how do i stop doing bad things to ppl

[splooge gook]

I was about to throw a party celebrating you being gone splooge... Way to be a party pooper.

that sig is like so Mac OS 7

[BallsDeep69]

I was about to throw a party celebrating you being gone splooge... Way to be a party pooper.

that sig is like so Mac OS 7

The fuck? My sig is timeless ya nigger footed nigger.

[Vulture]

are you telling me morality isn't objective? crucify christ.

i am a very emotional/faggot/etc.. person who genuinely sheds sentimental tears over hanging out with a 13 yr old girl. anyways harming your own kin/ancestry is ultimately self defeating if you know them, also, if you like them, if you luv them

I'm telling you they shouldn't affect you. (Morality is most def subjective. Come at me, bro.)

You're still basing your definitions and explanations on other people lol. And harming your ancestry isn't as detrimental as the opposite since you're the legacy. If only more people took the black widow approach to child-rearing... You know that realization that disingenuity runs humanity? The artificial is what distracts agents from self-immolating for posterity (or more specifically, prevents the self and progeny from identifying as One/having a shared goal *intersubjectivity/collective intentionality/synchronicity yadda yadda* (which is the point), thus allowing that self-immolation).

Emotional, or experiencing emotion infrequently but intensely?

its not so much getting around the rules of being in a ward as it is foreveralone, virgin, fag, homeless, loser, meanie,, etc. just boring shit. i feel like i'm getting lobotomized staring at the blank wall looking at my phosphenes

So emphasis on guilt from fear of not meeting standards set by others. Yeah that goes back to closet beta/masochist pretty quick. Authenticity? Diogenes of Sinope? Principia Discordia?

[equanimity]

I like splooge.  In a few years I think he'll have mellowed out some, and will have some unique insights for his time spent indulging his insanity.

[splooge gook]

have you never thought somebody was a piece of shit before? it's so pointless to argue the validity of one emotion over the other. guilt can be a stressful emotion but i'm not very guilt prone, i'm just aware enough to consider it. if i go against those emos, i'm purposely making myself feel worse, altruism rooted in the self etc etc. i feel more comfortable when everyone isn't hating each other IRL, especially since i'm there 24/7.

by the second quote i more meant that i would be really, really fucking bored. by loser, fag, etc i was only joking but it's like, once you've known freedom you're used to it, and there's so much more you can do on the outside world than locked on a single floor full of schizos that arent allowed to even have shoelaces so they don't hang themselves, or earphones, etc.

[splooge gook]

labile affect. i can sob over a disney movie and then watch gore videos an hour later and find it mildly displeasing at worst. i'm not even chronically angry, but when i get angry i'm like 2 steps away from DESTROY EVERYTHING mode. maybe my neurotransmitters are so used to being influenced by drugs that they themselves have kind of learned to act like drugs, due to downregulation/upregulation.

i really don't know if that's any different from most people though. it's really hard for me to imagine what more "normal" people might think about things that are said or done because this forum and the people i talk to are generally "YOU SHOULD INJECT ALL THE DROOGS AND DIE LOL!!"

[mashleshmash]

I missed your shitposts bro