Suicidal thoughts

[equanimity]

Way more recent than I would have thought.  Kinda curious... do you think you might someday get back together with your wife?  You write a lot about doing stuff with her, and all.  Don't have to answer if you don't want.

[mashleshmash]

23 fucking pages are you kidding me?

[RisiR]

23 fucking pages are you kidding me?

Yea fucking kick me in the balls, mash. Holy dumb fuckng shit.

[starvingniglet]

Way more recent than I would have thought.  Kinda curious... do you think you might someday get back together with your wife?  You write a lot about doing stuff with her, and all.  Don't have to answer if you don't want.

Nope... now that I got over her leaving, I sort of opened my eyes and now I see that I don't want to be with her anyway.  I will just fuck bar whores or whatever.

[equanimity]

Way more recent than I would have thought.  Kinda curious... do you think you might someday get back together with your wife?  You write a lot about doing stuff with her, and all.  Don't have to answer if you don't want.

Nope... now that I got over her leaving, I sort of opened my eyes and now I see that I don't want to be with her anyway.  I will just fuck bar whores or whatever.

lol.

Will you ever remarry?  I'm not sure how old you are.

[starvingniglet]

lol.

Will you ever remarry?  I'm not sure how old you are.

no

[equanimity]

Wow, so sure.  Why not?  Was she your one and only soulmate?

[starvingniglet]

Wow, so sure.  Why not?  Was she your one and only soulmate?

no, I have not been single for like almost 20 years.  I am done with relationships, I am just fine being by myself.

[equanimity]

Guess whatever works.  20 years of being with someone probably would get sort of old :/

[starvingniglet]

Guess whatever works.  20 years of being with someone probably would get sort of old :/

Nah, I mean, I was in relationships for 20 years.  My kids have different mothers.  Seemed like every time I would break up with a chick, another one was right around the corner.  I think the longest time I spent single during that time was two weeks.

[equanimity]

Well that must have been nice.  Never being alone...  How many women?

[starvingniglet]

Well that must have been nice.  Never being alone...  How many women?

what, in my whole life,?  7....yeah 7.  Thats it.  But I was with three of them for multiple years

[equanimity]

Somehow I'm sad again.  What makes you want to stay with a woman for years?  Or made.

[starvingniglet]

Somehow I'm sad again.  What makes you want to stay with a woman for years?  Or made.

waiting for life insurance to mature....nah just kidding. 

well, obviously if we get along and are both on the same page, it helps...time goes by fast and one day you look up and 10 years have gone by....look up again and the kids are grown and the oldest is going to college...next time I stop and take notice they will both have families of their own and me and my dogs will be old together, and they will curl up on my back deck in the mornings while I drink coffee outside....

[equanimity]