Syncan withdrawal, dealt with, not dead yet from clonidine withdrawal, I got my pills but I'm not taking any just to see how long I can last, plus I know I'll run out early, only need them for the focalin comedown which I don't get until tomorrow. Buspar is fuckin horrid tho.
You should try loperamide, imodium. It's an OTC opiate and crosses the blood brain barrier at doses of 24mg and up with help of black pepper or omeprazole/any proton pump inhibitor really. It's worth it.