Also to get away from deadbeat parents
Interesting adjective you're using for you parents there mate.
What makes them deadbeat to you exactly?
My mom is a perfectionist and extremely punctual and thinks all my problems are intentional just to make her life worse, also drinks to oblivion but I can't really blame her, her sister died of cancer in 2011 and she has the right to drink however much she wants but is intolerable sometimes. My dad is an alcoholic but has been sober for 7 years, but abuses benzos so he just replaced an addiction with another, always complains about how I'm a druggie loser and how I'm a fucking scumbag, when he's the reason why I'm fucked up. He has bipolar and when I was 10 or 11 kept telling me I was bipolar and forced me to go to a psychiatrist and all the SSRIs and antipsychotics made me delusional, anhedonic and I went to drugs which with the un-needed medication brain damaged me and gave me drug induced mental illness. Also lays around taking klonopin all day bitching about how he's gonna leave or get a job but never gets off his ass, always tries to get sympathy saying he's dying all the time, and then is a fucking marytr the next second. Also never disciplined me when I was younger causing me to be a major douche.
my professional opinion...everything you mentioned places the blame somewhere else. nothing is under your control and your entire misery is someone elses fault
professional opinion -off-
did i about catch the jist of your position?
listen up, butter cup: the world isnt rainbows and roses...its shit and piss. no one cares one iota about you or your problems. if anything your misery provided enjoyment to those who get pleasure from the pain and suffering of others. you can either carry on being emo or move forward.
if you expect to have any future that doesnt involve you being institutionalized or victimized you need to pull your head out of your ass and start looking at the world in a new light. stop blaming other people for failures that are YOUR fault. take control over your own life and stop letting other people do it
be a bitch or be a man.
