Suicidal thoughts

[millionsofdeadcats]

I can't do that. I kinda lost my mind yesterday and said the worst things.

I'm truly sorry for that. It was just a bit of a mental breakdown and I pulled you down with it like a bitch. That wasn't cool and I'm sorry for hurting your feelings.

Ugh.... disgusting to feel like I feel right now.

Your fingers typed it, you didn't say it.  Your hands are freaking the fuck ouuuut, man!

[equanimity]

Will someone please help push me into suicide?  Cats?  You're mean; let's make this happen.  I've got a rope and everything.

[millionsofdeadcats]

Will someone please help push me into suicide?  Cats?  You're mean; let's make this happen.  I've got a rope and everything.

You expecting words on a screen to be the impetus to leave this mortal coil, is as strange and pathetic as the heaven's gate cult and their mass suicide because a comet was passing by the earth and they wanted their souls to fly to it because it was really a spaceship.

[equanimity]

Will someone please help push me into suicide?  Cats?  You're mean; let's make this happen.  I've got a rope and everything.

You expecting words on a screen to be the impetus to leave this mortal coil, is as strange and pathetic as the heaven's gate cult and their mass suicide because a comet was passing by the earth and they wanted their souls to fly to it because it was really a spaceship.

People can say truly cruel things over the internet.  It would help me.  Has before.

[RisiR]

Mike, you're a good person and I really like you.

Just wanted to point that out.

[millionsofdeadcats]

People can say truly cruel things over the internet.  It would help me.  Has before.

It is your eyes that move over the words, no one 'says' anything.  It is different in real life, you have no choice but to 'hear' if someone 'says' something.  But over the internet, it is your eyes, that you control, that 'choose' to move over the text.  So no one is 'saying' anything to you.  You are actively seeking to read this material, and therefore there is no 'people' involved.  The internet is like masturbating with your eyeballs.

[Ninja]

  The internet is like masturbating with your eyeballs.

This is true.  My monitor is covered in eye splooge.

[equanimity]

People can say truly cruel things over the internet.  It would help me.  Has before.

It is your eyes that move over the words, no one 'says' anything.  It is different in real life, you have no choice but to 'hear' if someone 'says' something.  But over the internet, it is your eyes, that you control, that 'choose' to move over the text.  So no one is 'saying' anything to you.  You are actively seeking to read this material, and therefore there is no 'people' involved.  The internet is like masturbating with your eyeballs.

So?

[millionsofdeadcats]

Mike, you're a good person and I really like you.

Just wanted to point that out.

this is a first, like ever.  I usually get death threats and corny motherfuckers following me around with outdated insults.  Thanks!

[RisiR]

I can't do that. I kinda lost my mind yesterday and said the worst things.

I'm truly sorry for that. It was just a bit of a mental breakdown and I pulled you down with it like a bitch. That wasn't cool and I'm sorry for hurting your feelings.

Ugh.... disgusting to feel like I feel right now.

Your fingers typed it, you didn't say it.  Your hands are freaking the fuck ouuuut, man!

Figuratively you semantic Jew.

[millionsofdeadcats]

So?

So?  You should be aghast with wonderment at my introducing you to such an epiphany.  You never thought about it before, admit it.

[RisiR]

Mike, you're a good person and I really like you.

Just wanted to point that out.

this is a first, like ever.  I usually get death threats and corny motherfuckers following me around with outdated insults.  Thanks!

You see, I'm a new person and nobodies alt. Trust me, it's the truth.   

[millionsofdeadcats]

Figuratively you semantic Jew.

Didn't you just like, break german law with that post or some shit?

[equanimity]

So?

So?  You should be aghast with wonderment at my introducing you to such an epiphany.  You never thought about it before, admit it.

It's nothing novel, and the exact sort of thing I've spent a long time considering.

Guys, come on.  This thread is supposed to be about me and my problems.  I cut my legs up, remember?  What was that even for if no one cares.

[millionsofdeadcats]

You see, I'm a new person and nobodies alt. Trust me, it's the truth.