It's not that bad to have someone who cares about you. Every single day.
I'm not trying to sound any kind of way but I don't really care about that. I really only care about future generations and adoring fans. Being the world to a naive, boring female is pretty fucking banal to be honest, there's a small amount of fun involved but being "cared about" I don't really care about. I think it's from feeling neglected and shitty as a yungsta, I have developed codependent tendencies before but never so much the caring part.
Why would I care about someone caring about me who'll never truly know me? They only care about the idealized version of me as much as their naive, boring, female mind can personify when I'm not there.
Should I get her pregnant so I can associate the love I have for my offspring with her? yes/no