Move this god-damn thread to NIMF, because it isn't a bitch or moan instead just another version of your incessant whinefest we've all been witness to for years. Hell, you've been here only a couple of months and how many of these "boo-hoo" threads have you started? All for attention and pity, like the pathetic chump you are.
Of course you don't have any sense of "purpose", because you are a sick and selfish human being....who has never made a sacrifice for anything or anyone ever in your life. All you focus on is instant self-gratification...whether its putting whatever drug into your body, or acting out your sexual weirdness, or just trolling message boards....there is absolutely NOTHING productive in any part of your being.
Still wondering Zek, if we added up all the time you spent feeling sorry for yourself droning on about your mental and emotional instability just on Sanctuary alone, how would that measure up compared to the amount of time you spent in your kid's lives?10:1 ratio? 50:1? 100:1? I'd be willing to bet you haven't spent so much as double digit hours even just talking to them on the phone vs. all the selfish nonsense you involve yourself with on here. All about you, you, you....and then you actually "wonder" why your life hasn't amounted to anything, when all you really care about is your own pathetic and disgusting life.
Its an overused saying any more online, but if anyone out there REALLY needs to kill themselves, its you. Just do it already, because nothing has ever gotten "better" for your tattered existence....as every year goes on you become more of a toxic and worthless bag of bones burdening this world with your constant immaturity and self-centered weirdness.
