Thanks

Couldn't think of a name that I liked for more than a couple days until recently

"Deviant" is also mine. I won't make anymore

Proof here

Yeah, I think I posted in a couple of your valium threads but that's it

Quote from: Rationahl on September 21, 2014, 04:04:08 pm

More importantly who wants to read a thread with a bunch of retards wanting to kill themselves. This is like the third one I've seen. We all know you know how to do it, you just want attention, and I wish you'd just post it on Facebook or Twitter. It's fine you're incapable of living, Darwin has won, just go do it in a closet without bothering anyone

Shit, just about every month there was a thread like this on zoklet, always a different poster.  At first I would be all like 'you pathetic fucking loser, buck up and stop being a little bitch' but now I pretty much just try to help them along.

This. Half of them were new posters/most likely alts too. Remember Mr. 4g of Mephedrone? lol

I used to tell people to light charcoal grills in their cars

OP you spelled "meth" wrong

Quote from: millionsofdeadcats on September 21, 2014, 03:09:48 pm

Quote from: Deviant on September 21, 2014, 03:09:08 pm

Dfg, please don't tell me you and TDR are the same person

They aren't.  They are just dear, dear friends.

This is the first thing you have posted about me that is true. Dfg is a good friend of mine. I admire him for what he is accomplishing IRL in spite of being dealt a shitty hand by being born in country with so few freedoms and true opportunities. He is inspiring when you get know him by having actual voice and video conversations with him. He is surrounded by oppression, religious intolerance, poverty, and many other adverse environmental factors. Yet in spite of this he is always cheerful and optimistic. Unlike many of my fellow countryman he i more concerned with helping others instead of just looking out for number one. Many niggers in America could better themselves if they would follow the excellent example Dfg sets by working tirelessly to better himself so that he may more ably assist others. Your damn right he is a dear friend of mine.

You see that is what I look for in friends, people who I know are not just my friend for what I can do for them. Yesterday we rode over to the St. Pete clubhouse (of an MC I will not name) because another one of my dear friends has a brother who is riddled with cancer. They held a benefit party for him at the clubhouse. The outpouring of support was awesome. There were patches from over 20 different MC's present (many of them 1% clubs) with chapters from as far away as Michigan represented to support a fellow biker in his time of need.

This is why I have always been and will always be a biker. We look out for each other much the same way Dfg looks out for people whenever he is able. I truly hope he make it to North America some day so I can meet this unique, talented, and generous man in person. If this happens an we meet face to face I will not hake his hand. I will embrace him in sincere hug and pat his back just like I would any of my brothers.

It is really sad for you that you will never know this type of comradeship or freedom as you live your life by the rules society and your parents laid out for you before you pissed your first diaper. Dfg knows more about freedom and the courage it takes to live free and full than you ever will. He lives in a place where thinking for yourself can get you imprisoned of killed in the streets. In spite of this he has managed to break the bonds of his society and think free thoughts of his own construction. You're goddamned right he is a dear dear friend of mine. I am proud to call him a brother in spirit.

See, when you really admire someone, you want to go to their side whenever you can to help them in any way you can, even on the internet, because you guys are working for the same cause, and think similarly.

Going back to the OP, in a forum environment, this can look like its just two accounts that are the same person from someone who doesn't know any better. This is probably the case with spectral and daguru.

Dextromethorphan - 3/10. Does nothing but cause periphery stimulation and parasthesia now thanks to long term abuse of MXE.

Methoxetamine - 7/10. Good shit. Sent my dissociative anaesthetic tolerance through the roof. Imagine having to explain that to your dentist when you're about to have 5 teeth removed. Speaking of the dentist...

Oxycodone - 8/10. I don't even have to say anything about this one.

Kratom - 6/10. Used daily for back pain. Can be sedating or energizing depending on dose and strain.

Tramadol - 8/10. Yes, I'm one of those. I have no idea why some love this stuff and others can't feel a thing off of them. I would prefer 300mg Tramadol to any other painkiller besides oxycodone (for recreational effect, that is. For therapeutic purposes its worthless). But I don't touch needles either. DON'T GET ADDICTED! Withdrawal is like twice as bad as oxycodone.

Hydrocodone - 5/10. Meh...

Morphine - 2/10. Nothing but tiredness, and not the good kind.

Poppy Seed Tea - 2/10. Same as above 3 of the 4 times I tried it. Once was pretty nice though. More than likely placebo.

