The Sanctuary
Carnality => Better Living Through Chemistry => Topic started by: Soso0 on September 01, 2014, 08:55:41 pm
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The only way to numb everything on a low budget was to use DXM. I've been clean for two days only cause the store near here has it behind the counter and the other store is too far to walk to. Shit sucks. Why can't people be more accepting of weed.
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Order some pure dextromethorphan powder.
It's cheaper and much better, feeed your addiction till the fire in your heart runs out.
Why can't you smoke weed
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i know that feel bro
there are so few of us in the world when it's like the literal cheat code to dr00gs
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also, the retrograde amnesia from dxm abuse is absolutely horrible. even if you've only been using it for a few months. expect for a year or two of your life to seem missing
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Order some pure dextromethorphan powder.
It's cheaper and much better, feeed your addiction till the fire in your heart runs out.
Why can't you smoke weed
I was planning on that but not enough money, I figure it is less damaging to the body as the gel caps or delsym. I still need a place to live.
I would smoke weed if I had someone to buy from atm and if I wasn't staying at moms house
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also, the retrograde amnesia from dxm abuse is absolutely horrible. even if you've only been using it for a few months. expect for a year or two of your life to seem missing
Idk if it's that or this fucking situation called life but I've just felt out of it and not myself
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I don't know how it is in America but over here you can only get Dextromethorphan-Hydrobromid which does not seem to go too well with your liver and kidneys. Tripping a few times a year won't be so bad but I certainly wouldn't want to take this shit for prolonged periods of time for various reasons
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I don't know how it is in America but over here you can only get Dextromethorphan-Hydrobromid which does not seem to go too well with your liver and kidneys. Tripping a few times a year won't be so bad but I certainly wouldn't want to take this shit for prolonged periods of time for various reasons
That's what we have here too the HBr. I think I overdid it. I used to try to be careful and do it a maximum of 2 times a week but this summer I went on week and a half long binges or would do it every other day for weeks at a time. Dxm was truly all I had in this world and the only thing to keep me comfort.
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You need to get your shit together dude
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You need to get your shit together dude
I don't even know where to start. For a while shit was starting to get better but now I'm at like square negative something. I've sorta lost hope and just existing is the best thing I can do atm.
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Change your life in a dramatic way.
Go WWOOF'ing or something.
Move out of your mothers and learn to support yourself at least
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Methoxetamine
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Change your life in a dramatic way.
Go WWOOF'ing or something.
Move out of your mothers and learn to support yourself at least
I was on my own since the beginning of Summer after she kicked me out. I had no desire to go back. Our relationship slowly started improving after she found out all the shit I had to deal with. I guess she felt bad. I was supposed to move into a new place that sucks but I can sorta afford but cannot get in contact with the landlord. After moving out of the room I was renting during the summer I literally had a mental breakdown and lost my job which I don't really regret cause I was not willing to take anymore shit from one of the managers. With the snarky comments he made he's lucky he wasn't talking to the wrong person. I have fallen into a deep depression since last week.
I guess the only thing that's kept me from offing myself is Zoklet cause it's the only place I can talk about my problems and the fact that I had an interview today for valet. Hopefully I get the job cause it makes 14/hr. I just want my life to drastically change. I've thought about moving to Central America for a few years now. Once I get enough money for a plane ticket I think I'm just gonna book it and see where life takes me. On my journey I really want to plant my seeds in different women to make up for the lack of sex since last year. What's the point of having a gf if I don't get to see her much less fuck?
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What up hts
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Enjoy forgetting tons of shit and fucking over your brain. DXM sucks.
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I think I messed myself up. I hope not. I really want to stop all I need is to find something new that will fill the void that dxm did.
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play Maplestory
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Just stop doing DXM and then uh...yea play Maplestory.
Or inject HCL into your dick, whatever.
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Is it like Runescape? I miss that game but laptop is too shitty to even run it. If I had some poon every night I'd feel a hundred times better...
