(Venting incoming.)
Not just from this site but everything in general. Just found out how my parents are about to get completely screwed over in a very special way by Obamacare, my bro's struggling with his addiction, and I'm working a job I hate (nothing new there though). Then again, who am I kidding? Almost my entire family are working jobs they hate. Oh yeah, and don't forget the bedbugs. But we've beaten 'em off for a while I think.
Man, I wish I could just... let go. I seem to be reading constantly these days about people becoming free from their troubles and their stress. Usually through changing themselves on the inside. How I envy them. To be better than I currently am and enjoy that constant happiness that's evaded me for so long. But perhaps the answer's staring me right in the face. Maybe I'm just too unwilling to change myself. I've never dealt well with change in general. Doubly so when it comes to personal changes. Maybe even triply so.
Really hope I'm gonna feel better in the morning here. In the meantime though, just typing this out was pleasant.