2C-P - 6/10. Pretty cool, quite introspective. Visuals are cool, but somewhat difficult to see. Too many very long lasting side effects though.

25i-nBOMe - 9/10. My favorite legal psychedelic, back when it was legal. It was cheap as fuck too. Amazing visuals, crazy euphoria the three times I used it, especially with music. Always inspired me to turn my life around, though we all know how long that lasts. Tachycardia and bruxism can get pretty bad though. I can't do it around others though, as IME there has always been a very strong sexual component to it.

5-MeO DALT - 4/10. Not really that great, but certainly unique. Everything just feels a little off. Until you close your eyes. That's where the visuals are.

MDMA - 10/10. Trans-Siberian Orchestra concert + MDMA is something everyone should try. My experience with MDMA was amazingly euphoric. You know how, if you are extremely depressed, no matter how hard you try and think of the positive, the negative just completely overwhelms it? The opposite is true for MDMA. Add that to the "waves of euphoria," and you get my favorite drug, so far. Its even better if you have a significant other you can spend the rest of the night with when you get back, too. Tactile sensations are incredible. I've still only done this one once though, not sure why. It could be because I don't want to ruin that memory. Even with all of this, it doesn't really feel "inebriating."

MDPV - 4/10. Too fiendish. Tried to use as a functional stimulant and ended up with what was (so far) the only episode of stimulant psychosis I've ever had where I didn't realize it was the drug causing it. Ended up in the Emergency Room for my only drug-related trip there so far, thinking one of my coworkers and one of my neighbors were (independently) both trying to kill me. It made complete sense in my mind  though, because my coworker hated me at the time, and kept waving this gun's owner's manual around, and then started talking like, "what happens if you're not here tomorrow?" and shit like that. Then the neighbor had like 50 guns and was always threatening people.

A-PVP - 2/10. Fuck. This. Shit. Worse than MDPV, but nowhere near as euphoric. The cause of my first "bugs everywhere" psychosis.

Pentedrone - 3/10. Not worth it. Shitty dopaminergic stimulant.

Vyvanse - 7/10. Nice, long lasting amphetamine. Not fiendish, but not as intense as other stimulants.

Methamphetamine - 8/10. Good, cheap, powerful, and completely insane. King of the stimulants. Very fiendish, very intense, but if you learn to control yourself with it, it can be a cheap and powerful tool. Again, tachycardia and bruxism can get very bad. Take your Magnesium and don't stay up more than two days.

Adrafinil - 7/10. Great for focus and energy, as long as you're not looking for a buzz.

Tried Cocaine, but everybody else who bought from the same guy I did says it was shitty cocaine, so can't really say anything here.

Alcohol - 3/10. We all know what this is like. Stopped drinking due to mental effects the next morning.

LSA - 2/10. Nothing but nausea, stomach issues and a general sense of sickness.

Salvia - 4/10. Sort of like a psychotic version of DXM, but more intense dissociation and lacking any color besides green, black and white. If you've ever wanted to become a blade of grass or a wall, this is for you. Quite unpleasant most of the time. Only reason it gets such a high rating is how unique it is. I've only gotten the proverbial uncontrollable laughter thing once, and it was really scary IMO.

Xanax - 6/10. Only done this once. I was on a high dose of something sold as MXE that most certainly was not MXE and freaking out. Somebody crushed up some Xanax (unknown amount) and told me to snort it. I did so, and was falling asleep while others in the room were trying to propose business ventures to me.


And various OTC nonsense. Not worth writing about. Benadryl kills brain cells, people!

/notevenonmeth

Dfg, please don't tell me you and TDR are the same person

Well we all know how reverse racist he is... but when I stumbled upon a post of his that so perfectly summed up how hypocritically racist he was via anti-racism/reverse racism, I couldn't help but make it my first and only zoklet sig.

"Non whites can't be racist in white dominated societies, racism implies you have power to act on it. So, I can be prejudiced and hate white people, which I don't, but I can never be racist." - TheRidiculousKong

Lulz, reminds me of that 22 page thread where everyone was arguing about the definition of racism or something

I'll dig it up in a minute

Edit: found it
https://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?t=301422

Holy shit, that thread was even more of a cringefest than I remember

Actually 27 pages. Also I've always thought you have one of the coolest names on &T and &Z