Do I have autism???

[splooge gook]

When the psychiatrist discharged me today they Dxd OCD and delusions, they also gave my dad a paper with a number on it to have a full neuropsych in an autism place. I asked the doctor if he's saying I'm autistic, but he said "you seem to have problems that stem from a neurological basis related to OCD." But then he gave a referral paper to the AUTISM center. Which doesn't mean I have it, it just means they're saying I should get an interview for it.

So do I have burgers and fries? I'm well aware that I'm a weirdo/asshole/loser/etc but I don't think I'm genuinely unable to pick up on social cues, I think in some cases I just don't care enough/MAD, but he pointed out my fingernails are dirty as one example and I have no idea how much than that I'm unaware of. Every time I go to the doctor they slap on a different label. I've gone though ODD, OCD, CD, SUD, BP-I, MD-NOS, aspergers, ADHD, anxiety disorder, depression. I have no idea how many of these are even applicable from a doctor that hardly knows me.

But tl;dr I think I sound less autistic than 99.999999 of this forum, which is also my IQ percentile

[aldra]

this is like those threads that start with 'is it gay if....'


if you have to ask, the answer is yes.


more seriously, I'd think your doctor has strong suspicions - doesn't OCD manifest much, much more in autistic people? they may have sent you to an autism specialist with that to get more detailed checks done without flat-out calling you an autard.

[baby raper]

I cant belive you made it this long without someone noticing. ...not going to sugar coat it dude ur an aspie.

[Slave of the Beast]

Every time I go to the doctor they slap on a different label. I've gone though ODD, OCD, CD, SUD, BP-I, MD-NOS, aspergers, ADHD, anxiety disorder, depression. I have no idea how many of these are even applicable from a doctor that hardly knows me.

That's why the people who primarily take psychiatry seriously are psychiatrists. There are so many variables they can't investigate or control that they essentially forced to make shit up as they go along. If you get diagnosed with asspie's just look the doctor straight in the eye and say 'No. I'm just an asshole. Is there a pill for that?'.

[splooge gook]

It was probably because haven't showered in days/junkie ass nigga/flat affect/monotone voice/verbosity/my interest in statistics/inability to relate to other people/poor eye contact/OCD behaviors

[splooge gook]

Basıcally ı lomedik lıke shıt and felt uncomfortable taşkına yo pschıayrısts for the trıiiıonth timde

Therefore autısm.

I thınk he was reyine to say ı Show mıldsymptoms, especially related to OCD but overall I'm not autistic, if I am its on the mildest end of the spectrum because friends I've made in the past liked me and what I had to say, I'm thinking "that guys such a loser" when I hear someone say something awkward. I know how people think, it's just hard for me to imagine what they're feeling. Autistic people are generally "mind blind". I asked another psych at one point if I have it and she said people with tism usually aren't even aware of those sorts of things,

One time when I was wasted on DXM and benzodiazepines the Indian doctor talked to me for like 2 minutes before saying I have Asperger's syndrome. He totally disregarded the fact that I was completely tripping out. People are stupid.

Then again, my social skills are complete shit. There's always a girl with a crush on me though, which I suppose is one of the perks of being a good looking person

[splooge gook]

yes, I am high on 80mg of vyvanse and 6mg of Xanax tonight

[baby raper]

It was probably because haven't showered in days/junkie ass nigga/flat affect/monotone voice/verbosity/my interest in statistics/inability to relate to other people/poor eye contact/OCD behaviors

yeah keep tellin yourself that. They sent you to an autism specalist because you have adhd and didnt shower. In all honesty I would have kept this whole thing under my hat if ya know what I mean...

[splooge gook]

If I were to slap labels on myself, I'm probably developing schizoaffective disorder in a mild form a.k.a. I'm batshit manic so I get into fistfights with my dad in the street and I have paranoid preoccupations that fuel my anger. Besides that i probably have borderline/antisocial personality disorder, which can cause similar theory of mind deficits but that's more out of blame externalizations and being basically controlled by whatever feeling pops up without much regard for how I'll be completely fucked over in like, 20 minutes.

Is there some sort of cure for being a really pissy, sensitive, and explosive person? I'd like to have genuine empathy and all of that but it's not something I think I can force, i do find it disappointing that because I have some sort of anomality in a ceirtain part of my brain that it permanently disables me without it ever getting treated. I want to genuinely be able to make friends and give a shit about most people but it just don't happen

[John Smith]

Sploo, you should read "LSD: Doorway to the Numinous" and try to treat yourself with it.

[baby raper]

Alright dude im going to tell you the secret but you wont do it I know it. Stop taking drugs. Amphetamines syncans all psychoactives. The day you stop start working out. In one month I bet you got a hot lil girlfriend and a solid thank you for your boy baby raper.

[aldra]

Is there some sort of cure for being a really pissy, sensitive, and explosive person?

[splooge gook]

aight baby raper. This has been happening since I was like 9 though, lol. Except the possible psychosis, which will be a helluva drug

[splooge gook]

bump

[mashleshmash]

God speed.