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runescape is similar to maplestory but they're different enough that you won't feel like you've played the same game twice just because they're MMORPGS. the leveling system is kind of clunky but supposedly it's been updated to reflect a more realistic learning curve, so you can become good enough without wasting too much time grinding
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You need to change your approach to this stuff, not try and change the stuff itself. Fortune is not going to let up, ever, at all. In fact it's probably going to favor people who already have it easy and not you, so I'd lose those sort of expectations now before they get crushed later.
The real trick to surviving in this shithole is to learn to be happy with as little outside stimulus as possible. If you can do that, you're fuckin laughing.
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just smoke ganj man its green it will get u mashed up man serious clart
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The only way to numb everything on a low budget was to use DXM. I've been clean for two days only cause the store near here has it behind the counter and the other store is too far to walk to. Shit sucks. Why can't people be more accepting of weed.
Nigga is it that hard to get cough syrup?
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You know I might actually try the game out. Look pretty cartoonish but I will give it a chance.
You need to change your approach to this stuff, not try and change the stuff itself. Fortune is not going to let up, ever, at all. In fact it's probably going to favor people who already have it easy and not you, so I'd lose those sort of expectations now before they get crushed later.
The real trick to surviving in this shithole is to learn to be happy with as little outside stimulus as possible. If you can do that, you're fuckin laughing.
If I may ask, how do you survive in this shithole? This or how does anyone else for a matter of fact. The only way to numb everything on a low budget was to use DXM. I've been clean for two days only cause the store near here has it behind the counter and the other store is too far to walk to. Shit sucks. Why can't people be more accepting of weed.
Nigga is it that hard to get cough syrup?
Well the syrup is there, but I hate the taste of it. Last time I tried it resulted in projectile vomiting. I prefer the cough gels which they now keep behind the pharmacist counter at the nearest store.
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You know I might actually try the game out. Look pretty cartoonish but I will give it a chance.
lol
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Why don't you extract it yourself and get the powder at least, instead of drinking down all that crap.
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You could always hang yourself? That would deff fill the void.
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Why don't you extract it yourself and get the powder at least, instead of drinking down all that crap.
I've attempted it a few times in the past but I'm not sure if I fucked up somewhere along the process. I would down the powder and wouldn't feel a thing... might just be a good idea to stay away from dxm for a while or maybe forever. It will always have a place in my heart tho no matter how much pain it's caused at times.
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You could always hang yourself? That would deff fill the void.
Probably. Probably not. I'm too much of a pussy to go thru with it.
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You need to change your approach to this stuff, not try and change the stuff itself. Fortune is not going to let up, ever, at all. In fact it's probably going to favor people who already have it easy and not you, so I'd lose those sort of expectations now before they get crushed later.
The real trick to surviving in this shithole is to learn to be happy with as little outside stimulus as possible. If you can do that, you're fuckin laughing.
If I may ask, how do you survive in this shithole? This or how does anyone else for a matter of fact.
No one survives, lol what are you talking about?
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For real though, buy some MXE online there are plenty of sources and it's way more cost effective. You'll be able to save a buck, stay fucked up and as bad as things may get, you'll be too fucked up in the gutter to even notice. Seems like a win-win no lose kinda situation to me, we all make our own choices but eventually you must graduate up the drug totem pole.
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DXM was magical the first time, fun the second time, and worth it the third time. Every time since then its been either awful or no euphoria. It always feels like brain damage whenever your on it too which feels like shit. I agree, go with MXE powder.
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DXM was magical the first time, fun the second time, and worth it the third time. Every time since then its been either awful or no euphoria. It always feels like brain damage whenever your on it too which feels like shit. I agree, go with MXE powder.
Yeah so after going thru a rough week of depression my mood all of a sudden flipped. I did do dxm again about four days ago. Then I realized how bad dxm sucks, first of all I had a bad headache when I decided to take it which just made the trip unpleasent. Not only that but it's so boring and my brain feels like it's running on it empty. Feels gross
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dxm made me develop a fetish for dead chicks
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You gotta take long breaks with the shit or its gonna lose it's magic. Also here's an interesting report of a guy that used DXM for years, its a good read and hopefully will make you not want to do DXM to oblivion and turn out like this guy https://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=103331
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How fare you so far? Any withdrawel symptoms of note?