i was right
i was able to not smoke spice today
just had to get \psych warded for a little while
lol well that's good
nah actually
it was pretty shitty
wait
graffiti'ed all the walls will "my father is a child molester"
fuck i graffited the wall above his bed
then i tried to call the cops on him and he unplugged the phone and called the ambulance on me
and he took my shoes
so i ran out of the house with ripped sneakers and ran to the precinct and told a bunch of people my dad molested me
they wouldnt take my statement and made me wait for an ambulance
then the ambulance took me and i had to sit in a room and stared at my HPPD + answered a bunch of interview questions + went home 10 hrs later
took public buw in hospital socks
now my dad just came home
and we're not saying anythong
"being sober sucks"
haven;t eaten/drank anything eitbher all day
also i punched my mom in the head a bunch of times, feel kinda bad about that.
this is the second time i've been psychiatrically hospitalized in four days so now they called child protection/prevention services
