The Sanctuary
Carnality => Better Living Through Chemistry => Topic started by: loxord on December 03, 2014, 12:07:50 am
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So I'm dealing with death of a close cousin. I'm getting put on anti-depressants soon, well I'll know what I'm being put on soon since I've been needing them for a while since I've failed at managing my depression for years and just realized I needed help. Something about his death is troubling me. The fact I keep hoping it was painless and not painful, I don't really feel like this is normal to wonder and think about. That being said, I'm not suicidal. I've absolutely dreaded life, but I haven't wanted to take my own. Is a Heroin and Xanax overdose painful?
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So I'm dealing with death of a close cousin. I'm getting put on anti-depressants soon, well I'll know what I'm being put on soon since I've been needing them for a while since I've failed at managing my depression for years and just realized I needed help. Something about his death is troubling me. The fact I keep hoping it was painless and not painful, I don't really feel like this is normal to wonder and think about. That being said, I'm not suicidal. I've absolutely dreaded life, but I haven't wanted to take my own. Is a Heroin and Xanax overdose painful?
Being it's Heroin, I'm not fully able to say, being like one in five die from it.
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I just keep worrying that it was painful. He had an absolutely horrible life. Dealt with a lot of abuse as a kid and never had it easy. The last thing I'd want to imagine is him dying a painful death. I don't think the combination would be painful, but I don't know. I've only done heroin and I couldn't see an OD on it being painful at all unless it was combined with an upper or something.
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I just keep worrying that it was painful. He had an absolutely horrible life. Dealt with a lot of abuse as a kid and never had it easy. The last thing I'd want to imagine is him dying a painful death. I don't think the combination would be painful, but I don't know. I've only done heroin and I couldn't see an OD on it being painful at all unless it was combined with an upper or something.
Dude, heroin's fucking nasty. And as far as Xanex, yeah, I can imagine the OD just felt numb to him.
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I haven't done any since I made a post about why I should've listened, and I agree, heroin is in deed nasty as hell.
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I haven't done any since I made a post about why I should've listened, and I agree, heroin is in deed nasty as hell.
I'm in that town in Pennsylvania that had the huge epidemic of like, at least two people ODing on it DAILY.
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LOL I hope it was painful 8) ;D
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He was probably unconscious when he died (death is usually from aspiration of vomit or just asphyxiation from not breathing), so not in pain. It would have sounded like a horrible death if he was aspirating, but he would have been none the wiser. People in the ER and with paramedics that are overdosing on heroin (to the point of not breathing) wake up pissed off when they get naloxone to counteract the heroin because they were ripped from a blissful high.
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He was probably unconscious when he died (death is usually from aspiration of vomit or just asphyxiation from not breathing), so not in pain. It would have sounded like a horrible death if he was aspirating, but he would have been none the wiser. People in the ER and with paramedics that are overdosing on heroin (to the point of not breathing) wake up pissed off when they get naloxone to counteract the heroin because they were ripped from a blissful high.
So it's like falling asleep and never waking up again?
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He was probably unconscious when he died (death is usually from aspiration of vomit or just asphyxiation from not breathing), so not in pain. It would have sounded like a horrible death if he was aspirating, but he would have been none the wiser. People in the ER and with paramedics that are overdosing on heroin (to the point of not breathing) wake up pissed off when they get naloxone to counteract the heroin because they were ripped from a blissful high.
So it's like falling asleep and never waking up again?
Like falling asleep during an orgasm of euphoria then not waking up. If you've ever nodded out, it like that but permanent.
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Meth overdose on the other hand... god. I have never done heroin, but from what people tell me- this is the way to go if you wanna die, sounds so euphoric and peaceful, then you're out and that's it. No more. What more could you want of a death? I can't think of a better way to go.
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Like falling asleep during an orgasm of euphoria then not waking up. If you've ever nodded out, it like that but permanent.
That sounds wonderful. If I ever try it and find it's to my liking, I'll retain an amount in case I one day decide to say goodbye.
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Like falling asleep during an orgasm of euphoria then not waking up. If you've ever nodded out, it like that but permanent.
That sounds wonderful. If I ever try it and find it's to my liking, I'll retain an amount in case I one day decide to say goodbye.
For extra assurance, take about 10mg of xanax and some promethazine, especially if you don't shoot it. I guess you could plug about half a gram, but it's not a sure thing.
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Look at it this way, he's dead and you're not.
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Like falling asleep during an orgasm of euphoria then not waking up. If you've ever nodded out, it like that but permanent.
That sounds wonderful. If I ever try it and find it's to my liking, I'll retain an amount in case I one day decide to say goodbye.
For extra assurance, take about 10mg of xanax and some promethazine, especially if you don't shoot it. I guess you could plug about half a gram, but it's not a sure thing.
What would happen if it wasn't a sure thing and you took a shit ton expecting to OD? How would you wake up, what kind of condition? Besides the mental aspect of failing at suicide of course.
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Like falling asleep during an orgasm of euphoria then not waking up. If you've ever nodded out, it like that but permanent.
That sounds wonderful. If I ever try it and find it's to my liking, I'll retain an amount in case I one day decide to say goodbye.
For extra assurance, take about 10mg of xanax and some promethazine, especially if you don't shoot it. I guess you could plug about half a gram, but it's not a sure thing.
What would happen if it wasn't a sure thing and you took a shit ton expecting to OD? How would you wake up, what kind of condition? Besides the mental aspect of failing at suicide of course.
You could wake up with brain damage, and internal organs would suffer from anoxia. You could wake up by someone finding you, involuntary muscle spasms that occur near death from anoxia could make you fall on the ground, or puking might provide enough of a stimulus to wake you up if you didn't take enough (mixing depressants would mitigate these scenarios).
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Im praying for you, and by now wherever you were going with this thread will have left from your mind and your family members passing will have opened a new door for you for the better. God bless you