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Sex & Affection / Re: So my ex may be fertalised with my seed :0
« on: December 11, 2014, 05:20:36 am »
I know that feel. Has she taken a test yet? When is the last time you had sex with her?

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Sex & Affection / Re: thank god for omegle
« on: December 10, 2014, 10:46:01 pm »

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Sex & Affection / Re: Remember that slut that got naked on tinychat
« on: December 10, 2014, 10:12:47 pm »
lol Kreepykay masturbated in her period blood??
How the fuck do you not know this? You're in tinychat everyday, did nobody tell you? Maybe you were always too busy fucking potatoes when we were discussing it.

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Lol please don't take dmt in the tub. That's fucking stupid.

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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: whats the rc scene like now?
« on: December 10, 2014, 07:01:19 am »
A lot of the newer drugs aren't as good. Bitcoin has moved into the market, taken over really. Vendors that will take cc are rare. Most things (at least on clearnet) you can only find from EU vendors. Us market is dead as fuck. Mescaline analogues seem to be more prevalent which I think is a great thing. Mxe doubled in price. I used to pay like 13 a g and now I'm seeing 30. I don't really do rc's anymore but I gave the market a looksie lately and it's rather depressing. Can't say there's anything I'm interested in really that's newer at least.

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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: Any experiences with AL-LAD?
« on: December 10, 2014, 06:56:12 am »
Guess not

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Yeah malice I get what you're saying, no glass fractal temples or goddesses or any of that. Just nothingness. I feel ayahuasca would be better for this though, it's a more navigable space. DMT is too chaotic for what I want out of it.

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Sex & Affection / Re: Remember that slut that got naked on tinychat
« on: December 10, 2014, 06:48:54 am »
I was there for this, watching it live. Instantly lost my boner. Worst part was that she was too fucked up to notice so she kept going, spreading it all over herself.

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Spurious Generalities / Re: It's my birthday, today
« on: December 09, 2014, 06:36:27 pm »

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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: Cousin recently overdosed
« on: December 09, 2014, 03:34:24 pm »
Like falling asleep during an orgasm of euphoria then not waking up. If you've ever nodded out, it like that but permanent.

That sounds wonderful. If I ever try it and find it's to my liking, I'll retain an amount in case I one day decide to say goodbye.
For extra assurance, take about 10mg of xanax and some promethazine, especially if you don't shoot it. I guess you could plug about half a gram, but it's not a sure thing.
What would happen if it wasn't a sure thing and you took a shit ton expecting to OD? How would you wake up, what kind of condition? Besides the mental aspect of failing at suicide of course.

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I like how the news channels referred to the furry convention as "fans of comic book characters" as if they're a bunch of harmless innocent victims and not sick fetishists who get off to the thought of fucking an animal.

Most of them are not like this.

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Freaking square. Is fear of triggering your latent schizophrenia part of it? Parents, job, guilt. Many possibilities. Sometimes people just never really had good reasons for doing drugs in the first place, they never developed a cohesive logical framework, and they stop for the same poorly pondered reasons. Or due to to most basing their views on their own experience, because they used drugs like idiots, did no research, had no understanding of human physiology, of the brain, unprepared, bad set or setting, excessive doses for moronic reasons, untested drugs, not knowing how to identify drugs and counterfeits, became addicted, bad experiences, leading to problems with other people etc., their perception is that nearly everyone else is the same, and unfortunately they're right, but they'll be biased against believing that you are capable of being responsible and knowledgeable, superior to them; people have been shown to consistently overrate their intelligence and knowledge/level of understanding.

What? Didn't you just freak out screaming with no recollection of what occurred? Did you have another experience where you broke through and had a profound experience? How did you get all you needed out of it?

Oh yes, you have achieved development to the pinnacle of perfection, where no further can be gained. A sage of wisdom. :rolleyes2:

You should totally try a mescaline LSD combo. Have you ever tried mescaline? It seems to be considered one of the psychedelics least likely to give you a bad trip, along with often providing a large mood boost, euphoria, and something almost like a light MDMA feeling. I've seen it mentioned that mescaline and LSD combos can be the most visual of all, and beautiful.

Lol'd. I'm not afraid of triggering my schizo. I have no guilt and neither my non-existent job nor my parents (lol) factor into this.

Bolded made me lol again coming from you.

Before I detail my experience- Why do you keep recommending drugs to me? Is it truly so hard for you to believe that somebody just simply does not want to do DMT anymore for no reason other than they have gotten all they need from it? I didn't black out. I went into a void of nothingness. I was conscious and thinking the entire time, it wasn't black or white, there were no visuals, it was just pure nothingness. Like floating out in space, I really could go on here... I don't say an eternity to emphasize that it felt like a long time. I say it because that is what it felt like, time was meaningless and confusing, it felt as I had literally existed there all my conscious life which seemed to be eons and eons and when I began to think "Is this all consciousness will ever be?" I began to get pulled out of it. I can't easily put into words the understanding this experience gave me. I can do things now and just, not be afraid. I've been empowered by it. I've gone as deep as I can, what can future use of DMT do for me? More visuals? What can possibly be "better" than this experience? I can't see much to gain from further use and it's not exactly a fun drug to me- it's a very serious one. I'm hesitant to BELIEVE this- but I FEEL as if that experience is a glimpse into what the afterlife will be like. Logically, I know this makes no sense. But I have this feeling.

Maybe I will do DMT in the future but not right now and not any time soon.

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Better Living Through Chemistry / Re: Cousin recently overdosed
« on: December 09, 2014, 06:42:00 am »
Meth overdose on the other hand... god. I have never done heroin, but from what people tell me- this is the way to go if you wanna die, sounds so euphoric and peaceful, then you're out and that's it. No more. What more could you want of a death? I can't think of a better way to go.

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That gas attack happened 30 minutes from me. Also malice, I've gotten all I need to get out of dmt. I don't need to do it again. 

"If you get the message, hang up the phone. For psychedelic drugs are simply instruments, like microscopes, telescopes, and telephones. The biologist does not sit with eye permanently glued to the microscope, he goes away and works on what he has seen..."

It's not simply that I'm scared, I was scared every time I did dmt just the same. If you're not apprehensive before taking dmt you aren't human. But further use wouldn't benefit me. I prefer LSD for my purposes. Which I don't do often either. I actually hardly use drugs at all now. I COULD afford to I guess if I really wanted to. But there is no purpose in it for me. I've gotten high enough times to count on one hand in the past two months and this is mostly because it was offered to me.

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Spurious Generalities / Re: what the fuck was that about
« on: December 08, 2014, 11:31:41 pm »
Morgan Freeman knows what's good.

Not the Jews.

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