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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 16, 2014, 10:44:43 pm »
I do. I must say I can suck dick pretty good.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 16, 2014, 10:41:36 pm »
I didnt even want to bother mentioning it.. and only confirmed it for his troll ass. Guess thats how you get called a liar when all youve ever been in life is an honest person- maybe stupid, but always honest.
Dont bother texting, nigger- number is changed again. Dont contact me especially after being called a liar by a good friend. Dont even bother with snailmail... he dont want to ever talk to you again after you brought this shit up and make me look like the fuckhead you always are.
Dont bother texting, nigger- number is changed again. Dont contact me especially after being called a liar by a good friend. Dont even bother with snailmail... he dont want to ever talk to you again after you brought this shit up and make me look like the fuckhead you always are.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 16, 2014, 10:29:46 pm »
Hey gollum- thanks for calling me a liar. Your a real friend and all.
Anyone want this faggots phone # address or other personal information? Since Im a troll I guess I better start acting like one... maybe Im trolling , maybe Im not.
Anyone want this faggots phone # address or other personal information? Since Im a troll I guess I better start acting like one... maybe Im trolling , maybe Im not.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 13, 2014, 11:13:49 pm »
I bring pain to all I touch.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 13, 2014, 11:12:48 pm »
My husband and father both killed my kitten accidently.. its not just that but everything turns to shit... no one but me cares. I am going to end this waste of life because no matter what I do I will amoumt to nothing... the simple pleasure of a kitten isnt even possible.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 13, 2014, 06:35:07 pm »
That stupid indian nigger wrote me an order for my propranolol use to the ER...Instead of the ultrasound. Order I needed to diagnose my anyerism... If I was in India with 20 bucks I feel confident this problem would be diagnosed by now. It makes me sick how fucked up healthcare is and incopetent doctors are ffs he has an ultrasound machine in his office.
I told them to go fuck themselves and I was staying on it. God
. I would be treated better in 3rd world countries with just a tad bit of money. Thia dumnshit is gonna kill me before the anyerism.
I told them to go fuck themselves and I was staying on it. God
. I would be treated better in 3rd world countries with just a tad bit of money. Thia dumnshit is gonna kill me before the anyerism.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 12, 2014, 09:22:58 pm »
You know if you dont cut this shit out this isnt going end well for you. Youve burnt any bridge with us you had. You wanna say shit on a public forum- fine. Deal with the consequenses. You sit there and text 11 fucking messages how your not happy with shit.. the people YOU want to talk to are there and ready...but you dont have the time.
Dont worry I wont be posting anymore... I also will contain my anger at you and not post your PI like I initially thought about... Im not that low. I still intend to repay you for the ecig. Im not like my husband- I dont need or want your charity.
Laughable you want space yet reply to my post on here. Go fuck yourself. Im not being mean just not to talk to you anymore- Im being hateful because I fuckig hate you and have no fucking symapthy or care for you as a friend at all. I have enough stress in my life youll never beable to grasp and obviously dont care to. You make everything impossible. Thanks for ruining the one place I could communicate with other people, now Ill be more isolated than malice.
Dont worry I wont be posting anymore... I also will contain my anger at you and not post your PI like I initially thought about... Im not that low. I still intend to repay you for the ecig. Im not like my husband- I dont need or want your charity.
Laughable you want space yet reply to my post on here. Go fuck yourself. Im not being mean just not to talk to you anymore- Im being hateful because I fuckig hate you and have no fucking symapthy or care for you as a friend at all. I have enough stress in my life youll never beable to grasp and obviously dont care to. You make everything impossible. Thanks for ruining the one place I could communicate with other people, now Ill be more isolated than malice.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 12, 2014, 05:34:51 pm »What happened?Go fuck your dog you shiteating mexican. He cant confirm shit since I dont talk to him anymore.On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake.can confirm <3
You cant say anything remotely negative without him becoming "worried" or unable to move on from a bad time.. he dwells on it.
My husband has gotten mad at me a few times, most notably when I was at the hospital and I called to talk to him and he went on "well have him take care of you then..." Im just tired of hearing it and if I refrain from contacting him it wont happen. My husband has been talking to him though...
