my schizophrenia thread from zoklet.

[carltino]

So i have schizophrenia and my mind usually takes one of 2 perspectives. one that i am famous and am a celebrity and im in shows and on the radio. or two im a federal agent.

i went to california and met a girl who had the same last name of someone i know to be an fbi agent or higher up. we enjoyed our time together and had a sexual relationship. one day out of the blue we leave our guesthouse and there are 3...not 1 not 2 but 3 helicopters right above the house about 20 feet above it. my mom says they were probably covering something close by but the house was next to a gigantic field and it was the corner house so they had to have been watching us. like seriously they were right over the path to the front yard (there was a walkway beside the house and a gate leading to the front yard) and there was 3 of them.

a short time later like weeks or months after she went to another state i was walking past a parking garage and heard a voice to go inside. I go inside and start walking up to the top. halfway up i see the letter m which is the first letter of her name and the symbol to her last name followed by an s....which is how you pronounce her last name (with the s sound)...they were written on a window in the dirt. I go up farther and i see the words Flak (spelt like flak jacket) ---> O. with a capitol o. the weeks before this i was under the impression i was supposed to acquire gear to become a federal agent. I get to the very top and look around and notice an O shape light holder on the wall that is pointing up and to the right back down where i came from. i walk back down looking to where its pointing to and as i look up there is a fucking black jacket hanging over one of the shop lights hanging from the ceiling.

This was without a doubt a jacket....i cant say it was a flak jacket but it was a jacket. this was nothing out of the usual for me as i had listened to the voices and followed cues before and had equally weird stuff happen. i start to try to climb up there to get it but cant so later on i decide to go up the stairs to the roof. now let me tell you there was nobody else in here but me. there was like 3 cars out of the 7 floors to this parking garage. I go down the stairs then walk back up through the drive and have the urge to take a fat ass piss out of nowhere. i run to the corner of the top level and take a piss and say screw you guys...i always felt like the government was controlling my bowel movements. i start walking back and notice wet footprints on the ground.

they are a girls shoe and they are coming from where i just came from (to take a piss) and leading to a flyer on the ground. they are recent like from just 2 mins ago. I start walking faster to try to catch up with them but they dissappear and i run down the stairs and come back up to try to catch whoever it was because i was told by the voices i was to meet someone. they were the same kind of footprints the girl i was with had except she was supposed to be in another state.

this shit freaked me out. im on my meds now and i dont have this type of stuff happen because i just ignore the voices.

[carltino]

and soso0 to answer your zoklet question when i hear voices its like they are beside me or like i am talking on a phone. 

[constantinople]

FUCK YEAH, I was hoping you would make it over to here. Can't wait to here more stories like this. Or nor. Or well...you know I hope you're all right and everything but cocking about in a parking garage never hurt anyone if you know what I mean.

[bling bling]

i heard voices telling me to close the door or everyone is going to die

i told them fuck off

[Joe]

What meds you on? seroquel or the like?

[Infinityshock]

You type extremely well for someone who has od'd on bath salts

[mashleshmash]

What meds you on? seroquel or the like?

I too would like to know.

[Infinityshock]

What meds you on? seroquel or the like?

I too would like to know.

they apparently ODd since they stopped posting

[RisiR]

773-029-000

Code-Nougat. Big O - I repeat- Big O.

[carltino]

I'm on a 700$ in Vega sustena shot.  It's once a month.

[carltino]

But I've been on seroquel before.  My brother was on that.  It pretty much drugged him am me inluded.  Makes you sleep like a motherfucker.