Transexual

[shadylady]

I am aroused by the idea of becoming a women. This drives me to the desire to transition. But I only feel this urge when my libido is high. I seem to be attracted to thought of transitioning more then women & men. I have talked about this lightly in my therapy sessions. I love painted toes, dresses, and the sex appeal that women can share. Sometimes I just want to be that. I hear people use arousal as there only sort of expression and its quite common. I can't seem to shake these feeling. I feel transition is just to much to deal with. I have attempted dressing out only 3-5 times. The anxiety that follows is just not worth the effort. Any advice on coping and alleviating these feelings?

[starvingniglet]

cant help but log in just one more time to post this:

kill yourself

[shadylady]

cant help but log in just one more time to post this:

kill yourself

Why?

[mashleshmash]

Who are you?

[shadylady]

Who are you?

a sheman

[mashleshmash]

I just don't see why you're under the name of shadylady.

Anyways, if you do the treatment make sure to post pics of your breasts

[equanimity]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blanchard%27s_transsexualism_typology#Autogynephilia_and_autoandrophilia

The majority of your life is going to be spent not sexually aroused, probably.  If you're okay being male during those times, then I kinda feel you shouldn't transition.  Hormones and stuff is kind of an always thing.  Dunno what more to say really.  Wear the girly clothes in the bedroom with open minded partners, I guess.

Haven't you been transitioning, though?  I remember you had the transdermal and were scared of it.

[mashleshmash]

[shadylady]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blanchard%27s_transsexualism_typology#Autogynephilia_and_autoandrophilia

The majority of your life is going to be spent not sexually aroused, probably.  If you're okay being male during those times, then I kinda feel you shouldn't transition.  Hormones and stuff is kind of an always thing.  Dunno what more to say really.  Wear the girly clothes in the bedroom with open minded partners, I guess.

Haven't you been transitioning, though?  I remember you had the transdermal and were scared of it.

cmon people I was expecting hate and hurtful comments!!!!! do your worst

[equanimity]

*shrug*

[mashleshmash]

Maybe on Zoklet, we don't have enough people here.

[Arnox]

Didn't I permaban you for something?

Either way, advisory to everyone, OP isn't shadylady from Zoklet.

As to your transexual thing, the reason why people aren't flaming you is probably because equanimity has already conditioned us (or a lot of us at least) to accept her now. (She's brainwashed us. o.o) And it sounds like you simply have a gender swapping fetish and you aren't actually trans. You're only trans if you CONSTANTLY feel your body gender is completely mismatched with who you really are.

[equanimity]

Didn't I permaban you for something?

Either way, advisory to everyone, OP isn't shadylady from Zoklet.

Yeah, hc45/upinsmoke account.  Was with LLZ.  The one spamming bastard factory links and maybe some other bad stuff.  But I liked her on Zoklet.  Seems pretty harmless for the time being, and with registration closed she's run out of account pretty quickly if she started to break rules I bet.

As to your transexual thing, the reason why people aren't flaming you is probably because equanimity has already conditioned us (or a lot of us at least) to accept her now. (She's brainwashed us. o.o) And it sounds like you simply have a gender swapping fetish and you aren't actually trans. You're only trans if you CONSTANTLY feel your body gender is completely mismatched with who you really are.

Yes.  Absolutely everyone here has been brainwashed to love me.  Just ask them

[Arnox]

Absolutely everyone here has been brainwashed to love me.

Heh. I don't exactly think it's gotten that far yet. But still.

INB4 more equanimity hate

[equanimity]

Yeah, it's really just a matter of time tbh.  Mind control is a slow and gradual process.