Ive been particularly mean to him just so he will stop wanting to try and talk to me tbh. Hes a good friend and I did enjoy talking to him, but if he doesnt want my husband's friendship... then thats all. My relationship is more important that having him as a friend.
He.texted a bunch of shit last night (inall fairness I recently found out a relative close to him was dying too so..) about he tension with the way the new situation with our friendship... I dont know what to say other than take it or leave it. Ive changed ny number once because of this shit before I realized my husband wanted to continue a friendship with him... Im at the point now Im gonna have to change it again... what.pissed me off the most is he bitched through text at 4am he needed to talk- called around noon and got a text back "he needs space"... I dont even want to talk..
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 12, 2014, 03:15:08 pm »Go fuck your dog you shiteating mexican. He cant confirm shit since I dont talk to him anymore.On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake.can confirm <3
Trust me if I had a friend IRL or on the phone Id avoid this pit of negativity like the plague. This is just mildy better than no one at all.
Can we all just pretend Im not pregnant from here on out? I wont mention it again.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 12, 2014, 03:00:39 pm »
I am not refering to depression with my world crumbling... it literally did. Nothing ever went right.. everything failed after that.
I dont particularly want to be a mother- I get enough materal feelings and all the junk with my dogs.. some people will say its not enough but.. Ive always felt fullfilled with them.
Maybe I just dont want to be alone when I am old (if I unfortunetly make it that far). Where would my grandmother be right now if she hadnt had and kept her son? She had him in the 60's out of wedlock in the deepsouth and was pretty much considered a whore by the tiny town she lived in. For all theor dumbshit he worships the ground she walks on and waits on her beck and call.. he lives to make her life happy.
Fear of having no one sounds more appropriate than anything else.... I hear you all loud and clear... I dont know what else to add. Thank you for your consern I suppose.
I dont particularly want to be a mother- I get enough materal feelings and all the junk with my dogs.. some people will say its not enough but.. Ive always felt fullfilled with them.
Maybe I just dont want to be alone when I am old (if I unfortunetly make it that far). Where would my grandmother be right now if she hadnt had and kept her son? She had him in the 60's out of wedlock in the deepsouth and was pretty much considered a whore by the tiny town she lived in. For all theor dumbshit he worships the ground she walks on and waits on her beck and call.. he lives to make her life happy.
Fear of having no one sounds more appropriate than anything else.... I hear you all loud and clear... I dont know what else to add. Thank you for your consern I suppose.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 12, 2014, 02:17:05 pm »
I am only replying to this because first off you got it wrong about my father- he and as far as I know (they are estranged) his side does not have a history of sexual abuse AT ALL. To clearify, I think you are thinking of my husband's family. His grandfather raped his grandmother then married her(she came from a family that believe you marry the first man you fuck.. nevermind if its rape). His uncle raped and molested his mother and other family members. His aunt molested him and raped him as a kid with her other teenage friends. His mother verbally abused him (and everyone) with her inability to keep her sexual adventures to herself or atleast keep it out of earshot of an impressionable kid (I bare witness to that shit). Apparently being raped and molested by her father and uncle makes it okay to force everyone she meets or lives with to have to be forced to be ear raped about her rape/molestation.
My father IS NOT a child molestor and is the last person on the planet to every do that to anyone, muchless me. As fucked up a person as he is, I was raised with love more attention that all you fucks got as a kid and was spoiled to the ends of the earth.
I am not going to make the same mistake again. I watched my world crumble since I was forced into that clinic by my husband.
Another thing.. I live with my dogs- I have running water... I have outlets.. the cords that run inside is the rj45to the router. Whoever said I fucking have farm animals in the garage? I have pigs who live outside-they have a shed and a barn to sleep in at night-we did raise the on inside our house when she was a baby...
Im not on opiates- which if I was and has a steady supply wouldnt bw a big issue imo.. what Id have a dependent child Id have to wean off them? Low birth weight? I come from large babys on bothside of the family.
I currently take tianeptine (no studies completed yet.btu prenatal use looks promising) and propranolol.
