Serious question: Why the fuck do you still post here Spectral? I have my theory and I know you won't admit to it but it's basically "whiny old man syndrome."
You're a dumb, whiny old loser who likes people giving him attention for his whining. You think everything was better yesterday because you were farther away from death and you're so dumb, senile and incapable of acting like a normal person your only form of communication is a low pitched whine that is exponentially shaving years off your life