Get it.

Was anyone else really hoping this was Arnox's farewell thread? Thought the pressure finally got to him and he was shutting this place down.

My parents divorced due to infidelity on my father's part. He stayed with the mistress for many years and, from an early age, I learned how to manipulate both parents to suit my needs. I've had two moms and two homes, but felt welcome in neither for much of the time. I'm unable to comprehend the nuclear family structure, for which I have great suspicion and even hostility.

Neither parent is able to save, and they raised their kids the same way. They make between $65k and $85k each, and my mom even helps pay for her mother's house, nurse, etc. but both squander their money unwisely. In the past year I've made an earnest effort to reduce my own spending habits. I'm not doing so well, but I have more in th bank than both of them combined.

How did your parents fail you?

I'm not reading that. Just judging from the title I can tell you're an inferior fucking piece of shit.

Why are you posting here? What do you have to gain? Can you just fucking give up already?

He does motivational talks at high schools about the dangers of huffing shit.

Quote from: Rowan on November 26, 2014, 09:17:52 pm

Sooooo...if this site is going to continue who will be running the show around here? If Arnox and Idio are going to the new site then what support staff will remain?

I will be admining here still as always. Idio can't be staff here, stating that admining his own site will already be too much of a drain on his time and would be a conflict of interest. I don't personally agree with the latter actually but oh well.

This is the closest you'll ever come to being dumped.

Not because girls/trannies will ever leave you, but because they'll never be with you in the first place.

Why are you such a beta little bitch, Arnox?

"Guys... w-w-w-would you like me to keep this site open?"

THIS IS YOUR SITE YOU FUCKING PUSHOVER PIECE OF SHIT NERD. If there was ever a time to use this word, it's now: YOURE A FUCKING VICTIM LOL. It's like you're a fucking nerd who made a chess club in high school, and all the jocks bullied you about it, invaded your fucking meetings, etc... AND THEN YOU ASKED THEM IF YOU SHOULD CLOSE IT!

Holy fuck you fucking fail. You're a disgrace.

and how totse/zoklet fits into it

it doesn't. every time I post on here I'm wasting time and missing out on experiences

(Venting incoming.)

Not just from this site but everything in general. Just found out how my parents are about to get completely screwed over in a very special way by Obamacare, my bro's struggling with his addiction, and I'm working a job I hate (nothing new there though). Then again, who am I kidding? Almost my entire family are working jobs they hate. Oh yeah, and don't forget the bedbugs. But we've beaten 'em off for a while I think.

Man, I wish I could just... let go. I seem to be reading constantly these days about people becoming free from their troubles and their stress. Usually through changing themselves on the inside. How I envy them. To be better than I currently am and enjoy that constant happiness that's evaded me for so long. But perhaps the answer's staring me right in the face. Maybe I'm just too unwilling to change myself. I've never dealt well with change in general. Doubly so when it comes to personal changes. Maybe even triply so.

Really hope I'm gonna feel better in the morning here. In the meantime though, just typing this out was pleasant.

I feel sorry for people stuck in ruts. 2014 has been my biggest year in terms of change, inside and out, but it's because I made it happen.

Oh man I really want to give you advice* and stuff, but you fucking suck and I'd rather let you wallow in despair.

*Not that you'd take it anyway.