I don't know what The Giver is. It doesn't sound morally ambiguous enough for me but math is
Basically, I did apply myself to aspects of that profession and had some good and bad times, fucked quite a few half decent womenz, had some decent cars and prison made for some cool stories/learned a lot about psychology, dealing with people etc.
Basically/objectively/ultimately I've been in a court imposed prison for a few years because of poor but ultimately understanding and worthwhile decisions