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Head Shrinkers / Re: Transexual
« on: November 06, 2014, 06:08:11 am »
Quote from: equanimity on November 06, 2014, 05:53:32 am
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blanchard%27s_transsexualism_typology#Autogynephilia_and_autoandrophilia

The majority of your life is going to be spent not sexually aroused, probably.  If you're okay being male during those times, then I kinda feel you shouldn't transition.  Hormones and stuff is kind of an always thing.  Dunno what more to say really.  Wear the girly clothes in the bedroom with open minded partners, I guess.

Haven't you been transitioning, though?  I remember you had the transdermal and were scared of it.

cmon people I was expecting hate and hurtful comments!!!!! do your worst

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Head Shrinkers / Re: Transexual
« on: November 06, 2014, 05:29:49 am »
Quote from: mashleshmash on November 06, 2014, 05:27:47 am
Who are you?

a sheman

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Head Shrinkers / Re: Transexual
« on: November 06, 2014, 05:20:52 am »
Quote from: starvingniglet on November 06, 2014, 05:20:12 am
cant help but log in just one more time to post this:

kill yourself

Why?

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Head Shrinkers / Transexual
« on: November 06, 2014, 05:18:49 am »
I am aroused by the idea of becoming a women. This drives me to the desire to transition. But I only feel this urge when my libido is high. I seem to be attracted to thought of transitioning more then women & men. I have talked about this lightly in my therapy sessions. I love painted toes, dresses, and the sex appeal that women can share. Sometimes I just want to be that. I hear people use arousal as there only sort of expression and its quite common. I can't seem to shake these feeling. I feel transition is just to much to deal with. I have attempted dressing out only 3-5 times. The anxiety that follows is just not worth the effort. Any advice on coping and alleviating these feelings?

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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: Amsterdam biatches
« on: September 24, 2014, 10:33:35 am »
From reviews online there are some crap coffee shops that sell mexiweed but the good coffee shops would do better weed then usa.

That being said, anyone using quality seeds from nl will get top quality Dutch weed if they know how to grow dank.

As a farmer I used to sample good dank when I lived in merica

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Head Shrinkers / Re: nitrous oxide suicide
« on: September 22, 2014, 10:00:43 pm »
Quote from: Raskolnikov on September 21, 2014, 04:56:25 pm
Quote from: shadylady on September 20, 2014, 06:59:10 pm
Quote from: Ragus on September 19, 2014, 11:18:21 pm
Just a possible tip maybe open as many new bank accounts as you can, make a bogus deposit and withdrawl as much cash as you can ?

This wouldn't work in the UK

Told my shrink today of my suicide plan's and he was worried, it's the western way for people to not like others to mention suicide.

 

Looks like you just want attention. Why would you tell your shrink about your suicide plan

And this.
Quote from: Infinityshock on September 20, 2014, 07:18:17 pm
I fully endorse this

Post live streaming video

I know that he as my therapist, never has and never would report me for suicide talk.......

You would never get anyone to administer nos for suicide as it would be murder
In the eyes of the law, that is why you die alone because of someone is with you, they get charged for the crime. That is how fucked society is.

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Head Shrinkers / Re: nitrous oxide suicide
« on: September 20, 2014, 06:59:10 pm »
Quote from: Ragus on September 19, 2014, 11:18:21 pm
Just a possible tip maybe open as many new bank accounts as you can, make a bogus deposit and withdrawl as much cash as you can ?

This wouldn't work in the UK

Told my shrink today of my suicide plan's and he was worried, it's the western way for people to not like others to mention suicide.

 

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Head Shrinkers / Re: nitrous oxide suicide
« on: September 19, 2014, 09:21:54 pm »
Quote from: Soso0 on September 19, 2014, 08:38:38 pm
Sounds like you're pretty set on going thru with this. Doing anything special before then?

Yeah, going on holiday, gonna get wasted on alcohol, drugs and eat well, who cares about their liver or weight gain when the end is just a short way away.

Gonna get laid, tie up some loose ends and then get it over with.

Iv been put under with medical grade nitrous and it feels weird and hard to breathe but I wasn't scared or freaked out.

I believe we where given life and it's our to do what we want to, I choose to end mine because of mental torture iv been out through by certain low lives.

I believe anyone suffering should be able to take their life if they choose to.

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Head Shrinkers / Re: nitrous oxide suicide
« on: September 19, 2014, 06:38:02 pm »
Quote from: mizled on September 19, 2014, 05:19:34 pm
No whippets.
Use an 11 lb tank http://www.nitrousoxidesupplies.co.uk/products/supplied-full.html
A surplus gas mask http://www.dicksarmysurplus.com/Russian_Army_GP_5_Gas_Mask_and_Filter_p/000-1005.htm
You'll need a hose, a fitting, and some duct tape. Should probably take a handful of ambien about 20 minutes before the finale, just to make sure you don't get stage fright.
Good luck, and thank you for flying &totse.

Thanks I will keep this for when it's time.

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Head Shrinkers / nitrous oxide suicide
« on: September 19, 2014, 03:53:26 pm »
I am currently seeking a supply of nitrous in the UK, would it be easier to use a tank and hook up a mask, if so where can I learn more?

Would whippets and a dispenser work?

Either way I am looking to make an exit, I have $500 to invest in my final exist

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Introductions / Re: I am back
« on: September 08, 2014, 01:37:49 am »
Quote from: -SpectraL on September 07, 2014, 10:36:55 am


The real reason these kidiots are imposturing ex-Zoklet mods is to try and become a mod themselves here. Now if that just ain't pathetic and sad, I don't know what is.

Great you just described yourself.

I came back for one reason only, to get a new zoklet up and running or work with those who mirror the view that this place is not ideal

I explained that shadylady was a friend and If she out there I would welcome her to the new site

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Bitch & Moan / Re: Ordered a new pair of yoga pants
« on: September 07, 2014, 08:26:55 am »
Men wear yoga pants?

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Bitch & Moan / Re: Cp pix
« on: September 07, 2014, 08:21:06 am »
Quote from: Arnox on September 07, 2014, 07:52:28 am
Quote from: shadylady on September 07, 2014, 07:44:35 am
What happened to totse2

Site got DoS'd. Admin (easy-e) couldn't get the site back up for numerous reasons, the host being the most notable one. Started ignoring everyone that tried to contact him.

That sucks

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Bitch & Moan / Re: Cp pix
« on: September 07, 2014, 07:44:35 am »
Quote from: Arnox on September 07, 2014, 07:35:20 am
Quote from: shadylady on September 07, 2014, 07:32:49 am
Why did you create this website

This website was created as a replacement for totse2 for the most part when it got shut down. You can read a much more lengthy explanation for this site here though.

What happened to totse2

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Bitch & Moan / Re: Cp pix
« on: September 07, 2014, 07:43:58 am »
Quote from: -SpectraL on September 07, 2014, 02:19:04 am
Quote from: shadylady on September 07, 2014, 01:32:30 am
I always admired shadylady she was a good friend and isn't around anymore or so it seems so I registered her ID...


Hmmm... that really doesn't make much sense at all, so I can only assume you are still being less than open about this. About the "other site", I'd have to know what it is first before I could make any comments or suggestions about it, so I can research it for myself and make an informed opinion for myself. What's the name of the site?

I am willing to talk via pm

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