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Title: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: Ragus on November 27, 2014, 04:04:02 am
My OCD mind keeps finding something wrong with EVERY SINGLE last time that I go to the party store and get boozse and drink for the last time every time something goes wrong and I have to do it again and I just can't keep doing this.  It doesn't matter what theres no relief.  When I try to stop giving a shit about it its no use, I still feel the fear/pressure in my chest and my mind keeps thinking about it and it keeps telling me to just go back there one more time if I just go back one more time that will be the end of it.  But I just had a realizaton last night that no matter what, my OCD mind is just gonna find some reason why that can't be the last time and that I need to go back one more time.  I totally refute one reason for having to back, the ocd mind just starts nagging about something else, like crickets chirping it never stops.

Tonight I've gone back there for the last time.  Becaues I'm killing myself tongiht.  I'm about to hang myself in my closet with my towel.  Farewell. 
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: JasonVorhees on November 27, 2014, 04:16:14 am
u need to smokes a lot of weed man lol ive been depressed lately just been blazing like a motherfucka lol

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eB5VXJXxnNU

Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: Vega on November 27, 2014, 04:16:45 am
Please don't.
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: starvingniglet on November 27, 2014, 04:17:37 am
Uhhh....happy thanksgiving?
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: baby raper on November 27, 2014, 04:34:25 am
Quote from: Ragus on November 27, 2014, 04:04:02 am
My OCD mind keeps finding something wrong with EVERY SINGLE last time that I go to the party store and get boozse and drink for the last time every time something goes wrong and I have to do it again and I just can't keep doing this.  It doesn't matter what theres no relief.  When I try to stop giving a shit about it its no use, I still feel the fear/pressure in my chest and my mind keeps thinking about it and it keeps telling me to just go back there one more time if I just go back one more time that will be the end of it.  But I just had a realizaton last night that no matter what, my OCD mind is just gonna find some reason why that can't be the last time and that I need to go back one more time.  I totally refute one reason for having to back, the ocd mind just starts nagging about something else, like crickets chirping it never stops.

Tonight I've gone back there for the last time.  Becaues I'm killing myself tongiht.  I'm about to hang myself in my closet with my towel.  Farewell.
do it nigger post it live stream you wont do it
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: baby raper on November 27, 2014, 04:34:45 am
Quote from: Vega on November 27, 2014, 04:16:45 am
Please don't.
you should kill yourself too
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: mashleshmash on November 27, 2014, 04:37:09 am
God let me finger your anus
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: aldra on November 27, 2014, 05:07:34 am
why a towel? you're going to fail hardcore
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: baby raper on November 27, 2014, 06:01:51 am
Quote from: aldra on November 27, 2014, 05:07:34 am
why a towel? you're going to fail hardcore
hes gonna be like a vegetable on life support
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: Arnox on November 27, 2014, 06:20:11 am
(http://i59.servimg.com/u/f59/14/26/98/51/doitfa11.jpg)
Title: Re: I'm not sure if I can go on any longer
Post by: Ragus on November 27, 2014, 07:59:47 am
I was gonna make a serious thread about how i had a breakthrough about how my ocd has been keeping me in a cycle of drinking but then i got drunk and made this (http://i.imgur.com/KgV3MCr.jpg)