How worried can you be this pregnacy will kill you when you really dont care if you live or die anyway? Maybe it will.. maybe it will be a godsend.
My father IS NOT a child molestor and is the last person on the planet to every do that to anyone, muchless me. As fucked up a person as he is, I was raised with love more attention that all you fucks got as a kid and was spoiled to the ends of the earth.
I am not going to make the same mistake again. I watched my world crumble since I was forced into that clinic by my husband.
Another thing.. I live with my dogs- I have running water... I have outlets.. the cords that run inside is the rj45to the router. Whoever said I fucking have farm animals in the garage? I have pigs who live outside-they have a shed and a barn to sleep in at night-we did raise the on inside our house when she was a baby...
Im not on opiates- which if I was and has a steady supply wouldnt bw a big issue imo.. what Id have a dependent child Id have to wean off them? Low birth weight? I come from large babys on bothside of the family.
I currently take tianeptine (no studies completed yet.btu prenatal use looks promising) and propranolol.
How worried can you be this pregnacy will kill you when you really dont care if you live or die anyway? Maybe it will.. maybe it will be a godsend.
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Sex & Affection / Re: A legal case
« on: October 11, 2014, 11:04:06 pm »
...and if they dont know the name of the father (as in case of rape, one night stand). Obviously they were just idiots.
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Sex & Affection / Re: A legal case
« on: October 11, 2014, 09:28:05 pm »
How was it determined he was the father in the first place? Was he on the birth certificate? Wouldnt you.. you know being smart and all.. as a way to truely obsolve this guy like not mention his name anywhere on paper... just say you dont know.. its a child of rape or whatever you have to say?
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 11, 2014, 09:06:27 pm »
I sure as fuck wouldnt troll about this just because this is the kinda shit you dont troll about as a woman... bad juju and all. I honestly could careless if you believe it or not. Only reason I even mentioned it was because Bipolar spilled the beans. Hadnt really planned to post back but doctors and nurses who pretend to be doctors piss me off.
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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: The retarded thread: Send zok back to africa edition
« on: October 11, 2014, 08:09:59 pm »currently, I take it from my dad. I onlt have enough to take once a day which leaves me the other half of the day with extremely high heart rate. Im planning on getting some from somewhere online unless my doctor will start prescribing it for me. (*wink wink nudge nudge* if you happen to know a relaible place the sells it...). I dont want to switch to another beta blocker because Ive read reviews of them and while it might be nice to onoy have to take 1 daily.. I worry it wont work out for me as well as propranolol has. I have no side effects and can think clearly on it which is important to me- some reviewa for a related bata blocker (cant remember the name of it ended in -olol) had a bunch of people saying it made them foggy and depressed.. Im of the thought that if it aint broke why fix it.I just throw away the crap they presribe anyway
What are some pills black people like? Tear off the label, print a fake one, leave them somewhere good. Or just leave them in a baggy and write (insert drug slang/initial/abbreviation here) on it, maybe crush them up first.
I'm tempted to test whether I'm immune to etizolam withdrawal. I bet I could take 10mg, take a trip to San Francisco, and be just fine.Just noticed on my bottle of xanax the pharmacy wrote " 2 NDC's" on it in ink pen, wonder what that means
Uh oh, you may have been placed on a suspected drug abuse list. Could have some trouble next time you meet with your psych. Check below.SpoilerJust kidding: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/National_Drug_Codewhen I mentioned my self half the daymedicating with propranolol she blew a fuse.
You buy it black market?
I am so sick of doctors right now.. especially in this area.. 70 mile drive one way just to get this fucking anyerism checked- I swear if it dissects.. thia whole ordeal is what caused it. The stupidity is literally painful to my ears. I really really wish stupidy were painful to those who express it.
If I cant get this shit straight this next visit- Im done. No more doctors no more bullshit. I refuse to wait more than 30 minutes after my appointment for assholes who make you sign a thing agreeing to be fined 50 $ if you cancel an appointment less than 48 hours.
On top of all this Ive been an emotional fruitcake. Though I did have an ultrasound done of the baby the other day... not that any of you fuckers care.