It pisses me off when people throw around the word ego death as if it means anything. Temporary ego suspension might be a better term, but even then it is just another perception. Believe it or not, people tend to do better when they work to strengthen their ego into a fine work of art rather than (pretending) to toss it off because they can't stand the oppression of their own terminal mediocrity (see obbe)
I hate to see people toss around any word or phrase like it means anything. In some cases, yes it can be a temporary suspension or transcendence, in some cases you are truly left without any fucking ego at all and left to do what Thou Will.
Ego Death is nothing to fucking sneer at. Indeed, "Ego death" is the only true Death at all.
Personally I have never been oppressed by mediocrity (except in the sense I might have feared I could succumb to it), only the extremes of incredible stupidity and pure white brilliance. I am not a man for settling in the middle, my moderation is a head-on battle of extremes, not some compromise...
Death to the ego! Long live the ego!
when I'm sober I get extremely suicidal, not depressed, anhedonic. The feeling of emptiness of being sober is less painful in a way than the feeling of dimensions, layers and colors from being jaded 24/7
Hahaha
hahaha. I have been more sober than I have ever been in my life and I am so the opposite of any of that. Most of my drug use the past few years has been an attempt to calm myself the fuck down. Well, no more of that. I'm ready to fucking
BURN.