Even when I'm typing out multiple paragraph posts written on a college level, I'm stoned off my ass and never at full functioning. There's always some sort of intoxicant metabolite
It's kind of a curse. I started abusing drugs at 12 because I was the only kid who questioned "Why?" about drug propaganda at that age, haven't looked back, and here I am. Maybe If I stayed sober for an entire day and didn't eat my daily 2mg of xanax, my head would be too much to handle.