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Title: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 04:43:40 am
these feelings
burn inside me
like
atoms colliding
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1101
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like Jesus on the cross

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like a shoe without a horn

IM A SHOE AND I HAVE NO HORN >:[

XX chromosomes are superior to XY chromosomes, university in a liberal arts college taught me thisxxxxxxxCherixxxxx

XX88==\\))
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 04:46:43 am
jesus had stretchy arms teeheee *cums*
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: Rocklin on November 04, 2014, 04:49:11 am
Your another one of those people I would relegate to HB only.  this thread is not SG material.



Moved to HB
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 04:50:06 am
do you have any idea how much time and effort i put into the OP you fucking stupid heterosexual
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: Rocklin on November 04, 2014, 04:53:12 am
do you have any idea how much time and effort i put into the OP

like ten seconds of thought and like 15 minutes to type it cause your a drug addict.
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 05:08:56 am
no u
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: komokazi on November 04, 2014, 05:41:14 am
you're*
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: Vulture on November 04, 2014, 05:50:11 am
Why do you want to stop?

Hurting people is a useful skill, but if you did it right you'd never ask the question in the title. You hurt yourself instead, via greasy-hot-dog-loving attention whoring. Anger + guilt = closet beta, masochism.

Here's how it's done the right way:

One (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prisoner%27s_dilemma#The_iterated_prisoners.27_dilemma)
Two (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transactional_analysis#Transactions_and_strokes)

Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 06:28:54 am
you're*

stfu bitch
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 06:31:02 am
Why do you want to stop?

Hurting people is a useful skill, but if you did it right you'd never ask the question in the title. You hurt yourself instead, via greasy-hot-dog-loving attention whoring. Anger + guilt = closet beta, masochism.

Here's how it's done the right way:

One (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prisoner%27s_dilemma#The_iterated_prisoners.27_dilemma)
Two (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transactional_analysis#Transactions_and_strokes)



I just don't like going batshit on my parents every time i go supermania and rip down something thats 400 pounds and nailed to the wall after urinating on it (my urine reaches the parabola's peak around a velocity of 9ft/scnd
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 06:32:27 am
and i've already been to the mental hospital like 30 times so eventually they'll stop discharging me and force me to laugh at my own jokes...to myself...
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: Vulture on November 04, 2014, 06:52:05 am
I just don't like going batshit on my parents every time i go supermania and rip down something thats 400 pounds and nailed to the wall after urinating on it (my urine reaches the parabola's peak around a velocity of 9ft/scnd
Why? None of those actions are wrong/bad, the interesting part is the clusterfuck of reasoning behind them that makes them ineffective.
and i've already been to the mental hospital like 30 times so eventually they'll stop discharging me and force me to laugh at my own jokes...to myself...
The worst part about an RTF is being forced to follow schedules and kowtow to social convention. You're above such bullshit. Well... you can be. If you're lucky they'll shut off the lights at bed time.

You really can't introspect, can you?
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 06:59:19 am
are you telling me morality isn't objective? crucify christ.

i am a very emotional/faggot/etc.. person who genuinely sheds sentimental tears over hanging out with a 13 yr old girl. anyways harming your own kin/ancestry is ultimately self defeating if you know them, also, if you like them, if you luv them
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: BallsDeep69 on November 04, 2014, 07:01:01 am
are you telling me morality isn't objective? crucify christ.

i am a very emotional/faggot/etc.. person who genuinely sheds sentimental tears over hanging out with a 13 yr old girl. anyways harming your own kin/ancestry is ultimately self defeating if you know them, also, if you like them, if you luv them
I was about to throw a party celebrating you being gone splooge... Way to be a party pooper.
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 07:01:42 am
its not so much getting around the rules of being in a ward as it is foreveralone, virgin, fag, homeless, loser, meanie,, etc. just boring shit. i feel like i'm getting lobotomized staring at the blank wall looking at my phosphenes
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 07:02:35 am
I was about to throw a party celebrating you being gone splooge... Way to be a party pooper.

that sig is like so Mac OS 7
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: BallsDeep69 on November 04, 2014, 07:06:02 am
I was about to throw a party celebrating you being gone splooge... Way to be a party pooper.

that sig is like so Mac OS 7
The fuck? My sig is timeless ya nigger footed nigger.
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: Vulture on November 04, 2014, 08:10:28 am
are you telling me morality isn't objective? crucify christ.

i am a very emotional/faggot/etc.. person who genuinely sheds sentimental tears over hanging out with a 13 yr old girl. anyways harming your own kin/ancestry is ultimately self defeating if you know them, also, if you like them, if you luv them
I'm telling you they shouldn't affect you. (Morality is most def subjective. Come at me, bro.)

You're still basing your definitions and explanations on other people lol. And harming your ancestry isn't as detrimental as the opposite since you're the legacy. If only more people took the black widow approach to child-rearing... You know that realization (http://www.intosanctuary.com/index.php?topic=4158.msg53524;topicseen#msg53524) that disingenuity runs humanity? The artificial is what distracts agents from self-immolating for posterity (or more specifically, prevents the self and progeny from identifying as One/having a shared goal *intersubjectivity/collective intentionality/synchronicity yadda yadda* (which is the point), thus allowing that self-immolation).

Emotional, or experiencing emotion infrequently but intensely?
its not so much getting around the rules of being in a ward as it is foreveralone, virgin, fag, homeless, loser, meanie,, etc. just boring shit. i feel like i'm getting lobotomized staring at the blank wall looking at my phosphenes
So emphasis on guilt from fear of not meeting standards set by others. Yeah that goes back to closet beta/masochist pretty quick. Authenticity? Diogenes of Sinope? Principia Discordia?
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: equanimity on November 04, 2014, 08:38:39 am
I like splooge.  In a few years I think he'll have mellowed out some, and will have some unique insights for his time spent indulging his insanity.
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 08:39:21 am
have you never thought somebody was a piece of shit before? it's so pointless to argue the validity of one emotion over the other. guilt can be a stressful emotion but i'm not very guilt prone, i'm just aware enough to consider it. if i go against those emos, i'm purposely making myself feel worse, altruism rooted in the self etc etc. i feel more comfortable when everyone isn't hating each other IRL, especially since i'm there 24/7.

by the second quote i more meant that i would be really, really fucking bored. by loser, fag, etc i was only joking but it's like, once you've known freedom you're used to it, and there's so much more you can do on the outside world than locked on a single floor full of schizos that arent allowed to even have shoelaces so they don't hang themselves, or earphones, etc.
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: splooge gook on November 04, 2014, 08:43:36 am
labile affect. i can sob over a disney movie and then watch gore videos an hour later and find it mildly displeasing at worst. i'm not even chronically angry, but when i get angry i'm like 2 steps away from DESTROY EVERYTHING mode. maybe my neurotransmitters are so used to being influenced by drugs that they themselves have kind of learned to act like drugs, due to downregulation/upregulation.

i really don't know if that's any different from most people though. it's really hard for me to imagine what more "normal" people might think about things that are said or done because this forum and the people i talk to are generally "YOU SHOULD INJECT ALL THE DROOGS AND DIE LOL!!"
Title: Re: how do i stop doing bad things to ppl
Post by: mashleshmash on November 04, 2014, 08:45:50 am
I missed your shitposts bro