So I was dry all day today, had no hope of getting any money or having any fun..
Tried all day to sell what i HAD so that i could get what I WANT.. It was getting later(after 5pm) so I was getting worried. Desperation kicked in and I practically begged this gullible old man for $40 because I "owed someone money and they were going to catch up with me in shoot me"
Sweet, got the money but I still needed a ride 50 miles away into the citiy.. Best friend to the rescue, He procures his moms car soon as she gets home from work, and we are off. God $5 from this chic at the last moment for some of my ativans. Spent about 5 on some smokes(which I had been out of for 3 days) and put $5 in gas. Off to the city we go. Did't even have to go that far. Dude meets me right away, not waitting thank jebus. Then in the car he posters to me "You like that hard don't you?" I said hell yes I do (have asked him in the past) well he said he was thinking about starting to sell it. I say "co0ol man, my hard dealer just got busted a few weeks ago so I been SOL" He then hands me a dub of it and tells me to let him know how it is.
Well I get home.. My mom is a paranoid weirdo alcoholic and whenever I leave she assumes I'm going to get drugs. This time was right. I wanted nothing more than to run into my room, lock the door and begin the festivities..However for once calmer heads prevailed. I sat around for about ten minutes.. did half the bag of dope as discretely as possible, then took about a 3 hour nap.
Woke up and let me tell you, I thought it had all been a dream.. caz I have dreams like that all the time. SO i go get something to drink thinking "Damn I wish I had all that shit to do still.." but little clues kept telling me tht it WASNT'T a dream.. it really happened. I was very confused until I ran into my room and actually saw all my gear. Words cannot describer the happiness felt at that moment. I hadn't even touched the hard, barely touched the dope, had FULL PACK of cigarettes, n had it all to myself. No mother to bother me. No friends to share with. Took a nice blast off that crack rock, feeling amazing right now. Bout to finish that big guy off n let myself come down to the rest of that heroin.
Just felt like putting into words this amazing turn of events. I'm in such a great mood.. i almost do not want to use the shit because I'm so happy just with it in front of me.
A BLTC success story.
