The Sanctuary
Carnality => Better Living Through Chemistry => Topic started by: Max Headroom on October 10, 2014, 05:37:24 pm
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I have a bunch of clonidine .3mg and I've been alternating between shots of gin and lines of focalin for the past almost a day, maybe a day idk, I've had over 120mg of focalin which would be equiv. to 240 fuckin mg of ritalin, ive had 60mg of buspar intermittently and a klonopin like 7 hours ago but that shits like nothin at this point, I have a really fuckin high alcohol tolerance but clonidine idk, I don't really feel it specifically when I take it, because I take it with uppers which mellows errything out or with seroquel and dont notice
so u think goin to a moshpit with all this focalin in my system and downers will give me a good ol infarction/cardiac arrest/cardiac cop chase or will I be aight with the downers? worst best case scenerio in my mind is like a pleural effusion, or maybe just one effusion. you dig? well then get with the shoveling cause imma be dead
lol so many fucking puns god dammmmmmnnnahhh
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shitty choice of drugs and booze but I think you will be fine
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I have a script for buspar...
What does it do for you?
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Buspar is garbage.
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I have a script for buspar...
What does it do for you?
nothing....occasionally used for smokers to quit
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I think ur tinkin o wellbutrin cause buzpar is onlubuse dor like depressuo. Mistly nxiety. I blacked out thanosfully it wss punk show amd one of tje huys gave me a rode home cause o i got a9 fikin floored if it qsd a rave id be floored woyy a bunch of amyl notrates and my anus stretched 3il miled wide caua3 of u know mdma and raves ss thry aibt good
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I think ur tinkin o wellbutrin cause buzpar is onlubuse dor like depressuo. Mistly nxiety. I blacked out thanosfully it wss punk show amd one of tje huys gave me a rode home cause o i got a9 fikin floored if it qsd a rave id be floored woyy a bunch of amyl notrates and my anus stretched 3il miled wide caua3 of u know mdma and raves ss thry aibt good
I think he had a fun time at the concert
:tup:
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I think ur tinkin o wellbutrin cause buzpar is onlubuse dor like depressuo. Mistly nxiety. I blacked out thanosfully it wss punk show amd one of tje huys gave me a rode home cause o i got a9 fikin floored if it qsd a rave id be floored woyy a bunch of amyl notrates and my anus stretched 3il miled wide caua3 of u know mdma and raves ss thry aibt good
I think he had a fun time at the concert
:tup:
I feel all good about blackouts now because mine don't run that way
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if there is any normalcy to blackouts, I think we are getting blood spatter off the wall and shampooing carpets as harshly as we can before the police arrive.....mebbe I've been out of the loop a bit
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dam nigga only drug good on list of urs is klonopin nigga nahm sayn
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Beta blockers are gay unless you're an old man.
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Not gonna make a new thread because kinda relevant, I think god is just fuckin with me becasue I took like 70mg of focalin today and meth yesterday, got 2 hrs of sleep didn't take the bp meds and my blood pressure is 85/55. this is like some instant karma shit right here
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Not gonna make a new thread because kinda relevant, I think god is just fuckin with me becasue I took like 70mg of focalin today and meth yesterday, got 2 hrs of sleep didn't take the bp meds and my blood pressure is 85/55. this is like some instant karma shit right here
You have a fever, or any pain?
Why are you being so self-destructive?
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Not gonna make a new thread because kinda relevant, I think god is just fuckin with me becasue I took like 70mg of focalin today and meth yesterday, got 2 hrs of sleep didn't take the bp meds and my blood pressure is 85/55. this is like some instant karma shit right here
You have a fever, or any pain?
Why are you being so self-destructive?
I'm one of those schizophrenic drug addicts. I'm a deadbeat. I'm also a loser. But the non self destructive way of describing it would be the fact that a few days ago I kicked in my door and now I have no door so I can't fucking sleep because someones gonna see my dick out or something plus I hallucinate from the drugs and just can't have lack of door so I'm taking pills to stay awake to occupy my time until I get a job to buy a new door.
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I'm one of those schizophrenic drug addicts. I'm a deadbeat. I'm also a loser. But the non self destructive way of describing it would be the fact that a few days ago I kicked in my door and now I have no door so I can't fucking sleep because someones gonna see my dick out or something plus I hallucinate from the drugs and just can't have lack of door so I'm taking pills to stay awake to occupy my time until I get a job to buy a new door.
Hey man, we've all been there. Have you considered putting the drugs down for a bit though, and really seeing where the chemically-induced state known as sobriety may take you? You were fasting a while ago as some kinda detox measure; how did that go?
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Roshambo should try heroin.
How come you always do meth and other legal amphetamines? Try some downers man it's a whole other ball game.
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That paranoia and the horrific comedowns followed by miserable periods of slow recovery really make amps and meth kind of a downer (hah!). I really hope you clean yourself up to some degree, Max. You know this is no good. No good at all :(
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I went through my downers phase before any other drugs, I was addicted to xanax and klonopin when I was 11 and 12 and some of 13 because my dad left out all his pill bottles and it was the first drug I tried. Also I used to do opiates when my friend's mom broke her foot and my friend had a shitload of morphine and oxycodone/oxycontin which I wish I had instead of stims but he doesn't have them anymore, tried kratom a few times, it was alright, I ordered some piracetam with all my money I have left which was fuckin stupid cause I could've gotten more kratom or phenibut, fuckin phenibut is great.