breaking my back so I can get on opis

[splooge gook]

I already take vyvanse and xanax every morning. I don't get high from it but there's definitely a mood lift. I feel the only logical progression from this point is to have an opiate prescription. Then I can speedball on pills "for my own good" every day. Do people on chronic pain meds notice any cognitive changes when they take it? I mean, if it takes away the pain of having a broken bone every day, i'd be surprised if it really does stop doing so for mood states so quickly.

What is the most efficient and least painful way to break my back? I may just need to PM unstable matter on this subject.

[millionsofdeadcats]

I have been trying to bring this thread to your attention, but either you have me on ignore or you are just too hyperactive/gay to read every post. 

http://www.intosanctuary.com/index.php?topic=2670.0

[splooge gook]

I've tried once with like 500 grams of mccornnick poppy seeds in a gallon jug. Got mildly buzzed. I'd do it again but it's almost impossible to find any decent poppy seeds where I live. I'm also interested in duke zion's method of turning poppy seeds into a smokeable product, which seemed like bullshit but apparently worked for him and didn't seem like a troll thread either.

[millionsofdeadcats]

it's almost impossible to find any decent poppy seeds where I live

I live in fucking Indiana and there are a fuck-ton of them.  You just need to look harder. 

PS mcormick doesn't work, you want sort of 'off brands', there is one here called 'spice time' and there was a really strong brand at martins grocery store called, if I remember correctly, 'spice trader'.  I would tell you to check smaller stores and especially 'country store/feed store' type places, but I am not sure if you have the transportation to run all over town looking for this stuff.  It is probably for the best anyway, as I am sure you will just get heavily addicted to them and your life will become a nightmare.

edit - after reminiscing for a bit, I realized that 'spice trader' is the brand that Marsh grocery store carries.  Those work too, but the strong ones I mentioned were something with 'spice' in the title, like 'spice cupboard' or something.

[Umbrella Corp]

Sever your spine and never feel pain again.