The Sanctuary
Ego => Half Baked => Topic started by: Max Headroom on October 14, 2014, 08:39:35 pm
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For some reason whenever I do meth I lose all fucking ability to respond to someone and go all spastic and say half sentences while pacing. WTF Also my voice goes up an octave and sounds all benadryl half descended nads fuckin gay. I can't drive.
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I do some pretty sick shit when i'm on meth. After day 3 or so without sleep, i will start to talk to myself out loud. I will be sleeping, but still awake.
I will tell myself how the universe works, i will tell myself the secrets of existence. I will forget everything i said. I will wake up and be sad cuz i forgot everything i said.
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I do some pretty sick shit when i'm on meth. After day 3 or so without sleep, i will start to talk to myself out loud. I will be sleeping, but still awake.
I will tell myself how the universe works, i will tell myself the secrets of existence. I will forget everything i said. I will wake up and be sad cuz i forgot everything i said.
Then record it.
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i will start to talk to myself out loud.
This is kinda unrelated to meth but lol
When I had my psychosis period I would talk out loud to voices all the time.
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Could be worse. I've been high on meth almost every single day for the last 20 years of my life. The few times i've been with out i didn't know what to say
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Ok, the cough hubadayeah part of the high is over, now I'm at that depressing part when all of my dopamine is fubar gone kthx, because I took focalin, a NDRI before and during the lines of questionable I can't believe its not amphetamine/cheap speedpaste thats probably a bunch of sudafed, halfassed snb, random amino acid constituents like tyrosine or some shit, and then dress it up and sell it as a bag of cheap speed, ehh its probably just low qual. meth, feels like the usual bottom of the barrel shit I do. Began day planning to get high and make music. When I was high I was too paranoid and hearing voices and had random panic attack where I thought my neighbors thought I was a sex offender because I look out my windows to see shit worth seeing and my neighbors think I'm taking the time to look at their boring humanoids,
now I'm empty, bent out of shape, eight track tape re-recorded over the best song ever that you only can enjoy once with audio clips of chasing the dragon step off the wagon now the only thing I'm burning out is this stagnant dragged it bagged it and threw it back into the polluted misery of everything.
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Ok, the cough hubadayeah part of the high is over, now I'm at that depressing part when all of my dopamine is fubar gone kthx, because I took focalin, a NDRI before and during the lines of questionable I can't believe its not amphetamine/cheap speedpaste thats probably a bunch of sudafed, halfassed snb, random amino acid constituents like tyrosine or some shit, and then dress it up and sell it as a bag of cheap speed, ehh its probably just low qual. meth, feels like the usual bottom of the barrel shit I do. Began day planning to get high and make music. When I was high I was too paranoid and hearing voices and had random panic attack where I thought my neighbors thought I was a sex offender because I look out my windows to see shit worth seeing and my neighbors think I'm taking the time to look at their boring humanoids,
now I'm empty, bent out of shape, eight track tape re-recorded over the best song ever that you only can enjoy once with audio clips of chasing the dragon step off the wagon now the only thing I'm burning out is this stagnant dragged it bagged it and threw it back into the polluted misery of everything.
Never come down and you can avoid dealing with this problem.
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Meth is fucked up. The only drug I have no desire to try. Of course I would try it.. I want to at least once before I die.. but man it seems like people who do it act weird as fuck,
N the long term users look beat the fuck up.
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shit... it's like open-mic-night when i'm twacked the fuck out... i'm talking about after blowing 10 fat clouds of uncut shards that got a smooth flavor too it and the shit makes your body shivers for a second.
thank god xanax & weed exists... everything turns homosexual when that high starts wearing off.