when out of worry mode the side effects are actually lot more benign then they really seem
i'm not any cognitively slower than i've been for a while. i've been able to socialize and not be an idiot more easily but that's also from meds. i've had nervous habits from like 7,9 nail biting 9,10,hair pulling 11,12,playing with hair, 13 face picking. 14 eyebrow picking, and at 15 or 16 i'd always be obsessed and bothered over little strands i notice or whatever. i had chronic estrauchian(sp) tube clearing at 11/12, developed persistent swallowing/spitting from my throat always getting drenched in mucus (har har) 13-16
tl;dr i've always had respiratory problems from allergies and i've always been nevery nervous, most of the nervousness went away, the respiratory problems are just as bad as theyve been my whole life.
i more worried about what'llinevitable happen when i actually run out, and how i feel like a pawn to a plant, but that sounds pretty firstworldp[roblens