Try not to dwell on why she dumped you. The reason she decided to herself that she didn't want to be with you anymore. Why she doesn't want to see you every day, to be with you. Why you aren't enough for her, and that probably for weeks every time she saw you she was thinking inside 'I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him'. Don't think about the likelihood that she wanted to break up with you so she could go let other guys put their 'dick prints' all over her and taint her forever. Don't beat yourself up over the knowledge that you just weren't enough for you sexually and that she needed something with more girth, probably a leering nigger. Just try not to think about it.