I love women and I hate you, you fucking trannie.
If you were a hot trannie, instead of one that LOOKS LIKE A FAT MEXICAN MAN WITH A MOUSTACHE, I would have no problem, and support your 'art' and your gender identity.
But I cannot understand how you could ever be gender dysphoric. You are UGLY AS FUCK and there is no way anyone could ever have treated you cutesy or as an item of female affection, because YOU LOOK LIKE A FAT SPIC, and therefore you could hardly have been raised by people thinking you were cute or adorable or encountered by people who thought the same and treated you like a little girl. Because you are not cute or adorable. YOU ARE A FAT MAN AND HAIRY.
You are one of those sickos that just likes to get their dick hard and want attention, no one will ever treat you like a female YOU FAT SPIC.