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Offline Soso0

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I feel so meh.
« on: October 26, 2014, 05:27:32 am »
On some dxm cause I haven't been able to buy a sack yet.... life is meh but im okay with it cause it could be way worst

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Re: I feel so meh.
« Reply #1 on: October 26, 2014, 05:34:39 am »
That's good, real good.  Good thing you didn't kill yourself right
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Re: I feel so meh.
« Reply #2 on: October 26, 2014, 05:35:18 am »
Shew.. DXM man.. I wouldnt even mess with that shit. I mean, your more than welcome to do what you want with your body, but I promise.. It'll fuck you up for the long term if not careful.. I speak from personal experience and have a close friend who still regrets doing it. Just throwing ya a heads up, I'd wait out for that bag and do something to occupy my mind in the mean time.

 Your right though.. No matter what my situation is in life nowadays, I constantly remind myself that it could always be worse. And I've needed that mentality here lately.. Had some bad experiences where I could have easily faulted other people, but.. in retrospect, where would that have got me? And since I didnt freak out or go ballistic, things actually rebounded and worked out accordingly.. So, keep with that mentality.. Shit is definitely going to happen.. always does. You just have to keep that constant reminder in the back of your head, that when something does go wrong "well it has been a while, I'll deal with this shit accordingly and not let it impact or ruin other things not related to it".

 By the way man, hows that new job going? Liking it pretty good or is it one of those "eh it's a job and paycheck" type scenarios? Made anymore new friends at the workplace?
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Re: I feel so meh.
« Reply #3 on: October 26, 2014, 05:39:47 am »
From what I've seen DXM just rots the brain away slowly until you're nothing but a bumbling slow witted nincumpoop.
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Re: I feel so meh.
« Reply #4 on: October 26, 2014, 05:49:15 am »
From what I've seen DXM just rots the brain away slowly until you're nothing but a muslim Terrorist.
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Re: I feel so meh.
« Reply #5 on: October 26, 2014, 05:56:37 am »
From what I've seen DXM just rots the brain away slowly until you're nothing but a bumbling slow witted nincumpoop.


so does everything. how many mg's of dxm until one becomes a bumbling slow witted nincumpoop, if you don't mind me asking?

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Re: I feel so meh.
« Reply #6 on: October 26, 2014, 07:19:25 am »
That's good, real good.  Good thing you didn't kill yourself right
Fuck yeah man, it feels great. September was a fucking shitty month. FUCK SEPTEMBER 2014

Shew.. DXM man.. I wouldnt even mess with that shit. I mean, your more than welcome to do what you want with your body, but I promise.. It'll fuck you up for the long term if not careful.. I speak from personal experience and have a close friend who still regrets doing it. Just throwing ya a heads up, I'd wait out for that bag and do something to occupy my mind in the mean time.

 Your right though.. No matter what my situation is in life nowadays, I constantly remind myself that it could always be worse. And I've needed that mentality here lately.. Had some bad experiences where I could have easily faulted other people, but.. in retrospect, where would that have got me? And since I didnt freak out or go ballistic, things actually rebounded and worked out accordingly.. So, keep with that mentality.. Shit is definitely going to happen.. always does. You just have to keep that constant reminder in the back of your head, that when something does go wrong "well it has been a while, I'll deal with this shit accordingly and not let it impact or ruin other things not related to it".

 By the way man, hows that new job going? Liking it pretty good or is it one of those "eh it's a job and paycheck" type scenarios? Made anymore new friends at the workplace?
There is no stopping me. I started using dxm two years ago and it's been a bumpy ride. I've wondered if the dxm is what has caused most of my problems in life so far, but that's another topic. I only do dxm when I feel lonely. Trust me I would much rather smoke weed but dxm has always been my go to drug, it's just so easy to get.  I don't really see it as a drug. Once I have a steady income and a supplier I want to stop dxm and just keep smoking the herb.

Exactly man I'm sure you've had some rough times. I'd really hate to go a few months back. I feel like I am starting to understand the world a little more. I've met all these new people during these last few weeks and it's mind boggling to think that they have no clue what I have been thru and vice versa, but I can sense everyone elses pain cause that's what life is.

This new job is pretty good. They are paying me more then what I was told they would pay me, which I have no complaints about. I am slowly figuring out the dynamics of this new store. I'm hoping I can make it to management. I guess the 'strict'  manager and I are more like friends now and plan to carpool on days that we work together.  It's funny cause we drove pass a college party area and I told her it was like a beach cause of all the girls. I guess that offended her LOL. But overall it's decent...