so i would like to start out that i have a pain/rapeishhh fetish, that I can't help and constantly think about it before bed and even when my bf gets me off. But then again, most girls have this, soo it isn't that to crazy.
Also, call me insane but i am a girl, who, once i get comfortable with a guy, will want to get a close up of his penis. They are ugly but also strangely arousing to look at close up and lick and nibble softly at certain spots.
Also, since i am confessing strange things, and feel more comfortable on here(for some reason); I would like to say that my bf has very visible pores that i can't help but squeeze the dirt out of.
I know it is gross, but I don't mind gross things. Also i feel as if the power i have over bringing a certain amount of pain to him makes me kind of enjoy it.
I love him and would never "seriously" hurt him. But i just can't help myself. I almost kind of crave it every time i see his face (is that too weird?).
Anyways, if you have a strange fetish or addiction please share! No need to hide anything as you can see, because i am just oh so.. accepting of others, as i would like to put it.
