I got a pint of whiskey and 50ml shot bottle of e&j. I might drink on new years but if I do thats gonna be the last time for real. I also found a .5 xanax on the floor when I went to get the booze for this last drink. I already took that earlier tho but I haven't had any benzo in like 5+ years so my tolerance was back to 0 so just that 0.5 was actually alright. It helped me to fall back asleep for a few more hours so that I wouldn't have to be tired for the final drink cause I didn't get much sleep before that. It feels right i'd say.
