That angsty feeling

[equanimity]

It's not even close to the truth.

[DaGuru]

It's not even close to the truth.

Bullshit, this whole forum knows exactly what you are about. Whining and self-gratification. Period. Nothing more. Look deep within yourself. There truly is ZERO purpose to your existence. What use IS your life? To suck dick and give guys cheap thrills for a few minutes? Pffffft, you can be replaced after surfing Craigslist for an hour, even that is just minimizing your life to a breathing piece of meat that can easily be discarded. You offer NOTHING to the world Zek, absolutely nothing. If you would off yourself tonight, you would be forgotten about in no time at all. MAYBE serving as the funny punchline to a weird anecdote..."yeah, remember that creepy neighbor guy.....". Beyond that you are just an insufferable do-nothing toxic presence. You said it yourself in the OP, you KNOW there is no purpose to your existence....that feeling in your gut is the self-realization of the cold hard truth staring you straight in the face.

[fanglekai]

It's not even close to the truth.

Bullshit, this whole forum knows exactly what you are about. Whining and self-gratification. Period. Nothing more. Look deep within yourself. There truly is ZERO purpose to your existence. What use IS your life? To suck dick and give guys cheap thrills for a few minutes? Pffffft, you can be replaced after surfing Craigslist for an hour, even that is just minimizing your life to a breathing piece of meat that can easily be discarded. You offer NOTHING to the world Zek, absolutely nothing. If you would off yourself tonight, you would be forgotten about in no time at all. MAYBE serving as the funny punchline to a weird anecdote..."yeah, remember that creepy neighbor guy.....". Beyond that you are just an insufferable do-nothing toxic presence. You said it yourself in the OP, you KNOW there is no purpose to your existence....that feeling in your gut is the self-realization of the cold hard truth staring you straight in the face.

look deep within YOUR SELF clarice

LOL zek is useless

[equanimity]

honestly people that talk about offing themselves constantly need to seek help or get to stepping and actually do it other wise it's just attention seeking pity parties of someone that either is too much of a coward to confront their problems and try to better themselves or even more of a bitch for not doing what they so believe is right to do and demand pity from others for their own weakness

No one's talking about suicide except daguru.

[fanglekai]

honestly people that talk about offing themselves constantly need to seek help or get to stepping and actually do it other wise it's just attention seeking pity parties of someone that either is too much of a coward to confront their problems and try to better themselves or even more of a bitch for not doing what they so believe is right to do and demand pity from others for their own weakness

No one's talking about suicide except daguru.

maybe we should be. hopefully it encourages you to do the inevitable

[ph0x]

That's nature shaming you because you left your kid for Clifford to raise so you could shoot up anti-androgens, grow breast, and attention whore on the internet.

Why you haven't kicked the fucking stool yet is beyond me.

[Arnox]

honestly people that talk about offing themselves constantly need to seek help or get to stepping and actually do it other wise it's just attention seeking pity parties

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

@OP: Your feelings seem par for the course if you have any sort of chronic depression (and you do), assuming what you feel is an unreasonable depression, i.e. depression that will not go away no matter how you try to think it through. I find good music is helpful to distract yourself with at least a little. Also, practice that meditation! Practice, practice, practice. Once you get good at it, you should be able to call on it regularly to clear your mind of any worry or doubt or sadness.

[Spectre]

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

then op should have posted this in the right sub-forum

[fanglekai]

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

then op should have posted this in the right sub-forum

this

[baby raper]

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

then op should have posted this in the right sub-forum

infractions all around

[fanglekai]

honestly people that talk about offing themselves constantly need to seek help or get to stepping and actually do it other wise it's just attention seeking pity parties

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

@OP: Your feelings seem par for the course if you have any sort of chronic depression (and you do), assuming what you feel is an unreasonable depression, i.e. depression that will not go away no matter how you try to think it through. I find good music is helpful to distract yourself with at least a little. Also, practice that meditation! Practice, practice, practice. Once you get good at it, you should be able to call on it regularly to clear your mind of any worry or doubt or sadness.

lmfao unreasonable depression. quit being a little bitch. grow the fuck up. life isn't all sunshine and rainbows you dirty niggerlover. get a real job. support yourself. if you can't do this go shoot yourself in the head and end everyone's misery for 35 cents

[Spectre]

honestly people that talk about offing themselves constantly need to seek help or get to stepping and actually do it other wise it's just attention seeking pity parties

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

@OP: Your feelings seem par for the course if you have any sort of chronic depression (and you do), assuming what you feel is an unreasonable depression, i.e. depression that will not go away no matter how you try to think it through. I find good music is helpful to distract yourself with at least a little. Also, practice that meditation! Practice, practice, practice. Once you get good at it, you should be able to call on it regularly to clear your mind of any worry or doubt or sadness.

lmfao unreasonable depression. quit being a little bitch. grow the fuck up. life isn't all sunshine and rainbows you dirty niggerlover. get a real job. support yourself. if you can't do this go shoot yourself in the head and end everyone's misery for 35 cents

unreasonable depression as a statement about someone with a depressive disorder is like saying if you're feeling too clenly to someone with OCD

unreasonable depression is a fucking symptom you mong

btw this still isn't headshrinkers or spurious generalities you fucking mooks

[equanimity]

honestly people that talk about offing themselves constantly need to seek help or get to stepping and actually do it other wise it's just attention seeking pity parties

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

@OP: Your feelings seem par for the course if you have any sort of chronic depression (and you do), assuming what you feel is an unreasonable depression, i.e. depression that will not go away no matter how you try to think it through. I find good music is helpful to distract yourself with at least a little. Also, practice that meditation! Practice, practice, practice. Once you get good at it, you should be able to call on it regularly to clear your mind of any worry or doubt or sadness.

Yeah.  Things aren't so bad.  Not really.  I'm just fine, in actuality.  It's just those damn delusional thoughts that try to bring me down.

[fanglekai]

honestly people that talk about offing themselves constantly need to seek help or get to stepping and actually do it other wise it's just attention seeking pity parties

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

@OP: Your feelings seem par for the course if you have any sort of chronic depression (and you do), assuming what you feel is an unreasonable depression, i.e. depression that will not go away no matter how you try to think it through. I find good music is helpful to distract yourself with at least a little. Also, practice that meditation! Practice, practice, practice. Once you get good at it, you should be able to call on it regularly to clear your mind of any worry or doubt or sadness.

Yeah.  Things aren't so bad.  Not really.  I'm just fine, in actuality.  It's just those damn delusional thoughts that try to bring me down.

kill yourself nigger

[Spectre]

honestly people that talk about offing themselves constantly need to seek help or get to stepping and actually do it other wise it's just attention seeking pity parties

*shrugs* Sometimes people just need to talk things out. Also, OP is already getting help.

@OP: Your feelings seem par for the course if you have any sort of chronic depression (and you do), assuming what you feel is an unreasonable depression, i.e. depression that will not go away no matter how you try to think it through. I find good music is helpful to distract yourself with at least a little. Also, practice that meditation! Practice, practice, practice. Once you get good at it, you should be able to call on it regularly to clear your mind of any worry or doubt or sadness.

Yeah.  Things aren't so bad.  Not really.  I'm just fine, in actuality.  It's just those damn delusional thoughts that try to bring me down.

kill yourself nigger

flare gun suicide go out like the sparkling unique star you are