I speak a language that nobody else seems to speak. Am I just pretentious and arrogant and too self-obsessed? I think I might be one of the smartest people I've known, or I might be the smartest person I've ever known, because nobody "gets" some of these concepts or none of it has been researched t as extensively as i have, but at the same time my academics are terrible and it's not like I would pass every test I ever took, just most of them. But after seeing that you can appreciate esoteric logic that everyone you ever meet will think is just random symbols it makes you feel kind of like a "special" person