Want to cry: Life is catastrophe

[splooge gook]

after starting synthetic blebds i quickly used more are more.;ole a frog in mildly warmer piss water,they can't tell the sober self from my regular self. they see how strung out and [issed if i dont get money for "food". i spend this money to buy 5 grams a day, which i sm,oke in my basement. nobody even smells it anymore but my dad catches a whiff of it here or there and he's like"didn't i please ask you not to smoke any more pot today sploo" and then i do it 2 or 3 more times in the day which end up in me getting caught and he's like "cmon splpp didn't i already ypu" "yeah sorry dad" *RETURNS TO BLASTING EYEDRUMS OUT WITH PEOPLE=SHIT"

TAKE XANAX EVERY DAY, MOM IS  A PSYCHO BITCH, I'VE DEVVELOPEDPHYSICAL AILMENTS AS HAVE OTHER MEMEBERS IN MY FAMILY BUT I;m tooyoung to be getting em[hyse,a/

the ghettos gave him emphysema
and now he's back to blast those niggas

so we're all dying from my make pot, and it's rly hard 2 quit, i drpopped out of highschool, feel like sgit, etc, noooo

[unbreakable matter]

What motivates you?

People=shit is alright but I like surfacing ALOT better fuck that was like the first video I ever downloaded on kazaa I am fucking old

[splooge gook]

i turn down the volume every time they start yelling expletives

i can't think of anything. getting my ged in 3 months is my main goal but there is a realistic probability i will die in that tinefrane and also i don't know how long until the adhd takes control, i browse zoklet in public, and calli my professor slang for semen. semen.

and speaking about fucking it

child molester

[millionsofdeadcats]

after starting synthetic blebds i quickly used more are more.;ole a frog in mildly warmer piss water,they can't tell the sober self from my regular self. they see how strung out and [issed if i dont get money for "food". i spend this money to buy 5 grams a day, which i sm,oke in my basement. nobody even smells it anymore but my dad catches a whiff of it here or there and he's like"didn't i please ask you not to smoke any more pot today sploo" and then i do it 2 or 3 more times in the day which end up in me getting caught and he's like "cmon splpp didn't i already ypu" "yeah sorry dad" *RETURNS TO BLASTING EYEDRUMS OUT WITH PEOPLE=SHIT"

TAKE XANAX EVERY DAY, MOM IS  A PSYCHO BITCH, I'VE DEVVELOPEDPHYSICAL AILMENTS AS HAVE OTHER MEMEBERS IN MY FAMILY BUT I;m tooyoung to be getting em[hyse,a/

the ghettos gave him emphysema
and now he's back to blast those niggas

so we're all dying from my make pot, and it's rly hard 2 quit, i drpopped out of highschool, feel like sgit, etc, noooo

Yeah drugs are all fun and games, and then one day they turn on you like tigers on seigfried and roy.

[unbreakable matter]

We should iq2iq on tinychat sometime when Im not shitpoasting from class because my university is full of idealistiv naivete that I dont have the heart to crush

People in fucking prison get their GEDs in like 3 months and theyre less autistic than you. Just act like your eating your book enough times and eventually youll be full enough to shit it out nahmeen. Stop doing fucking non drugs too  fer fucksake change yo style up and at least aspire to do real drugs with a real GED and a real IQ

[equanimity]

Well, that's life in the first world.  Have all the basic needs met, are part of a loving family and all that and we'll all still find some crazy way to make ourselves miserable.

There's plenty of hope though.  About the drugs: just stop.  And with everything else, you know what the right thing to do is.  Do well in school, work hard at something worthwhile and those bad feelings begin to subside.  If you want to stay miserable though that's fine too.

[Ninja]

I thought you were already taking the drugs, because life sucked?  Now, you come back, talking about your drugs suck?

There's only one solution.  BETTER DRUGS!

[Soso0]

Yeah man when life sucks just do more drugs

[Daran]

I want to help you but you remind me of a kid I know named Enrique who got hooked on spice back in '09 and a year later I saw him panhandling on the median of a busy intersection. On occasion I see him walking about town and getting hassled by police.

[mojo4567]

Damn I didnt realize synth was this addictive

[millionsofdeadcats]

Damn I didnt realize synth was this addictive

Yeah it has actual physical withdrawal symptoms

Shit hurts to get off of.

[Daran]

His brain is too feeble to develop a reasonable taper, which would obviously involve buying a decent amount of whatever syncan is popular online and developing a schedule to taper down the dose. Maybe it would be better to just get some fucking kratom, get high as hell on that for a few days and ride out the storm.

[Rationahl]

damn dude you need to cut that shit out. get on some amphetamines or some shit, maybe even smoke some real weed. at least try to ween yourself down a little bit from 5 g a day holy christ..

or just sit back and say fuck it as you pack another bowl