I may have to return all this stuff cause my mom just got a new job and she thinks the manager is stealing stuff on her employee number.   It's hard to explain.  Anyways the whole reason I bought all this is cause she got that job and I was gonna have some money freed up from paying the bills.  Guess not now.  She is thinking of quitting today.

lol u got the easy autism bux life and u doin gay shit hahahaha wat the fuck man just end it sleep stories its ur bedtime

no it wasn't my bedtime.  my bedtime isn't till 9:30.

im on my moms computer right now.  but i mainly post from a samsung galaxy tab. 

so i just ordered a bunch of jewelry casting stuff and i spent about 300$ and still have to spend another 200$ to get where i want to (being able to anodize aluminum rings or etch pewter rings. and get a dremel polishing kit)  anyways im afraid to check my account balance because i had like 750$ and now i know its prolly like 200$ after all the money i spent on food and on my mom. 

I told everyone on zola how I tried to slice this dudes throat open then tried to stab his friend in the gut.  Luckily I was unsuccessful both times.  But yeah I've done some pretty crazy shit

I've been applying for years but this last time I applied I think it took 4 5 months to get approved

id say just buy some transfer paper and an iron and print off some of your abstract art.  try to throw in some real objects and transfer it to shirts and sell them through flyers.  like i said in a previous comment i made 600$ a month after passing out flyers for 3 days about mowing yards.  kept me busy all summer.  you may have similar success with selling shirts.  the shirts cost 2.50 altogether to make and you can sell them for 14$ or more if you got the right designs.  ive been without jobs off and on and ive always found ways to make money. 

one year why i had a job i went door to door with my portraits and sold 3 portraits the first 8 houses i went to.   made 80$ for a days work.  you could sell your paintings or whatever medium you are using and make easily 100$ in a day since it is fast abstract work.  only reason i suggest doing shirts is they only take 10 seconds to make as opposed to 30 mins and net you 11-15$ profit.   You never know until you try. 

then that fiverr site i showed you people who are really talented make like 50$ a day.  it takes a while to get up to that but some people do it in 6 months.

I'm still allowed to make money and I know I seem paranoid if my disability isn't ending for 4-6 years but I want to have certain things in place before then.  Maybe a newer car that isn't going to break down or a sub part house I can live in or land I can park a travel trailer on.  Currently I will have nothing in place due to the amount of money I'm spending.