holy shit, settle down, its going to be ok, kid, these feelings of yours won't last forever
I have apparently really upset both you and chi chi and you feel I should apologize
I don't apologize IRL unless it's beneficial for me to appear to be the type of person who apologizes, why would I type an insincere apology for hurting some gay kids feelings over the internet? It would feel disingenuous and I don't bow down to pat the heads of children whose knees were skinned by me knocking them over
This gif encapsulates you very well