Well not really, but a recent combination of semi-perpetual low grade drunk and shitty emo would have convinced me had I not already elected not to believe in any sort of god. What I'm interested in is how/if we can export ideas, and specifically ideas about the divine, from intoxicated states into a general and rigorous system of beliefs.
In the past I've been pretty dismissive of drug induced religious/philosophical experiences, and in truth still am. But the process of having a subjectively profound experience that I, in a non-intoxicated state, would deem valid or "truthful" (or at least yielding motivation to hold a view I think true) makes me wonder if there's a systematic way of separating "high ideas" like "gravy on waffles sounds fucking good" from legitimate insights we can draw from in forming worldviews.
It seems obvious to me that a system of demarcation is necessary (assuming we want to admit ANY idea gleaned from an altered state) because we all know we're capable of generating some truly stupid ideas under the effects of various substances (I've woken up with really atrocious poetry written on napkins stuffed in my pocket). The temptation, and I suspect the opinion I'll end up holding, is to say that altered states may be a source of inspiration for rational thought but ultimately we can draw nothing more than "food for thought" from these experiences. This is a somewhat weaker position than would be the case in an ideal world, I think we'd all really like to say that experiences which are subjectively profound indicate actual truth in some greater sense than just motivating serious inquiry but I don't think we can take a stronger stance than that without admitting contradictory or batty experiences as somehow indicative of truth.
What do you guys think? I remember a time when Terence Mckenna, or at least his ideas, had a majority following on &T and that would certainly predispose someone to give a specific kind of answer. I think the user base has become somewhat more cynical in the intervening years but I suspect at least someone is going to champion a more radical view than myself.