, though. He was a true legend.
Snoopy detected.
If you are not Snoopy then confess who you are....you are very clearly a user that is very familiar with the people in this community and has been a part of it for quite sometime. So....come out of the closet already!
I'm not Snoopy, goddammit.
See, I start to kind of believe you, and then:It's an honor, though. He was a true legend.
Snoopy detected.
If you are not Snoopy then confess who you are....you are very clearly a user that is very familiar with the people in this community and has been a part of it for quite sometime. So....come out of the closet already!
I'm just a lurker with a good memory. That's it.
What was that even for if no one cares.
Thank you. :)I'm just a lurker with a good memory. That's it.
Well, then sir, might I congratulate you on your impressive recall abilities!
What was that even for if no one cares.
Awwww... I care. *hugs again softly*
Just ate a giant bowl of popcorn, complete with all the salt and that disgusting "butter oil" stuff. If I don't die soon I really am gonna be fat haha.Nah, you'll be fine, beauty.
As an experiment, I'm gonna try suicide by dehydration. Starting now.You won't make for longer than an hour you salty bitch.
As an experiment, I'm gonna try suicide by dehydration. Starting now.You won't make for longer than an hour you salty bitch.
I'll watch every second of it.
(http://www.reactiongifs.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/lol_pepsi.gif)
http://www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032/CY-VD-H2.html
Pretty interesting. 2 weeks to die? How did I not know this, working in the medical field. They always taught us that the minimum a person needs to survive is 1500ml water per day, but I guess that's to maintain optimal function. I was thinking maybe 4-5 days but yeah there's no way I have the willpower to go 2 weeks!
*sigh*
Sent my three closest friends like pseudo suicide notes, detailing exactly what's wrong and expressing this feeling of hopelessness. Probably selfish of me. Maybe they'll have the magic words that make everything better.Get a therapist or something. While friends are helpful they shouldnt be your main support
Snoopy detected.
Snoopy detected.
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Been going in circles lately. Before this I was doing amazingly well, kicking ass and being lovely. But some shit went down. I'm not gonna get into what the shit was because I'm honestly not that much of an attention whore. Fell to pieces, though. Was no good. And now this suicidal ideation is kind of ruling my life. My life fell apart once more, as it tends to. I've been spending my days on like mental health themed forums trying to convince other depressed and possibly suicidal people that they've got a lot to live for. People like that really seem to appreciate my empty words but they're obviously starved for affection. Don't think much help can even come from people via this medium.
I don't want to say I'm suicidal because yeah. Running circles around myself. But there are those moments, where you're so lost in your head it crushes your lungs and you can't breathe. Right? We've all been there.
But it's fucking exhausting.
Sent my three closest friends like pseudo suicide notes, detailing exactly what's wrong and expressing this feeling of hopelessness. Probably selfish of me. Maybe they'll have the magic words that make everything better.
Been going in circles lately. Before this I was doing amazingly well, kicking ass and being lovely. But some shit went down. I'm not gonna get into what the shit was because I'm honestly not that much of an attention whore. Fell to pieces, though. Was no good. And now this suicidal ideation is kind of ruling my life. My life fell apart once more, as it tends to. I've been spending my days on like mental health themed forums trying to convince other depressed and possibly suicidal people that they've got a lot to live for. People like that really seem to appreciate my empty words but they're obviously starved for affection. Don't think much help can even come from people via this medium.
I don't want to say I'm suicidal because yeah. Running circles around myself. But there are those moments, where you're so lost in your head it crushes your lungs and you can't breathe. Right? We've all been there.
But it's fucking exhausting.
I've never been there but it always gets better dude. Don't do anything stupid.
Oh yeah. I'm not feeling suicidal anymore, even without the lithium. Still very very depressed, and I haven't done a lick of actual work today. Made it to class (and yoga!) though.
yay.
Oh yeah. I'm not feeling suicidal anymore, even without the lithium. Still very very depressed, and I haven't done a lick of actual work today. Made it to class (and yoga!) though.
yay.
I'm glad to hear you're feeling a little better
Good luck with your crazy life. The PM convos I had with you were some of the weirdest I've ever it.
Keep it up and don't forget to breathe. ;)
For the past few days I've felt sick to my stomach off and on. Like the sadness and worry have to be physical experiences for my mind to even try comprehending them.
Your weakness is kind of disgusting.
Guess I've probably been sharing too much of my personal life. But we've all had similar experiences, right?
Stop lying so much cats :suspect:
Not suicide. Sadness. Normal human emotions!
Ah, I see. I thought you were referring to the thread topic when you typed 'we've all had similar experiences'.
I cried when jimmy t died
Meant that post Obbe quoted before I managed to edit it out. Jimmy T? Some kinda rapper?
http://www.vindy.com/news/2014/sep/28/jim-traficant-remembered-political-skill-and-heart/
There's a reason you're suicidal. Just look at yourself. Seriously, look at yourself and the choices you've made concerning yourself, your life and your loved ones. It would be enough to drive anyone to frequent thoughts of offing themselves. What you can do is take small, little steps in a more positive direction. No big leaps, just little things, day by day. Eventually, you will improve the way that not only others see you - but more importantly - you see yourself.
Ah. It's sad when anyone dies. But you cried when he died? He was a crooked politician :/
Ah. It's sad when anyone dies. But you cried when he died? He was a crooked politician :/
I didn't really cry. But that guy was pretty cool. The only democrat politician that was ever worth a damn. When I was a kid I would see him in my neighborhood all the time and he always, always waved at me. When I was older my mom worked for him briefly as a secretary. He was a good man.
At least he lived a long and (presumably) full life. Relatively short prison term.
railroaded
ohn demjanjuk.
Who??
That's mildly interesting. Thanks :)
First article was an error message. Second I skimmed. Read like old white guys enjoying a nice circlejerk :P
When was the last time you were depressed, cats? Let's talk about our feelings imo.
Oh wow :(
When was that? Sounds like the worst week ever.
23 fucking pages are you kidding me?Yea fucking kick me in the balls, mash. Holy dumb fuckng shit.
Way more recent than I would have thought. Kinda curious... do you think you might someday get back together with your wife? You write a lot about doing stuff with her, and all. Don't have to answer if you don't want.
Way more recent than I would have thought. Kinda curious... do you think you might someday get back together with your wife? You write a lot about doing stuff with her, and all. Don't have to answer if you don't want.
Nope... now that I got over her leaving, I sort of opened my eyes and now I see that I don't want to be with her anyway. I will just fuck bar whores or whatever.
lol.
Will you ever remarry? I'm not sure how old you are.
Wow, so sure. Why not? Was she your one and only soulmate? :P
Guess whatever works. 20 years of being with someone probably would get sort of old :/
Well that must have been nice. Never being alone... How many women?
Somehow I'm sad again. What makes you want to stay with a woman for years? Or made.
:/
I don't think I was helping anyone at all, except maybe to masturbate. I'm cynically depressed.
lol
.... :(
What did you mean by this exactly?
I'm cynically depressed.
lol