Change your life in a dramatic way.
Go WWOOF'ing or something.
Move out of your mothers and learn to support yourself at least
I was on my own since the beginning of Summer after she kicked me out. I had no desire to go back. Our relationship slowly started improving after she found out all the shit I had to deal with. I guess she felt bad. I was supposed to move into a new place that sucks but I can sorta afford but cannot get in contact with the landlord. After moving out of the room I was renting during the summer I literally had a mental breakdown and lost my job which I don't really regret cause I was not willing to take anymore shit from one of the managers. With the snarky comments he made he's lucky he wasn't talking to the wrong person. I have fallen into a deep depression since last week.
I guess the only thing that's kept me from offing myself is Zoklet cause it's the only place I can talk about my problems and the fact that I had an interview today for valet. Hopefully I get the job cause it makes 14/hr. I just want my life to drastically change. I've thought about moving to Central America for a few years now. Once I get enough money for a plane ticket I think I'm just gonna book it and see where life takes me. On my journey I really want to plant my seeds in different women to make up for the lack of sex since last year. What's the point of having a gf if I don't get to see her much less fuck?
