Past catching up?

[millionsofdeadcats]

Truly though, for anyone involved in crime on a daily basis for any length of time, there is a palpable feeling of the walls closing in, of the rats beginning to nibble in hunger...Fear & loathing.

I know it's a quote, but, I only ever had paranoid feelings when I was being sloppy or doing something more risky than usual.

[Rizzo in a box]

Truly though, for anyone involved in crime on a daily basis for any length of time, there is a palpable feeling of the walls closing in, of the rats beginning to nibble in hunger...Fear & loathing.

I know it's a quote, but, I only ever had paranoid feelings when I was being sloppy or doing something more risky than usual.

oops sorry, that wasn't a quote from fear and loathing. those words were my own, the "fear & loathing" is a homage because I roughly paraphrased his sentiments because they ring true

indeed you can be a smart criminal and I believe I've done pretty good considering I haven't been in jail yet, but there's no way to avoid eventually making mistakes. And those mistakes add up after years and years.

[Enter]

No. For some reason if enough time has passed, like a year or two, it's like I never even did those awful things. Even though this sounds kind of humorous, does anyone get what I mean? It's like nothing counts if enough time has passed, since you're a different version of yourself. You don't feel bad or nervous or guilty, because you don't even feel like you did it.