o shit I forgot about you, stay gold,
also not going to rehab, atleast that one, because when I asked to see the contract they were so very eager to have me sign, to give them the power to change my seemingly voluntary status to involuntary committed as soon as I signed, and worst of all they tried to guilt trip me into going there by roping an autistic patient minding his own business in to convince me to stay. He was a good guy tho. Didn't listen to their corruption and basically told me "you're right, you're signing away your freewill. if you need it its a good program, if you don't, don't do it." Anyways after some more raging female rehab board members starting to insult me for being "too smart", I left. Off to find a better treatment program I guess, or learn to be a man.